161. There will be no one else
Gu Qingcang looked at his wife's cautious appearance, and raised his hand to tuck the quilt for her: "You gave birth to the child yourself, can you still understand her? Panpan has never changed since he was a child." ”
Shen Wanqing then remembered the things Gu Qingcang told her in the hospital five days ago, and her face darkened a little.
If she hadn't run to see Xiao Cheng in order to repay her kindness, let alone leave this home to help him, wouldn't all this be different.
But now it has happened, and she has paid the price for abandoning her husband and daughter.
She can't blame anyone for the fact that things have come to this point, Shen Wanqing knows that even if she does it all over again, she will still make that choice.
At that time, she didn't explain to her husband, she actually wanted to help Xiao Cheng one last time, end the relationship that had bound her for many years, and live a good life with her husband in the future.
After a few years of marriage, even a hard-hearted person will be moved by Gu Qingcang's sincerity, not to mention that she has never been a hard-hearted person.
However, Shen Wanqing didn't expect that she would leave the Gu family after the quarrel that night, and this trip would be twenty years.
To say that there is no guilt is false.
Can...... She didn't know if her guilt was worthy of forgiveness in front of Gu Qingcang and her daughter Panpan.
Before she came back, she was very worried, but now she is like two people compared to the proud and cold Shen Wanqing, most of the time she can only lie in bed, she can't go out without a wheelchair, what qualifications does she have for Gu Pan to accept her.
Shen Wanqing resisted coming back at that time, because she was afraid that her daughter would feel that she was adding a burden to her.
That's not what she wants.
But Gu Qingcang told her that Gu Pan's current life was a mess, and if she didn't show up again, her daughter would probably really collapse.
His words dispelled all Shen Wanqing's concerns.
So she came back, but just now when Gu Pan asked her angrily and left quickly, Shen Wanqing didn't dare to look at her daughter.
"Qingcang I'm sorry, I insisted on going my own way back then, I should have listened to your long-term plan and we discussed it well, if that was the case, maybe there wouldn't be so many things. Shen Wanqing lowered her eyebrows and looked at the quilt, and she didn't even have the courage to look up at her husband.
"It's all in the past, your task now is not to think so much, take good care of your body, help Panpan take care of the child. Gu Qingcang remembered that Nian Nian was still in Xia Cheng and would not be able to come back for a while, so he added: "When Miao Miao is almost recuperating after surgery, that kid from the Fu family will send the child back." ”
"But...... I will scare the child when I come into contact with the child like this, and I will be angry when the time comes, right?" Shen Wanqing pulled the quilt up, trying to cover the scars on her body.
"No, you have to believe me!" Gu Qingcang didn't have any more comfort, sometimes deliberately appeasing her made her more sensitive, it was better to use time to prove everything.
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After putting down the durian, Gu Pan walked out of the old mansion directly, just standing outside the courtyard, she suddenly didn't know where she should go.
The huge Banyan City seemed to be the place where she had lived since she was a child, with her friends and her family, but at the moment she didn't dare to disturb anyone easily.
Everyone's life has its own trivial matters, and those trivial things that fall to the ground are enough for them to be busy, how can she use these to make them trouble.
However, at the moment, her heart is blocked and uncomfortable, and she needs an opening to talk to or soothe.
Glancing back at the home behind her, her home was now complete again.
Gu Pan could see from his father's eyes that Shen Wanqing had returned, and his father's eyes finally had light.
How much does a man have to love a woman so much that he will tolerate everything about her, until this age, as long as she is willing to come back, everything else can disappear.
Gu Pan didn't understand her father's attachment to her mother, but she had to admit that she was indeed envious of her mother.
Being loved by a man like her father doomed her mother to not all failures in her life.
As for her, it seems that she has always been forgotten by fate, when she is in love, people don't care, and when she is willing to let go, the other party begins to fight to death.
Ulla......
A brake sound sounded from behind, and Gu Pan turned his head to take a look, it turned out to be Huo Chengxiang's car.
I thought that this man must have brought an assistant driver when he appeared, but Gu Pan only turned around and left when he came to visit his home.
The windows were rolled down at this time.
Huo Chengxiang's slightly tired face appeared in front of Gu Pan's eyes, and the man pinched his eyebrows before looking at her: "Get in the car and take you somewhere." ”
Gu Pan saw the dark blue in his eyes, this man is afraid that he is not driving fatigue now, and when she gets into the car at this time, isn't that equivalent to suicide?
No, she didn't want to go up.
"Let's go, I'm not going to get in your car......"
"Do you need me to get out of the car and hug you?" Huo Chengxiang said coldly.
As he spoke, he had already begun to unbuckle his seat belt, and seeing him like this, Gu Pan was so frightened that he hurriedly opened the door of the passenger seat and sat in without thinking.
When she realized she was in the passenger seat, she felt a pang of chagrin in her mind.
Gu Pan secretly scolded herself for being useless, this man just threatened her with a word, and she panicked with fear.
But when she really sat in this cramped carriage, she woke up instantly, and Gu Pan did not forget what Huo Chengxiang said five years ago.
At that time, she also sat in the passenger seat in a panic like just now, and Huo Chengxiang at that time immediately blackened his face and drove her out of the car directly.
At that time, Huo Chengxiang also said that the co-pilot was the seat for his beloved woman, and she was just Mrs. Huo in name and was not qualified to sit there.
Gu Pan didn't have time to refute at that time, so Huo Chengxiang drove away, leaving her with a burst of dust and grievances.
Thinking of this, Gu Pan subconsciously wanted to go to the car door, and she wanted to sit in the back seat.
But as early as when she got into the car, Huo Chengxiang had quietly locked the car door, and she couldn't open the door at all at this time.
Gu Pan was a little anxious, and he was afraid that Huo Chengxiang would misunderstand what he said.
She tried several times and the car door didn't open, then she looked at Huo Chengxiang: "Don't be angry, open the lock and I'll sit in the back immediately, and never touch your lover's exclusive position, I took a shower this morning, and my clothes are clean and won't stain this position, or if you mind, I can give you money to wash the car." ”
Originally, seeing her sitting in the passenger seat, Huo Chengxiang's mood was particularly happy. But now that he heard Gu Pan say so much, his face became darker and darker.
The hand holding the steering wheel has already burst into muscles.
Huo Chengxiang slowed down and slowed down, only then did he suppress his anger, and while starting the car, he coldly threw out a sentence: "There will be no one else, this position is yours." ”