Chapter 23: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 3
Song Kite's originally nervous mood suddenly calmed down and even softened. Song Yuan looked at Jian Feng's expression seriously at this moment, and finally read a trace of loneliness and loneliness from his usual calm face.
How can anyone really like to be alone forever.
Song Yuan stretched out her hand to hug him, and said to him in her most sincere tone: "Happy birthday, Jian Feng." ”
Jian Feng held the cake knife, a little at a loss for a moment, he didn't even dare to move. The hug didn't last long, maybe only a few seconds, but a warm current that he had never felt before crossed his back, making him a little greedy for the heat.
"Thank you. Jian Feng replied to her with a smile, "Eat cake?"
Song Yuan nodded, sat down on the chair next to her, and ate the cake quietly with a fork, she felt that her behavior just now seemed to be a little abrupt, but she felt that a simple hug didn't seem to be ...... She also wants a hug when she celebrates her birthday alone. Sometimes hugging is better than kissing and having fun, especially in the stillness of the air on this cold winter day.
The Happy Birthday song didn't go on forever, and the Happy Birthday song that had been looped several times slowly disappeared, except for the dinner plates and cake boxes scattered on the table, and today seemed to be no different from usual.
Song Yuan rubbed her belly that was a little supportive, and couldn't help but think, no wonder Jian Feng asked her to complete all the training plans today, otherwise according to this way of eating, she might come back with weight tomorrow......
"Dr. Jane......"
"You're not my patient anymore. Jian Feng was drinking white water, and said this.
"Huh?" Song Yuan was stunned.
"You don't have to call me a doctor. Jian Feng glanced at her, "Aren't we friends?" ”
It seems to be ...... But Song Yuan didn't really understand the difference between the two titles Jian Feng and Doctor Jian.
"So, Jian Feng, I want to ask ......" But after really calling out, Song Yuan still felt that there was a gap.
"What's the matter?" Jian Feng asked, following her words.
"I want to ask, do you have something to do tomorrow?" Song Kite said.
"It's okay tomorrow afternoon, what are you going to do?"
"That's right, I want to go to the crew tomorrow. ”
Jian Feng put down the water cup in his hand and looked at Song Yuan with some doubts.
"Hmm...... Tell you to be bold. Song Yuan explained.
"I'm not wondering why you want me to accompany you to the crew, I'm just wondering why you want to go to the crew. Jian Feng lowered his eyes slightly, he didn't really want Song Yuan to go to the crew, to be precise, he didn't really want Song Yuan to see Chen Nuo, and according to Chen Nuo's woman's character, he might want to sue in front of Song Yuan.
"The main thing is to explain some things that have not been explained before, and to say goodbye to Chen Nuo. Song Yuan smiled with relief, "I did have some misunderstandings with her before. ”
Jian Feng sighed softly, it seemed that he couldn't escape, and he nodded with a heavy heart.
Song Yuan didn't know Jian Feng's entanglement, she was thinking about how to explain to Chen Nuo tomorrow what she had said goodbye before. can't be regarded as saying goodbye, after all, she has left letters, but so many things can't be explained in a letter.
"Song Kite. Jian Feng suddenly stopped her before she went to sleep.
"What's wrong?" Song Yuan stopped as she was about to go upstairs.
"Does living with me make you feel uncomfortable?" he asked.
Song Yuan was stunned: "No......"
"Then you can ...... Have you always lived here until you found the right direction of development?" Jian Feng asked her seriously.
Song Yuan pursed her lips slightly.
"I know you're struggling with me......" Jian Feng considered his words, "I can try not to cause you any trouble, I just think it's ......"
"So, it's really lonely for Dr. Jane, right?" Song Yuan asked, looking at him.
"......" Jian Feng was silent for a long time, and finally said "um".
Song Yuan smiled: "If you have anything to say, just say it." ”
Jian Feng continued to look at her.
"Yes, I don't have anywhere else to go now, why don't you take me in. Song Yuan smiled at him, "Nurse Ran once told me that you were more popular when you were with me, although I don't know what the reason is...... But if I can help you, I will be more or less comforted, after all, you have helped me a lot......"
Jian Feng's heart relaxed.
"But Jian Feng, there's one thing I want you to know. Song Yuan looked at him seriously, "A person's life is very long, and not everyone can accompany you for a lifetime." ”
Jian Feng's fingers curled slightly, and he began to think about the requests and suggestions that Song Yuan might make later.
"You should find the person who can accompany you all the way in this transition time. At that time, I will leave too......" Song Yuan shrugged.
Jian Feng's pupils dilated.
"Of course, I'll try to find someone who belongs to me. But given your talent as a widow, I feel like I'll have to wait until you've found the right person before I can start looking for ......."
Song Yuan left after speaking, and she didn't pay attention to Jian Feng's reaction, or she could completely imagine how Jian Feng would react. Dr. Jane, who is extremely emotional, should be very incomprehensible to this question, and for a long time, Jian Feng's passable personality will not make him so active in finding a love partner...... Whether it was Jian Feng or herself, the two of them didn't get off the single so quickly, and this kind of quiet and ordinary cohabitation can last a long time.
In fact, Jian Feng's reaction is much more complicated than Song Yuan imagined, he has always been in a state of thinking one step at a time when it comes to emotional issues, and he has never taken the initiative to think about the future and the future. But the appearance of Song Kite made him unconsciously think about what the two of them would do in the future?
He used to think that he was a kind of psychological snuggle and attachment to Song Kite, the two of them have no relationship between men and women, and the two people who are in love must be similar in the final analysis, and he and Song Kite have no similarity at all from their growth environment to personality characteristics...... The two of them are not qualified to be in love at all.
But when Song Yuan personally said this kind of thing in front of him, such as going their separate ways after finding a lover in the future, he felt a sense of frustration in his heart.
Song Kite is the person he once admired, yes, admired. He grew up in an environment that made him lack a sound family concept, and he himself was a withdrawn personality who didn't like to have too much contact with people. But the feeling of home in Song Kite's body that is commonly understood makes him particularly fascinated, it is the warmth that he has never felt, and he doesn't know what kind of feeling Song Kite's warmth should be understood...... It's just pure longing and yearning.
One day, when he really held this ray of sunshine, he began to wonder what to attribute.
Jian Feng, who was a year older, fell into deep thought at the snow outside the window...... He should probably be more serious about formulating a suitable relationship between him and Song Kite.