Chapter 39: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 19
Although Song Yuan was counted down by Chen Nuo throughout the meal, she didn't feel that the other party was annoying, but felt the other party's concern for a long time.
As soon as this thought came out, Chen Nuo rolled his eyes at her, "You don't have any problems, right?"
"No, maybe I haven't had much contact with people during this time, so it's super fun to see you chattering. ”
"If you want to come out, come out. Can Jian Feng still lock you up at home and not let you go out?" Speaking of this, Chen Nuo began to recall all kinds of bad incidents of that black-bellied doctor, and suddenly became angry, "If you are unhappy living in his house, come to live in my house." ”
This topic seems to have been discussed a few months ago, but now it is different, and Song Yuan is still quite happy to continue to stay with Jian Feng.
"Didn't you tell me last time that you didn't want to stay at home for the rest of your life?" Chen Nuo curious.
"The relationship between me and Jian Feng is different from me and Zhang Chen. ”
"What's the difference? Don't you still stay at home and wash your hands and make soup for others?" Chen Nuo hated that iron could not become steel, "You have already suffered a loss, please don't do it again this time, I beg you, sister!"
"It's really different, he didn't force me to stay at home, I just didn't want to go out. Song Yuan sighed softly.
Chen Nuo was stunned: "You don't want to go out yourself, what are you kidding?"
Song Yuan nodded, "I have lived a semi-closed life for too long, and I will not be comfortable if you let me return to the lively social life all of a sudden." ”
"I don't think you're uncomfortable, I think you're adapting well, your popularity in the crew is much better than mine, Song Bolun's guy has changed his opinion of you after filming with you, and I think you're a good woman in the new era......" Chen Nuobala Bala said a lot.
"That's not the same. Song Yuan rubbed her hair, she took another plate of vegetables and threw it into the pot, and turned on the fire again, although she was full, she still wanted to find something to do for herself.
"Why is it different? And it's been nearly a year since you got rid of Zhang Chen's guy, and you haven't recovered this year?"
"I've come back, but this kind of relief is based on Jian Feng's relief, and I'm now stuck in his abyss and don't know how to pull myself out. And I don't want to pull myself out!" Song Kite's emotions suddenly became excited, and her eyes were sore from the water vapor in the hot pot.
“...... Sorry, I don't know. Chen Nuo whispered.
Yin Ci has forgotten that this is the first time he has received Jian Feng, in fact, since the Chinese New Year, Yin Ci has not taken the initiative to understand Jian Feng's situation, he feels that Jian Feng's state is slowly getting better, whether Jian Feng himself admits it or not, after being in contact with Song Yuan for a long time, he has indeed become more like a person.
Therefore, Yin Ci selectively ignores Jian Feng's own feelings in many cases. How can a guy like Jian Feng, who is close to emotional dysfunction, feel? He can't tell how he feels, and it's better to believe in him than to believe in a dog.
"What are you talking about today?" Yin Ci made a pot of tea for his henchman Dr. Jian.
"Let's talk about the documentary you talked about last time. ”
"Documentary?" Yin was stunned, he forgot when he had said this.
"Yes. Jian Feng began to tell Yin Ci that he had discussed this matter at that meeting a few months last year.
"Is your memory so good? I just said it casually, right?" Yin Ci was skeptical, "You really wrote it down?" He didn't believe that this guy was so considerate, and took the initiative to write down every word he said.
"Because I feel that this matter has to be my concern. ”
"Do you need to pay attention?" Yin Ci rolled his eyes, how smart he was, thinking of the few people and things around Jian Feng, he guessed at once, "Do you want Song Yuan to make this film?"
"Yes. Jian Feng nodded.
Yin Ci still felt strange: "Then you just send a message and say it, why did you find me so solemnly?"
The solemnity in Yin Ci's mouth is well-founded, and the Saint system often says that there is no one in Jian Feng's eyes. This kind of eyes is not only in the treatment of patients except for diagnosis and treatment, but also to colleagues in the same hospital is even more obvious, there are thousands of people in the entire Saint Hospital, except for Ran Yandai and Yin Ci, few have a good relationship with Jian Feng.
Today, Jian Feng actually made a special trip to pick a day to rest, and instead of staying at home to read and sleep, he came to find the dean, no matter how he looked at it, it was very strange.
"Is there anything else?" Yin Ci's tone was a little skeptical.
Jian Feng was stunned and shook his head.
"Really?"
"No more. Jian Feng frowned, "That's it." ”
"Dr. Jane, you've changed, and you've even started to respect me...... Three days. ”
"Is this respect?" Jian Feng wondered.
Yin Ci originally poured himself tea with emotion, but now when he heard this, he suddenly reacted to something, "So, is it just because this matter is related to Song Yuan that you are so serious about communicating with your superiors and subordinates, and come to me to report to me?"
"......" Jian Feng didn't speak.
But Yin Ci had already begun to jump to his feet, "You ungrateful white-eyed wolf!"
Jian Feng didn't bother to stay here and listen to Yin Ci scolding him, so he quickly left the dean's office and took the initiative to close the door.
Yin Ci sulked for a while after Jian Feng left, and drank several cups of tea to calm his mood.
He actually has nothing to be angry about, although Jian Feng is a little angry now, but at least it is much better than being lifeless in the past.
Yin Ci let out a long sigh, he was just thinking about what Jian Feng should do after he became what he is now.
It is undoubtedly a good thing that Song Yuan reversed Jian Feng's character, but this is not the end, the change in Jian Feng's personality is a new beginning.
Yin Ci put the glass of water in his hand on the table and quietly looked at the water level.
Will Jian Feng be with Song Kite?
He doubted it.
Jian Feng is a cold and ruthless person, even if the situation has changed now, it can't be said that he can fit into this world well, Jian Feng is like a fish that has been diving in the deep sea for too long, making him suddenly float in diving Not to mention whether he can adapt to other people in the same sea area, but the shallow air is enough to suffocate him.
They tried their best to get this man out of the water, and it would be a pity if he ran aground here because he didn't fit in. So what should be done?
Jian Feng couldn't leave the oxygen bottle that helped him float up from the deep sea and allowed him to gradually adapt to the current environment, and Song Yuan was that bottle.
But a new problem has arisen.
If Jian Feng couldn't leave this bottle all the time, how would he live on his own?
Maybe for Jian Feng, he never thought about his own life, he wanted to live with that bottle from the very beginning.
But he knew exactly that they weren't the same kind, and that he needed her but couldn't fall in love with her.
Demand-oriented love is selfish and fruitless in Yin Ci's view.
"It's a long road, but it's a good journey. Yin Ci laughed softly.
When Jian Feng returned home, Song Yuan didn't seem to have returned, and there were only two corridor lights in the house.
Jian Feng didn't show too much resistance to Song Yuan's going out, because he was actually a person who liked to push himself and others, and when he didn't think about other people's behavior, he would first bring in himself. He is always accustomed to simplifying the complex emotions of others, accustomed to evaluating things with good or bad feelings, and likes to evaluate people with complexities and contradictions.
After Jian Feng changed out of his three-piece suit, he went to the kitchen, boiled a pot of beef bone soup on the fire, added some milk powder, boiled it into a thick pot, and then used the beef bone broth to cook vegetables and fish meatballs to eat.
Song Kite didn't come back much later than Jian Feng, Chen Nuo had a party at night, and the two of them decided to leave at seven o'clock, and then sent Song Kite home when it was almost eight o'clock.
"Do you want to go in and sit?" asked Song Yuan.
"I want to go in, but isn't this Jian Feng's house, he wants to drive me out. ”
"It's a simple house, but I'm a tenant here, and I have some right to use it. Song Yuan smiled.
"Forget it, I don't want to say ten years when I see that dog man. Chen Nuo scoffed, "I still have to catch the party at nine o'clock, so I'll go first." ”
"Goodbye. ”
After sending Chen Nuo away, Song Yuan opened the door, turned his head slightly, and saw Jian Feng sitting in the restaurant eating.
"You're back?" Jian Feng asked.
"Well, I went out to have dinner with Chen Nuo today, and we chatted for a while in the evening. ”
"Have you had dinner?"
"Not yet. ”
Jian Feng put down the bowl in his hand, turned around and went to the kitchen, and after waiting for Song Yuan to pack up his things, he found that there was already an extra piece of her meatball soup on the table.
"Thank you. Song Yuan smiled at him.
"You're welcome. He doesn't respond to her with words anymore.
Perhaps because the distance with Jian Feng was too close, Song Yuan was not very obviously aware of these changes in Jian Feng.
The two of them sat at the same table for the same meal as they had for hundreds of days, without much conversation, but the atmosphere around them was very warm.
"What did you talk to Chen Nuo?" Jian Feng asked her curiously after eating.
"Nothing, let's talk about that miniature documentary that I was working on recently. Song Yuan stirred the soup in the bowl with a spoon.
"She's got involved, too?"
"Chen Nuo's joining is not called mixing, Chen Nuo's joining my documentary production is friendly cooperation. Song Yuan said.
Jian Feng thought for a while, "Then what is it for me to join your documentary production?"
Song Yuan looked at Jian Feng and thought seriously for a long time, and felt that the only position that met Jian Feng seemed to be, "Investor?"
"......" Jian Feng took his bowl and brushed it coldly.
After eating, the two of them lived separately in the two corners of the living room, Jian Feng was writing his own report, and Song Yuan was editing his own film.
But today, Jian Feng wrote a report, stopped tapping on the keyboard, and came to Song Yuan's side.
"What are you doing?" Although Jian Feng stayed next to her computer for a while, she didn't believe that this guy was here to watch her work.
"What did Chen Nuo do for your documentary?"
"Do you care about Chen Nuo, or do you care about my documentary?" asked Song Yuan.
...... "Actually, I care about you.
"If there's anything you want to say, just say it. Song Yuan also stopped what he was doing and looked at him seriously.
"Documentary about Saint. Jian Feng said.
"Well, what's wrong?"
"I've already reported to Yin Ci today. ”
"Huh?"
Yin Ci agreed, so if you want, you can already start preparing, remember to tell me what you need. Jian Feng said.