Tomorrow, yes, tomorrow.

I'm going to pack my bags and start over and rent a house in another place to find a job.

Life is not easy, life is not.

Originally, after the company closed down on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, I was automatically unemployed, and I should have gone out to look for a job, but in order for the book to be released smoothly, I stayed at home for an extra month.

It's now on the shelves.

The results of the subscription can only be described as miserable.

There is no way.

I don't blame anyone else, I blame myself.

The update is slow, the hand is crippled, and the writing is not very good.

In fact, recently, many book friends have advised me to work full-time and have peace of mind, but I have not agreed. This is because I am no longer young.

Because five or six years ago, when I had just graduated from college, and my book was bought out by Creation, I made one of the more serious mistakes in the past 29 years.

Full-time!

I thought I could get ahead in the online literature industry, so I didn't find a full-time writer to rent a house directly after graduating from college, this writing, that is, two years, I stayed in the house every day, the book was not popular, the grades were getting worse and worse, the oral ability was still degrading, I couldn't socialize, the circle of friends was getting less and less, my health was not good, I had lumbar pain, and I was very depressed.

Two years later, it was over.

I bought out the new book I opened again, but I didn't have it, so I chose to divide it, and the results were miserable, so miserable that there were no 1,000 collections, and at that time I had almost all the money on my body, and I couldn't hold on anymore, so I could only choose to drop the book eunuch.

To this day, I still remember how I felt that night, and I couldn't sleep all night.

I don't have any money, I owe the rent to the boss, I can't buy it out, I can't survive if I continue to share, and I want to find a job, but I've been working full-time for two years since graduating from college, and I don't even know how to interview, to be honest, I really don't know where my path is, and I'm so desperate that I collapse!

That night, I talked to my book friends about my difficult situation at that time, and the veteran book friends who came with me at that time still occasionally mention my situation at that time in the book friend group. The name of this book friend is Xing Sifang, and he is still in the book friend group.

If you don't believe it, you can ask in the book friend group.

There was no way out, so I could only temporarily put aside the idea of writing a book, mustered up the courage to look for a job on the Internet like a blind man touching an elephant, and finally found a job as an editor, with a basic salary of 2,005, not even a rookie, doing the lowest job like a graduate, not understanding anything, often blaming the supervisor, not to mention the graduate in the same position because he was in competition with me, and often sneered at me in his words.

The purpose of saying this is to tell you that it is precisely because of writing books full-time that I wasted more than two years of my most precious youth time, gained nothing, and also affected my own career development. That's the gap.

I'm twenty-nine years old, my parents are old, and I want to give my parents an explanation every night, buy a house and get married, so going out to work is the most realistic way for me to go out and work at the moment.

But don't worry.

I'm going to write this book as well as I can.

Recently, I want to go out to find a job and rent a house, and I will insist on one change a day, if there are many things that day, and the change is broken, I will send a notice to explain, and when the work is stable, I will try to find a way to change it twice a day as much as possible.

In addition, I would also like to thank the four alliance leaders Qian Jin Tailin, Proper XY, West Wind Tianya, Yuxiang Yanyun, and many, many book friends who have rewarded and subscribed to me, especially the book friends in the book friend group who have been following me for many years, they look at me so difficult, and they are still trying to promote my books in various ways and give me crowdfunding Silver Alliance.

At present, I still owe each the two cute lords Qian Jin Tailin and the West Wind Tianya to update a chapter, and I've always remembered it, but this time is not enough to make up for it, and I will definitely find an opportunity to make up for the two alliance leaders next month.

Thank you.

Finally, I want to say that recently, there are often book friends who read pirated copies to post comments in the book review area, I don't mean anything else, it's not easy for me to write a book, please don't disturb my train of thought, I will block the account that has no fan value at the starting point, thank you for your cooperation.

Thank you.

I hope you understand, it's not easy.