Just as this information is the product of my thoughts, it seems to be very rational, but it is also very strange, because it is not something that can be generalized by a certain type of person, and it is not easy to be arranged to stand in line, and it is not for myself, which also confirms from the other side that my thoughts are driven by me as an information processing tool. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Personally, I feel that I belong to the camp of kindness, how kind I am, the kind of kindness that I eat meat and vegetables, do not hurt others, and the harm that I don't perceive myself does not count, or sometimes the rules of this world do not count like this, people who are more orderly.

It seems to be more selfish, because I always live in my own small world, I have what I want, and sometimes I will fight for it, so when I say this, others will say, we are also such people, hey, then I am a normal person, a very ordinary normal person.

From these aspects, that's it, in reality, it's quite ordinary, but it's a bit of a character, sometimes it's very stubborn, and its thinking is also very conservative, and in some ways it's very conservative, well, believe it or not, it's a very ordinary person, self-evaluation is like this, and I can't tell what is special about myself, if it's this book, in terms of thought, I admit that it's a bit special.

Sometimes when I'm working, when I'm not busy, I'm in a daze, it's a very strange thing, I know I can do anything else, look for some information, walk around, see, think, but these things have nothing to do with the work, don't produce any benefits, I don't do it.

It's like I've been sold to a job, and during this time I can't do anything other than work, and doing everything else is boring, and I'd rather be in a daze when there's nothing to do, or pretend to be busy doing something ineffective.

But in fact, it's also like this, I really don't have anything to do, the surrounding conditions in reality can allow me to do other things, there is no existence, it's all for the content of work preparation, and the people around me are the same, this is the helplessness of reality, and it's the same when I go home, it's also the helplessness of reality, and there are very few things that can be done with realistic conditions.

In fact, when the two parties live together, if one person is suffering, one is enjoying, whether it is very unfair to the other, this may be the so-called responsibility of some work to support the family, when you don't think about taking this responsibility, then you still live alone, so that even if you fall and enjoy it, there is no psychological pressure, which is likely to happen under certain conditions, and the consequences of the large gap between the rich and the poor in society will slowly appear.

If you have money, you can do a lot of things, this is a reality, even if a peculiar person like me wants to deny it, it is something that cannot be denied, whether you can definitely do anything, this is also confirmed by reality, this is impossible.

How to return to reality, I am very realistic in reality, let's go back to me in the book, where I am in a state of mental abnormality, or in a strange state of mind, I can't tell what this is, but it exists in reality, I am an eyewitness, looking at his existence, watching him write all the time, this is very strange.

And my mental state, I think it was caused by some books, maybe it was caused by myself, what I experienced, all my behaviors caused me to appear in this mental state, when can I correct these abnormalities of my own, I don't know, then let me fall in thought, I want to see how far I will fall.

I'm escaping from reality, I don't dare to face reality, I don't dare to go with the flow, I can only degenerate myself in my thoughts. To fall in matter, or to fall in thought, I chose to fall in thought, can I also fall in matter, I have the ability to fall, I can work, so I have the ability to fall in matter, and this is also the basis for me to be able to fall in thought.

In reality, the depravity of trying to obtain material is actually the same as the depravity of trying to obtain knowledge in the mind, and it can also fall in another direction, but the direction of degeneration is different, the essence seems to be the same, these words are very demagoguery, I feel that I am also bewitched, these words are not right in the end, how can I not distinguish, this may also be because I can't distinguish, which leads to confusion in choice.

Distinguish clearly, which means the correctness of the choice, but when you can't distinguish, there are many possibilities, even if you distinguish clearly, people will still choose the wrong one, people are quite free, indeed quite free, no one will force him to choose, he does have the right to choose freely.

However, why people have fixed rules and choices is the reason for the existence of basic rules in the material world, and those microscopic substances must follow the basic rules, and their choice direction is also prescribed, but they have less choice and cannot choose freely, while for macroscopic matter, they have more free choices, is this really the case? Looking at the evolution of the stars in the universe, we can only follow the rules.

What about man? It is necessary to follow the rules, but man will use these rules to help him get rid of another rule, so that the rules are all beneficial to him, which is really an unthinkable creature, and if he also learns to create and build rules, it is even more incredible.

Or into a state of self-forgetfulness, sometimes, it's really hard to tell, in the process of looking for me, some things are very unclear, plausible, it seems, the description seems to be very logical, it seems to be true, as if it was proved by itself, but I still can't tell it, is it really proven?

The correctness of the description cannot be proved by myself, which is very strange, because I use my own feelings, logic, cognition, and perspective to describe, so that I will definitely feel that this is correct, this is proved by me, and I will definitely not be able to distinguish whether this description is correct or not, if I can distinguish it, then it is the real proof, but I will definitely not be able to distinguish, and if I can distinguish it, it means that I have realized and learned more knowledge.

This description is strange, but not at all strange, and I have discerned the error from my own description, which I now consider to be correct, which has been confirmed by my experience, and such results have been repeated and repeated, and I have recognized the situation, and I have written this description, which is more or less empirically correct, because it has been proven by practice.

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