196 Confession
"Sister, then we're going to say goodbye. "Scammers and male scammers with glasses pretending to be rednecks greeted me.
"Thank you, thank you!" I thanked them sincerely.
"Sister, I believe it now, you are really a person who does great things! What kind of robbery of banks, robbery of vaults, if you want to do it, you will definitely be able to do it!" The male liar with glasses gave me a thumbs up.
The crook pretending to be a redneck also nodded in agreement.
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The whistle let out a long whistle.
The green train slowly stopped on the platform.
This is the town I'm coming to costume.
By this time it was already dawn.
The early morning was peaceful.
The air is pleasant.
You can also hear a few crisp birdsong occasionally.
It's hard to imagine the bloodshed and violence that took place here just last night.
Justice and bravery.
Cowardice and light.
On the platform, several patrol cars and ambulances have already been parked.
The train has just stopped.
Immediately, patrol officers and medical personnel came up and carried several gangsters and wounded passengers down on stretchers.
In addition to Wen Shaonian, several passengers in the car were also injured to varying degrees.
Fortunately, the injuries are not serious, but they also need to go to the hospital for treatment.
And those gangsters were obviously the most injured.
Heavier than Wen Shaonian.
Therefore, the patrol could not be taken over immediately, and could only be sent to the hospital for treatment first.
Later, I got the news that there were 5 gangsters.
Two had already died that night.
Beaten to death.
The remaining three were also seriously injured such as fractures all over the body.
When they heal, they will have to go to prison for a long, long time.
But of course, those who beat up the gangsters will not be punished by law.
Because it's a real justifiable defense.
Not to mention killing 2.
Even if you kill all 5 of them, there is no problem at all.
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It doesn't matter if these gangsters die or not.
The important thing is that Wen Shaonian can't be fine.
I trotted all the way, followed the doctor, and put Wen Shaonian in the ambulance.
Then I jumped in the ambulance as well.
If I don't follow, I'm really not at ease.
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County Hospital.
Wen Shaonian lay quietly on the hospital bed.
His face was pale, but fortunately, the doctor said that the rescue on the train was very timely, so Wen Shaonian's life was no problem.
But the body is still very weak.
You will be observed in the hospital for a few days.
At this time, someone needs to be accompanied.
I nodded busily, indicating that I would be watching over me every step of the way.
I won't even blink my eyes more.
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It was morning when Wen Shaonian entered the hospital.
By this time it was already evening.
Outside, it was getting dark again.
I've not eaten or drunk for a day.
But I didn't feel tired or hungry at all.
I used my hand to hold Wen Shaonian's hand tightly.
His hands began to feel cold.
Slowly warmed up.
He began to sleep soundly.
But in the middle of the night, his hands, his forehead, suddenly became hot.
began to unconsciously talk nonsense.
"Don't!"
"Don't go!"
"Rejoice, don't!"
"Rejoice!"
He was dreaming unconsciously.
I'm going to cry.
But this was not the time to be sentimental, I hurriedly rang the call bell, and the doctors and nurses came.
I took my temperature, looked at the situation, and took medicine.
Tell me not to rush.
Fever reduction has been performed.
I'll wake up tomorrow.
I thanked the doctors and nurses.
Back in the ward, I began to use a cool towel to give Wen Shaonian a cold compress.
Change the water over and over again.
Put a towel on his forehead.
I didn't feel tired at all, but fortunately, the temperature on Wen Shaonian's forehead was finally not so hot.
I let out a sigh of relief.
But he's still talking in his sleep.
"Huanxi, you're lying to me, aren't you?"
"Not really. ”
"You love me. ”
My tears have rained down.
Wen Shaonian frowned tightly at this time.
Could it be that he was so sad in his dreams?
Could it be that in his dreams, he was so sad because of my ruthless performance?
Qiao Huanxi, what the hell have you done!
What have you tossed a good young man into!
How much have you hurt Wen Shaonian!
Guilt.
Kick oneself.
Saddened.
Mortified.
Wen Shaonian, why do you fall in love with me?
With your character, your family background, and your talent, you should have a relaxed and beautiful love.
Why would you fall in love with a troublesome woman like me?
Why are you so troubled!
I grabbed Wen Shaonian's hand.
Say it gently.
Say it over and over again.
"Wen Shaonian, I didn't leave, I'm here. ”
"I'm here with you. ”
"I love you, of course I love you. ”
"I lied to you that day, fool. ”
"Why do you think you can't tell which of my words is true and which is lying?"
"I'll tell you a secret, no matter what I say to you in the future, but you have to remember that when I say I love you, it's true. If I say I don't love you, that's a lie. I, Joe Huanxi, have told a lot of lies in my life, and I think I will tell a lot of lies in the future. But there is only this sentence, 'Wen Shaonian, I love you' is definitely not a lie, never a lie. I can deceive the world, I can deceive myself, but I can't deceive this. ”
"Wen Shaonian, I'm sorry. ”
"I'm sorry for making you sad. ”
"But you know what? When I make you sad, I'm just as sad, I'm sadder than you. ”
"After you left that day, I barely had a good night's sleep, I opened my eyes and closed my eyes were you, and my dreams were full of you. ”
"I really love you, I love you very much. But in front of you, I have low self-esteem, you know? I really have low self-esteem. Inferiority complex to my background. ”
"I've never told you about my background. ”
"I know you have a lot of doubts about my background, but you respect me, as long as I don't say it, you don't ask. ”
"I didn't dare tell you before. ”
"But now, take advantage of this opportunity, and I'll tell you, even if you can't hear it. ”
"I'm starting to say it. ”
"Wen Shaonian, do you know? I used to be a poor girl in a mountain village, I was sold by my patriarchal parents, I was married, I was married to a disgusting man. The bullshit childhood boyfriend I told you about is actually the husband who insulted me and hurt me! How could I love him? I wish he had died, and the sooner he died, the better!"
"Later, I tried my best to run out of my mother-in-law's house. On the way to escape, I took a ride, but the driver saw the color and wanted to insult me, in order to protect myself, I chose to fight with the driver, and in the scramble, I turned the steering wheel, so I crashed, and I also fainted. ”
"That's when I met you for the first time, and you saved me. By the way, there were two of your classmates at that time, Chen Dan and Yan Chuang. ”
"You saved me, and I'm grateful. But that Chen Dan, that Chen Dan who likes you, actually ate my jealousy! At first, my face was very dirty, she thought I was ugly, so she was very enthusiastic about me, and that kind enthusiasm was made for you to see, so that you felt that she was a good girl with a kind heart, and won your favor. But then, when I washed my face, and she found out that I was beautiful, at least prettier than her, she began to be jealous of me. I even said that I had ulterior motives to seduce you. ”
"Wen Shaonian, who do you say is more beautiful, me or Chen Dan?
"I also told you a very ridiculous thing, that is, when Chen Dan found out that I was beautiful, he actually had to stain my face again to prevent you from seeing my true face. I simply made my face dirtier, and asked her if she was satisfied? She was so annoyed that I saw through her mind and said a lot of nasty things to me, but I didn't want to be like her. After all, she saved me once, I endured it and didn't clash with you face-to-face. If it were my temper in the future, I would have beaten that Chen Dan at that time, believe it or not?"
"At that time, I really felt that this Chen Dan was unreasonable. Why should I seduce you? Who did I know you Wen Shaonian before? Although you are good-looking and look good, I have just been hurt by men, and I felt that there was no good thing in the world at that time, they were all the same. I don't think I'll ever believe in love and men again in my life. So I left quietly alone, I didn't bother you, because I didn't want to get involved in your, let alone engage in any bloody love triangle. At that time, I just wanted to survive in society and have a free life. ”
"By the way, it's not a love triangle, it should be said to be a four-cornered love. And that Yan Chuang, the big licking dog Yan Chuang, he likes Chen Dan, Chen Dan likes you again, how messy do you say your relationship is? ”
"But after I left the hospital, I felt that I couldn't let you pay for my medical expenses, so I went back to the hospital and wanted to pay you back your medical expenses, but when I was outside the door, I heard that Chen Dan actually slandered me for stealing your money and stealing her jewelry, saying that I was a thief. Said I took the money and ran away. You didn't doubt it. ”
"I was really angry at the time, I think this Chen Dan did too much. I've already gotten away, and maybe we'll never see each other again in this life. If she is so wary of every woman who appears next to you, is she tired of living? At least, if I am in love, I don't want to be so tired. ”
"But now that I think about it, maybe Chen Dan was right, because I really fell in love with you!
"Do you know what I thought of you at the time? At that time, I laughed at you in my heart, I thought you were a straw bag. You can't see that Chen Dan has been acting, she is full of lies. ”
"Actually, at that time, I once thought about whether to push the door in and tell you and Yan Chuang, this Chen Dan is acting, and she is not as noble as she said. But I didn't, I'm afraid you won't believe me. But because Chen Dan slandered me, I evened up with her. So I quietly left, and I came to the provincial capital. ”
"I thought we wouldn't see each other again, but I didn't expect that at the small restaurant where I worked, we met again. ”
"But I thought that even if I did, you wouldn't recognize me, because I was deliberately ugly, and I was afraid that I would get into trouble because of my appearance. ”
"At that time, my waist was like a bucket, and my face was painted with gaudy makeup. And you say, you think we've met. At that time, your classmates even laughed at you for accosting an ugly girl, and the taste was too heavy. ”
"But then I learned that no matter how I dressed, you would recognize me, and that your attitude towards me was not noticeably different. You've never looked down on me because you thought I was ugly. I didn't have any thoughts of thinness because I saw that I had become pretty. You are such a special person. ”
"Of course, I didn't admit that I was Qiao Huanxi, you and your classmates ordered, I said no, the attitude was very bad, your classmates were not happy, in fact, I was for your good. Because it's a black-hearted restaurant, because what you see is only an illusion on the menu, and in fact it is served with gutter oil, stinky fish and shrimp, spoiled pork, and antidiarrheal powder mixed with it. This is not the most ruthless, the seafood looks big because the owner of the farm added contraceptive pills. Although you are stupid most of the time in my eyes, occasionally when you are smart, you are not smart in the place. But there's no denying that you're a good person. This is not many of the people I have come into contact with. It's even rarer to be a good man again. So I still don't want you and your classmates to eat such disgusting things. ”
"Later, the restaurant owner deducted my wages, and you showed up, and you helped me argue with the reason. I was a little moved, because this was the first time in my memory that someone stood up for me, fought for me, and was still a man. In my impression, you have always been a very kind person, you don't speak in a hurry, never loud, this is the first time I've seen you lose your temper, I think you're really handsome. Of course, you were handsome before, but you were especially handsome back then. ”
"The proprietress coaxed and threw the money on the ground, and I picked it up. As a result, you are unhappy, you said that I should not pick up the money on the ground, that is to fuel the arrogance of the boss, it is really not worth it to be so humble for a little money. You tell me that one can live without money, but not without dignity. Because dignity is priceless. Everyone, whether rich or poor, has human rights. ”
"You're right, but that's not for me. You know what? I'm angry, and I feel guilty. I also wanted to have a big fight with the boss lady, pick up the money on the ground, slam it back in the face of the boss lady, tell her that my dignity is priceless, and her stinky money is not rare, and then slam the door cleanly and leave. I also want to be so chic, but I don't have the capital to be chic. I got up early and late for that money, and every cent and every cent was soaked in my sweat, and I had to get it back. Whether it's being thrown on the floor or thrown into the toilet. I don't think I have no self-esteem, because I deserve it, and I feel at ease. And you, the eldest young master in the city, have no idea how hard I earn this money. I can't be as headstrong as you. Opening and closing my mouth is all personality and dignity, and I have to fill my stomach first, and only after I have a place to hide in the wind and rain will I go to those ethereal things. ”
"So I got angry, I told you to shut up, saying that you don't have a backache when you stand and talk, because you have never been poor, of course you can say so easily, I don't need you to take care of my affairs, I don't need you to point fingers. I also said, in fact, you city people are the same, and they all look down on us in the countryside. That boss lady deducted my salary, which was discrimination against me. When you talk to me about these great truths here, don't you also think that I am uneducated, uneducated, and unproductive?"
"But I didn't expect you to apologize to me. You're such a good person, in fact, you're right, I'm messing around. I'm in a bad mood, I shouldn't be angry with you. ”
"That time, I lied to you that I was pregnant, but you found out the secret of my disguise, you saw the pillow I hid on my body, in fact, you should have understood at that time, I am a woman who likes to deceive people. ”
"You know what? Actually, I'm not as easy a bully as you see, and then I reported the restaurant. Later, the boss and the proprietress sent bad food to the kindergarten in the urban village, and I reported them again, and now they are all in jail, and I have taken revenge. ”
"That time, I told you, don't trust women casually, the more beautiful a woman is, the more she will lie. I meant to remind you that Chen Dan is not that simple. Don't be sold by her, and help her count the money. But I didn't expect that in the end, it was me who lied to you the most. ”
"Later, I saw Chen Dan show his love to you in public, and you refused, I was quite happy. ”
"Chen Dan actually drugged you and wanted to make raw rice into mature rice, but people are not counted as heavenly, and they actually locked the two of us together. You were delirious at the time, and you even had to make out with me. You know, when you hold me, I have a wonderful feeling in my heart. This isn't the first time I've been hugged by a man. But those men touched me before, but it only made me nauseous, made me try my best to endure, and made me feel no trace of tenderness and sweetness, only infinite humiliation, depression and grievance. But you hold me, even though I don't think it's right. But deep down in my heart, I have a kind of security and satisfaction that I have never had, and even feel happy. At that time, a very ridiculous idea suddenly popped into my mind, so I just slept with you, and then let you be responsible. In fact, I know in my heart that when I have this thought, it means that I have a good impression of you. ”
"But I didn't do that, because I know very well that we are not people of the same world, and our gap is too big, even if I don't look down on Chen Dan anymore, I also know that my conditions are 108,000 miles worse than Chen Dan. She is the school flower of the university, and I am just an uneducated female worker. You can't even look down on Chen Dan, so how can you take a fancy to me? The current Wen Cun is just a momentary confusion. When I wake up, I guess I'll take the money and send it away. I, Joe Huanxi, don't want to be so cheap. ”
"Even if you're here with me out of duty. In the future, if you really fall in love with me, then we will be happy? No. Because I have such a terrible past, it's all my shackles. I don't want to hurt each other and break up with you again. I'm more afraid, if I love you deeply, I will only hurt more. ”
"So I knocked you out, and now that I think about it, I really regret it. If I hadn't done it that night, we would have each other. ”
"Later, I pretended to be Yang Jie's girlfriend, you saw us in the playground, you misunderstood me, you think I am a junior who intervenes in other people's feelings, so you tell me a big reason. I found that you really love to talk about the truth, you said that women should love themselves, they should protect themselves, be serious and responsible for love, not only responsible for others, but also responsible for themselves, if you are confused for a while, you have done something wrong, and you will definitely regret it in the future. ”