That night, Xu Yan unsurprisingly received a text message from an unfamiliar mobile phone.

'Is it Xu Yan?'

There is no need to reply, Xu Yan is who sent the text message.

Silently pulled this mobile phone number to black, when nothing happened.

After that, another month passed, and it was summer vacation in the blink of an eye.

The boy finally couldn't hold it back and asked someone to ask Xu Yan out.

The fourth meeting was at the back of the library, but at a slightly different time.

In a few minutes, the evening self-study will begin.

"I thought you wouldn't see me, some time ago I inquired about your mobile phone number and sent you text messages, but you didn't reply. ”

"I'm sorry, my phone has set up a shield for strange calls. ”

Xu Yan was empty-handed this time, hiding the gel water in her sleeve and not taking it out.

She had a hunch that tonight's meeting would be different from the previous ones.

"Time flies so fast, there is only half a year left in the blink of an eye, are you free for Christmas?"

"No, I have to do my homework in class on Christmas Day. ”

"Well, yes, I forgot that day was not a holiday. ”

"It's a pity that I had to spend my last Christmas in high school alone. ”

"It's time for class, I'll go first. ”

As the bell rang for the self-study last night, Xu Yan turned around and planned to leave.

As soon as she took a few steps, Xu Yan immediately felt the male figure behind her.

Taking advantage of the darkness of the night, the boy opened his arms and tried to hug her from behind.

But his plan was destined to fail, and Xu Yan turned around and sprayed him with gel water.

"Why are you still carrying this thing, I've helped you so much, and you're still wary of me, cold-blooded animal?"

"You rushed at it all of a sudden. ”

"I just want to hug you. ”

"I'm sorry, I don't like to be held, I'm going to class, you better hurry up and find someone to take you to the infirmary. ”

The boy was still covering his eyes, there was no threat for the time being, and Xu Yan could turn around and leave with confidence.

Since then, the boy has not looked for Xu Yan again, and he will graduate from high school soon.

In the blink of an eye, Xu Yan also ushered in her senior life.

I still don't have any friends around me, and I only occasionally talk to my classmates.

Lin Jiajia has been gone for two years, and Xu Yan has gradually liked reading books in the library.

But in the third year of high school, homework piled up, and the time to read idle books was constantly eroded.

One day, a boy with glasses walked in front of her.

As soon as the man with glasses came up, he talked to Xu Yan about the book in her hand.

But Xu Yan only had doubts in her heart.

Who is he, is it in his way to read books here? how about books she can read herself, she hates people arguing around her.

The man with glasses said a lot, as if he thought he was familiar with Xu Yan, and sat next to her and read a book.

Just sitting next to herself and reading a book, Xu Yan is not rejected, the library belongs to everyone, and it is normal to share a table when there are many people.

"Actually, I've been following you for more than a year, and you come to the library every day to read because you like to read books very much. ”

It's just that because she doesn't read, she'll be bored.

"I also like to read, can you be friends with me?"

Be friends?

Xu Yan couldn't figure out what the glasses man meant, but looking at his glowing eyes, she probably understood what he wanted to do.

"I don't like it when someone interrupts me while I'm reading. ”

has already declined the other party, Xu Yan thought that the other party would not come again.

But in the following month, the man with glasses came to share the table with her, read books and write homework together.

It's as if the two already know each other.

Xu Yan didn't understand very well, and the man with glasses looked comfortable every time he sat next to her.

A month later, the man with glasses began writing love letters to her.

Although she was mentally prepared, when she received the love letter for the first time, Xu Yan was still taken aback.

Inside the love letter is a love poem, which is quite beautifully written.

Xu Yan couldn't help but think that when the man with glasses was reading a book next to her, he was reading a book of poems, and peeked at her while reading, as if he was comparing something.

Probably then he began to prepare, and now love letters.

The love writing is very beautiful, which reminds Xu Yan of the love she has seen.

But when she looked at the glasses man again, Xu Yan could be sure that he was not the one she was waiting for.

"The poem is beautiful, thank you for your heart. ”

But I can't accept it.

Xu Yan's meaning is obvious, and at the same time, she also wants to say that if she is an ordinary friend who meets in Pingshui, she will not refuse.

can remind her of watching love days with Lin Jiajia, and she is still very grateful to the glasses man.

"I'm not going to give up. ”

The man with glasses was unexpectedly stubborn, and left with this sentence.

Since then, I've received a love letter almost every week.

The love letter's feelings are getting hotter and hotter, almost as long as you get a response from her, you can die the next moment.

Xu Yan was almost moved by the man with glasses, and her heart was shaken for the first time.

If she likes it, she doesn't like the glasses man, but his heart makes her sympathetic.

If you don't respond slightly, you can be regarded as living up to his sincerity.

Two months after the meeting, Xu Yan sorted out the ten love letters of the glasses man, and waited for the glasses man in the old position of the library, while writing the test papers.

This time, the man with glasses was holding a love letter in his hand as usual, but he didn't look at her side, and handed the love letter to another girl who was on duty.

It didn't take long for Xu Yan to see them walking together at school, and she didn't receive any more love letters.

This is the love of boys? The shelf life is really short.

The ten love letters were finally crushed under Seo Yeon's suitcase, and on the night of her high school graduation, they were burned along with the old books.

On the playground, Xu Yan stood in the crowd, watching the books that accompanied her throughout high school turn to ashes, and couldn't help but think about a question.

Do those innocent loves described in really exist?

Does the person she has been waiting for in her heart really exist?

Or like Jiajia, who has been gone for three years, said.

They were all wrong.

College has always been a word that all students yearn for.

It is also the existence of the legendary parents who skip class and will not be called.

There are many messages from seniors to juniors on the university website.

Falling in love in college is a word that appears quite frequently.

Xu Yan saw these seniors who had already left say this, and realized for the first time whether she should take the initiative to pursue a love.

If someone is really waiting for him, then she doesn't move, and he doesn't understand, won't the two of them never see each other.

But how do you find him?

This question plagued Xu Yan's military training for a month.

During military training, some clever boys will take advantage of the break to ask who in the girls' team has a boyfriend or something.

Many girls were asked, but she didn't.

At the end of the military training, she curiously asked if there was a girl next to her.

The other party was also surprised.

"You're so pretty, you don't even look at the boys. Always looking at the sky when you're alone, everyone thinks you're thinking about your boyfriend. ”

Unexpectedly, it was a misunderstanding, Xu Yan smiled, and said half-sincerely that she also wanted to have a boyfriend to accompany her.

The speaker has no intention, but the listener has intentional.

The news that Seo Yeon didn't have a boyfriend and wanted a boyfriend spread quickly.

As the spread spread, some people said behind their backs that Xu Yan looked cold, but she was actually sullen, otherwise a normal goddess, who would think of a man.

When the words reached Xu Yan's ears, she was also startled, and she warned herself in her heart that she couldn't talk casually in the future.

Things were done quickly.

On the day when the school club recruited new students, Xu Yan was pulled into a guitar club by her roommate.

Although Xu Yan can't play the guitar and has not joined the guitar club, the president of the guitar club is a person who dresses up very exaggeratedly and plays the guitar very tenderly.

This contrast made Xu Yan deeply impressed by him.

So much so that when I arranged to watch a football game at school, I recognized him at a glance.

The president usually dresses normally, and when he noticed Xu Yan's gaze, he sat next to her.

"I heard that you want to have a boyfriend, but now you have it. ”

"Nope. ”

The president's gaze was very aggressive, and Seo Yan suspected that he had not specifically practiced his eyes in the mirror.

"Then you have it now. ”

The president suddenly held Xu Yan's hand, which made her a little inexplicable.

To say that there is a heartbeat, but is it really a heartbeat?

Xu Yan imagined what would happen if her roommate suddenly came over like this, but found that she would also be jumped.

"You like me?"

"If you don't like it, I won't say that"

"Sorry, my classmate told me to leave. ”

Before Xu Yan could figure out whether she wanted to refuse, the president had already disappeared into the crowd.

If you choose to go to graduate school, the university will be very busy and hard.

After graduating from university, Xu Yan chose to find a job and live as an ordinary person.

So she's very idle, and she hangs out with her roommates on weekends.

In the process, Xu Yan had the idea of working part-time when the opportunity was right.

This idea has not yet become a reality, and when she goes back to school, she happens to meet the president who has returned from outside.

"You're out shopping, and the next time you call me, I'll take you to a fun place. ”

"Where?"

"Keep it secret, remember to call me next time. ”

There are roommates from the guitar club in the dormitory, and the others are not too angry with the president, only Xu Yan stares at the president.

I feel that he is a strange person, who clearly said that he wanted to become her boyfriend, but now he pretends that nothing has happened.

A week later, Xu Yan couldn't excuse her roommate from the guitar club, and followed the president to a bar in a dormitory.

"I'm already a college student, it's okay to drink a little wine, the degree here is not high, I'll be back in a while. ”

Bringing four girls to a bar, but running away by himself, which country's confusing behavior.

Xu Yan felt that the president seemed to have layers of fog on his body.

The four girls didn't fully trust the president, so they discussed that if he didn't come back for a few minutes, they would leave the bar together.

As soon as the discussion was made, the lights of the bar changed at that time, and the strings of the guitar sounded in the middle of the bar's dance floor.

Unlike the club's welcome night, the equipment in the bar is obviously better, the strings that surround the wine tables, and the president's appearance, make the eyes of several girls look straight.

"Hey, two little waves, you want to eat my president. ”

"Hmph, I want you to take care of it, by the way, does the president have a girlfriend?"

"That...... He didn't say it himself, and I don't know. ”

Xu Yan felt that her roommate at the guitar club had a problem, but she didn't ask.

Her expression said a lot of things, and she got a real answer when she asked.

Looking at the café outside the bar, an idea sprouted in Xu Yan's heart

A week later, Xu Yan went to this café and started working part-time.

The president would go to the bar every weekend, and Seo Yeon would occasionally check on the bar during her work breaks.

This situation lasted for a month, and Xu Yan finally realized that something was wrong.

Her two roommates would occasionally run to the bar across the street on their own, and the two had never been there together.

Xu Yan wanted to ask, but couldn't find a chance to speak.

Finally, one night, Xu Yan stayed on guard until dark and did not see her roommate come out.

Xu Yan, who couldn't live in Annai, planned to go directly to the bar to find someone.

As she crossed the road between the bar and the café, the headlights of a car were pointed at her, and she couldn't open her eyes.

The car stopped, and it was the president who opened the door.

"I'll get off work so late, let me send you back. ”

"Where's my roommate?"

"She seemed to have twisted her foot, and I drove her back to school. ”

"It's so late, I don't know how long it will take to take the last train back to school, if you want to see her, wouldn't it be faster to take my car?"

The president's reason made Xu Yan unable to refuse, it was indeed late.

Touching the anti-wolf spray in the bag, Xu Yan got into the president's car.

Along the way, Xu Yan's hand did not dare to leave her bag.

"Thank you for sending me back, and what is your relationship with my three roommates. ”

"One of your roommates is a member of my club, and the other two are because, during this time, the waiters at the bar often ask for leave for family affairs, so I asked them to go over and replace them. ”

Could it really be that she was wrong?

"And you don't have to say thank you, let your girlfriend rest assured, it's your boyfriend's obligation to pick up and drop off your girlfriend. ”

The president coldly said that she was his girlfriend, and Xu Yan only felt complicated.

Does this person really like her? Why does it feel like a kind of déjà vu hypocrisy?

It has always been the president talking to himself, and as soon as Xu Yan opened his mouth, he diverted the topic, and she simply didn't speak.

Let's see if it's safe for roommates to go back.

There were no accidents on the way, and when Xu Yan returned to school, her three roommates were in the dormitory, and the roommate who went to the bar today was lying on the bed and covering the quilt.

After Xu Yan asked her, the result was the same as what the president said.

Could it be that the guitar president is a good person?

Xu Yan didn't sleep all night, and her roommate, who twisted her leg in the middle of the night, staggered out of bed, as if it was not as simple as spraining her feet.

Because she didn't sleep well, Xu Yan got up late the next day, and when she stood at the school gate, she once asked for leave because she wanted to call the café.

As soon as she picked up her mobile phone, the president had already been guarding the school gate and came over to say that she was going to work.

This giveaway is a semester.

asked a boy to send her to work all the time, Xu Yan was very resistant from the beginning, and then became numb.

The president doesn't say superfluous things and does superfluous things, as if he really looks like a perfect man, which makes her feel very unreal.

Could it be that the person who has been waiting for her is this man? Xu Yan's heart began to loosen a little.

Only during the Chinese New Year, she returned home and asked Xu's father and Xu's mother what it was like to like to like someone.

Xu's father and Xu's mother thought that their daughter was in love, and they didn't know whether to be happy or sad, but it was always a good thing for their daughter to grow up.

The feeling of liking someone is that you can't forget him at first sight.,Even if you haven't seen her for a long time, you care about her.,Sometimes I can't sleep when I think about him.。

Xu's father and Xu Ma thought of what to say, Xu Yan was suspicious, and found that she actually met most of them.

Although it doesn't feel right, she really likes the president.

The second semester of college is fast approaching, the dormitory of the university is fixed, and Xu Yan meets her three roommates again.

All three of them had contact with the president, and she wanted to tell them about it.

College girls are like this, they have a little love problem, so they like to share it with their roommates.

But before he could speak, in addition to the roommate of the guitar club, the other two roommates ran to the dormitory toilet one after another to vomit.

Spit and can't spit out anything.

Watching the two roommates retching, the faces of the roommates of the guitar club became very ugly.

She ran out of her dorm room and started talking on the phone.

"You're crazy, it's not that you only look at Xu Yan, others also do it. ”

"Why don't you eat it when you put it to your mouth, are you a pig!"

When Xu Yan heard her words, she suddenly had an extremely bad premonition in her heart.

In the past, the roommate of the guitar club pulled the dormitory, and the four of them had a conversation.

Xu Yan found out that the incident was actually caused by herself.

The roommate of the guitar club originally took her to meet the president out of kindness.

The president fell in love with Xu Yan at a glance and asked his roommate to help him to have the rest of the matter.

Seo Yeon went to work at the café opposite the bar, and her roommate told the president.

But she didn't expect that the other two roommates would be attacked by the president one after another.

What's even more tragic is that both of them are pregnant with the president's child.

The sudden reality made Xu Yan's mood drop to the freezing point, and at the same time, she calmed down and knew that she didn't like the president.

This kind of hypocritical person who should evaporate from the world, how could she like it.

In the end, Xu Yan took her two roommates who were pregnant with a child to find the president.

After receiving a call from his roommate, the president was prepared and took out a sum of money for the two to beat the child.

Xu Yan was crazy at the time, and she wanted to tell the school about it, but when she saw the appearance of the two roommates, her heart softened again.

The roommate of the guitar club quit the guitar club and accompanied the two pregnant roommates to the hospital with Xu Yan to have a fetus.

After examination, only one person was eligible for an abortion, and the other person was not suitable for an abortion because it had been more than two months.

More than two months old, the girl who said she had twisted that day.

Hearing the news, her face turned pale and she left the consultation room in a daze.

When Xu Yan found out that she was missing, she hurriedly followed out.

Dragged hard, Xu Yan finally took her to the hospital.

When I came back that night, the four people in the dormitory discussed it, and the next day I went to the school and told the teacher about the president.

Xu Yan didn't want this matter to make a big fuss, and the two sides finally transferred to the president of the school, and the roommate who couldn't have a baby was compensated, and kept his school status and went home to give birth.

In her first year of college, Seo Yan found that she no longer believed in love.

Love makes people blind, love makes people sin, do people really need such a thing as love?

In the next three years, Xu Yan looked at the sweet couples on campus, and she couldn't find the answer in her heart.

Soon graduated from college, and because of her looks, Xu Yan found a job without much effort.

The company, home, two points and one line have become Xu Yan's daily life.

Because she is not close to men, Xu Yan has once again become the flower of kaolin in the hearts of men.

The male colleagues privately discussed who could take down Xu Yan, it was absolutely awesome.

A few people who thought they had good conditions worked hard to keep creating opportunities for themselves to get in touch with Xu Yan.

makes Xu Yan annoyed, and she can't offend people.

She asked Xu's father to learn from him, and Xu's father suggested that she go on a blind date.

Xu Yan hesitated for a long time.

Is a blind date really reliable? Will a marriage without love be happy? Will she ever like someone else?

Xu Yan finally agreed to Xu's father, but there was a requirement that Xu's father must do a full investigation, and she only went on a blind date once.

Seeing that his daughter was so demanding, Dad Xu also put out twelve points of energy to screen his future son-in-law.

This search is another half a month, and someone in the company has already started to play straight balls to send her flowers, Xu Yan gave the flowers to the colleague next door, and directly asked for leave to go on a blind date.

Personnel also had a headache for the male baboons in estrus in the company, and agreed to Xu Yan's leave.

It's no wonder that the male baboons are in heat, that day happened to be the day of the beginning of summer in June, Xu Yan was dressed in a cool dress, and she attracted countless eyes just by walking on the road.

What kind of person will Xu's father-in-law be.

Xu Yan actually had some expectations in her heart, so she dressed up a little.

The place where the blind date took place was a dessert shop.

When Xu Yan didn't enter the store, she found out that her blind date had already ordered a sundae to eat before she came.

After eating, he looked left and right and asked the waiter to take away the empty cup.

Then I looked at the time and ordered two more glasses.

This operation made Xu Yan feel funny.

It's a child, if you like it so much, go somewhere else and come back after eating.

It's not very difficult to accept in terms of personality, and the appearance is also considered to be above average.

Xu Yan's first impression of her blind date:

Even if the blind date fails, maybe it should be easy to be friends.

The sundae had already been served, and out of politeness, Xu Yan decided not to observe outside and walked into the dessert shop.

"Hello, my name is Xu Yan. ”

"My name is Yang Yang. ”

"Listen to Uncle Xu, I used to play with you a lot. ”

In the first sentence after the introduction, Xu Yan was stunned, there was no one named Yang Yang in her memory.

No, there are still people who say 'I hugged you when you were a child'.

"I probably didn't have a good memory when I was a kid, so I don't remember. ”

"That's fine, I don't remember. ”

The atmosphere was a little awkward, and Yang Yang didn't know what to say, he looked up at Xu Yan, trying to find a topic from her.

In the afternoon, the sun shone in through the glass wall, and Xu Yan tilted her head to look at the shadow of the sun on the ground that was distorted by the glass.

The refracted sunlight also shone on her face, and the breeze from the indoor blower made the slender hair naturally disperse.

At the age of fourteen, Xu Yan has already grown into a bright and moving urban beauty, and the experience of her youth makes her eyes no longer innocent, and her indifferent gaze reveals a trace of sadness that makes people feel distressed.

Yang Yang, who was fascinated, couldn't help but say:

"Can you please marry me? ”

"Huh, what do you mean?"

Xu Yan's heart chuckled, it was the first time someone said such things to him, and she was still moved.

If it's really fake, it won't be scared.

Xu Yan forced herself to calm down, pretending not to understand.

"I said please marry me and let me be your husband for the rest of my life. ”

"Why?"

Damn, this person is poisonous, the one who proposed marriage as soon as he got on it, made her heart beat non-stop, it was too foul.

"You don't seem to want to talk to you much, and I don't know you well, so I want to spend the rest of my life getting to know you. ”

And you are Uncle Xu's daughter, Uncle Xu's and my father know each other and have a good relationship, so there is no pressure to say hello in the future, wouldn't it be great.

The marriage proposal was impulsive, but after thinking about it, Yang Yang found that there was a lot less trouble, and his wife was still very beautiful, so the more he thought about it, the more energetic he became.

"So you like me?"

"You looked really beautiful just now, so to speak. ”

"I don't believe in love, and I don't believe in love at first sight. ”

"I don't believe in love, so let's get married. ”

"What is the reason? I don't believe in love, that is, if you don't love me, why should you marry me? ”

"I don't believe in love, that's why I want to marry you, anyway, we don't believe in love, and in the future, one person will live, and two people will also live, right."

"Then I can go to someone else, why you. ”

"Because there's no better person than a grip. ”

"I'm afraid of having children, do you want to marry me too?"

"I ...... too"

A blind date almost turned into a debate match, and Yang Yang almost slipped his mouth.

"Why are you afraid of having children?"

"My college roommate had a fetus, and the doctor said it was similar to having a baby, and it would collapse in blood. ”

"Then don't have children. ”

"Then you are not allowed to touch me. ”

The person in front of him was like a child, obviously not a very handsome face, Xu Yan looked at him and didn't know why he was very kind.

Maybe it would be easy to live with such a person.

But is it really good to delay other people's lives like this, let him retreat from the difficulty.

"What kind of touch?"

"I heard that it hurts to break that one too, and you are not allowed to touch me until I am mentally prepared. ”

This is a big problem, Yang Yang is not a man who does not covet women's bodies, but if he has never been in a serious relationship, he can't be a widow like this.

Seeing that Yang Yang was finally stumped, Xu Yan breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and couldn't help but feel a little proud.

"If you can agree to this condition, I will agree to your proposal. ”

"It's a good word, but in exchange, I want you to fulfill your wife's obligations. ”

"Ah, what did you say?"

Because he was too proud just now, the moment Yang Yang agreed, Xu Yan's frightened brain went blank.

"Let's go, you're my wife, let's go get the certificate. ”

Yang Yang didn't give Xu Yan a chance to react at all, and pulled her to the Civil Affairs Bureau, and called Xu's father on the way to send the household registration book.

Is there really such a stupid person?

On the night of the blind date, Xu Yan lay in bed and had insomnia again.

As soon as she closed her eyes, it was Yang Yang, who was standing not far away and watching her smile with a childish smile.

The agreement at the time of the blind date is only known to two people.

After Xu's father and mother knew that their daughter had finally figured it out, joy overflowed from between their eyebrows.

Seeing such parents, Xu Yan really couldn't bear to tell them the truth.

The wedding went very smoothly, except for Yang Yang who cut Xu Yan's finger on the wedding night and left a touch of Yan on the bed sheet, there was no other excessive demand.

In order to find a common topic with his wife, Yang Yang proposed that the two of them go on a newlywed trip.

Thinking that she made excessive demands, Xu Yan did not object.

During the newlywed trip, Yang Yang talked a lot, mainly asking her what she liked.

Xu Yan said very little, either shaking her head or nodding.

How much Yang Yang knew about her, Xu Yan didn't know, but she knew that her husband was a very childish but very committed person.

This made her regret even more if she didn't think about it on the day of the blind date.

Because of this, after the newlywed trip, Xu Yan decided that she would also keep her promise and be a perfect wife.

As time passed, Xu Yan gradually felt that she could not balance family and work.

The competition in the workplace is so fierce, either you enter or I retreat, Xu Yan gradually started to resign.

Regarding this matter, the two families raised their hands in agreement, saying that five people could not support one big and one small.

Parents have always thought that Xu Yan and Yang Yang don't want children is the reason for work, and when they heard that Xu Yan was going to resign and have children, they were not happy.

For this reason, Yang's father and Yang's mother also took out their passbooks, asking Yang Yang and Xu Yan that if they felt that the education in their hometown was not good, they could go to the city to buy a house and have another child.

The parents' intentions are touching, and Yang Yang also has the idea of moving to the city, but it is just a matter of having children......

That night, Xu Yan threw him on the bed, only to realize that the problem was no longer a problem.

Life in the city is not, Yang Yang thinks it is as simple.

Young couples, busy with all sorts of things.

When Xu Yan was pregnant with her child, Xu Yan vomited in the dark, and experienced the hardships of being a mother for the first time.

During that time, she did not fulfill her original promise to prepare breakfast and dinner for Yang Yang.

Yang Yang also began to work overtime every day and gradually got used to this kind of life.

Sometimes when two people notice each other's embarrassed appearance, they can't help but feel a trace of distress from the bottom of their hearts.

But life is like that, everything is for the sake of the children.

They don't know if they have love for each other, or they don't believe in love in the first place.

But he didn't regret proposing.

She didn't marry him either.