At this time, Xia Jinxi glanced at Lu Jinhan and smiled.

Who is he looking at with such an expression?

Didn't he cause such a tragedy?

But when she thought that Lu Jinhan might also be really painful, the smile on the corner of Xia Jinxi's mouth was a little more sincere.

She slowly approached him,

"Lu Jinhan, I'm so uncomfortable, are you also uncomfortable? Heart, is it painful? Why are you sad?"

Xia Jinxi's tone was slow and leisurely, but it was extremely firm. After a long pause, she sneered,

"Why did you bring me here? The more I think about the past, the more I hate you. Lu Jinhan, why am I so unlucky? Why did I meet you?"

She didn't smile, choked up, her face full of pain. She didn't understand, she thought that simple love, with pain as the thread and regret as the needle, ran through her entire life.

She had also imagined the future, even if it wasn't smooth, but how could it be as bad as it is now.

"Xia Jinxi, don't think about it, don't think about it before. Don't think about it, okay?" Lu Jinhan stretched out his hand and grabbed the woman, every word she asked him, he couldn't answer, after a long pause, the corners of his mouth moved slightly, and he spoke in a calm tone,

"People, don't they all have to move forward? Pity, I will be good to you, and our future will be very good. ”

He couldn't think of anything else he could say.

What is man's greatest helplessness? He wants to make amends for the past, but finds that there is nothing he can do.

What is a "good" way?

Xia Jinxi's eyes became cold, and he completely returned to reality from memory, looked at Lu Jinhan, shook his head slowly, and showed sarcasm, even if it was very good, what could it be?

There are some things that can never be offset.

Besides, she doesn't want his goodness anymore.

She can't cross a few lives, and then change the love that was pure, beautiful and persistent when she was young, but it was actually useless.

If she had understood earlier, wouldn't she have been much better?

She will have a good experience of her college life, she will no longer focus her whole mind on one person, she will pick up her dreams, she likes the piano, she likes to dance, she will take the free time to learn the desserts she used to love to eat.

She will accompany her parents well, listen to them, marry a man they can rest assured, and spend a long and ordinary life.

Then watching her sister Ning Yan get married, or one day she will know that Yanyan is not her own sister, but she still protects her.

Moreover, watching Yun Chu grow up and be happy, she is still his best sister.

Don't have anything to do with the Lu family anymore, knowing that Lu's mother doesn't want to see her, she is cautious and pretending to be flamboyant, knowing that Lu Jin is cold and selfish, and trying to love him.

She won't be like that again.

In just a few minutes, Xia Jinxi had already thought of another life, her other possible life, just thinking about it, she thought it was good.

Although I didn't realize what love was, it wouldn't hurt as much as it does now, and it wouldn't be a ghost.

Although no matter what kind of life, there will be regrets.

However, as long as it wasn't like her, everyone, including herself, felt pitiful.

Xia Jinxi gasped slightly, only to feel that something seemed to be calm in her heart, and she couldn't breathe.

"Xia Jin, pity, don't cry. ”

Hearing the voice, Xia Jinxi suddenly woke up, it turned out that she still couldn't hold back.

The man's hand kept rubbing against her face, wiping away the tears bit by bit.

She took a step back, wiped her tears away, looked at the face in front of her, with some vicissitudes, she had long since lost the wanton attitude of her former youth, and there was a scar on her face that was exactly the same as hers.

The person she loves is just the young man she was idealized at the beginning, and it has nothing to do with the selfish, cold and violent Lu Jinhan now.

Xia Jinxi looked at Lu Jinhan, one cold look at the other, one eye on the fiery, one look at nothingness, and one look at the last one repentance.

"If I had to do it all over again, I really don't want to meet you. ”

Even if she misses a lot, she doesn't want to run into him.

Lu Jinhan is the nightmare in her life.

"Lu Jinhan, in fact, until now, I haven't really known you. ”

"But it doesn't matter anymore. ”

"Who said it doesn't matter?" Lu Jinhan originally listened, Xia Jinxi was full of resentment, he could accept it without dropping, but the only bottom line that could not be touched was that she wanted to draw a line with him.

It's okay to hate him and hate him, but how can she deny everything before?

"It's a pity, I don't like to hear this, don't say it in the future. Lu Jinhan couldn't stand this.

"Lu Jinhan, you are not only stupid, but also love to deceive yourself," Xia Jinxi smiled uncharacteristically, there were still dry tear stains on her face, and the scar became less terrifying in the soft sunlight, she pretended to be easy to speak, "Don't lie to yourself." I'm afraid that when the time comes, you will be in more pain. ”

"Yes, it's a pity," Lu Jin Han's eyes picked up, as if to hide his true emotions, "I also said that I waited, as long as you are by my side, you can play whatever you want." ”

It's just that why can't you put it down?

In fact, it's already like this anyway, so why let yourself be in a painful impasse for the rest of your life?

Lu Jinhan couldn't understand such logic.

How can people who hold on to the past live well?

Stubborn woman.

Xia Jinxi said that he was stupid, isn't she the same, isn't she very smart?

But he forgot, because he was the one who made the mistake, and it was Xia Jinxi who was hurt.

Only when you have truly experienced pain can you be qualified to talk about forgiveness.

But if the abuser could have the slightest thought of thinking about the victim, he would not have hurt her like that in the first place.

Between them, they will not come to a dead end.

"Anyway, I don't care if it's more, I want you to be by my side for the rest of my life, no matter how much you hate me and hate me, I won't let you leave me. ”

Xia Jinxi's eyes flashed slightly, but he didn't refute.

But it is not that he acquiesced in what he said, but because when a person's belief is stronger and collapses, the more distressed he will be, until he collapses.

Of course, she never felt that Lu Jinhan was in love with her, but as long as she was still possessive, she could trample his pride under her feet and shatter it fiercely.

That being the case, each according to his ability.

Xia Jinxi's face was indifferent, put away the ridicule, put away the pain, and walked forward.

Since you're here, let's take a good look, after all, next time, I don't know when it will be.