Chapter 59: Deeply Touched
It would be too contrary to your will to say that it is not hard.
Before the project, her work was monotonous and boring, but it wasn't easy at all. Every day as soon as I go to work, I sit in the office, and this sitting is six or seven hours without moving the nest, and it is like this for a long time, who wants to say that he is not tired, stand up, she calls him uncle.
It's already very tiring after a day of work, and you have to do laundry and cook when you get home, can you say that it's not hard?
Not to mention the project, I work overtime every day, I am tired every day, I don't want to move when I get home, I don't want to eat, I don't want to cook.
But when she saw him coming back later than her, and when she heard that he was not full or did not eat well, she would still endure the tiredness and get up to make him supper, can you say that it is not hard?
She loves him, so in her opinion, these hardships, these efforts, are nothing at all.
What's more, he saw all the things she did in his eyes and remembered them in his heart, he knew how to cherish her efforts, and he knew how to cherish her hard work, so she was willing.
Listening to Jin Nan's words, Qiao Muyan's whole person froze.
The air was quiet for several minutes.
Jin Nan didn't know what to say to break this tranquility, and the words that were fast to his lips stayed on the tip of his tongue for a long time.
The window was open, and the wind blew in, and she was about to speak, but she felt the force of the arm around her waist, and she leaned forward, and was once again embraced by him, and his whole face was buried deep in her neck.
Something was wrong with him.
She felt it, she felt it last night.
Last night, he had been staring at her thoughtfully, and in his deep, talkative eyes, she could vaguely read guilt, sadness, and even fear.
She put her hand on his back, brushed it lightly, and then asked tentatively, "What's wrong?"
He didn't move, he didn't make a sound.
She didn't force to ask, just stroked/stroked his back with her hand, as if to soothe the wronged kitten.
After a long time, he took a deep breath before saying, "Guo Jincheng's girlfriend broke up with him." He didn't look up, his face was buried, so his voice was a little muffled, a little deep.
There are not many friends who have a heart to heart with him, Liang Zi'an is counted as one, although this Guo Jincheng is rarely mentioned by him, but she knows that Guo Jincheng is also one.
She was stunned and felt a little funny: "They broke up, do they have anything to do with you? You didn't let them break up." ”
Qiao Muyan didn't answer her words, but said: "I, like Guo Jincheng, have no ability." ”
"And then?" she asked.
"If you don't have the ability, you will let your girlfriend work hard, and you don't have time to accompany her. ”
"And then?"
Then, Guo Jincheng's girlfriend broke up with him. ”
Jin Nan moved, rested his chin on the top of his head, rolled his eyes, and finally landed on the window carelessly, the wind was very light, and only lifted a corner of the white curtain on the window.
Qiao Muyan said. For a long time, she didn't move, just screamed softly, and said: "You and Guo Jincheng may be very similar in some places, but I think my girlfriend and Guo Jincheng should be different, maybe our needs are different."
It has been more than six years since I fell in love with you today, why do you think I can go through more than 2,000 days and nights with you without incident?
Love, excitement, companionship all the time, rich and luxurious life?
No, you never gave me that.
However, these are not important to me, the important thing is that you give me what I want. Qiao Muyan, I always knew what I wanted. ”
He took his head off her neck, looked at the side of her face, and asked seriously, "What do you want?"
Her gaze moved back from the window to the pair of dark eyes, and her appearance occupied the two black pools.
"What I want is a sense of security that I won't be afraid of when the sky falls," she said. After a pause, she added: "This feeling, apart from my parents, you are the only person who can make me feel it." Qiao Muyan, you gave me what I wanted the most, and as for the rest, it was insignificant to me. ”
Suddenly, she smiled, and there was a seemingly inconspicuous pear vortex at the corner of her mouth. Her smile is very similar to the good scene of spring flowers and spring willows full of painting buildings after returning to the earth in spring.
When I was young, my family conditions were very poor, and my father went out to work in order to earn a few more money, and he always came back only once a year. My mother is alone, she has to go to work, do housework, and take care of me, which is hard to think about.
When the electric switch in other people's houses is broken and the light bulb needs to be replaced, it is all men who do it, but my mother is always the one who shoots the shot.
Other people's families are all men upstairs and downstairs carrying gas for gas, but in my house, my mother carries my mother for change.
On Saturdays and Sundays, when the New Year is celebrated, other people's families are a family of three, and a family of four go here to play and shop there, but my mother is the only one in my family who takes me around the suburbs.
I used to complain, even hate, my dad. Why is it that other people's dads can stay at home, but he can't.
When I was eight years old, my dad came back, I got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, and saw my dad hugging my mom and crying bitterly, saying that he couldn't stay by his wife and children, and that he was not a good man or a good father. He said that my mother suffered with him, that he was sorry for my mother, that he owed my mother too much.
My mother didn't complain, she didn't have grievances, she didn't even have a cold eye.
My mother said: I still say the same thing, I'm not afraid to be poor now, as long as you want to change this poverty, I can endure the current hardship. When I got married, I said, I will give you ten years, in these ten years, I don't need you to accompany me, I don't need you to guard, and I don't need you to worry about your family, you just have to rest assured to fight hard. I only hope that in ten years' time, you will have the ability to change our current predicament, and then spend the rest of your time with me to protect our family.
On my 10th birthday, my dad came back completely. They used their savings from that decade to buy a better house and opened their current noodle shop. Since then, my dad has been by my mother's side, accompanying her and taking care of her.
After so many years, life is not too good, it can only be said that it is more than enough.
My mother said that she did not seek to be rich and wealthy in this life, but only to have peace of mind. ”
Speaking of this, Jin Nan let out a long breath.
He knew what she meant, and he always did, because she was always so clean and pure.
His gaze followed hers, so she tilted her head and looked at each other.
She pursed her lips, and after a moment, she said: "I also know that it is not easy to gain a foothold in the sea of clouds, you don't want to bring me into your predicament, you can only rely on your own efforts." And you have nothing but desperate.
Do you know? On the day we established our relationship, I secretly said to myself, I will also give you ten years, and I will not need you to accompany me for these ten years, I will not need you to guard, you will not have to worry about eating, drinking, and Lazar, you can only fight hard.
I also want to use my ten years of dedication to exchange for your companionship and care for the rest of your life, and to exchange for your life that does not seek to be rich and rich, but only to have a comfortable life.
So Qiao Muyan, you don't have to worry about it, I will always stand behind you, although it is hard, but I am willing to eat. ”
Qiao Muyan's entire throat was astringent, and if she wanted to say anything, she couldn't spit out a word, so she could only cover her with her eyes.
The sun fell on her cheeks, and she was a little embarrassed to be stared at Jin Nan like this, but she was about to get up but he grabbed her arm and pulled it, and the whole person crashed into his arms again, and then he pinched her chin and kissed her again.
His lips were a little cold, but his tongue/head was hot, Jin Nan met his kiss and let him come.
The air is slowly heating up, and the breath is clear.
He held her cheek with one hand and put the other around her neck. The two of them were entangled for a long time before he let her go, and she buried herself in his arms and gasped softly.
Qiao Muyan couldn't hear the voice the most, but he stubbornly endured the heat.
With his head against hers, he said, "Silly girl." "How can he be virtuous, worthy of such a good girl, pay such sincerity?
What about her?
Jin Nan was unhappy, pushed him away, and glared at him: "Who are you stupid? I think you are a veritable stupid boy? Putting other people's affairs on yourself, and making yourself unhappy, who do you say are not stupid?"
Tsk, this girl is fat, dare to scold him for being a stupid boy, Qiao Muyan smiled.
He said: "Actually, I didn't feel unhappy, I just felt something. ”
The two people who used to love each other so much have come to this point, as Guo Jincheng's buddy, it is impossible for him to be indifferent.
After the breakup, Guo Jincheng almost collapsed, he didn't dare to imagine what would happen to him if Jin Nan left him one day.
Will it crash too?
No, he won't break down, he'll just go crazy.
"Well, that's the end of the feeling. If you feel it again, you will really become a stupid boy. ”
His eyebrows were crooked, rubbing her hair before she had time to comb it: "Well, I'm a silly boy, you're a big silly girl, we happen to be a natural pair." ”
She raised her hand, knocked his hand off, and pouted: "Hey, think beautifully, who is a natural match with you." ”
"Hmm, do I think it's beautiful? If you don't have a pair with me, who else do you want to be with?"
He deliberately straightened his face, reached out to hold her face, and was about to lean down again, but this time she was alertly dodging it.
I can't kiss anymore, the kiss just now is enough to tickle people's hearts and be full of confusion, and if I do it again, I really can't tell what will happen in the end.
"I'm hungry. She said.
She dodged, and he didn't hold on.
Helped her up and patted her on her ass/thigh: "When you're hungry, wash up and eat." ”
Being spanked by him, Jin Nan was a little panicked, turned his head and glared at him and went to the bathroom.
A few minutes later, Jin Nan came out, and breakfast was already set on the table, a bowl of white porridge, an egg, and a small plate of her own pickled cucumber.
Qiao Muyan didn't leave after setting up the meal, sat opposite her and watched her eat, and after a while he said, "Think about what you want to play, I'll accompany you in the afternoon." ”
"You won't go to the company in the afternoon?" her eyes widened, this was incredible, she asked, "Qiao Muyan, you are not insane, right?"