Chapter 31: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 11

After breakfast, Song Yuan was already in good spirits, but when she turned her head to see Jian Feng, she looked wilted and drooping.

"Let's go back quickly. Song Kite said, "Are you tired? If you are very tired, you can let me drive." ”

Jian Feng shook his head: "It's okay." ”

Song Yuan nodded, and suddenly remembered: "By the way, on the first day of the new year, does anyone come to your house to pay New Year's greetings?"

Jian Feng didn't tell Song Yuan that the person he had just met was his own uncle, and shook his head: "No one came." ”

"Aren't Jian Ziyu and Jian Jian coming too?" Song Yuan was curious.

"The Chinese New Year is one of the busiest times for simple work, and he doesn't come. Jian Feng said.

"Oh. Song Yuan thought about it seriously, indeed, all kinds of celebrations during the New Year will be related to the entertainment company, and everyone can rest, but the agents and artists of the entertainment company still have to catch up with various live broadcast parties......

"Do you want to pay New Year's greetings to your family?" Jian Feng remembered, from yesterday to now, Song Yuan didn't seem to have made a phone call to his family.

"I sent a text message, but I didn't dare to call back, for fear of being murdered by my mother. Song Yuan sighed.

If her family knew that she had broken up with Zhang Chen now, she would probably be very angry.

Whether it's complaining that she didn't know people clearly, or complaining that she didn't keep that man's heart after living together, or because she wasted so many years of her youth on him......

She is twenty-six years old this year, rounding off, she has officially stepped into the road of Bensan, and she is getting old, and her time is fleeting...... Some people say that when you start to enter the last five years, you will gradually lose your initial enthusiasm and confidence, and people will gradually become mediocre......

Song Yuan looked up at Jian Feng, who was also a year older, but Jian Feng could be regarded as entering the ideal ...... Career and love are on the rise. Oh, Dr. Jane may not have love, but now Dr. Jane seems to be trying to slowly learn normal human feelings.

Song Kite casts her eyes out the window and looks at the lonely street scene of Kyoto through her own reflection. What is she now? She is Jian Feng's dispenser, responsible for psychological adjustment...... But in the process, she inevitably moved the people around her.

This is not a good thing, at least for Song Yuan, in the past three years, she has abandoned her self-esteem for a man and for her so-called love, lost her direction of progress, and spent all day in a daze. Now, although the person who makes Song Yuan feel heart-warming is Jian Feng...... Perhaps Dr. Jian is not as indecisive as Zhang Chen. No, the situation is only worse now, although Jian Feng is not indecisive, but Jian Feng's bad character is more terrible than indecision.

Song Yuan smiled dumbly, feeling that her crush on Jian Feng was not a purgatory-level crush.

But liking is something that can be restrained, especially for adults. Purgatory level, then challenge yourself.

The challenge was unmoved by Jian Feng's side for three months, and she had already failed.

Challenging not to show his liking in front of Jian Feng, Song Yuan began to count down to himself in his heart.

"What are you thinking?" Jian Feng asked.

"I want to make plans for the new year. Song Yuan yawned.

"It's about planning ahead. Jian Feng thought for a moment.

"Do you have any plans for the new year?" asked Song Yuan.

"Work diligently and conscientiously, live a safe and smooth life. Jian Feng recalled the blessings of those friends in the early morning.

"Ah, that's good. Song Yuan nodded, it just sounded a bit official.

"Is there anything else?" Jian Feng felt that Song Yuan wanted to speak and stopped.

"What about the other aspects?" Song Yuan asked, "in terms of life." ”

Jian Feng frowned slightly.

"I don't mean anything else, I just think you really should prepare yourself for the rest of your life...... Jian Feng, you're thirty years old. Song Yuan folded her fingers and counted for him, "Although everyone is getting married quite late now, although you do have some emotional problems now, you should seriously consider these things...... Instead of blindly resisting and avoiding. ”

"I didn't just resist running away. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan felt that his tone of voice was a little rushed, and he didn't dare to squeak.

"I've lived in Kyoto for so many years and haven't resisted being introduced to girls, and I just broke up with my girlfriend a month before I met you. Jian Feng pursed his lips, he felt that it was easy to misunderstand when he said this, but he still wanted to make it clear to Song Yuan, "I only entered the window period in the past six months after I met you." ”

Song Kite's fingers were entangled, and she was a little at a loss: "Ah...... Is that so?"

"After getting to know you, I found a new possibility. Jian Feng said.

"What possibility?"

"......" Jian Feng thought seriously.

"Well, you don't have to explain, I know what you mean, knowing me has given you the possibility that you can be a person in the future. Song Kite's indifferent evaluation.

Jian Feng lowered his head and coughed lightly, although the words were a little ugly, but it was almost the same meaning.

Song Yuan knew that he couldn't believe anything that made you feel ambiguous from the mouth of this garbage straight man Jian Feng, after all, he was a weird guy who had no feelings and didn't understand love.

Jian Feng intuitively felt that Song Yuan was angry, but the topic had already progressed to a state where he didn't know how to make up for it, so he could only continue to drive quietly.

When Jian Feng went to park, Song Yuan stood in a daze in the open space of his courtyard, and after a while, Jian Feng came back and saw that Song Yuan was still in place.

"Why don't you go in, isn't it cold outside?" he asked.

"Do you want to plant some flowers here in the spring?" Song Yuan suddenly asked.

Jian Feng was stunned for a moment, and then nodded: "Yes." ”

Song Yuan smiled.

"But what do you want to plant?" Jian Feng was a little worried, "I can't take care of the flowers you put in the house, you have to take them away in the future, and plant them in the garden......"

The implication is that the flowers in the garden may really die completely when she leaves.

Song Yuan didn't have any hope for this man anymore, and she just wanted to leave him a little memory in the future when she made this suggestion......

"Then let's raise some good flowers, the moon season, irises and other things are quite alive in Kyoto, you don't have to water them, you can survive by eating the rain. Song Yuan thought for a moment.

Jian Feng turned to look at Song Kite, Song Kite, who was wrapped in a thick cotton coat, stood in the courtyard and seriously thought about what kind of plants were more resistant, the sun was shining on her long hair, quiet and gentle.

"Whatever you like. Jian Feng said.

"Huh?"

"You look at the seeds, you don't have to think about whether I can feed them or not. Jian Feng suddenly felt a little sad, "Even if you leave, if you can't fight, you will find another gardener to take care of you on the basis of the nanny." ”

Ah, yes, Song Kite forgot about this stubble.

"Okay. Song Yuan nodded, no longer seriously considering the possibility of Dr. Jian personally taking care of the flowers that might be planted, and began to think about what kind of flowers would be more suitable for this house. You should choose a better looking and matching flower, so that even if the house has a real mistress in the future, maybe she will choose to keep the plants she planted because of the beauty of this garden......

She felt that she was really a scheming woman.

However, she simply wanted to leave him something, after all, once some people disappear in life, they may never cross paths again.

The little bit of fate between her and Jian Feng is, in the final analysis, this person has other plans for her...... When one day, Dr. Jane really slowly understands what kind of relationship is and learns to interact with others normally, then she will not be needed.

She didn't even have to abandon him, she replied to her own initiative to leave.

When the agreement between the two people was not completed, Song Yuan had already begun to find a way for himself to retreat......

If I had been better, maybe I'd try to pursue it, try to work hard. But now I have nothing, what should I use to pursue that star? Song Yuan, who was lying on the bed, couldn't help but think.

Picking the stars with bare hands is just a dream of the ancestors after all. There is no such thing in reality......

Song Yuan didn't sleep too long in bed, and got up when it was almost noon, combed her hair casually, and prepared to make lunch.

What should be cooked for lunch is a question, Song Yuan, who was in front of the full refrigerator, thought to him.

By the time Jian Feng slept until he was awakened from hunger, Song Yuan had just prepared lunch.

"I was about to call you. ”

"It's okay, I woke up on my own. Jian Feng sat at the dining table, staring at the sweet and sour chops on the table.

"I remember that you like to eat a lot, so you made a special one, and the fried vegetables are still in the kitchen waiting for me to get them, don't steal them. Song Yuan said.

Jian Feng nodded, and quietly twisted a side hawthorn ball to eat after Song Yuan left.

After Song Yuan came back, he carefully observed for a long time, and he didn't see that there were fewer ribs, but he always felt that according to Jian Feng, he was not such an obedient person.

Jian Feng, who was not found, turned on the same face as usual, picked a few ribs into his bowl and began to gnaw slowly.

Song Yuan thought for a while, and her face was solemn: "Tell me honestly, what did you steal and eat?"

Jian Feng looked at her.

"I'm asking this question very seriously, and we need a little bit of trust between us. You say yes, right?"

Jian Feng didn't know why Song Yuan was obsessed with this problem, but after being with Song Yuan for a long time, he gradually regarded her as his own, and he was actually quite loyal to chatting with Song Yuan, watching movies and eating. If you talk about trust......

"Canned hawthorn. Jian Feng swallowed a mouthful of food and said.

Song Yuan gasped: "Jian Feng!"

"Why can't it be eaten when it's on the table?" Jian Feng thought strange.

"......" doesn't mean that you can't eat it, but your behavior is outrageous.

Jian Feng had some strange habits, which Song Yuan himself slowly discovered.

In fact, Jian Feng is not a strict and strict person in the strict sense, or after getting acquainted with Jian Feng, Jian Feng will reveal some so-called nature in front of her...... For example, stealing snacks or prepared dishes from her.

When she first found out that Jian Feng had secretly eaten the glutinous rice balls she had just made, Song Yuan was stunned.

She counted the past over and over again, and only eighteen of the twenty glutinous rice balls she made were left, and even wondered if she had only made eighteen for a while.

"I ate it. Jian Feng saw that Song Yuan was so entangled, and finally told the truth.

β€œ...... So why are you going to eat it? Wait a minute, it's going to be eaten?"

"Wait a minute, there's something to eat. "Jane Feng takes it for granted.

β€œ......”

So, to sum up, Jian Feng actually has the potential to be naughty. Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng and Jian Ziyu were still similar, at least in these small habits, Jian Ziyu was also a serious nonsense, and apologized for big mistakes, and the small mistakes were not red and heartbeat at all, maybe they were all genetic......

"Speaking of which, why didn't Jian Ziyu come over for a winter vacation?" Song Yuan asked curiously, "Isn't Jian Jian very busy, will you have time to take Jian Ziyu?"

"It's coming soon. Jian Feng said.

"Huh?"

"Jian Ziyu will go to the tutorial class after the holiday, the class is scheduled until yesterday, and the tutorial class will be on holiday after the New Year, no one cares about him, and he will probably be sent over tomorrow. ”

"Is that so?"

"In previous years, he worked overtime with me in the hospital, but this year you will continue to take care of him. Jian Feng said.

"Ah, it doesn't matter, just help you do something, and it's all about returning the favor. Song Yuan said.

Jian Feng shook his head: "If you don't want to take him, I can take him to the hospital with me." ”

"I'm not ......"

"It's annoying for kids. Jian Feng said suddenly.

"Huh?" Song Yuan was stunned.

"I often lose patience when I'm taking Jian Ziyu, so I think you can get annoyed sometimes. You don't need to have this kind of annoyance, so if you feel annoyed, don't hold on to it......"

"Dear Dr. Jane, are you saying this to care about me?"

Jian Feng was stunned.

"Just say it next time. Song Yuan said, "I don't want you to be too tired, I want to help you do something, I'm caring about you." ”

Jian Feng didn't speak.

"You always seem to be afraid that others will find out that you don't have much care and tenderness, so you deliberately avoid it, don't choose to show it in words, and sometimes even speak very hard. Song Yuan couldn't help but say, "This may be a self-protection mechanism of yours." But Jian Feng, now you don't need this kind of self-protection. ”

He was now in a completely safe environment, and he didn't need that kind of cold emotional protection mechanism.

Jian Feng clenched his palms.

"Don't be afraid of others seeing your heart. Song Yuan pointed to his heart in the air, "The interaction between people is sincere and sincere, and only by showing your heart to others can you get the same feedback from others." ”

"I don't want to show anyone what I'm in. Jian Feng said.

Song Yuan was stunned, "I say this, not to show you your privacy and secrets to others, but to tell others some more conventional things, your thoughts, your opinions, your opinions, and tell others all of this." ”

"Why should I tell someone?"

He started again, and Song Yuan wiped his sweat in his heart, "You have to be friends with people." ”

"I don't need to be friends with anybody else. ”

Then you deserve to be lonely and widowed for the rest of your life! Song Kite's irascible personality roared wildly in her head, don't care about this guy, get used to him!

You have to tell him well, he is still in a state of emotional stress, and he will definitely be scolded for facing and dissecting his problems, he just doesn't understand, you have to tell him.

You have to tell him what he didn't know in the past, or what others didn't teach him successfully.

"What you need. Song Yuan looked at Jian Feng and said in a gentle tone, "You think I'm good now, don't you?"

Jian Feng nodded.

"In the future, you will meet people who are as good as me, or even better than me, but if you can't speak, you may not be able to become friends with them, so you should change your style. ”

"If they don't like me because of who I am, if they don't want to be friends with me, why should I accommodate them?"

"It's not accommodation. Song Yuan felt that she was about to be angry with Jian Feng, "I like it." ”

"Huh?" Jian Feng's brow furrowed even more.

Song Yuan felt that her metaphor was a bit unashamed, but she still had to come up with it and say, "You will always meet someone you like, and you will make changes for the person you like." ”

Jian Feng pursed his lips, "I won't." ”

It doesn't make sense......

But Song Yuan still wanted to work harder, "When you really meet that person, you will." ”

"I won't. Jian Feng still insisted.

"Okay, then when you can't ......" Song Yuan felt that he was really a failure, "but ......"

Jian Feng waited for her sentence for a long time, but she couldn't wait for Song Yuan to continue.

"But what?" Jian Feng looked at her.

"No, no. Song Yuan sighed, "Let's discuss this issue another day." ”

It turns out that teaching Jian Feng is more tiring than teaching Jian Ziyu...... Jian Ziyu likes to run around at most when he is young, and he is just physically tired when he teaches him, Jian Feng is quite old, and he can often be angry when he talks to him...... Physically and mentally exhausted.

"Okay. Jian Feng also felt that his appearance of lifting the bar was a bit impolite, and after lunch, he even took the initiative to wash the dishes, although he only threw them into the dishwasher......

"I always thought you guys wouldn't think the dishwasher was clean enough. "After all, Jian Feng is a doctor, and it's normal to be a little clean.

"No, the dishwasher will only be cleaner than manual washing. "This dishwasher system is made by the same company as the system used to clean surgical instruments in our hospital. "Quality is assured.

"Okay. "Whatever you say is what you say.

"Don't girls like to wash dishes?" Jian Feng suddenly asked.

"How do you say that?"

"The women around me don't seem to like it very much. Jian Feng pondered for a moment and said.

Song Yuan didn't particularly care about who the other women in Jian Fengkou referred to, but said: "In fact, this is a family status relationship, and sometimes women who don't do housework can show their dominance in family relationships." ”

"Dominance?" Jian Feng was skeptical of the word.

"It's a social statement. Song Yuan stretched on the sofa, "The reality is that girls who don't have to wash dishes are spoiled and happy." ”

"If you don't wash the dishes, do you think you're being pampered?"

"Hmm...... It's the first step to being pampered. Song Yuan thought for a moment, "But a woman who doesn't need to wash the dishes is at least loved." ”

"I don't think you're right......"

Song Yuan put his right hand flat on the tip of his left finger and made a pause gesture, "I know what I said is wrong, but don't fight me anymore, I'm going to be angry." ”

Well, Jian Feng felt that he still didn't have any family status, and now he didn't dare to make Song Yuan angry...... But if you ask him why he doesn't want her to be angry, he can't tell. This may be something that overrides his current understanding......

Do you like it?

Is it love?

Jian Feng didn't know that thinking about these questions would destroy the calm and peaceful atmosphere of life that he rarely obtained now, so Jian Feng chose not to delve into it.

Now this appearance is already very good, as for the person who will appear in Song Yuan's mouth in the future, let's wait until when it will appear in the future.

Jian Ziyu was really sent over the next day, and it is worth mentioning that this time Jian Ziyu was sent by Jian himself.

Jian Feng had just come back from the night shift and saw the simple car parked at his house, his face was not very good, every time he came to his house, he could find him a long-term anger, he actually didn't like this brother very much, even if they were each other's only relatives now.

But today seems to be a little special, after Jian Feng pushed the door open, he didn't see Jian Jian sitting in the living room facing him with that vicious night girl's face, he swept his gaze, and he didn't find Jian Jian and Jian Ziyu as far as his eyes could see.

Where have all the people gone?

Jian Feng took off his coat and changed his shoes, and began to look for Song Kite, looking at the time, Song Kite might be preparing breakfast, and he walked towards the kitchen.

The moment he opened the sliding door, Jian Feng couldn't deny that his heart twitched.

"What are you doing?" he looked coldly at the three people who were busy working in the kitchen.

"Make dumplings, you should eat dumplings on the second day of the new year. Song Yuan said so.

"I know you're making dumplings. Jian Feng looked at Jian Jian and Jian Ziyu, "I'm asking what you two are doing here?"

"Help. "Simple is a matter of course," I haven't eaten breakfast yet, so I'm still preparing to help. Jian Ziyu can make dumplings, come and show your uncle. ”

Jian Ziyu obediently lifted a dumpling in his hand that did not break the skin.

"......" Jian Feng felt that the appearance of their family of three in front of him was extremely dazzling.

Jian Feng made it clear that he would never eat the dumplings made by the father and son, and he was afraid of death by the medicine.

Song Kite expressed helplessness about this: "Everyone is a dumpling cooked in a pot, can you tell which one is which?"

Jian Feng, who forcibly joined the kitchen cooking team, separated the dumplings on the bamboo curtain according to their appearance, "Cook the two of them separately in a pot." ”

"......" Song Yuan felt that Jian Feng was so naΓ―ve.

Jian Feng was serious, "I'm going to cook dumplings." ”

...... "Thank you so much!"

Today is probably the day with the most people at the dinner table of Jian Feng's family, and the four of them sit in a row around the table, holding porcelain bowls and eating dumplings.

"Why did you come so early today?" Jian Feng deliberately compared the time, and found that the time of Jian Jian came today was obviously wrong.

"I have a plane to catch today, and I'm going to leave after breakfast. Simply said.

"Oh. Jian Feng nodded, if he believed in the simple words, he would have a ghost.

According to Jian Feng's understanding of the simple situation, he must have heard that someone in his family had come over early to spy on the enemy...... Although Jian Feng couldn't say where Jane's curiosity about his snooping came from, one of the contradictions between himself and Jane was that Jane was too lenient in everything.

If Jian Feng could hear what Jian Feng was saying, he would definitely be the first to blow up. As the elder brother of the child with this problem, can his concern and condolences for the child with the problem be called lenien? This is a dual contribution to society and the child with a problem, and if the award can be given, Jian Jian will definitely give himself the award of the best good brother. How many people in the world would care so much about the size of their younger brother? Where is he raising his younger brother, he has never been so concerned about raising Jian Ziyu.

Song Yuan was not clear about the contradictions and entanglements between the two brothers, and Jian Jian, as a nanny brother who cared about Jian Feng's every move and did everything, was very curious about Song Yuan's identity.

When he first met Song Kite, he thought that Song Kite was Jian Feng's crush, but Jian Feng said no. When he saw Song Kite at Jian Feng's house, he thought that Song Kite was Jian Feng's bed partner, but looking at the distance between the two people, it didn't look like they had a relationship. When I ate the dumplings made by Song Kite, I thought that maybe Jian Feng had found a cook for herself!

But what is the origin of the cook, you still have to ask clearly.

Jian Jian was the first to finish eating, he was a typical representative of eating without sleeping, but when he put away the dishes and chopsticks and wiped his mouth, it was time for him to start his gossip.

"What does Miss Song Kite do?" asked Jianjian, "The last time I met you at the Lilin Hotel, you seemed to be with the crew...... But you don't seem to be an actor. ”

"Ah, I'm a director. Song Yuan said, "But now I have left the crew." ”

"Hmm, is there any problem?" Jian Jian knows which crew Song Yuan joined, the crew has been busy with publicity recently, and the director, director and screenwriter are undoubtedly not showing up to engage in publicity, if it weren't for leaving the group because of special things, Jian Jian couldn't think of the reason why Song Yuan was idle with his brother at the moment.

"I myself was called by Chen Nuo to help, and I didn't have anything to do after the plot was filmed, and I was busy reviewing for graduate school entrance examinations, so I didn't have the energy to continue to work on the crew. Song Yuan explained.

Jian blinked lightly, few people can fool him, he can always be the first to detect other people's lies, the young lady opposite is lying, he knows.

He chose not to debunk, which was his courtesy.

But he was curious......

This is his inferior nature as simplicity.

He will be curious about anything that piques his interest.