"Give me a good time!"

Compassion has always thought that he didn't have this thing, but when he saw the woman lying on the bed looking at him with pitiful eyes, he didn't know why, something in his chest that he hadn't felt beating for a long time, and he moved violently.

......

Childhood had been living in this house for two days, and it was a particularly interesting two days, and he habitually sat in the corner where he could observe the mother and daughter at all times, never participating in any conversation between them. Slowly, the woman began to be no longer nervous about the existence of childhood, and asked tentatively: "Can I let her watch TV for a while?" Seeing that there was no response for a long time, she cautiously turned on the TV, and as a result, the little guy who heard the sound of the TV turning on rushed out of the house, and sat on the sofa very naturally, looking at the TV with both eyes, and did not take it to the side.

Then, she slowly stepped back, and at the same time, Childhood reached into her pocket and grasped the hilt of the knife, a sneer on her face.

He thought that this woman was going to do something inferior to a beast, such as leaving her daughter in such a horrible endurance as herself, she went to call the police or run away. However, when childhood slowly passed, I happened to see this woman piercing the needle into the root of her thigh.

That face is the second hated person I have seen in my childhood in recent years, like a smile but not a smile, a fool and not an idiot, looking at others as nothing, and fluttering like a fairy in his own world!

Seeing this scene, Childhood couldn't help but ask: "Leave your daughter out alone, aren't you afraid of what I will do to her?"

Fortunately, she still had a little conscience and said: "Please, please, don't hurt, she ......"

It was this sentence that made Childhood slowly loosen his grip on the handle of the knife, and he wished that when he was most sad, there would be such a person who would say such a thing to whom.

"Huh...... Hahahaha......"

There was a silver bell-like laughter in the living room, the girl was very focused watching the cartoons on the TV, she had no snacks, and she was not accompanied by her parents and grandparents, she was just such a person, alone and enjoying the only fun of childhood, which was so cherished.

After a long time, the woman hiding in the kitchen got up from the ground, stretched out her hand to wipe her saliva and snot, also felt her ugliness, lowered her head, and walked past her childhood, at this time, she actually sat next to her daughter like a normal person, stretched out her hand to hug her, and watched TV.

I didn't say it in my childhood, but in the past few days, he has figured out the woman's living habits, almost every four hours--- I have to smoke drugs---, and will return to normal after about half an hour to accompany my daughter, and I won't do anything else, and when I'm hungry, I eat the food in the plastic bag with the child, until the plastic bag is empty, and then I remembered to look at the childhood and ask: "When can we go out to buy something?"

Yes, she hadn't even asked this question for so many days, let alone who she was in her childhood, and why she locked them in the house. Perhaps, for this woman, this is not the most miserable thing in life at all, and it is even a little dispensable, this is the greatest sorrow, right?

Childhood took out his mobile phone, used takeout to buy a lot of things, and when the takeaway brother delivered the things, it was the woman who opened the door, he hid at the door, holding the handle of the knife, as long as the woman said one more word, he would immediately pounce out. However, this woman seems to be more reluctant to see outsiders than him, and in the face of the inquiry of the takeaway brother, after a casual 'um', she immediately closed the door, as if she was particularly concerned about the world in the room and didn't want anyone to disturb her.

Finally, this peace was shattered by childhood, and he asked while the woman and the child were eating, "What the hell is going on?"

It was as if she had heard so many of these questions that she didn't say a word, as if she hadn't heard anything.

"What about you? "I didn't say a word more than I said in my childhood, it was so simple and direct that no one was allowed to refuse.

She put down her chopsticks, this was the first meal she had cooked in the past few days, and it was only after the takeaway brother brought vegetables and meat that the family that had not been smoked for a long time had a trace of heat on the dining table.

"I'm a bad person. ”

She said word by word: "When I was an adolescent, I quarreled with my family, dropped out of school, hung out in nightclubs every day, relied on my youth and beauty in exchange for income, and used such money to laugh at those who exchanged sweat for wages to live a normal life." As she spoke, she began to sneer, as if mocking herself at the beginning: "Later, the long-term irregular diet and reversal of day and night made the body out of shape, and a large amount of beer blew my stomach, and I became like a pig." ”

"At this time, the girls in other nightclubs said, 'You can try --- Bing---, the weight loss effect is very fast, and it doesn't rebound.'" She looked at her childhood: "I tried, because the price of --- Bing--- sister is much higher than ours, who doesn't want to make more money?"

"I didn't expect it, I can't do without this try, I feel very boring, it's boring to do anything, I don't want to wait for a message from my mobile phone every day, I hope I can go to someone's bureau to mix some --- ice---。 ”

When I heard this in my childhood, I seemed to see the trajectory of her life, a girl whose parents beat and scolded and dragged her to the good road, and had to go to the crooked path, finally understood the good intentions before self-destruction: "What happened later?"

"I was arrested, how can I not be arrested in this business. She sighed: "I was sent to the --- Compulsory Drug --- Center for Compulsory --- Rehabilitation, and I decided to change my ways, and I also understood what my parents were for." No, after coming out of the --- center for compulsory --- --- drug rehabilitation, I listened to my family's words and began to look for a job, from earning thousands of dollars a day to only more than 2,000 a month, from seeing everyone to being submissive to seeing everyone......" As she spoke, she got up from the dining table and walked to the window, pointed to a little white dog that was playing outside and said: "At that time, I was cautious and more like a dog than it, for fear that I would be kicked away by the boss by accident, and return to the dim and boundless world when I gave up on myself. "Vertex

That sentence completely hurt his childhood, especially when he followed him to the window and really saw a dog, his heart was shaking.

"Later, my family introduced me to a boyfriend, and told me that I must not tell others about that experience, but I felt guilty, for fear that people would not want me to keep worrying. She sighed: "Alas......"

"When I plucked up the courage to tell the man all this, I was surprised to find out that he was hiding something from me. ”

"I saw him hiding in the toilet and pulling something out and then flushing and shabu. ”

Childhood understands it at once.

"That's --- --- drug---......" she turned to look at her childhood, "I've --- smoked --- --- poison---。 She lowered her head: "I was already pregnant at that time, and it was impossible to talk about it, so I talked to him once, and he ...... even said that it was because he was afraid that the bride price would be too expensive and his life was stressful, so he took the wrong path. She was sneering, this time still mocking, still laughing at herself: "Also, how much money can a worker have? The question is, how can a girl like me have 180,000 yuan at home?"

"It didn't take long for the two families to meet and unanimously decided to get married after having a child, and I was waiting for the happiest moment of my life, glad that she came to my world when I had worked so hard to quit --- drug ---. The woman looked at her child: "She is the only baby in my life, every diaper from childhood to adulthood has been changed by my own hands, and every time I get up in the middle of the night to cry, I coax it, to be honest, at that time, it doesn't matter whether there is a wedding or not, whether you get married or not." ”

"Especially after I noticed that the man went to the toilet and got something. ”

"I didn't expect it, this crazy thing was afraid that I would tell him, and he secretly drugged my food and water when the child was only a few months old, thanks to the fact that I didn't have milk after giving birth, and the child has always been fed with milk powder, otherwise, what you see today is not a --- addicted --- --- ---......"

Childhood took a deep breath and never exhaled and asked, "Did you call the police afterwards?"

"How is that possible?" she paused in response, "When the addiction comes back, I know too well what it's like to get in touch with those people, like a person who has quit smoking for a week and smokes again, eager to suck up a whole cigarette in one gulp." ”

She continued: "When I came back to my senses, my first reaction was that I couldn't let the child live with that guy, so I rushed home and left with the child completely. ”

"Why don't you go home?"

"Can you go back?"

She was already very disappointed in herself: "When your parents have endured great disappointment and saved you from the abyss again, when you climb back again, guess, who will believe you?"

--- addicted --- Jun's --- son --- different from other people, this kind of person is full of lies and will do everything to cheat some money, how can parents who have long been hurt believe that it was the child's father who did it? And all this is the black hand that pushed her to the abyss.

"What does he do?"

"It's just a worker, working in a sewage treatment plant. ”

As soon as the two of them said this, her snot flowed out as if uncontrollably, and her whole body kept shaking in the chair.

When the little guy saw this, he looked back and said, "Mom, I'm back in my room." "It's as if we already know what's going to happen.

"Do you want another injection?"

Childhood asked.

She shook her head, "That's the last shot of the morning." ”

Childhood then went into the house, found a lot of things in the room, and even he didn't know why he did this, so he pulled the woman into a room and tied it up: "Then let's quit." ”

The woman didn't hear it at all, she gritted her teeth frantically, her whole face turned pale, and after a long time, she suddenly opened her eyes and looked at her childhood and said, "Give me a good time...... Then, send the child to my parents, thank you, thank you......" Before the words fell, the person shouted in a different voice: "Please, please, give me an injection, please!!"