Chapter 38: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 18

When Song Yuan was preparing for her own miniature documentary, she suddenly remembered the documentary of Saint that Jian Feng had mentioned to her before.

Jian Feng was sitting on a recliner reading a professional medical magazine, and when he heard her words, he raised his head and looked at her ignorantly.

"So, is it really funny for me?" Song Yuan was a little helpless about Jian Feng's attitude.

"No, because I didn't seem to be ready for it, and you didn't seem to want to shoot it, so I didn't put it on the bill. ”

"Motion?" Song Yuan was skeptical of the word Jian Feng, "Is your documentary shooting still just a prototype?"

"No, that's just an idea from Yin Ci, and he mentioned it to me. Jian Feng said.

"So, can I understand that it's something that doesn't have a shadow?"

Jian Feng shook his head: "No, that's a matter of your words." ”

"Huh?"

Jian Feng looked at her seriously, and his tone didn't seem like he was lying, "I'm waiting for your words, if you decide to take on this documentary, you can set up a project at any time." ”

Song Yuan couldn't help but ask, "Then what if I'm not ready to pick it up?"

Then this plan will always be a thought in Yin Ci's mind, and it will not surface one day. Jian Feng's tone was normal.

"Isn't that a little too capricious? Song Yuan smiled dumbly, "After all, that's Yin Ci's hospital." ”

"It's true that Saint is a private hospital from a business standpoint, but it's my business. Jian Feng said.

"Is there anything I don't know?" Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng might not be a cardiologist to Saint.

"I should ask, is there anything you want to know?" Jian Feng's figure was gilded with a layer of gold by the afternoon sun, the light of early summer was really beautiful, and Song Yuan looked at him as if he was looking at an oil painting from this angle.

"Can you tell me anything I want to know?" she asked.

Jian Feng seemed to think for a moment, and then nodded: "Yes." ”

Song Yuan smiled gently, sat down in the chair, and did not continue to ask Jian Feng questions.

Jian Feng didn't seem to expect her movements, and after looking at the question she asked for a long time, he couldn't help but be a little puzzled: "So, aren't you asking now?"

"I don't have anything to ask now, and asking only adds to your troubles. Song Yuan said.

"My troubles?" Jian Feng was surprised.

"Although you don't care about acting like you, you're still very concerned that the words you say to me may reveal your privacy. Song Kite said.

Jian Feng was stunned.

"You don't really want people to come into your world, to be suspicious and speculative about everyone who approaches you, to think carefully about everything you say, to tell a lie or to write it off. Song Yuan's hand supported his chin on the table, making a thinking motion, "Look, Jian Feng, in fact, you are such a person who is as careful as a hedgehog." ”

“......”

"Your heart is deeper than the sea. Song Yuan tilted her head to look at him, "I can't see the bottom from your eyes." ”

Jian Feng put down the book in his hand.

"When other people talk so pretentiously, I think he is showing off his identity and status, and let others guess for themselves. ”

"Oh?" Jian Feng raised an eyebrow, "so I'm not?"

"You're not, you just don't want to tell me directly. Song Yuan said.

Jian Feng pursed her lower lip slightly, she guessed wrong this time.

This time, he just said those words to her like an ordinary person who wanted to show off his status in front of his friends......

He had slowly fallen into the mortal dust, but she did not see it.

She always said that he was suspicious, distrustful of the people around him, and liked to shrink himself into a shell. But she didn't think about it, she herself is also a person who likes to think and guess, she always uses her own way to guess what he is going to do, what he is thinking.

"Jian Feng, you should learn to be friends with people. ”

"Hmm. After discovering the changes that were slowly taking place in his heart, Jian Feng began to be a little negative, and he wanted to ask her directly: What kind of person am I in your eyes? Is it just a hedgehog that curls himself up in the world?

"So, the next time you encounter this kind of problem, you can just tell someone that I am in charge of this project, and you can start whenever you want. Song Yuan said earnestly, a shadow hung in front of her, Song Yuan's words stopped, and she raised her head to meet Jian Feng's gaze.

"I don't need someone to teach me what I should and shouldn't do. He said it in a calm tone, not like he was angry, but more like he was telling her.

"......" Song Yuan realized that she seemed to be a little rude, and nodded, "I'm sorry." ”

"But I want to hear you. He raised his hand and touched her cheek, not really touching it, just trying to get closer to her.

"What are you talking about?" Song Yuan didn't know why Jian Feng was suddenly so close to her, the temperature of his fingertips seemed to be able to transmit to her skin through the air, it was too ambiguous.

"Tell me what you think. Jian Feng finally asked, "Tell me what you think of me." ”

"......" Song Yuan was silent for a while, then looked up at him again, "But you just said that you don't need others to teach you how to do things." ”

"But I can listen to what people say about me. ”

“...... IMHO, you weren't a person who cared about what others were saying before. ”

Jian Feng smiled: "But people always change. ”

Song Yuan's heart trembled when she was shocked by Jian Feng's smile, and she barely swallowed a mouthful of saliva, forcing herself to ask, "You want to say, have you changed?"

"What do you think?" he said, and without speaking to her again, he returned to his seat and took his book upstairs.

Song Yuan always felt that he was tricked by him...... But I couldn't find a reason. Why did he scare her so much? Because she was bored? Dr. Jane didn't look like such a boring person?

"By the way, since you've said it all. Jian Feng stopped at the corner of the stairs, leaned sideways against the railing and said to her, "I am in charge of this project, you can start whenever you want." ”

"......!

Calm, calm, murder is illegal, and you don't necessarily beat him.

Song Yuan forced herself to calm down, although she wanted to rush upstairs and pull the man's collar and ask: What do you mean?

Things at work have taken a turn for the better, although Song Yuan has not officially agreed to join Fengqi Entertainment now. But her miniature documentary dubbing has landed.

"I have a kid here, studying at the Broadcasting Academy, and I'm looking for a part-time job. Su Yun, the screenwriter she cooperated with during the last TV series, heard about her difficulties and took the initiative to introduce her to a voice actor.

"That's so much appreciated. Song Yuan thanked Su Yun.

"Don't thank me, actually, ......" Su Yun hesitated for a while, "Actually, Chen Nuo asked me." ”

"Ah......" Song Yuan's smile froze, and she said that her friendship with Su Yun was average, why did the other party take the initiative to contact her this time.

"Chen Nuo also contacted the recording studio for you. Su Yun whispered, as if she was afraid of being heard.

"She didn't even tell me. Song Kite said.

"Maybe it's because of what happened last time. Su Yun was talking about the last time Chen Nuo watched Song Yuan leave the crew.

"I went to talk to her once before, and I thought it was over. Song Yuan said this to Su Yun.

"Alas...... After all, Chen Nuo is a person with a strong sense of responsibility. ”

After hanging up the phone, Song Yuan looked at her mobile phone and was stunned.

She brought coffee to Chen Nuo last winter, but the relationship between the two was not as strong as before. When Chen Nuo came back from other places, he would only send gifts, but he would never see people. The communication message is also just a simple holiday greeting.

The matter between her and Chen Nuo is indeed not something that can be passed in the past, although everyone can still laugh and laugh when they meet, as if they are still as close friends as in the past. But the cracks have already appeared, and no matter what, it will never be as good as ever.

These are the things that Song Kite knows, but there are also some things that Song Kite doesn't know...... Maybe Song Yuan will never know something. For example, Chen Nuo came to find Song Yuan several times, but was rejected by Jian Feng. The reason he gave Chen Nuo every time was that he would talk about it when Song Yuan was in the mood to go to her.

However, Song Yuan didn't go to Chen Nuo often...... Because she subconsciously thought that she actually had some problems in this matter, if it wasn't for the festival between herself and Liu Jingjing, it would not have brought this kind of loss to the crew, and Song Yuan was not very embarrassed to take the initiative to find Chen Nuo.

But this time, because of the dubbing, Song Yuan felt that she should still take the initiative to ask Chen Nuo out for a cup of tea, at least to say thank you.

After confirming with the people around Chen Nuo that Chen Nuo was in Kyoto recently and did not go to the deep mountains and old forests to film, Song Yuan called Chen Nuo.

"Hey?" Chen Nuo's voice was a little tired, as if he was sleeping.

"Do you have time this afternoon?

"......" Chen Nuo was silent for a while, seemed to adjust his mood, and yelled at her, "Drink a ghost's tea! You think everyone likes to drink tea as much as you do! I'm going to eat hot pot!"

"Okay, good ......" Song Yuan felt that Chen Nuo was still very energetic.

Their lunch is set at a popular hot pot restaurant, which is very lively in the summer.

"It's been a long time since I've been in such a lively place to eat hot pot with people. Song Yuan sighed.

"Huh!" Chen Nuo scoffed.

"When school starts, I don't have to stay at home all day long, maybe I can feel the smell of fireworks," Song Yuan threw the mutton rolls into the pot.

"Since you don't want to stay there, just go!" Chen Nuo snorted lightly.

"I feel like I'm stuck in the road now, and I can't just leave. "Song Kite holds his cheeks.

"What kind of tie? Jian Feng, that black-bellied doctor, in addition to his good face, has a bad temper, a strange personality, and emotional disorders, what kind of ties can you have with him? Do you like him?" Chen Nuo got angry when he said this, crackled and said a lot, and then fished out a few meatballs into his bowl, and only reacted suddenly when he put the balls in his mouth, Song Yuan didn't refute her just now.

Chen Nuo looked up at Song Yuan in shock.

Song Yuan nodded slightly, "Yes, I like him." ”

"!" Chen Nuo almost choked to death with a mouthful of soup.

"You calm down. ”

"I can't calm down!" Chen Nuo felt his emotions messy in the wind, "Do you remember what you told me before?" Jian Feng has a big status gap with you, you can't like him. ”

"I'm saying that I shouldn't like him. ”

"But you like it now. ”

"Yes. Song Yuan generously admitted it, and also fished out a few chopsticks and mutton rolls.

"......" Chen Nuo relieved himself and asked her with a frown, "Why did you suddenly like him?"

"I can't say that I liked it all of a sudden. It's been a while since I realized I liked him. Song Yuan said so.

Chen Nuo thought about it for a long time, and didn't quite understand why Song Yuan liked Jian Feng at this time, maybe not at this time, but she always thought that Song Yuan was an extremely rational person, since she felt that it was impossible to produce results with Jian Feng, then Song Yuan, who was rational and restrained, would never let herself be tempted.

As if guessing what Chen Nuo was thinking, Song Yuan continued to say to her: "Falling in love with someone is often beyond your control. ”

"Huh?"

"I sometimes feel that I fall in love with Jane Feng for no reason, love is an unexpected thing, and there is no reason. Song Yuan explained.

"Although I haven't been in a relationship, I want to say that you didn't say that when you were with Zhang Chen before. Chen Nuo remembered that when Song Yuan was with Zhang Chen, she was also desperately opposed, and then Song Yuan couldn't wait to say a hundred things about Zhang Chen's good to refute her.

But now it's on Jane's side...... Could it be because Jian Feng really doesn't have any merits, so Song Yuan is not ready to refute her this time?

"People change. Song Kite held up the chopsticks and pointed to the void, "The twenty-year-old Song Kite and the twenty-six-year-old Song Kite cannot have the same attitude towards love." ”

“......”

"I feel like I've settled. ”

No, I think you're more freewheeling. Chen Nuo didn't know how she should continue this topic with Song Yuan, she only knew one thing, no matter how much she smeared Jian Feng in front of Song Yuan, Jian Feng was also the one she loved in the eyes of this woman.

"Then have you thought about the future?" Chen Nuo asked, "I remember you said before that Jian Feng would not fall in love with you and marry you and have children, right?"

"Hmm. Song Yuan nodded, "I'm not that he likes that type." ”

"Do you know what kind of woman he likes?" said Chen Nuo.

"You can see by looking at the people he has dated in the past, he is young and beautiful, his head should be brighter, and it is better to be wiser and more foolish. Song Yuan thought for a moment.

The more Chen Nuo listened, the deeper her brows wrinkled, she actually wanted to say: I think you fit quite well?

"I'm over the bar just because of my age. Song Kite made a death gesture to herself.

...... "You told me that sixteen isn't young?"

"What do you mean by that expression?" asked Song Yuan.

Chen Nuo took a sip of lemonade and burped: "I think you are a very problematic woman." ”

"What's the problem?"

"I've been thinking since I was studying that you're a very self-effacing person. In layman's terms, it is too much to despise oneself and have little confidence in oneself. ”

"Oh. Song Yuan nodded, "Maybe a little, after all, you are all the pride of the sky." ”

"Oh my God!" Chen Nuo laughed, "I'm a bastard from the same university as you, and you can see that Song Bolun, who graduated from a famous university next door, is not on the same starting line as us, and now he is not as good as me." ”

Song Yuan looked at her quietly.

"In life, talent, ability, and luck are indispensable. Chen Nuo pointed to himself, "I just got these things earlier than you in the past few years. ”

"Ah......h

"I used to think I could be your luck, but now it seems that I am not qualified. Chen Nuo hiccuped again, feeling a lemony taste, "Whether you like Jian Feng or love it, I don't really care about it." ”

Song Yuan put down the chopsticks in his hand.

"He has a lot of connections behind him, but a simple one can make you soar, if he can create enough luck for your success, I don't really care so much about the relationship between the two of you. "But, that's what I said. ”

Song Yuan took a sip of white water lightly, feeling that Chen Nuo suddenly became sad.

"You are still a very gentle girl, you should find someone you love and love you to live with. Chen Nuo let out a long sigh, "Jian Feng is not qualified no matter how you look at it. ”

"I like him, I love him, it's just my own problem. "I don't necessarily get anything in return. ”

"That's because you don't think you can succeed from the start. Chen Nuo bluntly named Song Yuan's thoughts, "You actually loved your Dr. Jian from the very beginning with a desperate mood and a tragic script in your hand." ”

“......”

"I think that although Jian Feng is not a suitable lover in my opinion, you should at least let him know and let him know that you love him. Chen Nuo said, "Just give yourself a chance." ”

"I'll tell him when the time is right. Song Yuan smiled.

"You're like a snail in a shell. Chen Nuo said.

"Hmm......"

"I think I can escape everything without going out, and live with my own disguise and shell, but your shell is as brittle as paper, which is not enough for you to escape everything. ”

In the end, what kind of damage should be suffered, and what kind of damage should be received.