I'm listening to Ma Mingming talk about her emotional experience.

Her pain, her heartache, her breakdown, her pain.

Suddenly, a mournful and melodious song rang out.

Woke up from a dream?

The lyrics are actually very appropriate.

It's just because it's so appropriate, isn't this rubbing salt on Ma Mingming's wounds?

I followed the sound and looked over.

I saw Wen Shaonian holding his mobile phone, with a tangled face.

I don't know if to answer the phone, or not to answer.

It turned out that the song just now was the ringtone of his mobile phone.

A big man, with such a soft song as a ringtone, are you a mother or not?

Seeing me glaring at him, Wen Shaonian hurriedly turned off his mobile phone, looking like he was doing something wrong.

......

Ma Mingming finished his story and cried for a while.

She got up from her chair.

"No, I'm going to go to him, I'm going to ask him, why did you do this to me!

"Woman, it must be that woman who seduced Zhou Jie!"

"It must have been that woman who used shameless means to make Zhou Jie have to give in, right?"

"Actually, Zhou Jie loves me, he has a hard time, right!"

"It's all that woman!"

"It's all that woman's fault!"

"Why is she so shameless? So cheap? Why is she destroying other people's families!"

"I'm going to reveal the true face of that woman to everyone!

"Let everyone spit on her, so that Zhou Jie can come back to me!"

"Qiao Huanxi, you think I'm right?"

Ma Mingming asked me these questions.

She looked at me with sparkling eyes, as if she wanted my answer.

Or rather, they want to be comforted by me.

She was panicked, lost, and nervous.

She needed a comfort.

I need my encouragement, I need my affirmation.

Or more practically, the need for my deception.

Even if it's to lie to her, it can make her less sad.

I looked into Ma Mingming's eyes.

Didn't speak.

"Ah, am I ugly now? No, I'm going to change my clothes, I'm going to put on makeup, I'm going to let Zhou Jie see me in the past. ”

"That way, he'll remember me!"

Ma Mingming began to scramble to tidy up his messy clothes and unkempt hair.

I reached out and grabbed her wrist.

"It's useless, don't you do it in vain. ”

"You know, your looks, there's no going back. ”

My voice was calm.

It's so calm that it's a little chilling.

Ma Ming was stunned.

Wen Shaonian on the side was also stunned, and he kept glaring at me.

I understood what he meant, he was telling me not to speak so directly.

You have to consider Ma Mingming's emotions at this time.

Even if it's a lie, it's a white lie.

But I ignored Wen Shaonian's reminder.

I looked at Ma Mingming and continued to tell her one bloody truth after another in a cold, even cruel tone.

"Ma Mingming, not only your appearance can't go back, but your relationship with Zhou Jie can't go back either. ”

Or let's be more accurate. Maybe you can maintain it for a few years, and you can still see the appearance of seventy or eighty percent, but the relationship between you and Zhou Jie has come to an end, and there is no possibility of reuniting. ”

Ma Ming looked at me, and her tears welled up again.

She wiped a handful of tears with her hand.

"Both...... It's all because of that woman...... I told the woman to leave him, and he ......"

"It's useless, don't lie to yourself!"

I interrupted Ma Mingming's words.

"Actually, you know very well that although that woman may be at fault, although she may have seduced your man, the real culprit is still Zhou Jie, your husband. ”

If it weren't for Zhou Jie's own lack of firmness in his feelings, he would not have been seduced by other women. ”

"If it weren't for the fact that he doesn't love you anymore, then he wouldn't have done something like this that broke your heart. ”

"If it weren't for Zhou Jie betraying you, he wouldn't have played such a shameful thing as evaporating from the world with you. ”

"I've seen a lot of scumbags, but it's really rare to see such a scumbag. Not only did he betray you, but he didn't even have the courage to face you. He's not only a bastard, he's a coward!"

When I said this, Ma Mingming's face turned pale.

Trembling all over.

"No, I don't allow you to talk about him like that, Zhou Jie is not that kind of person, not ......" Ma Mingming said incoherently.

"Isn't it? The facts are in front of you, others may not know who you are just now, but will Zhou Jie not know? Has he ever looked at you more? When the people around you are bitterly saying that you are a madman, has he ever defended you? said that you are not a madman, just a woman with a broken heart? When you were dragged away like a dead dog by a few security guards, did he care about your life or death? No, no. He just watched coldly, he just hugged the current bride tightly, showing disgusting affection. ”

My words were like knives, stabbing Ma Mingming's heart with one blow.

"Qiao Huanxi, don't say it!" Wen Shaonian said on the side.

"Don't meddle in women's affairs!" I snorted.

Wen Shaonian really didn't dare to speak out anymore.

Then I looked at Ma Mingming again: "Am I right? Even if you are as beautiful as a fairy, even if you are still the same as before, that man will not hesitate to betray you and take other women into his arms, not to mention that you are so embarrassed now?"

"So you still have to fight for him, and you have to win him back, and even fight with other women for him?"

"Ma Mingming, you're too stupid to do this. ”

"You're humiliating yourself!"

"Just saying you're stupid isn't enough to describe you, you're so cheap!"

"What are you going to say to that woman, why are you seducing my husband?"

"What if that woman says that I didn't seduce your husband, but he took the initiative to kneel and lick me?"

"I know that every woman hates the woman who intervened to death when she meets a third party, she feels that her happiness is destroyed by a woman outside, and she thinks that her man is originally good, but he is seduced astray by a woman outside. ”

"But it's wrong to have this kind of thinking, because flies don't bite eggs, and some women are really cheap, but men are even cheaper. Some women really suck, but men are even worse. Instead of hating that third person, you should use all your strength to resent the man who betrayed you. ”

"Because even if you drive out a third person, there will be a second third party. ”

"Because of cheating and betrayal, there are countless times when there is a first time. ”

"If a woman can't figure this out, she will always be a stupid woman and deserve to be deceived. ”

"When you understand that men don't have a few good things, you won't be hurt. ”

"Wen Shaonian, do you think what I said is right?" I suddenly asked Wen Shaonian.

......

Wen Shaonian was stunned.

Apparently I didn't understand why I hadn't let him talk before, and now I had started asking him questions.

He really had a lot to say at first.

But now, my question is really difficult for him to answer.

Because a lot of what I say, although it is ugly, actually makes sense.

Only when a woman becomes strong and no longer dependent on men can she be truly independent and self-reliant.

So he should have said I was right.

But I also said that men don't have many good things.

If he admits it, doesn't he say that he is not a good thing?

He looked at me with some grievance.

It seems to be complaining that I dug a trap for him and deliberately tricked him.

But I didn't care about Wen Shaonian's grievances, but said to Ma Mingming: "Have you seen it? Men are like this, when he is not allowed to speak, he will keep talking, really let him speak, but there are no words." When you don't need him, he dangles in front of you all day, and when you really need him, you can't see the shadow. This proves a truth, you can't trust men, you can't count on men. Because if a man is reliable, the sow can climb the tree. ”

I was about to cry when I saw Wen Shaonian's expression.

Cry and cry.

Who makes a man like you right now?

I know my words are a bit too much for him, but I obviously asked you to leave before, and if you don't leave yourself, you can only be used as a prop by me.

......

Ma Mingming heard my words and slowly sat down in his chair again.

I stopped talking.

I knew she needed time to think about it.

So I went a little farther away.

Sit on the lawn a few dozen meters opposite.

Wen Shaonian followed.

"I'm sorry, I wronged you just now, at least for now, you're not a very rubbish man. I said to Wen Shaonian.

Wen Shaonian touched his head: "Qiao Huanxi, why do you have such a big prejudice against men?"

I smiled: "Maybe I'm perverted in my heart." ”

Wen Shaonian thought I was joking, and he smirked.

Little did he know that I might be telling the truth.

No matter who it is, with an encounter like mine, it is estimated that it will be a little perverted, right?

"But why did you say that just now, although most of what you said was right, but her current mood still needs some comfort, right?" Wen Shaonian asked me.

"Hehe, if comfort is useful, will there be so much bitterness in the world? If comfort can make a scumbag change his mind and change his mind, if comfort can make a relationship reconcile and reunite, I don't mind comforting her. ”

"But that's impossible, the comfort is just a cup of poison. ”

"Now that she's seen the cruelest reality, why would we lie to her that what you see is a dream?"

"She's been stupid for so many years, tossing herself into no human being. One day more sober, one day more liberated. ”

I asked Wen Shaonian rhetorically.

Wen Shaonian was speechless.

After a long time, he said, "Yes, what you said is right, compared to you, I am like a little girl who can't look away." ”

"Qiao Huanxi, I'm getting more and more curious about you now, how can you have such a calm mind when you're a little girl?"

"It makes me feel like a young girl sometimes, and like an old lady sometimes. ”

"Sometimes you are like a wise man, sometimes like a poet, sometimes like a ...... Like a female killer again......"

Listen to Wen Shaonian's evaluation of me.

Something familiar to me.

Yang Jie also said the same thing about me before.

In the eyes of many outsiders, I should be a very strange woman, right?

But this is the first time I've heard the word female killer.

Somewhat fresh.

What's going on with some inexplicable liking?

I looked up at Wen Shaonian.

He hurriedly said, "Qiao Huanxi, don't be angry, I'm joking with you." ”

I said, "Angry? Why are you angry? I like that very much." In fact, Wen Shaonian, let me tell you a secret, I really dare to kill someone, but I didn't get it right that time and missed the opportunity. ”

I'm telling the truth.

On the way to escape, I almost killed the man who bullied me.

But obviously, Wen Shaonian didn't know at all, I was telling the truth.

He thought I was deliberately ironic, so he wanted to find another topic.

But I said, "But please don't be curious about me." ”

Wen Shaonian: "Why?"

I laughed and said, "Because I'm afraid you're going to fall in love with me, hahaha." ”

This time, I was really making a joke.

But I found that Wen Shaonian's face was actually red.

He...... You don't really like me, do you?

What's in the picture?

What do I have to like about him?

I was thinking about it, but I saw that Ma Mingming no longer talked to us, and walked silently outside the park alone.

"Where are you going?"

She didn't answer.

Outside the park is a road.

There is a lot of traffic at this time.

"It's not good, she can't think about it!"

Wen Shaonian's face changed, and he began to chase after him in stride.

He was right, and I could see that Ma Ming was in a very wrong state at this time.

Because she doesn't cry, she doesn't make trouble, and she doesn't chatter anymore.

She seemed calm.

It's unusually calm.

It's terrifyingly calm.

So calm that you ignore the speeding traffic in the distance!

It's not calm, it's going to be suicidal!

This idiot!

This madman!

"Catch him!" I shouted Wen Shaonian.

After all, I'm a woman, and I can't outrun a man.

Wen Shaonian should be very fond of sports, so his steps are big and fast.

Ma Mingming had already gone on the main road, and a car in the distance was blazing its horn wildly and braking sharply.

Dangerously and dangerously, Ma Mingming was dragged back.

Because the force was too great, both of them fell to the ground.

"I want to die, I want to die alone, don't harm others!" the driver stopped, rolled down the window, and cursed.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Wen Shaonian hurriedly apologized to the driver.

I had already arrived at the scene by this time.

I pulled Ma Mingming up.

She struggled: "Qiao Huanxi, you don't care about me, you don't care about me, what's the point of me living? I've lived for thirty years, and I've become a joke!"

"My parents advised me not to look for it, my friends advised me not to look for it, I didn't listen, I made myself not like a person, a ghost is not like a ghost, every time I was very hard, very tired, and I couldn't hold on, I told myself, Ma Mingming, you hold on, because you are looking for your love!"

"Love is sacred!"

"But is it sacred? It's so ironic, it's too ugly, it's too realistic!"

"I found him and saw that he was married to another woman!"

"Hahaha, he's married to another woman!"

"Hahaha!"

"Isn't that funny, you say?"

"Hahaha, why don't you laugh?

She was crying.

She was laughing.

She cried and laughed.

Looking at her expression, it looked like she was going to do something stupid.

Wen Shaonian held her tightly and didn't let her leave.

I ripped Wen Shaonian away.

"Smack!"

I raised my hand and slapped Ma Ming hard.

This sudden hit hit Ma Mingming's words abruptly.

She covered her face and opened her mouth and looked at me.

No more crying and no more laughing.

I also looked at her: "Ma Mingming, you are indeed ridiculous." People say that you are a crazy person, and what you have to do is to prove that those are slanderous to you, not to prove with actual actions that you are actually more crazy, more unreasonable, and more hopeless. ”

The more I talked, the more angry I became, I raised my hand, and slapped Ma Ming again.

"What are you crying about? Do you have the face to cry?"

"What are you doing?

"For the sake of a man who has changed his mind, you don't want to live? What about your parents? What about your relatives? Have you thought about their feelings? Is your life so cheap? If you say no, don't you want it! Is it good to have a little ambition, do you live for a scumbag all your life? The meaning of your existence is to be someone's wife? Because someone doesn't want you anymore, you have no value in existence? Are you stupid or not!"

"What are you still calling Ma Mingming, you should change your ID name to Zhou Jie's wife!"

Ma Ming covered his face: "I ......"

"Smack!"

I slapped Ma Mingming for the third time: "Want to die?" Okay, you go, we promise not to stop you." But you have to know that you can't die, all you can hurt is the people who care about you, the people who care about you, and the people who love you. ”

"Your death will only make them feel sad. ”

"And those who don't care about you, who don't care about you, who don't love you, who betray you, they want you to die. Because you're dead, their world is quiet, and no one bothers them, and no one reminds them of how many disgusting things they've done. They will rejoice at your death, and they will celebrate with their crowns, and they will raise their glasses and say, "That stupid woman is finally dead, and how happy it is." He will thank you, thank you for your fulfillment. ”

"They are neither sad nor happy, because in their eyes, it doesn't matter if you die or not, because they have long forgotten about you, and it doesn't matter to them what you do. ”

"So you vainly want to use the stupid things you have done, expecting that Zhou Jie's scumbag to be distressed, repentant, cry, and say sorry to kneeling in front of your grave, that is absolutely impossible!"

"Wake up!"

The more I talked, the more angry I became, and I raised my hand to continue fighting.

Wen Shaonian hurriedly came up and grabbed my hand: "Qiao Huanxi, don't fight, her face is not swollen, your hands are going to be swollen!"

Ma Ming covered her face, and she sat on the ground all of a sudden.

I cried again.

"I know, rejoice, I know what you say, I have bitterness in my heart. ”

"I have no way out. ”

"I don't know what to do anymore. ”

"In the past, I could still use him to support myself, but now, I have no goal, all my dreams are shattered, what else can I do? I can't hold on, I'm so tired, I'm so hard. ”