Chapter 32: The Abyss Is Like the Sea 12
However, Jian Jian couldn't hear too much news from Song Yuan this time, because he was really in a hurry to catch the plane, and he was kicked out by Jian Feng shortly after eating.
"I'm telling you, I'm your brother, you have to be respectful of me. Jian Jian expressed dissatisfaction with Jian Feng's attitude.
"I already respect you very much, it's you who have to challenge my bottom line every time. Jian Feng clasped his hands in front of his chest and looked at him angrily.
"Okay, I admit that I didn't do anything wrong in the past, but I haven't done anything to challenge your bottom line this time, what are you doing in such a hurry to get me away?"
Jian Feng is going to be annoyed to death by this guy Jian, there is no one of the most annoying people in the world except for Simple, I don't know if it is the reason for a mother's compatriots, Simple can always accurately find his sore spot every time.
"Nope. Jian Feng returned to his usual coldness.
Jian Jian thought seriously about the performance of Jian Feng: "Are you sure?"
"Yes. "Jian Feng is serious.
"To be honest, you have been persuading me to find a mother for Jian Ziyu. "I think Jian Ziyu seems to like Miss Song quite a lot, if the two of you don't have any emotional entanglements, I may try to pursue her and find a more acceptable stepmother for Jian Ziyu." ”
"Are you serious?" Jian Feng certainly knew that Jian Feng was joking.
"No, just talk about it and try your reaction. Shrugged his shoulders simply, "You are really as boring as ever, no wonder Cheng Linzhi will break up with you." ”
Jian Feng was silent.
"What's the problem between you and Cheng Linzhi? I remember that the girls you dated normally before weren't so cold as this......" Jian Jian recalled seriously, "What did Cheng Linzhi do to you to make you so disgusted with her?"
"No, I just don't like her. Jian Feng said.
"Ha, Cheng Linzhi is very good!"
"She was the first person to give me a clear sense of disgust. Jian Feng felt that this was not easy, and he had seen so many angry things with the rebel leader Richi at the beginning, but he couldn't get so tired of it so thoroughly.
"Then, maybe it's the natural aura discord. "I have to admit it.
"Anyway, don't introduce me to women in the future, I don't need to. Jian Feng said.
Simple smile: "Look at what you said, I don't know that you think that with Miss Song Yuan, you will find a destiny for life, and then you don't have to worry about lifelong events in the future." ”
Jian Feng was blocked and speechless.
"But you're not. Looking at Jian Feng very clearly, "You don't love others at all, you just rely on others...... You know that's not good, right?"
Jian Feng understood.
"What should you do if you do this and delay others in finding their own home in the future?"
"I'll take care of it. Jian Fengqiang said.
"I doubt the handling of your mouth. Simple pouting.
"Why are you so sure I didn't fall in love with her?" Jian Feng had also been confused about himself recently, and for a moment he felt that it was okay for him to live with Song Yuan like this, and everyone around him who knew him was persuading him to give Song Yuan a try...... But the easiest way in the world to see him said such things.
"Why?" Jian thought about it for a moment, "probably because we are both heartless people, so I don't think you can fall in love with someone so selflessly. ”
No heart? Jian Feng was stunned.
"You see that I play the world, and the lovers I have dated can go around Kyoto in a row, but if you want to say who you really fall in love with, I can definitely say that no. My fondness for women is a bit similar to stamp ......"
Jian Feng pursed her lower lip.
"Of course, you're not like me, you don't like this kind of thing, even tired of it, you're tired of everything in the world...... Contrary to me, I love everything in the world. ”
The two of them are like two extremes, one positive and one negative, one black and one white.
"So I'm not going to fall in love with her?" asked Jian Feng.
"This is not a question you should ask me, this is a question you should ask yourself, after all, even I don't know what will become of me if I fall in love with someone, and I can't guess you. Simply said.
"And what do you think might have become if I really fell in love with someone?"
Jian thought about it seriously: "It won't be like this anyway. ”
"Huh?"
"You're never going to be as quiet and peaceful as you are now. The simple meaning left such a sentence and left in the car.
Jian Feng stood in the courtyard in front of the door for a while, and finally returned to the room as the temperature on the surface of his body gradually decreased.
The room was warm, the temperature of the electric fireplace was as hot as the flames on the image, and Song Yuan was watching a TV series with Jian Ziyu in front of the huge LCD screen in the living room.
"Auntie, I think this male protagonist is so stupid......"
"The plot needs it. Song Kite said to him while eating dried squid.
Jian Feng understands the meaning of simplicity, Song Kite at this moment cannot be said to be a beloved person for him, he likes Song Kite and likes to stay with Song Kite, and more importantly, because this woman has a kind of home-like care and warmth around her, he relies on her, but he doesn't love her, and he doesn't want to lose her in a short time.
Love is far from family...... Some people say that not all love can be successfully transformed into family affection, and there are countless couples who die on the road to transformation. In the same way, not all family affection can be converted into love, and more often than not, there is no kind of family relationship under hormonal fluctuations...... More approximate to burden.
Jian Feng is not a person who lacks logical reasoning ability, he has a high emotional intelligence, but he is used to thinking rationally, which leads to the fact that, in most cases, Jian Feng can clearly see the human sophistication experienced by Song Yuan. He guessed that the reason why Song Yuan broke up with Zhang Chen was also because he failed on the road of transforming family affection into love......
Song Yuan is not a woman who will give people a very strong emotional impact, Zhang Chen is with her, it is easy to lose the impulse and return to the water, not everyone likes a calm life like water...... Quiet days are too dull for most people, and thrill-seeking is the instinct of most men......
It's no surprise that they broke up.
Jian Feng finished thinking about these questions in a short time, but Song Yuan had already found Jian Feng who was still standing in the living room.
"Jian Feng, why don't you go to sleep yet?" Song Yuan asked him.
“...... Right away. He didn't have the embarrassment to say that he was thinking about some problems just now, he felt that these problems should not be explained to Song Yuan, because no matter how straight he was, he also knew to tell Song Yuan clearly: Although I am very good to you now, I don't love you, I hope you can continue to be my tenant and cohabitant. You'll be slapped in the face.
"Have you ever heard of the stars?" Song Kite's mentor had asked her a question.
"What's wrong with the stars?" Song Yuan didn't understand what her sentimental dissertation tutor was trying to say, because many times the old gentleman was too emotional.
"The planets are very far away from us, and most of the planets are not easy to observe. ”
But does this have anything to do with my graduation thesis?
"In Chinese, the stars are the sum of all the planets...... When many planets come together, you can see the stars in the sky to see its existence. ”
"Hmm. Song Yuan nodded.
"The reason you show things in the plot is the same as this. The mentor said.
"Huh?" Song Yuan wondered.
"The material in your hand is scattered, like planets, and only by putting them together according to certain rules can you express what you want to express. The mentor smiled, "Usually accumulate the inspirations you encounter in your life, connect them together, and record all the stories around you that you think are beautiful or sad, these are the feelings you need to maintain when you shoot in the future." ”
"Huh?" Song Yuan didn't understand why his topic changed so quickly, but he still nodded.
"A good director must have emotions, when you are filming joy, you can't be sad, when you are filming tragedy, emotions can't be particularly happy......" The mentor knocked on her head, "You have to be more skilled in empathy than actors, because in many cases, your emotions are the guiding signs that drive the whole crew." ”
Song Yuan continued to nod.
"I heard you've been making a romance movie lately?"
Song Yuan nodded, this is the film she recently asked Zhang Chen to work with.
"I heard you have a boyfriend. The mentor said, "When you are making a film, think more about how you usually fall in love, and the film will be better." ”
Song Kite said that she remembered it.
Many years have passed, and Song Yuan still maintains the habit of recording her daily news, and the simplicity she encountered today, including the TV she watched with Jian Ziyu, was written down by her in the form of keywords. When her sticky notes were written in Jane Wind...... Song Yuan couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth, and spent a small flower behind Jian Feng's name.
She doesn't like to keep a diary, but she will record her daily movements in a way that is similar to writing passwords, and when she is idle, she will turn it out and look at her codebook, which is hidden in the middle of things that only she knows.
Today is the last day of Jian Feng's duty, Jian Feng slept until noon, and got up to eat lunch in confusion.
Song Yuan saw that Jian Feng was sleepy like that, for fear that he would poke the chopsticks into his nostrils when he was eating, Song Yuan couldn't help but sigh: "After this shift is over, will you have a rest?"
"Yes. Jian Feng nodded, after this shift is over, the doctor who traveled abroad should come back to take over, and Jian Feng can also naturally get rid of the miserable life of the recent reversal of day and night, rest at home for three or five days, and then devote himself to work.
"Then take a good rest......" Song Yuan took a sip of soup.
"Do you have anything you want to do?" Jian Feng asked, he felt that Song Yuan suddenly asked him what he wanted to do about his vacation.
"It's nothing, I just see that you've been too tired lately, if you have a break, you can take a good rest. Song Yuan shook her head, then suddenly remembered something, and said to Jian Feng seriously, "I said this to show that I care about you." ”
Ah, is that so? Jian Feng raised his spoon hand slightly, and realized that he had not been cared for so much in a long time. Others rarely care about him in such trivial matters, at least Yin Ci won't, Jian won't, and other friends won't.
Since he had done an analysis with him last time, he seemed to understand why he liked staying with Song Yuan so much. Song Yuan is a perfect person to make up for the blank in his life, he lives in a particularly serious and formal environment, the friends around him are cold and reserved people who have nothing to do with themselves, everyone is used to thinking about all the problems in the world with rational thinking, and does not like to live in the way of Song Kite's so-called sincerity for sincerity......
And the most important thing is that the people around Jian Feng will only choose to stay farther and farther away from him because of Jian Feng's cold character, like Song Yuan, who is so stupid, knowing that he is indifferent and impersonal, but still sticks to try to warm him, almost non-existent.
The most important thing he should think about is that there are usually others who try to stick to him, but he refuses. Ran Yandai stirred the bubble tea in front of her, "And Song Yuan is the special option that he can accept and integrate into his world." ”
Ji Lanyu didn't expect that as soon as his New Year's duty ended, his first colleague Ran Yandai, who had come out to drink tea together, was actually talking to him about Jian Feng and Song Yuan from beginning to end. Well, although he himself likes to gossip, but ......
"Jian Feng is actually not a good person. Ji Lanyu said.