Chapter 48: Life Needs to Be Experienced!

Let's just change my name to Master Fool!

Every time I hear his nonsense and bragging, I deeply realize that with my current experience and age, I will definitely not be able to fight this "old man" who is over half a hundred years old.

To use a proverb, he eats more salt than I eat, he crosses a bridge longer than I walk, what to fight, what to fight?

After countless encounters, I have long been impressed by the adaptability and skill of the master in that book.

Moreover, I also found that the master in the book was particularly good at using the method of "psychological suggestion" to "cure" my illness.

He told his parents that no matter what the devil and snake god were, as long as they entered his house, they would hide far away, for fear of being attacked and eliminated by the "Haoran righteousness" in it.

And tell me that your stomach won't hurt as soon as you enter my room, what do you think?

Of course, I was talking to him: "No, I still hurt!"

"Oh, the mana of the things that follow you is quite strong, you can wait and see, it will be fine in a while!" he always has countless excuses waiting for me, "I don't believe it has the power to follow!"

"Yes, yes, dunzi, you feel it again, there are so many mirrors hanging in the master's room in the book, isn't it that the four big characters 'mirror hanging' are hung on the ancient public hall to ward off evil spirit......s?

Looking at my mother's ardent hope and full of anticipation, I said to myself: "Okay, this book is a big fool, you have won again!" So I said "seriously": "Mom, I really don't hurt anymore!"

"Thank goodness, thank goodness, my son doesn't hurt anymore......"

I suddenly thought of a passage made up by the out-and-out big liar in the famous domestic cartoon "Baolian Lantern", which exhausted the essence of the liars:

Walk around, swim around, don't learn and don't worry.

If the people don't tell the truth, they rely on their rotten tongues;

The ghost of the sycophant has cramps, and the tiger rubs some oil on his mouth;

Eat mixed rice in the southeast and northwest, and you are the best at abduction and deception!

Best at it!

Let his parents "willingly" gain unreserved trust under his various deceptions.

But you must know that he completely grasped the weakness of his parents, and used his parents' selfless love, complete trust, and a glimmer of hope like a life-saving straw to complete his purpose of cheating and making money!

And I finally decided to tell my mother about it when I couldn't bear it anymore. Of course, all it takes is a chance that the father is not at home.

One day, my father was not at home and did not know where he had gone.

My mother asked me about my condition: "Dunzi, do you feel better? Do you still have a bad stomach ache after drinking Fu Shui during this time? Are there any other places where you feel uncomfortable?"

"Mom, don't worry, in fact, I don't have anything uncomfortable and uncomfortable. "I told my mother solemnly.

The mother didn't seem to hear the implication of the word "actually". nodded, "That's good, that's good!" seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "No matter how much it costs, as long as you don't feel uncomfortable, Mom's heart will fall to the ground." ”

"Every time I see you uncomfortable and uncomfortable, my mother's heart is tugging, if possible, I can't wait to transfer all your physical pain to my mother, as long as you are healthy, it is worth it for my mother to suffer any crime. ”

My mother touched my head and said softly.

My mother's words made my tears burst out of control like a flood that had opened the floodgates.

Whoever says an inch is careless, and he will be rewarded with three springs!

Yes, my mother loves me so much, how can I be willing to deceive her again, how can I deceive her trust, how can I deceive her love for me?

"Mom, I'm sorry for you, I was wrong. ”

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

What's more, at this time, I am not a real "man" in both physical and psychological terms, just a boy.

I choked up, muttering over and over again.

At this time, the mood can no longer be described as guilty.

Countless times of torturing myself in my heart, countless self-reproaches filled my heart, I felt that the blood in my body was about to erupt from the "crater" of my pores like a volcano, and I felt irrepressible guilt, and I had an urge to release it completely.

I thought of the scenes when my mother worked hard to raise me, help me dress, feed me, and teach me to walk......

I thought of the scenes when my mother swallowed her anger, endured humiliation, and cried silently every time she was tortured by her father......

I thought of the scene when my mother ran to the door of the court several times, wanting to completely get rid of the loveless "home", but it was always difficult to give up her infinite love for her children, and she hugged her children several times and cried bitterly......

thought of the scenes and scenes of my mother's desperate desire to leave this impersonal "home" several times, and the inseparable family affection......

I thought of the scenes of my mother preparing a hot, fragrant meal for the whole family every time and waiting for her children to come home......

I thought of my mother's countless cold days waiting in front of the house, waiting for my sister and me to return from school, wanting to warm our cold red faces and little hands......

I thought of my mother's stay at home every Spring Festival and looked forward to my sister's tired bird, no matter whether my daughter was dressed or not, I hoped that she could return to her hometown and spend a complete Spring Festival with her mother......

The loving mother leans on the door, and the wanderer travels hard.

Willing to sparse the day, the sound of the day to block!

How great and sad it is!

Mother supports a family by herself!

Is it difficult?

Isn't it easy?

Is it worth it?

Where there is a mother, there is a home!

I love the happy and happy scenes mentioned in the lyrics of "Blind Date and Love Family":

I like to have warm lights waiting as soon as I get home,

I love to see everyone's smiling faces when I get in bed,

I like to work hard for my family and my ideals as soon as I go out.

I like to look in the same direction as a family.

I like to be happy and want to share it with you right away,

I like to think of your warm embrace when I'm hurt,

I like to think when I'm angry about how great you will always be tolerated,

I love to take home memories with you when I travel.

Because we are a family, a family that loves each other,

Only when there is fate can we get together, and only when we have a heart can we cherish it, why let the dark clouds cover our eyes......

Because we are a family, a family that loves each other,

If you are blessed, you should share it, and if you have difficulties, you must share it, and you will know each other for a long time......

I love this song because it's the longing of my heart, and I also believe that it's the same longing of my mother, my sister, and even my father!

I'm going to make it all happen, too!

Thousands of words and thousands of sighs converge into memories of the past and longing for the future, floating and wandering in the long river of thoughts......

Seeing me crying so bitterly, my mother looked at me nervously, hugged me deeply, patted me on the back, and soothed my heart.

Although I don't know why, she used her warm shoulders and practical actions to provide a spiritual home for my soul that has nowhere to rest!

Yes, it's just guilt......

Feeling the warmth of my mother's arms and the selfless love, I cried so satisfied, so satisfied, I once again told myself that I must let my mother live a happy life, live a life of abundant food and clothing, and live a life of worry-free food and clothing!

After venting all the resentment and grievances in my heart, I finally told my mother the truth.

The reason for pretending to be sick is only that the family can live a life free of war and gunpowder, that the family can live a harmonious and stable life, that all unpleasant border conflicts can be avoided, and that they can feel the warmth of "home......

When my mother heard this, she was silent for a long time.

She looked at me quietly, not knowing what she was thinking.

"You can't tell your father about this, and when you tell your father, you can only say that you have fully recovered and don't need to go to the master for treatment. My mother grabbed my shoulders with both hands and said to me solemnly, "Otherwise, the consequences will be serious." Do you understand?"

"Hmm. ”

I nodded deeply, because I knew that my mother's purpose was not to deceive, but to protect me, to protect me from harm, from flesh and skin, and I knew what my mother was afraid of.

She decided to use this last lie with me to end the long-planned, long-lasting, and costly-consuming scam that I directed and acted in.

Otherwise, I will face a thunderous fury that I cannot bear.

If that were the case, would I be like my sister and leave this home without warmth early?

I know that when this lie is completely ended, the family will return to the normal state of the past.

But I have always understood that such life and circumstances cannot and cannot be changed with my current ability.

I can only change myself in the way I can, change my attitude towards people, and change my perspective on problems.

Therefore, I decisively adopted the method of shifting the focus of Ah Q's spirit - to conform to reality and make self-changes as much as I can.

My mother told me, "Dunzi, lying and deceiving people is not our original intention, and it is not the way we will deal with problems in the future, because this kind of behavior is itself wrong. ”

"You must know that if a person is not a sage, he can do no wrong, and if he has something, he will change it, and if he has not, he will encourage him. As a man, you must always be brave enough to face your mistakes, have courage when you bow your head, have confidence when you look up, have backbone when you bow your head, and have arrogance when you hold your head high!"

"You always have to know what you want, because it's the most basic ideal and goal in your actions. There is always a process between 'wanting' and 'getting', and that is 'doing'. If you can't do something, you should seek it for yourself, that's the truth. ”

I will always remember my mother's teachings and will never forget them for the rest of my life!

In the end, under the protection of his mother, this matter ended relatively safely.

In the process, I also have a deep understanding and lessons, and understand what to do, what not to do, and how to do it. We must solve the problem in a reasonable and compliant way, and the behavior of "hurting the enemy a thousand and hurting yourself eight hundred" is one of the stupidest ways to deal with the problem.

I know that life is a problem on top of a row, what I want to do, or what we want to do, is to get my own different wonderful in the process of solving problems!

Life needs to be experienced!