Chapter 348: It's Completely Gone

Sister doesn't cry, this sentence made Qin Ran suddenly like a dream, and it seemed to go back to more than 20 years ago, every time she cried, the immature little guy always hugged her and comforted her in an age-inappropriate tone: Sister doesn't cry.

It's been more than 20 years, Qin Sheng finally returned to the Qin family, and he also remembered those things when he was a child, and his sister and brother were very excited in their hearts.

Even if anyone sees this scene, they will sigh and sigh.

Qin Ran bit her lower lip tightly and didn't let herself cry, because this was the happiest time she had in so many years. Qin Sheng took a deep breath, wiped away his tears, and then hugged his sister tightly, patting her on the back, waiting for her to calm down.

I don't know how long it took, Qin Ran finally let go of Qin Sheng, wiped away his tears and burst into laughter, and then asked nervously, "Qin Sheng, do you really remember what happened when you were a child?"

Qin Sheng nodded and said truthfully, "Well, although I only think of a little, I know where this is, I know who you are, and I know who the women and men on the wall are."

Qin Ran could understand, after all, too much time had passed, more than twenty years, even if it was anyone, the things when he was a child had almost forgotten, Qin Sheng could only remember a little, so she took Qin Sheng's hand and said, "It's okay, just remember this." It's been more than 20 years, my sister has been looking for more than 20 years, and today I finally brought you home. No matter what happens in the future, I will never let you leave me again, never"

Qin Sheng smiled faintly, stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Qin Ran's eyes, turned to look at the woman in the photo and sighed, "Sister, I miss my mother, I often dream of her in my dreams, but I always can't see her clearly, I keep chasing her, but she ignores me." I miss her, I want to see her."

The closest relatives in the world are better than flesh and blood.

Qin Sheng finally remembered what happened when he was a child, and he also recognized his mother, so he couldn't wait to see his mother, because he could only see it in his dreams every time, and it was still vague.

Mother, for any person, is extremely important, and no one can replace it, that is the person who gave him life, that is the woman who loves him the most in the world, that meaning cannot be described in words.

Since he arrived in Xi'an, he has no mother, and at that time he had no other relatives except his grandfather. Especially whenever he sees other people's children have mothers, play with them, and grow up with them little by little, he is very disappointed, always hiding in the room and crying secretly, that kind of loneliness can only be understood by orphans. It wasn't until he came to the Lin family later and Aunt Wang gave him maternal love that this feeling gradually faded. Otherwise, Qin Sheng really didn't know what he would be like now, after all, his personality when he was a child affected everyone's life.

"Mom?" Qin Ran, who had already held back her tears, hesitated for two seconds after hearing Qin Sheng's words, and then her eyes were red again, she held back her emotions and did not collapse and said, "You come with me"

Qin Ran knew that Qin Sheng definitely didn't remember that his mother had been dead for many years, after all, he could only remember a little thing, so he turned around and took Qin Sheng towards the bedroom inside.

Qin Sheng was a little surprised, he didn't know what Qin Ran meant by this, but he always felt that something was wrong, and followed Qin Ran towards the inside with some trepidation.

This is a master bedroom, when Qin Ran pushed the door and turned on the light, the smell of dust came to his face, and there was nothing empty inside, only an old table was placed against the wall, and there were fresh fruits on the table, which should have been put in the past few days, as well as incense burners and candles.

And, of course, there's the black-and-white photo on the wall, where the woman is none other than the beautiful woman in the family portrait in the living room. The woman is still so beautiful, smiling, and her eyes are full of tenderness. She is Qin Sheng and Qin Ran's mother.

When Qin Sheng walked into the master bedroom and followed Qin Ran's eyes, just one glance, Qin Sheng's brain went blank instantly, and the whole person was completely petrified there, his whole body couldn't help but tremble, his fists clenched his nails and sank into the flesh, staring at the photo on the wall. Of course he knew what it meant, but he really didn't expect it to be like this, all his expectations were completely wiped out at this moment, gone, completely gone.

In the past, he knew that he was an orphan and had no mother, but he also fantasized that if he found his biological parents one day, would he be able to see his mother. But at this moment, he knew that he didn't have a mother before, but he still had hope, but today he really doesn't have a mother, and he won't have it in the future, and he doesn't even have hope.

Heaven one second ago, hell the next, this is no longer a sense of loss, but a blow that is close to destruction, directly knocking down Qin Sheng, who is still strong in the face of any enemy and setbacks at any time and in any situation.

At this moment, Qin Sheng's lost soul was like a lonely ghost, and his eyes and face were even more terrifying and unrecognizable, which made Qin Ran feel particularly strange, staring at Qin Sheng dumbfounded.

I don't know how long it took, Qin Sheng, who had been standing there, finally moved, he slowly took a step, step by step towards the sacrificial table. Every step was so heavy, every step was so difficult, and every step seemed to crush every hope he had for more than 20 years. The distance of a few steps seems to be 108,000 miles, and the time of a few steps seems to be as far away as centuries, but a few steps are separated by yin and yang.

When Qin Sheng finally walked to the front and back of the sacrificial table, he saw that this man who seemed to be an unbeatable Xiaoqiang had walked through the ghost gate many times, suddenly knelt on the ground with a bang, buried his head deep between his legs, held his head with both hands and grabbed his hair, and choked up with almost depression and despair.

Time stopped at this moment, anyone who saw this scene would not be able to stand it, Qin Ran turned her back, she couldn't bear such emotions anymore, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to hold on, and finally she left the master bedroom directly and came to the living room, leaving time for Qin Sheng to be alone with her mother, she knew that Qin Sheng must have a lot to say to her mother.

Qin Ran didn't help Qin Sheng, let alone comfort Qin Sheng, for a man, sometimes there are some things that have to be faced alone, only when they are completely vented will they feel more comfortable, and if they are suppressed, they will be even more terrifying.

Time passed minute by minute, and I don't know how long it has been, today Qin Sheng has dried up all the tears he has accumulated over the years, and he feels that there is really nothing to make him cry again in the future.

Still kneeling on the ground, he raised his head, stared at his mother's photo, and laughed self-deprecatingly, "Mom, my son is not filial, so I made you wait so many years to come back to see you." Mom, how have you been all these years? Do you miss your son, and you will give your son dreams every time. Mom, do you know, you're prettier than my girlfriends, and if you were by my side when you were in school, I would definitely show off to my classmates every day that I had a beautiful mother. Mom......"

At this moment, Qin Sheng is no longer the Qin Sheng with a strong inner wall, he is just a child who doesn't grow up in front of his mother, for more than 20 years, he can only see his mother in a dream every time, and he will be awakened every time he can't say a few words. Today he finally reunited with his mother, he has a lot of things to say to his mother, he wants to tell his mother all the words he has saved for more than 20 years, everything that has happened, all in one go.

The first time I was praised by the teacher, the first time I got a perfect score, the first time I fought, the first time I held a girl's hand, the first time I kissed a girl, the first time I fell in love, the first time I broke up, etc.

Qin Sheng wanted to tell his mother everything, it seemed that his mother was always by his side, but Qin Sheng would definitely only tell his mother about the happy things, and not about the sadness and frustrations of his mother, because he didn't want his mother to worry.

An hour has passed, two hours have passed, Qin Sheng is still talking with his mother, as if his mother is standing in front of him, sometimes he will suddenly talk and laugh, sometimes he will be very depressed when he speaks, and people who don't know still think that Qin Sheng has gone crazy.

Qin Ran came over to see it several times during this period, because she was really worried about Qin Sheng's state, but she didn't bother Qin Sheng, and let Qin Sheng talk to himself like this

Gongsun and the others downstairs had been waiting, Qin Changan asked people to call once, asking when they would come back, and when they heard that Qin Sheng and Qin Ran were on the side of the old house, they never called again.

Three hours later, Qin Sheng finally finished saying all the things that should be said, his legs were numb, and he stood up with some difficulty, and then said to his mother, "Mom, it's not too late, you go to bed early, I'll tell you next time"

After speaking, Qin Sheng put a stick of incense on his mother, kowtowed three times, and then turned around and left the master bedroom.

In the living room, Qin Ran saw that Qin Sheng finally came out of the master bedroom, and his heart instantly became steady, but before she could speak, Qin Sheng took the initiative to say, "Sister, I want to sleep here tonight, is it okay?"

Qin Ran was stunned for a moment, then nodded heavily and said, "Okay"

(End of chapter)

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