Chapter 349: Those Past

Life is always like this, giving you hope and disappointing you, making you embarrassed, leaving you physically and mentally exhausted, as if then it is satisfied.

The things that happened one after another during this period of time made Qin Sheng a little exhausted, one thing was not over, and another thing followed, not giving Qin Sheng a chance to breathe at all, as if he wanted to challenge Qin Sheng's limit.

Tonight's events once again tortured Qin Sheng, tormented this man who had suffered from setbacks and vicissitudes, and made him bear the pressure of not being suitable for his age.

I finally recognized my long-lost sister, and I also remembered what happened when I was a child, and I recognized my mother who always appeared in my dreams, which was a happy thing. Qin Sheng was also looking forward to reuniting with his mother, which was an orphan's greatest expectation, but God joked with him and told him that his mother had passed away.

This joke is a bit big for Qin Sheng, only Qin Sheng himself knows what kind of mood it is, so he will kneel on the ground and hug his head and cry, releasing all the pressure and grievances of these days.

The son wants to be raised, but the parent is not there.

Hope turned into disappointment, joy turned into sadness, this gap might have collapsed if Qin Sheng's heart wasn't strong enough. For many people, this is sometimes the case, life does not matter whether you can bear it or not, whether you refuse, escape, sadness, anger, etc., you have to face it, and then learn to grow, become mature, vicissitudes and sophisticated.

Originally, Qin Ran planned to let Qin Sheng go back to the old house, this was the place where Qin Sheng stayed when he was a child, which should help him remember the past and also promote the relationship between their sister and brother. It's best if you can think of it, and it's okay if you can't. Then take Qin Sheng back to the courtyard to see Qin Chang'an.

But she didn't expect that although Qin Sheng remembered those things from the past here, he didn't plan to leave, but wanted to stay here for one night.

Qin Ran couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable when he thought of Qin Sheng's sad appearance in front of his mother's spirit just now, knowing that Qin Sheng must be reluctant to let his mother go, and wanted to accompany his mother well, otherwise it would be impossible to talk to himself in front of his mother for three hours, like a madman who is insane.

Therefore, Qin Ran agreed, but this old house has not been lived in for many years, and there are not even necessary daily necessities, but this is not a matter for Qin Ran.

Qin Ran said to Qin Sheng, "You rest first, I'll ask them to send something over."

Qin Sheng nodded, he was once extremely familiar with this place, and here were all his childhood memories in Beijing. Now that he is back again, familiar and unfamiliar with this place, Qin Sheng has to slowly look for those memories, so he casually looks at the old house and those old photos.

Qin Ran walked to the balcony and dialed Qin Changan's phone.

The winter in Beijing was very cold, and Gongsun and the others had been waiting below for four hours, but fortunately they were sitting in the car, and if they were outside, they would have frozen to death. It was already two o'clock in the morning, not only Gongsun was waiting, but Qin Chang'an, who had returned to the courtyard, was also waiting, waiting to recognize Qin Sheng.

For a half-hundred man who has experienced all the things in his life, there is nothing more important than recognizing his own son.

After receiving Qin Ran's call, Gongsun smiled and said, "Ranran, it's already two o'clock, your father is still waiting, can you leave now?"

Qin Ran smiled bitterly and said, "Uncle Gongsun, you tell him, we won't go back tonight, Qin Sheng wants to stay here, and we'll go back at noon tomorrow." ”

"Ah, live here?" Gongsun said in surprise, and then he understood, Qin Sheng must have remembered the past, otherwise he would not have taken the initiative to ask to live here.

Qin Ran nodded silently and said, "Well, so Uncle Gongsun, you let people send some daily necessities over, there is nothing here"

"Okay, you don't have to worry about this, I'll call to arrange it, and I'll send it to you later" Gongsun agreed without hesitation, even if it was troublesome and tossing for him, he was willing to do it, because this was a major matter for the Qin family.

After answering the phone, Gongsun first arranged for someone to send something over, and then called Qin Changan, otherwise Qin Changan would definitely have to wait.

"Ran Ran said, the young master wants to live in the old house tonight, and he can go over tomorrow, I have already arranged for someone to send things over, you better rest early" Gongsun said calmly.

"Got it" Qin Changan is still so unfazed, nothing will make him lose his sense of proportion, but he is a little disappointed in his heart, but he can understand.

Qin Ran returned to the living room after making the call, and Qin Sheng was staring at a photo on the wall in a daze. This is a photo of his mother holding him, as if he was by the lake in Beihai Park, his mother kissed his cheek, and he and his mother were smiling very happily.

"This is a photo of you when you were three years old, our family went to Beihai Park, you don't want to walk, your mother has been holding you" Qin Ran walked over slowly, stood next to Qin Sheng, and whispered to Qin Sheng.

Qin Sheng's eyes were complicated, and he bit his lower lip tightly and said, "Sister, how did our mother go?"

"When you were five years old, a car accident took your mother away, and the car accident was very strange, the driver hit and run, there was no clue at all, and he has not been caught yet. In those years, a lot of things happened in our family, after my mother died, my grandfather, who had disappeared for many years, suddenly came back, and then took you away without saying anything. The uncle, who was popular and had high hopes, resigned from the ministry without warning, then divorced his aunt, and finally became a monk in Wutai Mountain, which shocked everyone. And the aunt also left Canada and never came back" Qin Ran said word by word, these are all things she only learned later, for that period of time, many people are very taboo, even if she inquired and asked, she didn't get any news.

These are all things that have happened, but there are still many things that Qin Ran did not say, that is, when the Qin family was shattered, there was only one man who supported the backbone of the Qin family, withstood all the pressure, gritted his teeth and moved forward, survived the most difficult time, and finally got ahead completely, this man was her father Qin Changan. Although Qin Ran complained about her father for many things, she admired this man from the bottom of her heart, because she could get to this position today, her father didn't know how much he had paid and how much he had experienced.

Qin Sheng didn't expect things to be so complicated, the more he listened, the more frowning he became, his intuition made him feel that things back then were far from being as simple as he imagined, this was definitely a premeditated conspiracy against the Qin family.

However, he also learned some rough news about the Qin family from his sister's brief words, that is, he had a sister and a father, an uncle who became a monk in Wutai Mountain, and an aunt in Canada.

"Sister, don't worry, I will definitely find the murderer of the year and give our mother an explanation" Even though many memories of my mother were in my dreams when I was a child, this did not affect Qin Sheng's feelings for my mother, which is irreplaceable. Since his mother was killed by someone, although his sister didn't say it directly, Qin Sheng intuitively decided so. This kind of great enmity, for anyone, as a son, will try his best to kill the enemy and get justice for his dead mother.

Qin Ran took his brother's hand, and said with a gentle look in his eyes, "Sister believes in you"

Qin Ran could understand Qin Sheng's feelings, and anyone would do this, but Qin Ran didn't want Qin Sheng to interfere in the affairs of the past. After all, things were very complicated back then, and those who dared to do it to the Qin family were definitely not ordinary characters. It's just that Qin Ran didn't say that, otherwise it would hit Qin Sheng.

Afraid that Qin Sheng would continue to ask about the previous things, Qin Ran hurriedly changed the topic and said, "Don't talk about these trivial things, let's tell you about what happened when you were a child, you were smart when you were a child, everyone likes you as a little ghost, every time you go to your grandmother's house, your grandparents have to let you stay for a few more days, and your uncle always buys you any good things as soon as possible, which makes me very envious and jealous." But after you come back, you will give it all to me, and the New Year's money when you were a child, whoever gives you will not give it, you have to let me keep it for you, and everyone will laugh."

Qin Ran was amused by himself as he spoke, Qin Sheng couldn't help but laugh a little, he didn't expect to be so likable when he was a child, he said casually, "Are your grandparents still there?"

"Alas, my grandfather passed away a few years ago, and when he left, he still thought about you, saying that this was his biggest regret, and he didn't see your grandson again. However, my grandmother is still in good health, sometimes in Beijing, sometimes in Shanghai, and spends the winter in Sanya during this time. After a while, I will take you to meet them again, they will definitely not believe it" Qin Ran pulled Qin Sheng to sit on the sofa and said with a smile.

Qin Sheng nodded and said, "Okay."

The word "relatives" is simple and simple, and it is complicated to say that it is complicated, but nothing will change the bloodline.

The two sisters and brothers chatted like this, talking about those things when they were children, talking about their relatives and elders at home, and their peers, until Gongsun sent someone to send daily necessities.

There is a bed in the second bedroom, which will have been cleaned up, re-laid with sheets and quilts, etc., Qin Sheng let his sister sleep in the second bedroom, and he slept on the sofa for a night. Qin Ran couldn't shirk it, and finally obeyed Qin Sheng's arrangement.

After saying good night to his sister and sending off Gongsun and the others, Qin Sheng turned off the lights and lay on the sofa, although the winter in Beijing is very cold, but there is heating in the old house, so it is not cold at all.

Qin Sheng couldn't sleep, he kept thinking about things, and he still felt very disappointed and regretful that he didn't see his mother again. If, he said if, as long as he can see his mother, he can exchange whatever he wants, but unfortunately this is destined to be impossible, destined to be a pity.

Unconsciously, Qin Sheng fell asleep like this, he slept very soundly this night, and for the first time in so many years, he felt so close to his mother, as if he had found the feeling of being held in his mother's arms and coaxed to sleep when he was a child.

In his sleep, the corners of Qin Sheng's mouth rose slightly, and the corners of his eyes narrowed into a line, as if he was smiling.

Because he dreamed of his mother again, and this time his mother's appearance was no longer blurred......