Zhang Yunqi left Luo Dahai's office.

When he went out, he closed the door for Luo Dahai very kindly, and wiped the blood on his hands with a tissue by the way.

The weather has been sunny for several days, the snow melts very quickly, the turf on both sides of the road is exposed to the yellow figure, the green shoots of early spring are probably not long away, Zhang Yunqi's mood is very happy, follow the flow of students to the first teaching building to class, halfway through, there is a singing voice on the campus radio, it is Zheng Zhihua's "Sailor":

He said that in the wind and rain, this pain is nothing

Wipe away your tears and don't be afraid

At least we still have dreams

He said that in the wind and rain, this pain is nothing

Wipe away your tears and don't ask

Why

......

The melody is compassionate and emotional, which makes Zhang Yunqi a little distracted.

He used to like this song very much, and he always felt that Zheng Zhihua was a very different singer, and one thing he still remembers is that in 1992, in order to celebrate the brilliant achievements of my country's athletes in the Barcelona Olympics, CCTV held a party, which was of a very high standard, and big-name singers from both sides of the Taiwan Strait and three places were invited, and Zheng Zhihua, who was unknown at that time, was also invited.

When choosing a song, he picked this "Sailor".

After reading the lyrics, the organizer asked to change the song.

Zheng Zhihua refused.

This young man who lost his able-bodied limbs at the age of 2 because of polio is not easy to mess with, stubborn and stubborn, and full of humanistic care, he had an unhappy childhood and adolescence, because of his disability, he was often bullied by his peers, and after becoming famous, he poured out his heart and said: The lucky man uses his childhood to heal his life, and the unfortunate person uses his life to cure his childhood. I'm the latter.

Eventually, on the day of the celebration of the '92 Barcelona Olympics, hundreds of millions of people in China saw or heard this skinny young man on crutches singing "Sailor" on television and radio. So far, the three words Zheng Zhihua have become a household name in the mainland and have become inspirational endorsements.

The next day, the sky was crisp.

Wu Yali, Chen Xinyi, Jiang Min, Wu Juan, and He Liping did not come to class 155.

However, except for the students of Class 155, no one noticed the abnormality, that is, some students of Class 156 next door received some gossip news, and these five people will most likely not come to school again.

For a while, the atmosphere of Class 156 was a bit of a New Year's Eve in advance.

At that time, Zhang Yunqi had already driven to Yan Shi's house.

He bought a lot of things, vegetables, oil, rice, fruits, and he didn't understand it at first sight, so he asked, "Why don't you buy nutritional and health products?" ”

Zhang Yunqi said: "Those things are not very good, if you give them to your old classmates, you won't be empty-headed." ”

Zhang Yunqi's conclusion, which was strange at first sight: "Why is it bad?"

Zhang Yunqi smiled: "You are still young, you will know later." ”

When I first saw Qingqing's little face, he turned red: "You're not big either." ”

Zhang Yunqi was so choked that he couldn't speak for a while, so he changed the topic, chatted with Chujian, and drove to Yan Shi's house, the address of Yan Shi's house was what he asked the head teacher Wang Mingzhen for when he asked for leave.

Yan Shi's parents are ordinary workers in a textile factory in Nancheng District who don't know what their name is, living in the southern suburbs, probably an ancestral house, but according to Zhang Yunqi's later people, it is also very good, far away from the city center, it is an exclusive courtyard with a yard, the area is not large, three bungalows are lined up, and the river flows slowly in front of the door, less noise in the city, and a little more rare tranquility.

Yan Shi's parents should have gone to work, Yan Shi was home alone, chopping wood in the yard, the yard was empty, the stove piled up in the corner was cold, and a few chickens ran out of the chicken coop in the northwest corner, making a clucking sound, adding a little vitality to the lifeless yard.

When the two entered the door, Yan Shi heard the sound of the door opening, raised her head, and saw the boy and girl walking in the winter sun, carrying large bags of things, greeting her with a smile, and the axe in her hand fell to the ground.

Yan Shi's hair has all been cut off, with a white woolen hat, the face is white, compared to the past, people seem to be a lot more pure, and the spirit is good, after she came to her senses, she kept smiling and busy giving Zhang Yunqi and the first time to burn the tea stand with peanuts and sweet potato skins, but the light in her eyes seemed to lack a kind of girlish look.

After sitting for a while and drinking a cup of tea, Yan Shi took Zhang Yun to see the two of them go out for a walk and chat, and walked to the small river not far from the door, the three of them sat down under a jujube tree, the ground was full of wild grass, the winter sky was very high, the clouds were very low, and the river was very clear.

Zhang Yunqi sat on the grass, remembered something, and asked Yan Shi: "You have dropped out of the No. 1 Middle School in the city now, do you plan to continue studying?"

Yan Shi was silent for a moment, and then nodded with a smile: "Don't read it, I'm going to go to Guangdong to work, and I can help my family make money in the future." ”

This sentence made the heart ache faintly at the first sight.

Zhang Yunqi pulled a dog's tail grass from the ground and said, "Yan Shi, do you want to hear my opinion?"

Yan Shi was stunned, nodded and said okay.

Zhang Yunqi said: "I saw a term in an economics book before, called economic cost, which means that what you give up is equal to what you get. Yan Shi, if you give up your studies, give up the opportunity to further your studies, give up a better way to receive knowledge, and give up your ambition to become a pillar of the motherland because of those few people who have hurt you. Then your studies are only worth the few people who have hurt you. Do you think it's worth it?"

Yan Shi was silent for a long time.

Zhang Yunqi said again: " Of course, everyone's situation is different, those not so good experiences have only been experienced by yourself, I have no right to point fingers, it is worth it to have a scale in your heart, as for those things in the past, those who hurt you in the past, I will not advise you to forget all the things in the past, on the contrary, you don't have to forgive them, let alone forgive them, you should remember, remember all the time, remember it not to make you miserable, but to motivate you, work harder on the road of life, and make yourself better。 Then one day, you will smile and watch them receive their retribution. Of course, this retribution is not that it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years, not to wait for you to take revenge on her, but one day, when you stand on the top of the highest mountain, from top to bottom, and watch her climb under your feet with a smile. That's the greatest retribution. ”

Yan Shi looked sideways at Zhang Yunqi's side face, his expression was always calm as before, it was even difficult for her to perceive the change in emotions from this teenager of the same age, but some of the things he did and some of the words he said always made people feel inexplicably down-to-earth.

She said, "Yunqi, thank you for your enlightenment. ”

Zhang Yunqi smiled: "Teacher Tianwang said in the class that everyone has the right to choose their own path, Yan Shi, you also have it." In fact, whether you go to school or work part-time, it's all right, no problem, I just hope that before you make a choice, think about it clearly, because of other people's reasons, give up your studies, whether it is worth it. ”

Speaking of this, Zhang Yunqi took out a business card from his pocket and handed it to Yan Shi: "If you are sure that you don't want to study and decide to go to work, you can come to me, maybe I can give you a little help and advice." ”