I basically ran on the road all day, most of the world in my eyes is the world of appearances, I must concentrate on the road conditions, and I can't desert for a moment, this is just a job with a considerable income, sometimes I encounter traffic jams, and it is common to go home in the middle of the night.

I have heard people talk about the world of representation and the world of representation, in the world of appearance, man is just a material composition, and there is no meaning of existence, the world of appearance is so simple, it is the material world, the material world that operates according to the rules.

For the ideographic world, existence is meaningful, and it is unique to intelligent beings, and the world here is very magical and mysterious, even if you really know how to create eternal lifeforms, the world there is also mysterious.

Because the ideographic world is not a separate individual, but a whole of intelligent biological structure, much more complex than a single individual, this is a whole civilization structure, which has been growing since birth, and the internal individual struggle is just a process of integration and combination for her, she has always existed and continues to develop.

What does she want to do? No one else knows but herself, she is expanding herself like a life, expanding her sphere of activity, her growth is full of suffering, but she is still growing, her internal lesions are already spreading, the madness is spreading, she does not know how long she will live.

None of this is something she can control, just like she can't control the behavior of the cells in her body, where she wants to develop, she will think and think, she doesn't need to worry about herself as a driver, her own world is more of an appearance world.

It stands to reason that life and death in this appearance world have been decided, so why don't you want to die like this? Is it because you don't want to die, or is it just that some other existence doesn't want to die?

If you don't have a necessary understanding of death, and don't know that you will die, then you won't think about these things, how can you have fear? This shouldn't be, the driver shouldn't be afraid of death, in fact, after witnessing too many deaths, you will be afraid of death, then you should get out of this profession, but you are still doing this job, what is it for?

I didn't really understand this, just like everyone else, after engaging in a certain job, I didn't want to change it, because I felt that there was no better, that is, I couldn't see a better job in the future, I couldn't see it at all, and I also said that I was living in the world of appearances, living reality, even if I knew that I was facing death in the future, I couldn't let myself get out of this reality and live an imaginary safe life.

Maybe other jobs can't make so much money, and make so much money, not for themselves, they clearly know that they can live alone, and they don't need to take their lives to make money, so to speak, so far, what has made me do this job all the time?

I don't have the idea of wanting to change jobs, changing jobs, it may be more a strong emotional fluctuation for a while, and then drive myself to completely detach, if there is no feeling, I may continue to do it, then it is clear, emotional fluctuations, people have undergone some kind of change, an unexpected change.

If there is really no feeling, it will not change, just like matter, running on rules, emotional fluctuations, feeling, just like thinking is also a kind of sensory fluctuation behavior, and this fluctuation principle is not clear what rules to follow.

Mood fluctuations, the person this substance will move to another trajectory, this is amazing, I am too boring, here I think about it, and then I think of these, if the mood has been in fluctuations, but the person this substance is fixed on the original trajectory, then what will happen, just like the current thinking, you have to do something to make the mood swings have something to rely on.

If the mood swings can't run back to the original body position, and the body doesn't change in any way, then there must be other states, if the mood keeps fluctuating and detached from the original trajectory, then what trajectory will it eventually run to?

And after running to the high-energy trajectory, can the body also change and run to that high-energy trajectory, which is worth continuing to explore, the world of ideograms is very peculiar, I just know a rough idea, or I haven't started, I haven't found the key.

Sometimes the mood swings have reached the limit, and when there is no energy support, you can only run to a certain trajectory, and can no longer jump to another more advanced trajectory, do you need to continue to accumulate energy?

So where does this energy come from, where does it come from, and whether or not it is in such a regular mood that it always emits outward what substance, can it be called cognition? This ideographic world is becoming more and more interesting, and as I delve into it, I find more and more things that surprise me.

I also want to enter the world of ideograms from the world of appearances, where the mysteries of the world are much more profound than the world of appearances, maybe the two are similar, the two worlds are parallel, it seems that there is no force, it seems that there is a force again, and it is continuous with a force of understanding.

If such a huge ideographic world exists, paying attention to and observing the migration and expansion of the entire independent material space, macroscopically just like human beings, watching, watching all the changes and changes of all the changes and changes from the birth to the end of their own time.

But after all, it is only a limited macroscopic gaze to observe oneself, it is not perfect, and it is impossible to continuously know and record all one's behavior, outsiders can record, or other external objects can record one's life's behavior, but thoughts still cannot be effectively recorded, and some feelings still cannot be fully perceived by oneself.

So what is the meaning of being like yourself, is it just to observe yourself, or to observe others, more often, you are experiencing your own feelings, you are acting according to your own feelings, and all people are acting like this.

Cognition is also a feeling, but I don't record my behavior, sometimes I don't perceive my behavior, I feel my feelings, and it is impossible to record my thoughts, words and deeds, I just enjoy my feelings, or I don't know what I'm doing, I feel like I want to live, I want to eat, etc., all of them are driving myself, and making money is because I feel that the money can realize my want, and other behaviors are the same.

Can you be more bizarre, I don't want this, but when I start thinking about it, I can't stop, all the logical cognitions appear, and along with the words, I am thinking, or is it just typing, and it is not my own will, is it numb typing?

No, or I have a feeling and want to continue, this feeling may be very faint, not perceived by myself, and can only be analyzed through some of my own behaviors, and these behaviors of myself seem to be conditioned reflexes, or subconscious?

If it goes on like this, it's really enough, you can stop, the world is really big, and it runs without resistance, can it really run without resistance? I don't think I can think of it, I can't think of it, then I can't think of it, it's a kind of resistance.

There is also resistance from reality, reality allows itself to work, I have to work, instead of thinking here, I am currently waiting for passengers to get on the bus and sit full, I will not overtake today, but it looks like I am going to work overtime, those passengers are not so timely, they have been given a good time, they have not come, in fact, they can drive, but as a person who has morality, has his own ideas, and can choose by himself, he will wait for the meeting, and he has so many ideas.

Does the real self have so many thoughts? Do you think about these things? It feels very dreamy, you don't need to let others know what you think, you just don't want to exist, that is, this kind of existence, the behavior that appears in reality, all this is the self in the eyes of outsiders.

I have seen a lot of people, and I have seen a lot of people's dresses, aesthetic fatigue has appeared, and I have no sense of brightness for these people, and I have lost my sense of these fashion dresses or something, so if someone makes himself feel at this time, he will remember it deeply.

Just like this city man with a robot, the robot itself has seen it, but it is so intelligent that it has not seen it, and the people in the city obviously have the so-called robot is also a person, and bought a ticket for the robot, which is for himself, as long as he gives money, he can also have an empty position.

Is it a mistake to think like this, if you meet a lot of people, obviously this position can be left to another person, so that it is more humane, full of love, in fact, will you do this? I definitely won't care, since this city man snapped up the ticket to his robot, then he doesn't seem to have any reason to accuse him, let him give up this position, return the money to him, and let his robot enter the luggage compartment.

In fact, sometimes, after a lot of fierce struggles in my heart for certain things, I finally give up the kind of behavior that makes the conflict happen, think about it, in fact, it's not a big deal, my own thinking is a weak behavior, and I am always on the receiving side of the compromise.