I......

I was speechless.

Is this the first time I've been confessed in public?

It seems to be.

It doesn't seem to be.

Wen Shaonian also confessed to me before.

Say Joe Huanxi, I like you.

But I was provoked.

Wen Shaonian, who I asked first, do you like me?

He just said it.

Did Yang Jie confess to me at the beginning?

It seems that he has also confessed.

But after I pretended to be Yang Jie's girlfriend.

And this kind of thing, I was completely defenseless, and it was really the first time that I was suddenly confessed.

I was surprised and caught off guard.

If I say that when I was confessed by Wen Shaonian, my heart was full of joy and bitterness, and I had mixed feelings.

So now he is confessed by Xu Fei.

It has nothing to do with any affection.

In addition to shock, it just feels absurd.

There is even a little bit of anger.

I treat you as a friend, but you want to soak me?

It's too much!

The conscience of heaven and earth, I really don't mean anything to Xu Fei between men and women.

So I calmly replied, "I'm sorry, I don't like you." ”

Xu Fei was obviously struck by my answer.

"Don't like me, do you really not like me at all?" he asked.

I nodded affirmatively.

"Yes, not at all. In the beginning, I treated you as a friend. Later, knowing your identity, I hated you. Later, you really decided to wash your hands, and I admired you again. But from the beginning to now, I really don't mean anything else to you. If I misunderstood you in some way, I apologize to you. ”

......

Some women like to play ambiguous.

Even if you don't accept the other party's pursuit, even if you already have a boyfriend, you like to hang each other.

Give the other person some teasing from time to time and make the other person not let go.

I enjoyed the feeling of being sought after.

This has a proper noun, called finding a spare tire.

There are even women who not only have spare tires, but also jacks.

At first I knew what a spare tire was.

But I don't understand what a jack is.

Later, Li Pingping told me that when I changed the tire, I had to use a jack to push it up temporarily.

The so-called jack is the spare tire of the spare tire.

Other women can do that, but that's not my style.

For me, liking is liking.

If you don't like it, you don't like it

I definitely don't play ambiguous.

Even if my words hurt somewhat.

But it's better than hanging people, giving the other party hope, taking advantage of the other party, and then rejecting the other party.

......

"Misunderstanding?"

Xu Fei first muttered to himself, and then suddenly raised his voice: "Is it really all a misunderstanding? When you saw that I was embarrassed by Qingzi's gang, you stepped forward to protect me as a weak woman, is this a misunderstanding? You help me take care of the children, is it also a misunderstanding? Are you also misunderstanding when you ask Pan Pan for warmth? Are you also misunderstanding when you fight for me in front of Teacher Zhou? You bitterly persuaded me to wash my hands and let me be a good person, is it also a misunderstanding? Are you really not interesting to me at all?"

I listened to Xu Fei's words.

I said in my heart, it's broken!

Not only was it misunderstood, but it was misunderstood, it was really misunderstood.

There is also a deep misunderstanding.

When I heard Xu Fei confess to me just now, I felt that he was very inexplicable.

It's even a little self-inflicted.

But it wasn't until he said those words that I realized.

I am responsible.

I did mislead him.

Although I didn't mean to.

For example, the reason why I started to pay attention to Xu Fei and Panpan was not because I had any special feelings for Xu Fei as a man.

And just because I saw their father-daughter relationship and was very envious.

saw Xu Fei's love for Panpan, and also saw Panpan's dependence on Xu Fei.

Because I don't have a good dad myself.

So seeing other people's fathers and daughters get along like this makes me especially yearning.

But Xu Fei didn't know.

So in the later incidents, Xu Fei misunderstood my concern for him into feelings.

And a man like Xu Fei has experienced so many things, from peaks to troughs.

From the scenery to the downfall.

A beloved woman left him.

I guess I must be very bitter in my heart, right?

Suddenly, such a confidante appeared as me.

It's okay to look good, it's good for him, it's good for children.

It's no wonder that Xu Fei will be tempted.

......

"I'm sorry, Xu Fei, I'll call you Brother Xu. It may be that there is something wrong with what I did before, which makes you have a delusion, and it is also that I am too nosy and do things without measure. But I'm serious about telling you that I really don't have any thoughts about you beyond friendship. ”

I'm serious.

The expression on Xu Fei's face changed from stunned to disappointed.

He opened his mouth, and finally asked, "Why? Is it because I was in prison? I don't have a good background? So you look down on me?"

I shook my head: "No, I'm not that snobbish. If I looked down on you, I wouldn't consider you a friend. Everyone has a past, and you've decided to wash your hands with a gold plate. Besides, if it's just about my background, I have an embarrassing past myself, so I understand you. ”

Xu Fei asked again: "Is that because I have a child?"

I continued to shake my head: "Not to mention it, I like that child very much." Smart and sensible. ”

Xu Fei asked again: "Is that because you think I'm poor?"

I denied: "No, neither." I don't like you because I already have someone I like. ”

This is the truest answer.

It is also the answer that can best reject people.

After Xu Fei heard this, his expression darkened: "What kind of man is that?"

Without any hesitation, I said, "That's a sunny, handsome man." Although I don't judge people by their appearance, he is the best-looking man in my heart. He came from a privileged family, but he was never domineering. He was born wealthy, but he was diligent and studious. He has countless peach blossoms, but he is clean and self-conscious. He is brave, kind, and empathetic. He has countless advantages, even if I can't see him, but just when I think of him, I feel that it is my greatest happiness to meet him in this life. ”

Yes, of course I'm talking about Wen Shaonian.

He wasn't the first man I'd fall in love with in my life.

The first man I fell in love with was Wang Xiucai.

At that time, I was careless, thinking that those beautiful love words represented love.

It's a pity that Wang Xiu is a scumbag.

He's a coward.

He didn't have the courage to protect me when I needed him the most.

But Wen Shaonian is the man I love the most in my life.

And the only man I love now.

When I met him, I began to believe in love again.

As for his merits, I can say that for three days and three nights, there is not a single word of the same.

Said eyebrows fluttering, said joyful.

Said with a clear conscience.

It's not like when I made up a childhood sweetheart boyfriend in front of Wen Shaonian in order to keep my distance from him, I was so wrong and embarrassed.

I believe that when I was talking about Wen Shaonian, there was a light in my eyes.

Not only did I believe it, but Xu Fei also saw it.

He was silent for a moment, then told me, "Huanxi, I'm sure you really like that man." Because when you talked about him just now, there was tenderness in your eyes. ”

Xu Fei paused for a moment, and then said, "And this kind of tenderness, I have seen it on your face." At that time, I thought it was you who treated me, but now I understand that it was me who was self-inflicted. At that time, you were thinking about that man, right?"

Xu Fei's words made me stunned.

Because I don't remember, when did I show a gentle expression to Xu Fei?

Xu Fei was stunned when he saw me.

So he reminded: "It was the day I was troubled by Qingzi, and then I was injured, and when you bandaged me, I saw the tenderness like water in your eyes." That's when I started thinking about you. ”

Xu Fei's words finally made me wake up.

That time, Xu Fei and Qingzi's gang were injured after a big battle.

I bandaged Brother Xu's wounds.

But I had no experience in bandaging, and the movements were very large.

So it made Xu Fei's wound more painful.

But he endured it all the time and didn't say a word.

I can't help but feel a little admiration in my heart.

Xu Fei is really a tough guy.

Unlike my father and my brother, all their abilities were used to bully their own people.

At home, the king is the king, and he is invincible.

But in the face of outsiders, he is submissive, cringe, and disdainful.

At that time, I couldn't help but think of Wen Shaonian.

I think Wen Shaonian is also a tough guy.

"Yes, at that time, I did think of the man I liked, because he also used to fight to the death to protect me. "I'm honest.

"Is that man very capable of fighting?" may have been mixed with society, Xu Fei is still very interested in this aspect.

"No, he can't fight at all, he can't compare to you. But although he is not very good at fighting, his movements are clumsy, and even a little uncoordinated, but he has an incomparable courage, and he has the determination to die for me. In order to protect me, he is not afraid of anything and does not care about anything. In the face of the knife, he did not retreat, and stood in front of me at all times. He's a fool, a fool, a tough guy, a man worth loving for the rest of my life. ”

I thought about that time at Professor He's house, Wen Shaonian and Xiaoqin's husband fought to the death, and recalled.

"Okay, I see, that's really a man worthy of your love, I'm sorry, I was too reckless. Xu Fei said to me with some sadness.

......

I left Xu Fei's house.

It was evident that I had rejected him, and I was unreservedly expressing my love for another man in front of him.

made Xu Fei very disappointed.

But I didn't relent.

didn't comfort Xu Fei.

Women can be meek, but they should never be gentle when rejecting men.

Or rather, when you don't like a man.

When it is broken, it is broken and clean, which is the greatest gentleness.

And to refuse to return and break the thread is the real cruelty.

If you don't love him, let it go.

Don't give him illusions.

That would only make him sink deeper and deeper.

Unless this woman is scheming and wants to get away with it.

But I'm obviously not a woman who likes to get.

......

With the weather warming, business is even better than usual tonight.

So by the time I closed the stall, it was close to 11 o'clock.

I'm alone tonight.

Spring Peach is not there.

I gave her a vacation and let her watch a movie with Yang Jie.

Chun Tao's relationship with Yang Jie is already very stable.

Last month, Yang Jie also took Chun Tao to his sister Yangmei's house.

For this future brother and daughter-in-law, Yangmei is still very satisfied.

said that it was much better than Yang Jie's girlfriend Liu Qian at the beginning.

Later, Yangmei met Chun Tao's parents again.

The attitude of Chuntao's parents also made Yangmei very useful.

Because Chun Tao's parents are very reasonable, they are marrying their daughter, not selling their daughter.

Unlike Liu Qian's parents before, the lion opened his mouth and asked for a sky-high dowry.

Now, the parents of Yangmei and Chuntao are already discussing when the two will get married.

Or Chun Tao herself said that she was still young, so she and I learned to do business, and I hoped to work hard for two years before getting married.

But you can get engaged first.

Yang Jie and Yang Mei also have no opinions.

Who doesn't love a diligent daughter-in-law and siblings?

After a long time of contact, Yangmei once told me privately.

Before, she had always wanted to match me and Yang Jie together.

But now, her mind has changed.

She felt that Chun Tao was more suitable.

It's not because Chun Tao is better than me.

Chun Tao is not as good as me in terms of ability and appearance.

But when a man marries a daughter-in-law, he does not marry the best, but marries the most suitable.

Yang Mei said, I am too assertive, too strong, she watched me from a foreign girl with nothing, step by step in the city.

His brother is honest, he really doesn't deserve me.

The pattern is too small.

Even if we get married, his younger brother Yang Jie will have to be controlled by me all day long.

Looking at it this way, it's better to marry a spring peach who doesn't have much temper, and it's better to live with your younger brother.

......

I was cleaning up, and there was an extra pair of hands in front of me.

It was Wen Shaonian's hand.

He's coming to clean up for me again.

Since I told Wen Shaonian that I had broken up with my so-called childhood sweetheart boyfriend, my relationship with Wen Shaonian has entered a new stage.

I know he likes me.

He knows I know he likes me.

But I don't take the initiative to mention it.

He didn't take the initiative to say either.

Let's get along like friends.

I think it's good to be like this now.

Before, I wanted to run away from Wen Shaonian, I was afraid of falling in love with him, but I was not qualified to stay with him.

So I pretended to be indifferent and pretended to have a heart.

But I can fool others, but I can't fool myself.

Because my heart is always tempted to draw closer to him.

So, now I don't embarrass myself.

I just like to watch Wen Shaonian more and listen to his voice more.

So I no longer refuse to engage with him.

Even if I can't be brave enough to love.

And what about Wen Shaonian?

He should have been guessing at my heart all the time.

He should know that I have a crush on him.

But he doesn't know if I like it or not.

Wen Shaonian didn't know how deep my love for him was.

He loves me even more than he does.

So he was cautious, not daring to be reckless, for fear of upsetting this microsecond balance.

......

Sometimes, Wen Shaonian would come to me to help.

Like now.

When I saw him, I smiled knowingly.

Wen Shaonian also brought me a big bag.

It's all what I want.

It's not clothes, perfumes, and what women like.

It's books.

I now use all my time to study.

I was no longer satisfied with reading the newspaper, so I started reading.

Many books were recommended to me by Wen Shaonian.

For example, I watched "The Old Man and the Sea" some time ago.

It was Wen Shaonian who strongly recommended that I read it.

After that, every time Wen Shaonian came to see me, he would bring a few books.

There are Wen Shaonian's own collection of books, and there are also Wen Shaonian's borrowed books from the school library.

I opened the bag and saw that the books inside were Yu Hua's "Alive", A Lai's "The Dust Settles", Qian Zhongshu's "The Siege of the City" and Gu Hua's "Furong Town".

Some of the books I have never heard of, and some of them are the first time I have heard of the title.

But I believe in Wen Shaonian's vision, and the books he recommends must be very valuable.

I said I would read it carefully when I had time.

The two of us loaded our things onto the electric tricycle together.

Then instead of riding, I pushed and walked together to my rental yard.

On the way, the two of us talked and laughed.

Wen Shaonian talked about interesting things in the school, and I talked about what I saw and heard in the night market.

But I didn't tell Wen Shaonian what happened between me and Xu Fei, Sister Wu and Xiaoyu.

Because I don't want Wen Shaonian to worry about me.

......

"Qiao Huanxi, how can you be worthy of Brother Feifei like this!"

Suddenly, a loud roar rang in my ears.

It scared me and Wen Shaonian.

When I looked up, I saw Erlong staring at me with an angry face.

The distance between us before could have been four or five meters.

But I could smell the strong smell of alcohol on him.

Is this drinking too much?

Last time I was in Xu Fei's house, I didn't see Erlong.

Unexpectedly, I actually met it here.

But where did his anger come from?

Is it still for Xiaoyu?

That's not right.

Didn't Xiaoyu say that Erlong had ignored her in order to avoid suspicion?

See me and stop.

Erlong staggered over and pointed at Wen Shaonian's nose with his finger.

He asked me: "Qiao Huanxi, you are so capable! You are so powerful! I have been fascinated by my Fei Ge, and now I have left our brothers behind, and I don't want my career, I want to take you away and fly high." But who is this little white face? What do you mean by talking and laughing together? Are you going to cuckold my Feige? You slut! You are so unruly, does Feige know about this?"

That's when I understood.

It turned out that when Erlong saw me and Wen Shaonian together, he thought that my red apricot was out of the wall?

This is, of course, an unjustified accusation.

But it seems that Erlong is angry for a reason.

After all, they all thought that Xu Fei and I were a couple.

And listening to the meaning of his words, Erlong was unwilling for Xu Fei to withdraw from the rivers and lakes.

understood Xu Fei's retreat as a departure with me.

Although he also misunderstood this matter, I will not go with Xu Fei.

But Xu Fei's departure was indeed my encouragement.

So Erlong blames me, and it seems that he is right.

I'm thinking.

Wen Shaonian spoke up on the side.

He stood in front of me: "What is Brother Fei who doesn't fly brother?

Obviously, Wen Shaonian regarded Erlong as a troublesome drunkard.

When Erlong heard Wen Shaonian's words, he was even more annoyed.

He scolded and said, "Oh, you adulterer is quite arrogant, you don't even know who Fei Ge is, I'll let you know you today!"

As he spoke, Erlong rolled up his arms and sleeves, and he was going to do something with Wen Shaonian.

I'm really angry.

The trouble that came to me last time, although it was Xiao Yu who picked it up, but Erlong also has an unshirkable responsibility.

For the sake of Xu Fei's face, I don't want to meet him in general.

Where did you think that these two dragons actually kicked their noses in the face and came to meddle in things?

That's all it takes if you bully me.

I can bear it.

But if you want to bully Wen Shaonian, that's absolutely not allowed.

I'm not used to your problems!

I am reluctant to bully the man I like, let alone let others move a finger.

So I walked around to the front of Wen Shaonian, and my eyes widened: "Erlong, don't pour a few catties of cat urine and don't know who you are! I don't have to worry about my affairs, let alone you, I can't even care about you Feige!"

With that, I led Wen Shaonian around Erlong and walked in the direction of the rental house.

"Qiao Huanxi, you wait for me!"

Erlong shouted and cursed in the back.

I thought he was just drunk, but I really didn't expect him to do such a crazy thing later.