Chapter 12 The heart is full of him

Ultimately.

Ou Yanyu could only reluctantly let go of Shao Wanxi's hand. Holding his forehead in pain, he lowered his head.

This love in his heart should also be ...... It's time for the curtain call.

"I knew you wouldn't choose me, but I couldn't convince myself to give up. Ou Yanyu smiled bitterly, in fact, at the beginning, it was all his one-man show, but he thought ...... can beat Pei Yuche.

But he ignored that he would never be able to beat the time that Pei Yuche accompanied Shao Wanxi.

Yes, this was a scene with no chance of winning at the beginning, but he directed and acted by himself, and he made himself amorous.

But how much I hope that the heroine of this scene is Shao Wanxi.

"Actually, I don't think you're good at all. Yan Yu looked at it with a smile and said softly. There was a joke in the words, and there was a self-deprecation.

The appearance of beating Yanyu made Shao Wanxi a little surprised, and she was going to leave, but at this time, she could only stand in place and listen to his words.

Seem...... She never asked Yan Yu what she liked about her.

Of course, she naturally knows that she is not good and perfect, or rather, she is a contradiction, full of unpleasant shortcomings. It's just that...... Why could she hear the sorrow in the words of the beating?

Shao Wanxi tilted her head slightly, as if she was trying to see the emotions in Yan Yu's eyes, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't see through his thoughts, perhaps...... It was his eyes full of sorrow and sorrow, which had already covered his innermost thoughts.

But what was still to Shao Wanxi's surprise was that there was a smile on Yanyu's face, and there was warmth in the smile, which only belonged to the sunshine that made the whole room full of light.

I didn't know when, the rain outside the window had stopped, and the glow of the sunset sprinkled on the two people, and the golden light made the already delicate appearance of the two more perfect.

The sadness in Yan Yu's eyes gradually faded, it was a wave of love, gentle like water, and the soft voice said very calmly and indifferently: "You have a cold personality, arrogant and paranoid. Always look like you're on top, and I've always felt inferior in front of you. ”

As if emotionally relieved, I couldn't help tilting my head slightly, looking at Shao Wanxi's face, those clear big eyes, small nose, and pink lips seemed to be a work of art carefully carved by God, and after being combined, it was even more impeccable.

Perhaps, the only downside is that she doesn't like to laugh.

Shao Wanxi looks good when she laughs, but it's just ...... What he had never seen was Shao Wanxi's heartfelt smile. I don't know what a beautiful picture it should be.

"What do I like about you?" said Yan Yu softly, and then met Shao Wanxi's clear eyes, an answer that only he would know, but Yan Yu asked Shao Wanxi in turn.

This girl who is favored by God, she has an appearance like a work of art, clear eyes like a mirror, and the most unique voice.

But, in addition to these appearances, her character is really ......

While looking at Shao Wanxi, Yanyu deepened the smile on his face, disgusting Shao Wanxi's badness, but his heart couldn't help but think about her good ......

Her inadvertently revealed kindness, playfulness, cuteness, and stubbornness. It's so mysterious that people want to get close, want to understand, and want to ...... Protect her, who has a lot of things on her mind.

She always says no, but in action she does the opposite. She doesn't like Qianshasha, but she will accommodate, she doesn't like Shao Sisi, but she doesn't allow anyone to hurt her, she doesn't like Luo Li, but she is always worried.

It's a pity.

Shao Wanxi, if you don't like me, you really won't like me.

Loss once again appeared in Yan Yu's eyes, and the smile on his face was a little more bitter. But soon, she raised her head and looked at Shao Wanxi, and said softly: "Shao Wanxi, you are so special." That...... I really can't bear it. ”

I know that falling in love with you will never lead to results, but I can't convince myself to give up.

It is...... Love you so much.

Shao Wanxi listened to the words of Yan Yu, bit her lower lip in embarrassment, and subconsciously clenched her fists.

Actually, he's really good. Beat Yanyu, really a good person.

But she wasn't.

She would only hurt his heart again and again, again and again. Even when she saw his hurt expression, she had to ......

"I owe you my life. Shao Wanxi met Yan Yu's eyes, and said to him in a very flat tone. She will remember that she Shao Wanxi owes Yan Yu a life, as long as she needs Yan Yu, she Shao Wanxi will definitely repay him without hesitation.

Can......

Shao Wanxi lowered her head slightly, her eyes were full of guilt and self-blame, and she was silent for a while, before she raised her head to look at Yan Yu, and said to him apologetically: "But I'm sorry, I can't compensate you with my heart." ”

Or, so ruthless......

Yan Yu smiled, as if he had expected Shao Wanxi to have such an attitude, however, he only hid all the heartache and bitterness in his heart, and those sincere words only became a joke in the end, and asked Shao Wanxi with a pretended careless look: "Even if you leave me a little position, can't you?"

Yan Yu's acting skills are really rotten.

No matter how brightly he smiled, how much he tried to hide the sadness in his heart. But Shao Wanxi still saw his thoughts.

But compared with Yanyu's clumsy acting skills, Shao Wanxi still uncovers his wounds uninterestingly.

At that moment, Yan Yu could only see him alone from Shao Wanxi's clear eyes, but Pei Yuche was the only one in her mind.

"It's already full of him. Shao Wanxi looked at Yan Yu guiltily, but her words were still so ruthless, and she didn't hesitate to speak.

Would he not know?

Of course he knows......

Yan Yu took a deep breath, and then looked away from Shao Wanxi's body. Reason made him resist those impulsive emotions in his heart.

Of course he does. There is only Pei Yuche, she only has Pei Yuche in her heart, all of them are Pei Yuche!

Can.

Do you have to treat him like this? Yan Yu was incredulous, but his heart was extremely tormented. It seems that there are two emotions pulling, his heart is in love with Shao Wanxi, but because he loves Shao Wanxi, his heart is hurting.

But in the end...... He still succumbed to Shao Wanxi, whom he loved.

Because he knows better that if he doesn't love her, his heart will hurt more.

"Soon after, I will leave City A. Yan Yu sighed and reached out to his chest, feeling his heartbeat. Perhaps, he shouldn't have forced this relationship, at least ...... He knows that love can't be forced, and he only hopes that Shao Wanxi can not deprive him of his right to love her.

He wants to protect her, accompany her, and get her attention and recognition. Can...... How can there be concessions in love? How can you easily admit defeat......

To this day, he still doesn't want to admit it.

"Leave?" Obviously, when Yan Yu said that he was going to leave City A, Shao Wanxi was very surprised. Or rather, that moment...... She would even think that it was because of her that she was beating Yanyu that she was leaving City A.

If it was to hide from her, she naturally didn't have any opinion.

But in order to avoid her, he left City A and gave up his current job, and she would look down on him.

"Hmm. Beat Yanyu nodded slightly, but when he saw Shao Wanxi's surprised appearance, he couldn't help but feel that she was very cute, reached out and touched his nose, and pretended to explain to Shao Wanxi indifferently: "You don't have to look at me with such an expression. It is said that it is Shao Hong's meaning. ”

Beat Yanyu acted like he didn't care, so that Shao Wanxi couldn't understand his thoughts.

"My grandfather?" Shao Wanxi was a little stunned, but soon, he understood Yanyu's thoughts again. Originally......

Shao Wanxi lowered her head slightly, feeling even more guilty in her heart. She could understand Yanyu's feelings, and knew that this would only make him feel more sarcastic, but it wasn't ......

"Perhaps, I think I did a great job in saving your life. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, recalling when he first woke up, his superiors told him the "good news".

"Congratulations to me. Yan Yu breathed a long sigh of relief, and then straightened his back, as if everything was going to be opened, but the smile on his face was a little far-fetched, and he said with some self-deprecation: "After leaving City A, I will directly appoint an anti-drug special police." ”

All along, he has always wanted to leave the A District 1 group, get rid of the invisible work of an agent, and become a full-fledged anti-narcotics special policeman. But when I heard that he had entered the SWAT team in such an capacity, I really felt ...... What about grievances.

Everything he did was just for Shao Wanxi. Unexpectedly, this became a stepping stone to his employment career. What he values is so ruthlessly considered to be ......

"......" Shao Wanxi was silent at first, she didn't know that Shao Hong had made such a decision. She didn't know if Shao Hong's decision was really just to thank Yanyu for beating him, or was it ...... Transferred him away from hers.

But at the same time, she was also glad that such a result was good for Yan Yu. Shao Wanxi raised the corners of her mouth slightly, looked at Yan Yu, as if she was happy for him from the bottom of her heart, and congratulated him softly: "It's good." Isn't it just for you to take the Guteng transfer certificate?"

Shao Wanxi's mood did not change much, but what she said made Yan Yu a little stunned. Then there was joy in his eyes, and he looked at Shao Wanxi in disbelief and asked, "Do you remember?"

He thought ...... Shao Wanxi wouldn't notice anything about him at all, even the fact that he went to Guteng to get a transfer certificate at that time would be forgotten by her.

Unexpectedly, she remembered......

Shao Wanxi couldn't help but be a little surprised when she looked at the smile on her face like a child getting candy. She...... Just casually, why did he react so much?

But Shao Wanxi's surprised emotions were misunderstood by Yan Yu at this time, and his attitude caused trouble to Shao Wanxi. He had already lost any self-confidence, so he could only hide his love for Shao Wanxi in the bottom of his heart awkwardly, turned to a straight face, and said to Shao Wanxi in a friendly manner: "In the future, if you need anything, you can contact me." ”

"I don't think so. ”

However, when Yan Yu finished speaking, the door of the ward was suddenly opened from the outside.

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(Tianjin)