In winter, the cold wind is raging indiscriminately, and you can enjoy the shivering sensation that the pervasive cold brings to the whole land.

At night, the cold wind is even more powerful.

The harsh sound of the tractor, wave after wave of destruction of people's brain nerves, the biting cold with the help of the power of the tractor bucket was released a hundred times, the ice to the bone bucket seems to have been reminding the people sitting on it, sitting is only a temporary cold, arriving at the destination will be a lifetime of cold.

All negative emotions occupy the bride's thinking position like an army, and loneliness, helplessness, loneliness, sadness and other emotions follow one after another, attacking the bride's tense nerves with teeth and claws.

Finally, the bride broke out.

"I'm not leaving, I'm getting off!"

This roar roared out all the grievances and dissatisfactions. Tears poured out of my eyes, salty, cold, but dissipated invisibly in the cold wind and darkness.

Women are sensual creatures.

If you can give some comfort and hugs at this time. Maybe she will take into account the overall situation, don't count so much, don't underestimate a woman's determination to share weal and woe with you, let alone a woman who can still marry on a tractor under such conditions.

The ideal is always perfect, and the bony feeling of reality breaks the little hope in her heart, and the little comfort and warmth that she subconsciously longs for.

The tractor stopped.

It's not sweet talk, it's not hugging comfort.

Bang Dang!

This loud sound made the bride's heart tremble violently.

The only dowry that the parents gave to the bride - the girder bicycle was rudely thrown from the tractor to the ground by the groom.

I only heard that the hero changed his previous low face in front of his mother's family, and shouted at the top of his voice: "The whole family is waiting, you don't want to be ashamed of Lao Tzu! It's been more than half gone, you won't leave if you don't leave! Get out of the car if you don't leave!"

Because the groom's name has a chivalrous character in it, and he often boasts that he is a chivalrous man who speaks up and fights grievances outside, and he is often proud. So let's call him a hero here for the time being, as a temporary synonym in the novel.

The village where the hero lives is more than 40 miles away from the bride's village.

There were no roads, no street lights, no flashlights, only the faint light of the tractor inconspicuously expelling the darkness ahead in the dark night.

To quote a sentence from Mr. Lu Xun's work "Hometown": "In fact, there is no road on the ground, and when there are more people walking, it becomes a road." Here, you can temporarily ignore the background and extended meaning of this sentence in "Hometown", and only need to understand the literal meaning.

Maybe it's because I'm afraid of getting dark, maybe it's because I can't find my way home, maybe it's because the girl is timid, maybe it's because I'm deterred by the hero's violence...... Maybe, maybe......

After the hero finished roaring, the bride sat silently in the original position of the hanging bucket and remained motionless. Maybe it's ten minutes, maybe it's 20 minutes. The hero may have been a little gloating, and said with a triumphant smile: "Hmph, let's go, why don't you go?"

Seeing that the bride still did not respond, the hero jumped off the tractor, repeated the trick, and threw the bicycle on the back bucket of the tractor with a "bang". Then he sat down on it.

In this way, the tractor drifted away under the cover of night.

All that was left behind were the traces of the wheels and the indelible memories in the brain.

I asked my mother what she was thinking and what she was thinking at the time, but every time she mentioned it, she was filled with endless gnashing of teeth, righteous indignation and shuddering. In his mother's words, the mention of his name makes my heart beat faster and I hate him. So I didn't go any further.

On the wedding night, there is no gorgeous dress, no covered tile house, no feast to entertain guests, and no high-ranking friends to the table.

The bride is dressed in cleanly washed patched clothes, surrounded by a large quilt full of patches, and sits on the kang.

A round table was set up on the floor, 4 stir-fried vegetables and a bottle of wine. The hero, his parents, brother, and two younger sisters, "happily pushed the cup and changed the lamp", seemed to be very lively.

The bride has been distracted, not knowing what to think, and occasionally shivering.

The only consciousness is that there are a few strangers eating and drinking, as if they have nothing to do with themselves.

"Come, let's go down to the bar!" said the hero, slightly drunk, holding a glass to the bride.

The bride was pulled back from the fugue and thought to herself, "If you have come, you will be safe."

said: "Find me a pair of thick shoes, the shoes I wore when I came were too thin, plus I walked for 4 hours at night, and my feet were a little cold." It's only on the kang that it's a little warmer. ”

When the hero heard this, he seemed to be crazy, and directly slammed the wine glass on the ground, and suddenly roared without warning: "Whoever goes to the ground today will be a bastard!"

Because he was afraid of being harmonized, the other greetings to the eighteenth generation of his ancestors and his parents and grandparents were not mentioned for the time being.

As far as the family is concerned, as long as the hero has a mouth, he must have a dirty mouth, and his fierce appearance is fully displayed, and the words of greeting his relatives and ancestors are endless, and he never leaves his mouth; if it is an outsider, from another point of view, others must have a very good evaluation of him, a warm-hearted and helpful person...... If you can apply your attitude towards outsiders to your family, you won't end up alone.

The bride did not expect that on the day of her newlywed Yan'er, in the days that countless people dreamed of, she would leave a memory that she would never forget.

Never forget!

Since he has arrived at the groom's house, he will not mention the wedding time, the car for receiving relatives, the grievances on the road, or the sadness, but he needs a pair of thick shoes, even if it is an old one, he will be treated like this.

The inner struggle and grief cannot be described in words.

looked at the hero's fierce words and his bad attitude in fear. The bride opened her mouth, but she stopped talking, still not knowing what to say.

Similar things happened every day after they got married, and my mother was always the weak party, at first she was scolded, and then domestic violence became commonplace, not uncommon, even when my sister and I grew up, it never stopped. At that time, the object of domestic violence was changed to my sister.

The wronged mother suffered in the first half of her life did not mention it to anyone, even all the mother's family, because she believed that "marrying a chicken with a chicken, marrying a dog with a dog" should protect the dignity and face of her husband, the man in the family.

It wasn't until the 10s of the 21st century, after being forced to divorce by the hero, that he had to announce all his evil deeds in court under the situation of the hero's nonsense and rumors...... At this time, my mother was already over half a hundred years old.

Seeing the hero's attitude, the hero's father feigned anger and said: "What do you say on the day of great joy? Don't you know what day it is? ”

The hero glared at his father angrily and moved his lips, after all, it was his father, and he didn't say anything after all.