Chapter 24: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 4

The next day, Song Yuan completed her training plan as usual, and while pressing her legs, she thought about how she should tell Chen Nuo about the future today. In fact, for Song Yuan, this period is nothing more than a dormant period, first avoid Liu Jingjing, use the kung fu of reading to envelop his interpersonal relationships, and wait until a year or two later to re-enter the industry......

But for Chen Nuo, Song Kite's retreat at the moment may be a distrust of her. Song Yuan couldn't help but smile when she thought of this.

For so many years, whether it is the original Chen Nuo or the current Chen Nuo, in Song Yuan's eyes, she will always be the stupid eldest sister who is not too high in IQ and EQ, she is not very good at calculating others, she will only be calculated and used by others.

Song Yuan repeatedly thought about why Chen Nuo took her work to Xinghong Media, and finally found a suitable answer. Perhaps Chen Nuo was on her behalf when he first delivered the work, but he happened to run into Zhang Yuncheng...... Song Yuan doesn't have so much trust and affection for the producer next to Chen Nuo, especially after learning more about the composition of Xinghong Media and Zhang Yuncheng's plans in recent years, another important purpose of talking to Chen Nuo today is to remind her to be wary of Zhang Yuncheng.

If Chen Nuo has always been a director of Xinghong Media, there is naturally not so much value that can be used. However, through Chen Nuo's previous words, Song Yuan has basically determined that Zhang Yuncheng wants Chen Nuo to be transferred to a management position, if Chen Nuo relies on his works and qualifications to become a person at the management level, the greater the power of Chen Nuo's subordinates, the more stable Zhang Yuncheng's position in the company. And the more handles Chen Nuo holds in his hands, the more secretive they are, and the easier it is to be manipulated.

Song Yuan couldn't help but take a deep breath......

Times have changed, and the film and television program production industry under the manipulation of modern capital, as any part of it, practitioners may become a tool for capital utilization.

Jian Feng said that he had time in the afternoon, but he could only get home after two o'clock in the afternoon, and he would not come back for lunch.

Song Yuan packed up her things and waited for Jian Feng to come back to take her a ride by the sofa, the watch hand reached two o'clock, the door opened on time, Jian Feng rushed back, and began to untie her tie from the moment she entered the door.

"Don't be in such a hurry...... "How congested the roads in Kyoto are, Song Yuan still has points in his heart.

"You don't understand. Jian Feng casually threw his tie and pen on the stool in the living room, and staggered upstairs to change clothes.

Song Yuan shook her head helplessly, okay, she really doesn't understand what Jian Feng's habit of being extremely harsh on time and even paranoid to the point of obsessive-compulsive disorder is, maybe the doctor's profession has a strong concept of time.

In less than ten minutes, Jian Feng had already changed his clothes and came down.

"We can go. He said.

Song Yuan nodded, Jian Feng walked quickly past her to open the door, and Song Yuan smelled the familiar mint smell from him...... Oh, and Dr. Jane didn't just change his clothes and even put on a new perfume, he definitely hated the disinfectant water in the hospital.

Song Yuan smiled helplessly and followed him into the car.

"It's not easy to walk on the road today, so I lost a little time. Jian Feng couldn't help but explain to her after starting the car.

"I know, it just snowed yesterday. Song Yuan understood very well, and as she said that, she looked at the scenery outside, the snow on the road had melted away with snow melting agent, but the snow on the flowers and treetops had accumulated a lot.

"Beautiful snow day. Jian Feng noticed her distracted expression and said.

"Well, it's beautiful. "Song Kite loves the snow scenery in Kyoto, and it is easy to indulge in the heavy snow that can bury all your thoughts.

"Snow is also great for sleeping. Jian Feng really couldn't brew any other topics, and said dryly.

"Huh?" Song Yuan laughed when she heard this, "So do you think I called you out today to delay your rest?"

"......" Jian Feng shook his head, "No." ”

"So why do you like to sleep so much?" Song Kite curious, "At first I thought you were too busy at work, but then I found out that even when you weren't so busy...... "He slept longer when he wasn't so busy."

"Because it's boring. Jian Feng said.

Oh...... Song Kite understood.

"I think you might need to find some hobbies, Jane Feng. Song Yuan thought about it and said.

"I don't have any hobbies. Jian Feng frowned when he heard this, if doing research reports can be regarded as a hobby, then this is his only interest.

"No, I mean things that can relax, such as shopping, cooking, painting or even reading,......" Song thought of some more conventional hobbies.

"I don't like either. Jian Feng shook his head.

"What you need now is not to like it, but to try to touch something and develop it into your hobby. ”

Jian Feng was a little puzzled: "Do I have to have a hobby?"

"Yes. Song Yuan nodded very seriously.

Jian Feng didn't really want to refute her, but he couldn't help but ask, "Why?"

"Because you're so lonely. Song Yuan said.

Jian Feng was silent. Well, he really can't argue with that.

"Jian Feng, there are many things in the world that you don't need if you're not interested. Song Yuan raised his hand and pointed to a road in front of him, "On the road of life, everyone is running forward, but running is not meaningless." Everyone has their own goals they want to pursue. ”

Jian Feng listened to her quietly.

"But you don't have that goal...... You are a person with very low psychological desires and have nothing to want. But just because you don't want anything doesn't mean you don't need anything, what others have, and what others achieve, you should have. ”

"I'm not ......"

"It's not that you need it, it's what you deserve. Song Kite's dark eyes looked at him, revealing firmness in her gentleness, "What everyone else has, you should have it if you are so good, whether it is like or love." ”

Jian Feng felt the air around him slowly stagnate.

"You understand? It's not that you cater to other people and conform to the world. It's these things that the world is supposed to give you. ”

Maybe you didn't receive it in the past for some reason, but what you owe you will still have to be paid back to you.

"A hobby is something that can help you resist loneliness, loneliness can make you unhappy and insecure, so you need to get your hobby back. Song Yuan spread his hands, "Now choose one of the various options!"

Jian Feng hesitated for a moment and shook his head: "I don't know what I like. ”

Song Yuan was silent.

"I'm sorry. Jian Feng said softly.

"You don't need to apologize. Song Yuan thought for a long time, "Then let's try them one by one." Jian Feng, do you like watching movies?"

"Huh?" Jian Feng was stunned.

"Because I'm a director, I've dabbled a lot in this area...... You don't have to force yourself, we can start with things that are easy to cultivate, such as watching movies, listening to music, watching variety shows or TV series, in short, one by one. ”

Jian Feng nodded while listening: "Okay." ”

Chen Nuo was filming a TV series in the western suburbs of Kyoto today, because it snowed yesterday and the outdoor scene could not be filmed, they chose an indoor shooting scene, but it was still very cold.

During the break, Chen Nuo shrunk in his coat alone and stared at the monitor in a daze, and there was a sudden burst of lively laughter outside, Chen Nuo was distracted, and turned his head to look at the door.

"Excuse me, Director Chen. Song Yuan greeted her with hot coffee.

Chen Nuo pursed his lips and didn't speak, his eyes were a little aggrieved.

"What's wrong with the big director?" said Song Yuan.

"What are you doing here?!" Chen Nuo originally wanted to lose his temper, but when the words came to his mouth, he was sour, like an abandoned resentful woman.

"I'll bring you a drink, warm up. Song Yuan smiled, "By the way, I came to apologize." ”

"Phew!" Chen Nuo was so angry that he wanted to jump up and hit her on the head.

Song Yuan sighed helplessly: "Obviously, the most miserable person is me, how can you be more wronged than me." ”

"Because you fool has been wronged, you won't say anything, you can only run! And then I don't have the ability, I don't have the ability to drive away the person who bullied you!" Chen Nuo felt that she was about to be angry, and she didn't know until she read Song Yuan's letter that Liu Jingjing was the junior who had been scolded by her!

"Don't be angry. Song Yuan put the latte on the table next to Chen Nuo and sat down beside her, "I'll come over and tell you something serious, you have to listen carefully." ”

"What are you going to say, aren't you here just to tell me that you are doing well with Dr. Jane and don't let me worry?" Chen Nuo was even more angry when he mentioned this, "Take a snack, sister! Your Dr. Jian is not a good person at all!"

"Oh, I see. Song Yuan nodded perfunctorily, "You listen to me first." ”

"You don't listen to me, what do you want me to listen to?" Chen Nuo felt that he was really abandoned!

"Critically, on the question of why I chose to leave the crew. Song Yuan looked at Chen Nuo and said.

"Isn't it because of that Liu Jingjing?"

"How did Liu Jingjing get into the crew?" asked her.

"Because she's the daughter of an investor. Chen Nuo frowned, "This kind of garbage rich second generation is the most annoying! I told Zhang Yuncheng early in the morning not to change investors casually......

"I came to you today, in addition to telling you that I am doing well now, and you don't have to worry too much, just to talk to you about Zhang Yuncheng's problem. Song Yuan poked her cheek, "That man is dangerous, you try to stay away from him." ”

Chen Nuo looked dazed: "Huh?"

Song Yuan took a deep breath and looked at a corner: "How did you get into Xinghong Media?"

Chen Nuo was stunned.

"Someone told me that the work you invested in Xinghong Media was mine. Song Yuan looked at Chen Nuo and said.

Chen Nuo's fingers were tangled, and she opened her mouth to say something, but finally lowered her head.

"I don't care about that. Song Yuan gently touched her head, "Listen to me, I have seriously thought about this issue, and your entry into Xinghong Media may be in some people's calculations." ”

Chen Nuo looked up suspiciously: "What do you mean?"

"When I first knew that you were selected by Xinghong Media because of my work at that time, I was a little unwilling. But then I learned about some things, analyzed it, and felt that no matter whose work you used back then, it should be recorded. ”

"Huh?"

Song Yuan propped himself on the table with one hand: "Your direct boss Zhang Yuncheng of Xinghong Media was the one who single-handedly promoted you to enter the company, right?"

Chen Nuo nodded.

"He should have known that the work was wrong, right?"

Chen Nuo continued to nod.

"However, the explanation he gave you at the time should be that although we chose you from among the crowd because of this work, we hired you because we liked your talent and what really belongs to you......" Song Yuan smiled, "He will explain to you, this matter should be treated as a small oolong." ”

Chen Nuo didn't nod, but he didn't refute either, which was a tacit acquiescence.

"In this way, you have been firmly grasped by him from the very beginning when you entered Xinghong Media. Song Yuan said, "No matter what everyone thinks about this matter within the company, no matter what the truth of this matter was like back then, as long as this matter is poked out, the public will not really believe you, and entertainment information can only make up some words to slander your reputation more grandiosely, and from then on, whether as a director or as a public figure, you will be ruined." ”

Chen Nuo's body froze.

"Zhang Yuncheng holds you very much, he appreciates your talent, and hopes that you will go further with your talent. He also likes you, because you have a handle that can be held by him for a lifetime, with this, no matter how far you go, no matter how high you fly, it is also under his control, as long as he wants, it is easy to destroy you. Song Yuan gently grabbed Chen Nuo's hand, "Will you not listen to him then?"

"I ......"

"Stay away from him, Zhang Yuncheng is not a good person. Song Yuan pursed her lips, "The higher he touches you now, the more important he puts you in the center of power, which means that he values you more." But this value of him is based on the fact that you will never betray him. That is, you are an object over which he has absolute control. ”

Chen Nuo suddenly felt that the tip of his heart was trembling: "Actually, you think too much......

"As two famous directors who entered Xinghong Media almost at the same time, you are now a step higher than Song Bolun, Zhang Yuncheng is holding the two of you, but he is obviously more inclined to you, if you don't fall in love with you, then it can only be because you are better manipulated. Song Yuan said.

Chen Nuo broke free of Song Kite's fingers: "Why did you suddenly think about this?"

"I'm looking for a reason for you back then, a reasonable reason to betray me but never say it. Song Yuan said calmly, "In the end, I can only attribute all these crimes to Zhang Yuncheng." ”

"I ...... Actually, it was my ......."

"No, you're not that kind of person, it was Zhang Yuncheng who bewitched you. Song Yuan looked at her without blinking. How old was Chen Nuo back then, he had just left school in his early twenties, and he had a lofty and arrogant personality that he had been cultivated by his intellectual parents since he was a child.

Chen Nuo's expression was very entangled, and she shook her head: "I don't think Zhang Yuncheng is that kind of person." ”

"Then you can continue to observe, after all, what I said is only an inference based on some information I have. Song Yuan said calmly.

"I ......" Chen Nuo didn't want to continue this topic, she thought about it and decided to tell Jian Feng, "Don't just talk about me, your Dr. Jian is really not a good person, do you know what he looks like in front of others?"

"I know. Song Yuan looked at Chen Nuo and said.

"Huh?"

"I know what Jian Feng looks like in front of others, I know that Jian Feng is different from everyone else in front of me, and I have seen this very clearly. Song Yuan said.

Chen Nuo wanted to speak again and again, and finally asked: "Then do you choose to live with him now because you like him?"

"No, I chose to live with Jian Feng because now we take what we need. Song Kite's eyes were very calm, "When I was first hospitalized in Saint Hospital, the director there approached me and asked me to help Jian Feng do some psychological counseling, but I refused. ”

"Huh?"

"I knew from the very beginning that Jian Feng had a problem, and I refused several times. But in the end, I have to admit that there is fate between people, and in the end, I still have to help him get back his emotions. Song Yuan said.

“......”

"We now take what we need, and I can probably understand what Jian Feng needs, and as I can imagine, his help and kindness to me is partly out of sympathy, and partly because I can provide him with a sense of security that he lacks. ”

"A sense of security?"

"Yes, I don't know how to describe that security, but I think so. He needs me to be by his side, just to accompany him, without any emotional color. Song Yuan said.

"......" Chen Nuo closed his eyes, "Then you said that you each take what you need, what can you get from him?"

"It's a very realistic thing that he can help me get back into the industry. Song Yuan said.

Chen Nuo opened his mouth: "You mean, you have to rely on Jian Feng to get close to Easy?"

Song Yuan shook her head: "No need. ”

"What do you mean?"

"I mean I don't need to be deliberately close to simplicity, I just need to rely on the help and shelter that I have given me for a short time during this time in Jianfeng, and I can return to this industry on my own. Song Yuan said.

Chen Nuo couldn't help but wonder if her Haikou would be too big, but she looked at Song Yuan and nodded: "I believe in you, you will." ”

"Hmm. ”

Although Jian Feng was called over by Song Yuan to be brave, he was actually just a driver, Song Yuan didn't even let him get started with coffee, and after seeing Song Yuan enter the crew with a large bag of coffee, Jian Feng could only be bored in the car and look at the snow outside in a daze.

"Knock knock. The sound of a knock on the glass rang out.

Jian Feng rolled down the window and met a pair of familiar eyes.

"I saw that this car was a little familiar, so I came over to take a look, and it was really you. Cheng Linzhi stared at the pair of smart cat eyes, the corners of her mouth raised a good-looking arc, and she lay in front of his car window without seeing it, "What is Dr. Jian doing in the film and television city at this time?"

Jian Feng tilted his head and didn't answer her.

"You're still so taciturn. Cheng Linzhi didn't care, "I've been filming in a nearby crew recently, if you have nothing to do, you can come and play with me." ”

Jian Feng didn't really want to play with her.

"I'm actually glad to see you here. Honestly, why haven't you been in touch with me all this time?Although we broke up, we can be regarded as friends, right?" Cheng Linzhi kept talking in his ear like a little trumpet, and it was like this when he was dating before, no matter what he was doing or thinking, this woman could always talk to herself for a long time - the noise made his head hurt.

"My assistant is urging, let's talk another day. Cheng Linzhi glanced at the vibrating mobile phone, couldn't help frowning, reached out from the car window to touch Jian Feng, but was avoided by him sideways, Cheng Linzhi's fingers stopped there a little embarrassed, "Am I hated?"

Jian Feng still didn't speak, but she didn't roll up the window either, looking quietly ahead, when she was air.

"Well, it was really impulsive for me to break up in the first place...... But I didn't expect you to say even a soft word. Cheng Linzhi smiled, "Until Jian Jian asked me why I broke up with you in front of me, I always thought that we were still a couple......

It turned out that she was wrong......