Chapter 58 is sweet

The next day and Saturday, I didn't have to go to work, the case in the old building was over, and Jin Nan, who had nothing to do, slept until he woke up naturally, and it was almost ten o'clock when he got up.

The living room is quiet, and the sunlight shines through the window, adding a touch of warmth to this quiet place.

Qiao Muyan leaned against the corner of the sofa, with several documents spread out next to him, his legs folded on the coffee table, his notebook on his lap, and his slender fingers were jumping quickly on the keyboard.

When Jin Nan, who had slept enough, came out, he saw such a picture - a picture that permeated comfort and warmth.

Hearing the movement, Qiao Muyan raised his eyelids, looked at her and bent the corners of his lips, and soon moved his eyes to the frequency curtain again, and the movements of his hands did not stop, he said, "Awake?"

As soon as she opened her eyes and saw him at home, Jin Nan was surprised and excited, she said "um", walked over quickly and squatted down, wrapped her arms around his neck through the armrest of the sofa, and stared at him with her eyes.

Qiao Muyan was stared at like this, covered in hair, stopped what he was doing, looked at her sideways, and asked, "Why are you looking at me like this?"

Jin Nan nodded seriously: "Hmm." ”

Her serious appearance amused him, and he smiled and asked, "What's strange?"

"It's weird to see you at home on the weekend. Jin Nan replied and asked, "Isn't your company busy recently?"

It was a rare time for him to get home on time yesterday, and instead of going to work as soon as he usually did, he made chocolate with her for the first time.

Yesterday was enough to excite her, but she didn't expect that when she opened her eyes today, he actually gave her such a big surprise.

Oh, isn't there a lot of surprises in the past two days? Her little heart can't bear it.

Hearing this, Qiao Muyan's eyebrows sank.

He put the notebook on the sofa, put back the foot that was originally resting on the coffee table, turned over slightly, held her squeaky nest with both hands, and lifted and turned, Jin Nan had not even come back to his senses, and the person was already held on his lap.

Her hands were still around his neck, and he wrapped his arms around hers with one hand, his head already pressed over.

Jin Nan seemed to suddenly think of something, and hurriedly withdrew the hand around his neck, put one hand on his chest, hung his head slightly, and muttered, "I haven't brushed my teeth yet." ”

Her voice was soft, with a little shyness.

Qiao Muyan's hand paused, and he pinched her chin lightly with two fingers, so that her gaze had nowhere to escape, and his gaze was stunned, as if he wanted to see her in his eyes.

Two seconds later, his mouth pressed to her lips, and then his other hand pressed her waist firmly against him, deepening the kiss.

He kissed very hard, and there was a trace of panic and guilt in his emotions.

What she said was wrong, in fact it was the opposite of what she said.

In the past two days, various projects have been like water that has opened the floodgates, pouring into the company in waves, and the company's projects are about to be relented.

The people in the company are all like chickens, and they are busy without seeing the light of day, of course, he is no exception.

He has long been accustomed to this kind of day when he doesn't see the sun at both ends, after all, he has lived this kind of day when he got up earlier than the chickens and slept later than the chickens since he was an intern.

That's right, he's used to it, he's used to this kind of non-stop crawling forward, crawling hard.

In order to stay in the sea of clouds, he had to get used to it.

But Guo Jincheng's words today touched him.

Guo Jincheng, like him, was promoted to the sea of clouds from a small place, and then stayed here. Guo Jincheng's family background is not good, and in comparison, he is even worse than him.

People like them, who have no background and no support, want to gain a foothold in the sea of clouds, but rely on themselves, there is no other way to think of it.

Guo Jincheng also has a girlfriend who has been with him for several years, the girl has come to the company to find Guo Jincheng a few times, he has seen it twice, and she is not amazing, but it seems that he feels that the girl's temperament should be similar to Jin Nan, she is the kind of girl who is down-to-earth and persistent in love.

In fact, he doesn't have to feel it, he thinks that this is the case, if that girl is not down-to-earth and not attached to love, she will not follow Guo Jincheng for so many years. Speaking of which, Guo Jincheng's conditions are really not good.

is such a girl, but Guo Jincheng told him yesterday that the girl broke up with Guo Jincheng.

The girl said, "I only wish that you would be by my side when I am sick and in pain, instead of going to the hospital alone in the middle of the night in the heavy rain;

Guo Jincheng, we are obviously in the same city, we obviously live under the same roof, but I feel like we are in a long-distance relationship. When I woke up, you were gone, I didn't come back until I fell asleep in the middle of the night, and I saw you only a handful of times in a month.

Guo Jincheng, I'm just an ordinary girl, what I want to be like ordinary girls in the world, eat with the people I love every day, and go shopping with the people I love on weekends. Guo Jincheng, am I asking too much?"

Guo Jincheng had red eyes and said to him: "It's not too much! If such a request is excessive, then I am simply not human." Mu Yan, Mu Yan, how can I not know her hard work and grievances?

Mu Yan, I also want to accompany her to cook and eat, and I also want to accompany her to go shopping and watch movies. Mu Yan, I want to accompany her, I really want to accompany her every day, but I can't. She and I both want to stay here, how can I keep it if I have nothing? mortgage, car loan, food, drink, Lazar...... None of this will fall from the sky in vain.

Her father is a medicine jar, and she can't do without medicine for many years, and more than half of her monthly salary now has to be sent back to her father to buy medicine, and she has almost no savings.

She and I are both only children, and we will have four elderly people to support by then. It's not that I'm thinking far, it's a real problem. Mu Yan, do you think I can do it now if I don't work hard?

Mu Yan, I'm a person, not a Daluo Immortal, and I don't know how to doppelgΓ€nger.

To be honest, it's okay to divide it. It's divided, she finds someone with better conditions than me, then she won't be as hard and aggrieved as she is now. I don't blame her, I don't blame her, it's me who is bad, it's me who is too incompetent. ”

Speaking of this, Guo Jincheng closed his eyes, exhaled fiercely, and opened his eyes again for a while, and suddenly took two steps in his direction, grabbed one of his shoulders with one hand, and pointed to his heart with the other, and said: "But Mu Yan, it hurts here, buddy hurts here! I have loved her for so many years, and she has already gotten here." Now that she's gone, it's like a piece has been torn here, it hurts, buddy, it's really T. ”

This is the first time he has seen Guo Jincheng cry, a man's tears, helpless tears.

Guo Jincheng stayed in his office all afternoon, crying and talking.

Guo Jincheng didn't cry during the whole process, his sadness was helpless, depressed, and gloomy......

To be honest, he hoped that Guo Jincheng would cry a lot, because of the kind of sadness that he couldn't vent, he was even more uncomfortable.

In the end, Guo Jincheng patted him on the shoulder and said, "Dude, we have our bitterness, our helplessness, and the reason why we have to work hard and keep crawling forward." But, buddy, we were tired when we tried our best to crawl forward, but the woman who stood behind us to support us was also tired. They need our care and our company, so buddy, no matter how busy you are, don't forget to look back and look at our women. Alas, I went too fast and too selfish, so I lost my woman. Mu Yan, don't learn from me, and regret it when you lose it. ”

Guo Jincheng left, but his words made him enlightened.

In the past few years, he, like Guo Jincheng, in order to stay in the sea of clouds, he has also climbed forward with his head in his head.

Guo Jincheng snubbed his girlfriend, why didn't he snub Jin Nan?

Guo Jincheng's girlfriend endured the grievances and hard work, why didn't Jin Nan have it?

Jin Nan has paid a lot for him over the years and endured a lot of hardships, he is sorry for her, and he has not been able to let her live a peaceful and happy life.

He owes her so much.

Guo Jincheng is right, you can't wait for it to be lost before you regret it.

Therefore, from now on, he must often look back and look at the woman who has paid silently for him and never abandoned.

So yesterday he left work on time for the first time in his history, to eat with her and to make chocolate with her.

Seeing her smile like a child, his heart was heavy.

When was the last time he had seen her smile so happy? a year ago, two years ago? Or was it longer?

He couldn't even remember.

Jin Nan was dizzy by his kiss.

It was a long time before he slowly moved his mouth away from hers.

Jin Nan was a little embarrassed, buried her head in his chest, he screamed twice, she just twisted her body and didn't say anything.

Qiao Muyan smiled, and his chest trembled with laughter.

"We've been kissing for years, why are you still shy?" he teased her.

Jin Nan slowly raised his head, and he was looking at her with affection. Holding her waist with one hand and not letting go, the breath of the two was mixed together, he was too hard and too enthusiastic just now, she felt the strangeness of his body, and also felt the changes in her body.

"Who is shy. She stiffened and didn't admit it: "I just couldn't breathe." ”

He laughed and didn't expose her.

He asked in a soft voice, "Are you hungry?"

Jin Nan nodded, and at this moment, her stomach gurgled a few times.

The smile on his face deepened, and he said, "I boiled porridge and warmed it for you in the pot, go wash it up." ”

"Good. ”

Jin Nan was about to get up, but Qiao Muyan grabbed her, looked into her eyes without blinking, for a full minute, and then asked softly: "Xiao Nan, with me, do you feel ...... It's hard?"

Seeing that his face was serious, her expression became serious, and then replied to him: "Yes, it's very hard." ”

Qiao Muyan's face darkened instantly, and when he licked his lips and thought about what to say, he heard her add: "But I'm willing." ”