A table of good dishes was placed in front of Lu Ying, the dishes were all made in childhood, when he was cooking, in the bedroom was Lu Ying, who was whining and shouting that he was committing ------ drug --- addiction, and in the living room was the little girl who put the TV sound to the maximum, in the kitchen, the childhood side used the fire to burn the pig's trotters and put the dishes that were also going to be made into the sink, and when the pig's trotters were on the steamer, the dishes here were also washed and fished out and began to change the knife. Everything, as if nothing had happened, was like a normal family of three.

Woo! Woo!!

Finally Lu Ying shouted tired, all the blocked mouth could make was a weak 'woo' sound, after the prepared meal was put on the table in childhood, as if she had forgotten something, she ordered a takeaway with her mobile phone, and the purpose of ordering this takeaway was to ask the courier brother to help bring a bottle of wine.

"Drink some, it's been a hard day. ”

Lu Ying, whose face was pale, stopped shouting, and after resting in bed for more than half an hour, the takeaway brother delivered the goods, and only then did he lower the volume of the TV set and loosen the rope tied to the bed.

"How can there be rope at home?"

He was very strange, how he had just had the idea of helping Lu Ying --- quit --- drug ---, and he could find the right tools in the drawer, as if he had prepared them a long time ago.

Lu Ying picked up the wine glass and drank it, and after nearly half a glass of liquor was swallowed, she was choked and coughed: "Cough, cough ......" She coughed wildly for a while, and wiped the saliva from the corners of her mouth for a night: "The first reaction of any drug addict after waking up is to want to quit, and it is normal to have these things at home." ”

"Do you mean, if you wait for this little girl to grow up, you will also let her tie you up?" Hearing this, Lu Ying shook her head: "I don't have the courage, every time --- ---drug addiction --- comes up, no matter how well you prepared before, you will feel the despair of the flash flood breaking the embankment, even if you say 10,000 times 'I can, I can do it', once that time comes, really, no one can stop you from walking like this thing." Perhaps, the person who studied this thing would not have thought that he had opened a bottle, and the devil would never be able to put it back after he was released. ”

"Let's eat. ”

I didn't want to hear these things in my childhood, I understood the truth, but I didn't want to hear it.

After a meal, the two of them didn't say anything, the little girl stared at the TV while eating, and sat on the sofa with the bottle of Coke after eating, until Lu Ying devoured a lot of things, and finally recovered some of her spirits in one breath, and then saw the drink in her daughter's hand and said, "Thank you." ”

Childhood waved his hand, whether the woman wanted to thank himself for his help or the drink in the little girl's hand, he didn't care too much.

"Please tie me up later. ”

I didn't experience it in my childhood, and asked: "It's night, do you still need to tie it?"

"I don't want to suffer in vain when you're asleep. "She really wants to quit, what she lacks is such a person who can force herself, some things are really either don't start, and you must stick to the end when you start.

"Okay. ”

Waiting for Lu Ying to lie down, Childhood tied it with a rope again, and before leaving the house, she said: "Plug my mouth again, when you really shout at night, the neighbors will definitely call the police, and ...... when the time comes" Childhood was stunned for a moment, he actually felt a trace of care from these words, and what was even more interesting was that this woman seemed to have known her identity and couldn't bump into the police. Picking up the piece of cloth and just returning it to Lu Ying's mouth, she said another sentence, which made Childhood stuff things in and immediately walked out of the house: "If you have any ideas...... Just when I repay you...... Rest assured, I'm not sick. ”

You can't think about the meaning of this sentence, but if you think about it more, you will feel that she is scolding herself for being a beast.

You think, Lu Ying is tied up in the house, and there is only a little girl left, and she hasn't shown any thoughts about her for so many days in her childhood......

It was dark, childhood turned off the TV in the living room and stood in front of the TV without saying a word, the little girl turned around and returned to the house very sensibly, and fell asleep on the bed after a while, and he, lying on the sofa, also closed his eyes, but he didn't sleep well all night. Just as Lu Ying was worried, after eating and drinking, she had the strength to start 'wooing' after eating and drinking, and it didn't take long for her to start 'wooing', and the whole bed was 'banging' under the slapping and fluttering, like a dog tied to the bed that was angry at someone, and she couldn't pull it.

When I was a child, I didn't know when the house was quiet, I only knew that I closed my eyes when I was very sleepy, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn.

Well!

Childhood is waking up, just like every morning, I used to be afraid of the old scavenger touching me after the first consciousness, and after that, I would dream of corpses every day, and then I was afraid of the police, and slowly, it has become a habit. However, this habit will make him sleep and eat most of the time, and he will sleep and wake up many times throughout the night, but last night was not, and last night was as solid as if he didn't even have a dream, and the day passed as soon as his eyes were opened and closed.

After waking up, I went to the little girl's room to take a look, and saw that she was sleeping very sweetly on the bed, so I didn't bother to go to the other bedroom. In that bedroom, Lu Ying was lying there, and at the same time there was a stench, and when he shrank his nose and his brows just wrinkled, Lu Ying hurriedly said: "Let me go, let me take a bath......"

In just a few days, her face has improved more than once, and she can finally see the light in this woman's eyes, and most importantly, when she untied the rope in childhood, this woman did not rush to the door for the first time, and walked to the toilet very consciously. She still has the best to save herself, and she is looking forward to welcoming a better self, which also makes her childhood not hard in vain. He laughed, and he didn't dislike it, he used his killer hands to clean up the sheets and covers, threw all these things into the washing machine, and began to pour laundry detergent inside.

"Alas. A few minutes after Lu Ying entered the toilet, she shouted outside: "Can you make my girl wake up, I also want to give her a bath." When I heard this, I picked up the sleepy-eyed little girl in the room, and after sending it to the toilet, Lu Ying just reached out to pick it up, and at that time, he saw everything that should be seen and what should not be seen. Lu Ying didn't care, reached out and took some water, flicked it on Childhood's face and said, "Haven't you seen a woman?" Childhood shook his head and said, "I've seen it." Then he pointed to her chest: "I have never seen a woman like this." Lu Ying glanced down and said with a smile: "Hey, these are all those bastards." After saying that, he closed the toilet door, and seemed unwilling to say anything.

The picture in his childhood mind never disappeared, he saw it, and what he saw was not dirty, but several cigarette scars that had been deliberately burned.

According to normal eyes, this is a woman who is terrible from the inside out, she --- --- drugs---、 has children out of wedlock, has children and runs away from men after having children, she is not a woman at all. The problem is that if you really put yourself in the shoes of this whole period of life, you will suddenly realize how superficial each of us is under the wide angle. Didn't Lu Ying just make a mistake once? So many people can be forgiven, why can't this woman?

The thought of this childhood scared me!

What to forgive?

Do you deserve it?

What about forgiving others, what are you doing forgiving others? Are you going to live with her? How is it possible, when the police come, aren't you the murderer who ruined them for the second time!

This time it was his turn to laugh, and he laughed at himself, just like Lu Ying a few days ago.

At this time, the toilet door was opened, and the little girl who was wiping her hair with a towel walked out, and in the process of taking the towel and wiping her very carefully, Lu Ying actually opened the door again and said to him: "Do you want to ...... Together. This time, there was a little more shyness on this woman's face, in her opinion, this kind of thing is just a means of survival, no different from massage pedicure, but this time she was inexplicably embarrassed to speak, like a technician in a foot massage shop fell in love with a teenager, and even holding hands became a kind of ...... A...... Precious memories must not be too casual.

Childhood shook his head and didn't even look at it. Lu Ying angrily pulled the toilet door hard, and after a 'bump', there was a sound of water flowing inside.

It's not that he doesn't want to, but after experiencing that tragedy, the energy in his mind has never passed.