"Good...... Well......"

"Okay, then I'm leaving. "I turned around, and I was about to leave.

But I heard Xu Fei shouting at me: "Huanxi, I have decided to completely withdraw from the rivers and lakes, I want to leave the provincial capital, what you said before was right, I was too indecisive before, but your words that day woke me up, and I will continue to live in such a drowsy way, and in the end it can really only harm others." In fact, what happened to Qingzi last time has already shown that even if I don't want to cause trouble, trouble will take the initiative to find me. And those brothers of mine, I have to let them disperse and find a job, as you said, as long as you are willing to endure hardships, whether it is delivering food or being a security guard, it is a way out, and it is better than what we are doing now. No one can mix all their lives, and if they get out of it earlier, they can live a normal life one step earlier. ”

Speaking of this, Xu Fei sighed: "My daughter was born when I was in prison, and her name was given by the child's mother, called Panpan." I always thought that I was hoping that I would come out early and reunite with my family as soon as possible, but now that I understand, I may be hoping that I will change my mind and be a good person. ”

Listening to Xu Fei's words, I was a little moved.

I didn't expect that Xu Fei would really wash his hands completely because of my words.

Although I haven't really been a big brother, I know that it is not easy to make such a decision.

No matter how down-and-out Xu Fei is, he is also a well-deserved boss of the urban village.

There is a group of younger brothers who run for him.

You don't have to do anything, you can collect more than 100,000 management fees every month.

Say don't want it?

It really takes a lot of courage.

Is he really willing to do it?

Can you really put it all down?

So my tone softened a lot.

"So where are you going, and what are you going to do in the future?"

Xu Fei smiled: "I haven't thought about where to go, my parents have already cut off relations with me, I am a shame to the family, I won't bother them, just make the world home." As for what to do in the future? Speaking of which, I have to thank you for being in prison for a few years. I didn't really know anything except fights before, but during my years in prison, I learned how to weld electrically, repair cars, and get intermediate qualifications. Actually, I'm working as a mechanic in an auto repair shop now, and my income is quite high, so I can support myself. That's why I'm telling you, I haven't spent a penny on those management fees. When I go to other places, I can still find a similar job, in fact, now we are electrical welding, and the income is still very high. ”

Speaking of this, a sincere smile appeared on Xu Fei's face.

Because this is the income in exchange for labor, glorious, down-to-earth, and at ease.

Far more fulfilling than the wealth gained by bullying.

I laughed too.

This was the first time I smiled at Xu Fei after knowing his true identity.

"Yes, you're also in short supply of technical talent now. I remember when I first came to the provincial capital to work, I went to the labor market to look for a job, I saw that the wages of carpenters, bricklayers, and welders were very high, much higher than handing out leaflets and being a waiter, and I was still very envious, but I didn't know these skills, and I thought, it's really not good, I also want to learn electrical welding technology. ”

At that, we both laughed.

They all laughed and hated.

Xu Fei and I are not as exaggerated as enmity.

But this smile seems to have laughed away all the estrangement of the previous few days.

Looking at my smile, Xu Fei was a little stunned.

Then he suddenly asked me, "Huanxi, do you have any plans for the future?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Earn money, that's what I'm going to do." ”

Xu Fei lowered his head and looked not at my eyes, but at the toes on the ground.

"Then will you stay in the provincial capital?"

At that time, I didn't understand the deep meaning of Xu Fei's question.

So he replied: "Yes, I finally settled down in the provincial capital, so I naturally have to continue to work hard." ”

Then I made another joke.

"At least, no one dares to bully me here, right? Looking at it this way, it doesn't seem to be a loss to be misunderstood and shout a few sister-in-law. ”

Xu Fei suddenly raised his head.

I saw what seemed to be a light flashing in his eyes.

At the time, I didn't know what the light meant.

Later I understood.

Xu Fei suddenly asked me: "Huanxi, then you are willing to ......?"

At this moment, suddenly the door opened, and more than 20 young people came in from outside.

I've seen some of them, and some of them have been raw.

They should all be Xu Fei's subordinates.

But I didn't see Erlong.

These people rushed in and saw Xu Fei and me.

"Brother Fei, are you really leaving?"

"Big brother, don't you care about us?"

"Big brother, after you're gone, how are we going to mess around? ”

"Yes, because there is Brother Fei here in the urban village, those forces outside dare not come in. If Feige doesn't care about us, we won't be those people's opponents at all. ”

"Brother Fei, you are my idol, you are gone, what should I do!"

They babbled.

There is only one meaning.

I don't want Xu Fei to leave.

I don't want this gang to break up.

Xu Fei pressed his hand in the air to stop the noise of these people.

"Listen to me, I'm leaving for myself and for everyone's good. I'm 29 years old, I've been out since I was 15 years old, and I've been mixing for 14 years now. What have I mixed up in the past 14 years? Just now a brother said that he would use me as an idol. Then tell me, what do you admire about me?"

Xu Fei asked one of the young men.

The young man was probably eighteen or nineteen years old, with a young face and pimples all over his face.

Being named by Xu Fei, the pimple boy was a little excited: "Brother Fei, I've heard of your name since I was a child, you are the most awesome person in our urban village! I heard that when you are the most powerful, you can walk sideways in the city center, and no one dares not to give you face! So after I heard that you were released from prison, I immediately ran out of that broken middle school, and I want to be a big brother like you!"

The pimple boy blushed as he spoke.

is full of yearning to become a big brother in the rivers and lakes.

His words drew echo from several of his peers.

Xu Fei smiled bitterly: "You guys think the same as me when I was young, when I was your age, I was crazy about watching movies like "Crazy Boy", and I felt that I was very majestic, and everyone was afraid of me. Indeed, I used to mix up, I was beautiful, I was alive, and I was very rich, and I was very inflated at that time, and I looked down on my peers who were still in school. I think I'm the most promising, how wonderful my life is, happy and hateful, drunk and gold-obsessed, everywhere I go, everyone shouts Feige, and even more than a dozen years older than me nod to me. And those who know that those who study in school are all bad seeds, all fools, nerds, and mediocre all their lives. But now? What did I get? Except for an outdated false name, I went to prison, I lost a leg, my wife died because of me, my parents cut off relations with me, my mother-in-law treated me as an enemy, and my daughter couldn't be with me because she was afraid that I would cause her trouble. This is the fate of me, a big brother who is quite awesome in your eyes, do you still envy me? And those classmates I looked down on back then, some of them went to university, even took the doctoral examination, went abroad, and now they are famous, even if those grades are not particularly good, only an ordinary job, but they are all married and start their own small lives, their wives and children are hot kang, and they are harmonious. How can I be like this? I'm always worried that someone will come and cut me in the middle of the night. So I'm really tired, and there's no future for mixing. It's like that movie, you've all seen it, right? As it says in "Infernal Affairs", if you come out to mix, you will have to pay it back sooner or later. ”

Xu Fei said very sincerely.

I saw that some of his little brothers bowed their heads, and some were thoughtful.

But there was also a look of disbelief in their eyes.

Xu Fei continued: "So in fact, after I was released from prison, I wanted to wash my hands and not do it. But at that time, I still felt that I was your eldest brother and had to be responsible for you, so I couldn't just leave, so I came back. I stayed here and guarded the one-third of an acre of land in the urban village. I thought I was very low-key, and it was a change, but as a friend of mine said, this is to be a watch and to set up a torii. Many of you think that I will continue to fight with people, and I will be famous and rich and have women, so you will all surround me, but I tell you now, I am tired, I really can't mix anymore, so I am leaving, I am leaving, and you will no longer have the illusion of mixing with me. ”

Speaking of this, Xu Fei's tone intensified: "I also hope that after I leave, you can all do something right." If you are young, it is better to go back to school and learn some cultural knowledge, so that you can really be productive in the future. Older people also learn a trade, whether it is electrical welding, car repair, cooking, or doing a small business in the night market, it is better than continuing to mix. Listen to my brother's words, let's be a good person, be a good person, don't bully others, in fact, it is to protect yourself. I really don't want you to go and mix with other big brothers, become cannon fodder, and end up in prison, die on the streets, or live in poverty for the rest of your life. ”

Xu Fei paused when he said this: "We still have a piece of land here in the urban village, which has been idle since it was photographed back then. At that time, I was very ambitious, watching others make money in real estate, and I also wanted to engage in real estate development myself. But I overestimated myself, I was not a business material at all, I didn't make a name for myself for a long time, and I was almost cheated. After that, I went in. Before I leave the provincial capital, I will sell the land and give all the money I get to the brothers who are broken, to the families of those brothers who have gone in, and to the families of those brothers who are gone, I hope everyone can understand. From now on, there is no such thing as Feige on the rivers and lakes, you can call me Brother Xu, or you can call me Lao Xu. Hopefully, years from now, when I come back here, my brothers and I will still be bragging and drinking together. ”

At this point, Xu Fei's words were finished.

After saying that, I saw that his eyes were red.

Although it is not a promising career.

But after all, it has been mixed for more than ten years, and the most precious time in my life is used to mix.

Now that he has really retired, Xu Fei just wants to open it again, and he will inevitably sigh a little.

Those little brothers are a little at a loss.

Maybe that's what it's like to have no leader.

Suddenly, a man stood up excitedly.

He should be about the same age as Xu Fei.

"Brother Fei, I've been with you for ten years! I've been out for so many years, and I've seen a lot of big brothers, but those big brothers are all nice and benevolent, and they keep talking about brotherly feelings, but in fact, they are all for money, and they are all desperately putting money in their pockets. And those brothers under him are just tools to be used, and they even go to prison for the eldest brother, and they don't even pay the settling-in allowance when they come out. But Feige, you're not like that, you really treat us as your brothers, you protect us, you cover us, and if you have the benefits, you will share them with everyone first, and you will be the first to bear the matter, Brother Fei! Let's just say Feige, why did you go in? Isn't it just to avenge our bullied brother? After being released from prison, the management fee you are now collecting, Feige, you not only give it to your brothers, but also take care of those who are gone, disabled, and go in. Really, you are the most benevolent and righteous big brother I have ever met! I Zhang Huzi is uneducated, but I just recognize you, Brother Fei, where you go, I will go! I will go with you!"

As soon as Zhang Hu took the lead, several more people stood up.

It means that wherever Xu Fei goes, they will follow.

made Xu Fei one head and two big, and he couldn't smile bitterly.

He could only say: "I really can't take you away, let's listen to my advice, everyone should disperse, I hope you can all have a good future." ”

The men still wouldn't agree.

In the crowd, a man who looked very shrewd suddenly said: "Zhang Hu, Deng Da, Heipi, what are you coaxing? Brother Fei is leaving, and he is also going with his sister-in-law, what's the matter with a few of you?"

Then the shrewd man looked at me and said sincerely: "Sister-in-law, it is not easy for Feige to quit the rivers and lakes for so many years, he wants to quit the rivers and lakes, I support it, indeed, when he comes out to mix, he is all in the limelight for a while, and then he is downcast for a lifetime." I just hope that you can take good care of Phineas and our Panpan niece in the future, please!"

After saying that, this man actually bowed to me.

It's a very solemn kind.

After saying that, there were tears in my eyes.

As soon as he took the lead, the rest of the men also bowed and clenched their fists at me.

"Sister-in-law, please!"

"Sister-in-law, Feige will be handed over to you. ”

"Sister-in-law, I hope you are happy!"

"Sister-in-law, if you have something to shout in the future, I will be on call!"

Listening to this voice is full of emotional entrustment.

How does this make me good?

Although these people are all mistaken.

I'm not their sister-in-law.

I don't want to be their sister-in-law either.

But how do I explain the current situation?

I said you guys are mistaken, I don't like your big brother, we are just ordinary friends.

I won't go with him.

There is no intention to take care of him.

That would break the hearts of these people too much.

It is also equivalent to slapping Xu Fei in the face in public.

It may even affect Xu Fei's good intentions to disband these people.

So I can only make mistakes wrong.

At the same time, I was also a little moved.

Although most of these people are not good people.

Everyone has a lot of shortcomings.

But it is undeniable that they are really righteous towards their brothers.

It made me a little moved as a woman.

Indeed, the friendship of men, we women do not understand.

......

Look into their expectant eyes.

I could only speak: "Okay, I'll take good care of your big brother!"

When I say this, of course, I am fooling these brothers.

But strictly speaking, it is not a deception of them.

I only talk about care, but verbal care is also care.

Usually make a phone call to ask for warmth, of course, it is also considered to be taken care of.

I didn't say I was going to marry him.

These are all fantasies of these people themselves.

These people are really easy to coax.

My words made these men laugh like ghosts crying wolves.

Applauding, heckling, whistling.

It's a crowd of demons.

But I have to say, it's also very warm.

Actually, I'm not a person who likes to be boisterous, and I don't like messy.

But at this moment, it is even possible to blend into such an atmosphere.

Feel their simple pleasures.

Xu Fei's face also showed a smile that he hadn't seen for a long time.

He looked excited.

He grabbed my hand: "Huanxi, really? Thank you!"

I felt Xu Fei's hand squeezing hard.

It hurts a little bit to hold it.

But I'm not going to spoil the fun.

So I could only grit my teeth and endure it.

Seeing Xu Fei holding my hand, those people shouted even more fiercely.

"Kiss one!"

"Kiss one!"

"Kiss my sister-in-law!"

Is this to let Xu Fei kiss me?

It's too much.

When you make a hole in the house!

But when I looked at Xu Fei's face, there was an expression that was shy, but still eager to try.

I was shocked.

Xu Fei, what are you going to do?

It won't really kiss, right?

You little brothers don't know that we're acting, but you should know.

Please don't get too deep into the play!

I wanted Xu Fei to speak out to stop those little brothers from making noise.

It can be seen that Xu Fei looks like he has drunk too much.

And I didn't make a sound.

I'm still looking forward to it.

So I could only open my mouth and say to those people, "Okay, is it also for you to show you the intimacy between the two people? Although now he says that he is not your eldest brother, he can't make such a joke about the former eldest brother, right?"

As soon as I said that, the people fell silent.

I know my duty.

"Then Brother Fei, let's go. ”

"Don't delay the eldest brother and sister-in-law to rest. ”

"I gave birth to a noble son early. ”

"Brother Fei, the day you leave, we will get drunk and rest!"

......

Finally, these people left.

The courtyard was finally quiet.

And Xu Fei was still holding my hand, refusing to let go.

I motioned to him several times with my eyes.

He still didn't know anything.

Still giggling there.

I sighed inwardly.

Xu Fei is not only drinking, but also drinking a fake bar?

"Xu Fei?"

"Brother Xu?"

"The surname is Xu!"

Finally, after my volume was full, Xu Fei finally came to his senses.

He looked at me, and his face turned red.

"Then I'm leaving. "I'm leaving.

Because I feel that the atmosphere between me and Xu Fei is really a little awkward now.

Or ambiguous.

I don't like the atmosphere.

"Huanxi, then when I leave, I will call you, you go back and pack your things quickly. Xu Fei said to me.

I was stunned.

"What are you telling me to do, and why am I packing up?" I asked, puzzled.

"Aren't you going to go with me?" asked Xu Fei as a matter of course.

I'm speechless.

Big brother, I was acting just now.

It's just that others have been deceived by me.

Have you been deceived by me too?

Or is it self-deception?

Can you please not ask such a stupid question?

So I could only remind: "Xu Fei, just now I just asked your brothers to hurry back to their respective homes, what is our relationship, do you need me to explain?"

Xu Fei looked at me.

Suddenly, he became extremely serious.

"Huanxi, I like you. ”