Chapter 200: The Old Place, Fragmented
Xia Jinxi gave the man a rare look, and then took another step forward.
Familiar, here, too familiar.
It's like a memory box that has been sealed for many years has suddenly been opened, with all the corresponding emotions.
My heart is a little sour, my eyes are a little hot, and my eyes can't be opened.
After all these years, it hasn't changed here, not at all.
It's the people who come here who have changed.
When I used to go to school, I was still ignorant of the word "things are people", but now I have a real experience.
"This is the backstreet of Rongda. Halfway through the words of the previous ......, Lu Jin froze.
In the past, on this street, it was Lu Sijing who accompanied Xia Jinxi.
Because of his mother's hatred for the Xia family and what he instilled in him since he was a child, he can only be good to Yanyan alone, so even if he ...... In fact, he didn't hate Xia Jinxi, but he also restrained himself very well, and rarely touched her.
But Lu Jinhan also clearly remembered that he watched Lu Sijing and Xia Jinxi on this street more than once while eating the food on the street.
And he, hiding in the corner, watched her and Lu Sijing walking together affectionately, crazy with jealousy.
He missed her, but he didn't even dare to get closer.
At that time, he was indeed an outsider.
Sometimes under the pretext of cigarettes, occasionally with her, he also wanted to see her smile in front of him and smile defenselessly, but as soon as she saw him, she was very restrained.
Over time, Lu Jinhan felt that he should not disturb her. However, with his character, how is it possible.
Thinking of this, Lu Jin Han smiled bitterly, you see, he liked her so much before, no, maybe he claimed to like her, but he couldn't stand a little test.
A little trick can be shattered.
Who is he to blame?
Yourself. But he couldn't help but complain about Lu Sijing, Xia Jin, and ...... He resents everyone.
Why do they have to get so close? Xia Jinxi said that he loved him, but he was so close to Lu Sijing......
If it weren't for witnessing with his own eyes, how good the relationship between Xia Jinxi and Lu Sijing was, he wouldn't have been so angry when she still called Lu Sijing's name on the wedding night.
If it weren't for seeing Xia Jinxi treat a person well, how could he struggle in a distorted personality...... While not believing that she was once in love with him, she denied her truest emotions.
The grudge came and went, and it came back to himself.
Still blame him......
But if he was like Lu Sijing, he was also around her, treated her a little better, didn't pretend to be cold, and tried to get close to her, would she be able to muster up the courage and confess her heart?
They really missed a lot of time, and they also missed a lot of happiness that originally belonged to them.
There are some things that he can make up, but he has to admit that some things are lost and can never be recovered.
Can't get it back......
Lu Jinhan's heart throbbed, Xia Jinxi looked ahead in a daze, and he stared at her intently.
A bout of sadness.
Lu Jinhan, how about you being invincible in the shopping mall?
How can you call the wind and rain in this Banyan City and cover the sky with one hand?
You are so powerful, can't you get a dead heart?
Xia Jinxi didn't hear Lu Jinhan say anything at all, and she didn't want to listen to it, as if she was immersed in her own world.
It's still daytime, and there are vendors on the street preparing ingredients and waiting for the students in the school to leave school. It's not as lively as it is at night, but she knows that it is beautiful to be lit up with colorful lights at night, and sometimes fireworks are set off, which shines the whole sky and brightens her whole youth......
At that time, she liked it very much, if Ah Jing was by her side, she would definitely be able to jump, and she could buy a bunch of fireworks, and while running, she grabbed the cannon and threw it with her hand......
It was so much fun, at that time.
At that time, Lu Jinhan was still just a teenager, she couldn't have imagined that all her subsequent tragedies were caused by this person, and at that time, she wanted to meet him once.
When she met, she became restrained again, and she couldn't let go of her hands and feet.
Xia Jinxi at that time, Lu Sijing at that time, Lu Jinhan at that time, and they at that time......
Why does she remember it so clearly?
Xia Jinxi walked slowly forward, and every step happened to be on top of his own memories.
"Azing, Akira ......"
Ah Jing can't come back.
That young man, Lu Jinhan many years ago, couldn't come back.
That summer pity, that bright and proud summer pity, can't come back.
If I had known that the future would be so bad......
However, the world did not know it earlier.
"Alas, girl, do you want two strings of spicy tang?"
The smoke and fire are still the same as before.
Xia Jinxi grinned, but felt uncomfortable.
"Girl, what's the matter?" asked the aunt who sold Malatang on the side of the road with concern.
Xia Jinxi just shook his head.
There are some tastes that I can't describe.
What's going on, too much, too much, all of them, it's changing too fast.
This is the place where her college life has witnessed her happiest time, and she used to love to come here, but only for a long time......
In five years, in the long river of growth, her five years are just a drop in the ocean.
However, in just five years, the person she loved died.
No, it should be said, her love, died.
Ah Jing, who walked on the street with her, is also gone.
One is the death of the personality soul, and the other is never seen again, gone.
Xia Jinxi looked up and looked at the sky.
Lu Jinhan came over at this time, he looked at her sadness, and saw if she was mourning for someone in her heart, or missing her Ah Jing again, among those good memories, was there anything about him......
He remembered that Xia Jinxi's diary had written that her girl's thoughts were on this street, and she had looked forward to a "chance encounter" with him.
If the relationship between him and Xia Jinxi does not fall to the freezing point like now, he really wants to take someone into his arms and tell her that he has been wronged, Xia Jinxi, and he will love her a hundred times and a thousand times in the rest of his life. Then she asked in her diary...... Are all those "crushes" real?
Lu Jinhan really wants to know.
However, he couldn't ask, and he didn't dare to ask, just now Xia Jinxi's decision to him, he was afraid.
I was afraid that Xia Jinxi would ignore her again, and I was even more afraid that what she said would be sharper than a sharp knife, piercing into the depths of his heart, so that he couldn't express his pain.
Lu Jinhan is also a person with a weakness now.