"Because...... Because I already have someone I like in my heart!"

I said it hard.

This sentence is not a lie, I just didn't say that the person was you.

So Wen Shaonian asked, "Yes...... Who is it?"

"It's a boy from our hometown! I called him Brother Cui. He is white and pure, taller than you, more handsome than you, very good to me, and obedient to me. We grew up together, when it rained, he would carry me across the river, he would help my family with housework, hard work, and my parents liked him very much. ”

I'm describing it in a way that speaks of a person who doesn't exist at all.

Wen Shaonian's gaze dimmed suddenly.

I know he's sad.

But I continued: "His parents also liked me very much, his father was a rare cultured person in our area, knowledgeable, and his mother was virtuous and capable, and she had long treated me like a daughter-in-law." ”

In order to make Wen Shaonian believe my nonsense.

I didn't even hesitate to shamelessly beautify my damned father-in-law and mother-in-law who should have killed a thousand knives.

"That'...... Then why are you here?" Wen Shaonian asked with difficulty.

"Because...... Because Brother Cui promised to marry me, to build a small building in our house, and marry me home in a beautiful way, so Brother Cui went out to work, although he has no culture, but he is very strong, very self-reliant, he is not afraid of hardship, not afraid of tiredness......"

In my mind, I think of my husband touching porcelain on the street, but I praise him as a flower.

I'm such a good actor.

"I feel sorry for him, I don't want him to work so hard, I want to share a little for him, so I also came out to work, we want to build our happy little family together!"

I tried to make my face glow.

It filled my eyes with a desire for the future.

Only I know how confused, how painful, and how I can't find a way forward.

"Then I...... The first time I met you, you ...... You're so embarrassed...... I...... I thought you were ...... ...... who escaped from home," Wen Shaonian's words were intermittent.

Yes, the first time Wen Shaonian met me was when I crashed and fell unconscious on the side of the road.

After that, Wen Shaonian never took the initiative to ask what was going on.

So he thought I had escaped from home?

That's right.

He was right.

Am I just running away from home?

I escaped from a fire pit, I struggled out of the clutches of a beast.

But I can't say.

So I explained, "Oh, that time I was stealing money on the road, and then I met bad people who wanted to bully me. I thought, I can't be sorry for Brother Cui, I want to protect my body for Brother Cui, so I desperately escaped. Fortunately, you and Chen Dan saved me, but now that I have repaid the favor, we will not owe each other in the future! ”

Speaking of which, I deliberately pointed at Wen Shaonian's nose.

"Because I'm also an ordinary woman, and I'm also a very vulgar woman, I can't stand much temptation. Look at you Wen Shaonian, you are handsome, your family is rich, you are very good to me, and you still say that you like me. Do you know how hard I worked to keep not liking you? Do you know how hard I worked so hard not to betray Brother Cui? I'm really afraid, after being with you for a long time, I will be sorry for Brother Cui, and I will choose to be with you for the sake of money and face! But in that case, won't I just become a bad woman with a watery poplar? Then you will look down on me in the end. In your eyes, I am not independent and self-reliant, but I hate the poor and love the rich. I also look down on myself, although I am not very educated, I also have my own dignity and pride. So that time I told you that we can't be lovers, we can still be friends, but now I know, that's self-deception, that's covering our ears and stealing the bell. Since we can't be lovers, we shouldn't be friends, so as not to be entangled and unclear and make everyone embarrassed. ”

Having said that, there is nothing more to say.

Wen Shaonian left.

Yes, he also has his dignity and pride.

How could he do something that destroys other people's feelings and intervenes as a third party?

Watch his back fade away.

I'd love to watch it a little longer.

But no.

I can't show even the slightest bit of reluctance.

So I turned around and strode into the community.

Today's sunlight is a bit dazzling.

Today's wind, why is it so hurtful.

......

Back to Zhu Dan's house.

I sat on the couch.

I thought it was so quiet in the house.

Once upon a time, I loved the quiet.

But now, the silence drives me crazy.

I have to have a little voice to keep myself from thinking about Wen Shaonian all the time.

So I turned on the TV.

I started the mechanical changeover.

One after another, there are advertisements, TV series, variety shows, some people are giggling, some people are crying, and some people are fighting.

But I don't understand what the hell they're talking about.

Until I tuned to a certain channel and a song came out.

All the injuries you pay are yours

I seem to be the only one who is selfish and cruel

It's a pity that I'm not sad

My only remaining loss is that I am no longer afraid of loneliness

Those who want to see and those who don't see are out of touch

Don't say anything superfluous about the rest

Got too much

You go to life in peace

I live quietly

I haven't loved you, and what I love most is myself

Satisfy my curiosity with affection

I only dare to play games

Sorry, don't mind

I haven't loved you

Just love misses you

Try how obsessed I can be

I can forget you

Not afraid to remember

It's a victory

Stupid madness is not in vain

Tears of happiness and pain are the same

Just a goodbye sentence is missing

We don't have a chance

Grief for goodbye

Why do we always feel so tired?

Why are we walking in such a mess

I haven't loved you

What I love most is myself

Satisfy my curiosity with affection

I only dare to play games

Sorry, don't mind

I haven't loved you

Just love misses you

Try how obsessed I can be

I can forget you

Don't be afraid to think about it to be considered a victory

Why we always feel so ashamed

Why do we love so humbly

I haven't loved you

What I love most is myself

No matter how bitter it is, it doesn't matter to you

It doesn't matter where you are

That memory stays in the bottom of my heart

I haven't loved you

Just love misses you

Try to see who dares not to give up

I can forget you

But I want to keep it a secret even more

But I want to keep it a secret even more

Yes, Wen Shaonian, I can forget you.

Don't be afraid to remember, it can be considered a victory.

I haven't loved you, I love myself the most.

I just love to miss you, it's a secret in my heart forever.

In the midst of the song, I burst into tears.

I couldn't take it anymore, so I switched to another one.

Inside the TV, a movie is playing.

A monkey is saying that there was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it until I lost it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this. If Heaven could give me another chance, I would say three words to that person: "I love you!" If I had to add a deadline before this love, I would like it to be 10,000 years.

I burst into tears.

Crying heartbreakingly.

......

That crying made me exhausted.

I was sweating profusely from crying, like taking a bath.

I cried so much that there were large water stains on the floor, and it looked like there was a water leak somewhere.

I cried so much that I deliberately made ugly makeup, and it was blurred a lot, and my face was horizontal and vertical, and there was no human appearance.

So I really took a shower.

So I started mopping the floor carefully.

Rub every corner.

The marble floor is as smooth as glass, and it can be used as a mirror.

I lay on the floor and wiped every corner clean.

I pushed the heavy sofa away and wiped down the sanitary corners that I couldn't reach before.

I used a toothbrush to wipe the already clean toilet bowl carefully, inch by inch.

I still want to find some work.

I went to the property, borrowed a ladder and came back, and carefully wiped the crystal chandelier on the ceiling of Zhu Dan's house.

Finally, I ran into the hallway and wiped all the stairs and handrails from the first floor to the top floor again.

I did it for three hours.

Already exhausted.

I didn't eat at noon.

But I didn't feel hungry at all.

If fatigue can make me think less about Wen Shaonian, I would rather never stop.

In the afternoon, I collapsed on the floor and finally slept in a daze.

In the dream, I had a brief period of happiness.

I dreamed that Wen Shaonian was wearing a black suit and I was wearing a long white dress.

He pulled me and ran on the green grass.

The sky and white clouds are on the head, and the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant around you.

He was smiling.

I'm laughing.

Laugh unbridled and unscrupulous.

Then, the husband appeared, and he said to Wen Shaonian, "Do you know? Qiao Huanxi is my wife.

It's the woman who I play with!

Hahaha!

My mother-in-law appeared, and she said, little slut, don't you want to go home with me?

Father, mother, and brother appeared, and they said indifferently, Qiao Huanxi is our property, and whoever of you has more money can take her away!

Then, Ma Dashao appeared, he took a knife and slashed at Wen Shaonian fiercely.

He smiled and said, Qiao Huanxi, this is the end of your deception on me!

......

"Don't!"

I woke up smartly and found myself still lying on the floor of Zhu Dan's house.

I gasped for air.

It took a long time to come back to my senses.

I stood up and washed my face.

Start preparing dinner.

This dinner, I prepared it very richly.

Because today, Guan Zhen is finally coming back after a long business trip.

Counting up, Guan Zhen's business trip has been really a long time.

It's been almost half a month.

It is the middle-level cadre training organized by their bank, and according to Zhu Dan, who is very proud to participate in this kind of training, they are all capable talents favored by the bank's top management, and they will be promoted and reused in the future.

Although Guan Zhen was not at home during this time, his sense of presence at home was not low.

Not only did I have to call Zhu Dan every day, and I had been talking on the phone for a long time, but Guan Zhen also specially added my WeChat.

instructed me to take pictures of the cooked meals every day and send them to Guan Zhen, so that he could see if his dear wife's daily nutrition was enough and whether it was a reasonable match.

I'm in town now, and I've learned a lot of buzzwords.

For example, 24 filial husbands, such as whether this woman saved the galaxy or something.

And all of Guan Zhen's performances are perfectly in line with the 24-filial husband.

All of Zhu Dan's performances seem to have saved the galaxy.

But I always feel that this Guan Zhen's behavior is a bit deliberate.

always felt like he had some conspiracy and harbored evil intentions.

But through this period of getting along, I didn't find any abnormal performance of Guan Zhen.

So sometimes I laugh at myself.

It seems that the problem is not Guan Zhen and Zhu Dan, but me.

Because I've had too many bad lucks, I can't get used to seeing others go smoothly.

Just because I have a bumpy love road, I can't see a woman like Zhu Dan who is loved by thousands of people, right?

There is also a buzzword in the city that can describe myself, and that is envy, jealousy, and hatred.

......

Guan Zhen is back, and Zhu Dan is very happy.

She went home with Guan Zhen.

As soon as he entered the house, Zhu Dan was obviously taken aback.

"Why is this so clean?"

In fact, usually, the inside of the house is very clean.

It's just because it's a little too clean now.

Even Zhu Dan, who is usually very picky employer, is a little uncomfortable.

"I didn't have anything to do in the afternoon, so I cleaned it thoroughly. I replied lightly as I laid the tableware on the table.

"Xiao Qiao, why is your face so bad?" Zhu Dan asked me in surprise.

I had already washed off all the makeup on my face before I took a shower.

I don't have the heart to continue to play ugly.

But I don't need to be ugly now, because my face is really ugly.

Full of discouragement, decadence and disappointment.

It's unappetizing to watch.

"Oh, maybe it's a special case. "I casually made up a reason.

"Then let's drink some brown sugar after eating, there is a ...... in the kitchen cupboard But Xiao Qiao, you still look better with a plain face like this, and the makeup before is too handbroken. Zhu Dan commented.

Then he continued to talk to Guan Zhen about what he had seen and heard about going out for training this time.

In Zhu Dan's plan, he strives to make Guan Zhen become the vice president of a bank branch before the age of 40, and then the future is really bright.

I ate sullenly, listening to a word without saying a word.

Listen to them imagine the future.

"Our house is still too small, the current housing prices in the provincial capital are the same every day, I think, it is better to change to a big house as soon as possible, so that the property is more valuable." Guan Zhen said.

Guan Zhen's words aroused Zhu Dan's approval.

She nodded: "Yes, now this house, the two of us live in no problem, but after having children, it will be a little smaller." In addition, this neighborhood is not the best school district, and we are going to plan to buy a second house sooner. ”

Zhu Dan and Guan Zhen have been married for many years, but they have never had children.

I was a little strange before, but of course I can't ask this question unsolicited.

Later, in a chat, Zhu Dan took the initiative to mention the child's matter.

In her words, she plans to have children later, so that she can enjoy a little more of the two-person world of husband and wife, and without the ties of children, she can also let Guan Zhen work hard in her career.

Zhu Dan also said that Guan Zhen took the initiative to bring up the matter of having a child first.

Guan Zhen's reason is that it is very hard for women to give birth to children and raise children, and it is easy to get out of shape, and he doesn't want Zhu Dan to work hard.

But I see what Zhu Dan means in her words, she has been wanting to have children more and more recently.

She also specifically told me that if she gave birth to a child, then she would naturally have to hire a sister-in-law.

But I can rest assured that she will continue to hire me.

I'm the most satisfying nanny out there.

So in the past six months, she has not taken any safety measures.

But there has been no movement in his stomach, so Zhu Dan is a little distressed.

This is also one of the reasons why Zhu Dan was so happy to see Guan Zhen come back this time.

So the two began to discuss the issue of buying a second house, and the question of where the school district is better.

It sounded boring to me.

Finally, when they finished eating, I cleaned up, and the night was dark and I was going to sleep.

I lay on a cot separated by a curtain.

Subconsciously, I want to put on my headphones.

So as not to hear the intimate voice of Zhu Dan and Guan Zhen for a while.

Xiao Biesheng is newly married, and Zhu Dan wants to have children again, so he will definitely do something at night.

But suddenly I couldn't find my headphones.

Because Guan Zhen has been away from home during this time, I have not used the headphones, and I can't remember where I left the headphones.

Maybe even left outside.

So I could only wait passively, and accept the harassment of the voice for a while.

Normally, if I hear such a voice, I feel uncomfortable at best.

Even because of my own experience, I was a little bored.

But if I hear such a voice again tonight, I am afraid that I will be sad, I will be envious, and I will cry.

......

But to my surprise, the night was peaceful.

Zhu Dan and Guan Zhen's room is ancient and unwavered.

Maybe I'm tired.

I thought of a reason and finally fell asleep.

Early the next morning.

I still woke up early.

Because I can't sleep.

Zhu Dan and Guan Zhen both like to eat fritters, and they both asked me to go to the morning market to buy them before.

But this morning, because I woke up too early, I simply fried the fritters myself according to the fried dough sticks found on my mobile phone.

Work to fill me up.

Busy, numb me.

7 points.

When Guan Zhen and Zhu Dan got up, a large plate of golden fritters was already on the table.

Zhu Dan was full of praise for eating, and while eating, he shouted, eating too much, eating too much, getting fat, getting fat.

"Little Joe's craftsmanship is getting better and better. When we change to a big house, we will also take Xiao Qiao with us. Guan Zhen also praised me.

"Well, I think so too, when the time comes, I have to give Xiao Qiao a room of his own. Zhu Dan said with a smile.

In fact, my impression of Zhu Dan has changed a lot now.

There are even some who like her.

It is true that she does have a lot of faults, picky, exquisite, and harsh speech.

And the lingering sense of superiority of the people in the city.

But Zhu Dan has an advantage, that is, he is true enough.

To like is to like, and not to like is not to like.

It's direct, it's not disguised, it's not pretentious.

As long as you make her satisfied, then she is still good to you.

It was difficult to get along with such a person at first, but gradually, I felt very relieved.

It's better than those who hide knives in their smiles.