"I thought the first thing I saw when I woke up would be you. ”

Inside the hospital room. Ou Yanyu, who had been in a coma for three days, had already woken up, he was leaning on the pillow, half-lying on the hospital bed, looking at the woman standing in front of him, his eyes were full of loss.

When his life hung by a thread, all he thought about was this woman, but in the end......

Feeling the world again, when he opened his eyes, he was the only one lying alone in this ward.

"Thank you for saving my life. However, compared to the sad appearance of Yan Yu, Shao Wanxi's attitude was very ruthless, but he stepped forward and put the fruit basket in his hand on the low cabinet next to the hospital bed, and then sat on the edge of his bed, quietly looked at him and asked, "What fruit do you want to eat?"

The beating was silent.

Looking at Shao Wanxi with a slight frown, at this time he had long since lost the sun he once had, and the pain made him gloomy and sad, and even when he saw Shao Wanxi's indifferent attitude towards him, it was as if the place where he was shot was not in the shoulder, not in the abdomen, but ...... His heart.

What could he have done? Even if Shao Wanxi wanted him to die now, he would be willing to break through the Hades Palace again. Isn't all this because he is willing to fall in love with Shao Wanxi......? She didn't care at all.

Yan Yu retracted his gaze from Shao Wanxi, and then looked at the hazy weather outside the window, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, dark clouds were thick, and the black pressure made it difficult for him to breathe.

Shao Wanxi saw that Yan Yu didn't answer her, and she didn't have much other reaction, she just calmly got up and gave Yan Yu a glass of warm water, walked in front of him again, handed him the water and said, "If you don't want to eat fruit, drink some water." ”

However, even Shao Wanxi made a move that she would never have done in her life. Yan Yu still responded to Shao Wanxi with silence, and for a long time, he didn't reach out to take the water cup in Shao Wanxi's hand.

The guilt in Shao Wanxi's eyes was more bitter. Forty minutes ago, she received a call from the hospital in Guteng, and when she knew that Yan Yu had woken up, that moment was the most relaxed moment she felt in these days.

So much so that she didn't even care about Pei Yuche's stop her, just because she saved her life just because she beat Yanyu, she also ...... Saved Lori's life. However, now she can't repay Yanyu at all.

She couldn't give him what he wanted......

Shao Wanxi pursed her lips and silently withdrew her hand, just as she put the cup in her hand on the low cabinet on the side, at this time, Yanyu grabbed Shao Wanxi's wrist, his eyes were full of distress and loss, even in the face of Shao Wanxi's ruthlessness, he thought about giving up for a moment.

In the next second, he still couldn't stop his heart that loved her, and he could only let go of his only remaining self-esteem again, facing Shao Wanxi and asking again: "If I die in front of you at that time, will you still be so indifferent to me?"

If it can be exchanged for a place in her heart, it can make her remember him for a lifetime.

He really wished he had died on the operating table instead of ...... Wake up in this empty hospital room.

"I'm not going to let you die. Shao Wanxi raised his head, looked at the beating for a long time, and answered him very calmly. Naturally, she will not let anyone around her make any sacrifices for her.

Definitely not.

The perseverance and determination in Shao Wanxi's eyes made Yan Yu a little surprised, and even at that moment, his heart was filled with hope again, his mouth opened slightly, looking a little incredulous, and then he hesitated, and very cautiously tested Shao Wanxi and asked: "Because...... Do you care about me?"

However, when Yan Yu asked this sentence, the expression on Shao Wanxi's face was obviously a little embarrassed.

Originally...... Isn't it......

Yan Yu smiled bitterly.

In front of Shao Wanxi, what qualifications does he have to be amorous? Obviously, he should have known a long time ago, Shao Wanxi, it is impossible to care about him.

But in my heart, I hope so much, as long as it is a little, even if it is a momentary concern, it will be enough, but Shao Wanxi is not willing to give him even such a little care.

He's just, is it that bad?

Yan Yu shook his head helplessly, his eyes gradually dimmed, and his words were full of self-deprecation, as if he was complaining about Shao Wanxi, and more like he was sarcastic about himself: "Heh, look at your expression, you just don't want to owe me, do you?"

Shao Wanxi was silent. Her expression, as if she was unwilling to refute Yan Yu's words, could be regarded as acquiescing in his thoughts. It's just that she didn't know that her "honest" behavior broke Yanyu's heart.

Yan Yu smiled bitterly, raised his hand and held his forehead in pain. As a result, even though he knew Shao Wanxi's ruthlessness, he still hit the wound against her blade again and again.

How can you blame Shao Wanxi for being ruthless? Isn't it all him, it's his own arbitrary behavior, isn't it......

The painful appearance of beating Yanyu made Shao Wanxi feel even more embarrassed, he didn't know what to say for a long time, and considering that he still needed to recuperate from his injuries, there were too many cumbersome things, and it was inconvenient to talk to him in detail.

At this time, Shao Wanxi withdrew his gaze from Yan Yu's body, and then saw that the wind outside the window was gradually getting stronger, and the already gloomy sky was even darker at this time.

She's time to go.

"It may rain, remember to ask the nurse to close the windows at night. Shao Wanxi got up slowly, and after explaining to Yan Yu, he walked to the window and closed the window a little smaller to allow ventilation.

Everything Shao Wanxi said and did to beat Yanyu was as usual, calm and indifferent, and even ...... With indifference.

She was standing in front of him at the moment, but she didn't feel her emotions at all, perhaps...... The nurses who don't know each other are all friendlier than Shao Wanxi.

He...... Still mind. Mind that from beginning to end, Shao Wanxi never paid attention to him. As Pei Yuche said, Shao Wanxi didn't know his identity at the beginning, not because she couldn't find it, but because she ...... She never cared.

Even if it is him who is lying on the hospital bed now, and the pain on his body is only for Shao Wanxi alone, she will not care.

But.

Shao Wanxi, how can you be so ruthless?

"Even if I save your life, in your heart, it still doesn't have any weight at all?" Beat Yanyu's eyes were full of hurt, and he asked Shao Wanxi very heartbrokenly.

It's really...... Didn't you?

"I'm sorry. Shao Wanxi said softly, her tone full of apologies. She was really grateful to Yan Yu for saving her life, and she also admitted that she was very touched when she saw Yan Yu seriously injured but still protected her in her arms at that time. Can...... I'm really sorry.

"I have a boyfriend. Shao Wanxi continued to say to Yan Yu. Her voice was very soft, but at the same time, it seemed that she deliberately wanted to say this sentence to Yan Yu, making it clear that she wanted to beat Yan Yu to die for her.

Pei Yuche.

Yan Yu smiled bitterly. How could he not know that Shao Wanxi only had Pei Yuche in his heart? But is it really Pei Yuche?

Even though it was heartache, Yan Yu still met Shao Wanxi's clear eyes, he wanted to know whether Shao Wanxi really loved Pei Yuche, or was it just because he was always by her side?

You know, habit, not love. Maybe...... Shao Wanxi is just used to having a Pei Yuche by her side, is she used to this housekeeper?

He can too. He can also take care of her like Pei Yuche......

Xu is Shao Wanxi also saw the thoughts in Yan Yu's heart, and did not avoid Yan Yu's sight, but looked at his eyes more calmly, and said to him very firmly: "I don't know what the future holds, but now, I just want to give him my love without reservation." ”

He...... Lost.

The only glimmer of hope left by Yan Yu was ruthlessly extinguished by Shao Wanxi, and his bitter smile gradually turned into self-deprecation, and he couldn't help muttering in a low voice: "Is Pei Yuche really worthy of your love for him so much......

He didn't lose to Pei Yuche, and he didn't think that he was inferior to Pei Yuche.

It's just that......

Yan Yu raised his head and looked at Shao Wanxi, his eyes slightly red. He lost to this woman, lost to her ruthlessness, and lost to her single-mindedness.

I'm so envious.

How nice it would be if he could enjoy her love too?

Yan Yu shook his head helplessly, tears could be faintly seen in his reddened eyes, his face was a little pale, and he looked out the window that was already dripping with a light rain, like a silver needle poking at his heart.

"It's really ......" Beat Yanyu held his forehead, at this time he didn't have the courage to look at Shao Wanxi again, his tone was full of unwillingness, but it didn't take long for Beat Yanyu to become weak and weak, as if he had already been stabbed all over his body by Shao Wanxi's words, and said softly: "To treat a person who has just picked up a life from the edge of life and death, Shao Wanxi, can you say this so ruthlessly?"

Really, jealous to the point of madness.

Beat Yanyu pulled up a smile far-fetchedly, and looked back at Shao Wanxi, his eyes were full of sadness, but he was also willing, still with love for Shao Wanxi, and said in a very gentle voice: "Also, in this world, you can rely on my feelings for you to trample on me like this." ”

But what else can I do? Shao Wanxi, if you don't appreciate it, I ...... I can't help you......

That's how I love you.

What can I do......

The words of Yan Yu made Shao Wanxi not know what to do. No matter how ruthless she is, it is impossible for her to continue to hurt him, but only she knows that only by breaking the relationship with Yan Yu can she really be good to him......

Shao Wanxi sighed softly, was silent for a while, and could only purse her lips, with apology and guilt in her eyes, and said softly: "You should have a good rest." ”

After speaking, when Shao Wanxi was about to get up to say goodbye, he beat Yanyu regardless of the pain in his body, and suddenly got up and grabbed Shao Wanxi's hand. frowned, forcibly endured the smell of blood in his throat, and said to her very sadly: "The saddest thing for me is not that you didn't choose me. ”

But......

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(Tianjin)