Miscellaneous Essays - The Way of Use
This time is also a very important trigger, I was working at the time, I suddenly stopped, and at such a moment, I found that there was nothing in my head, that is, there was no thing, but as soon as I started working, a lot of knowledge appeared, and it went smoothly, and there was no rusty feeling at all. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Of course, this is just a kind of touch, I was also busy with work at the time, I didn't think much about it, anyway, I know that I always keep coming up with messy touches, some of them are useless, and I don't think much about it, I'm busy now, I have to finish the work first.
It was also on the way back that I thought about this question, and I thought at that time that thinking for so long was just a kind of tool training? It's like I throw information to the thinking organ and then come up with some knowledge, which is so strange, I suddenly feel that everything I have is a tool, a tool that I use, just a tool that I am training me to think, so that my thinking is very developed and my computing power is very strong.
This is the tools that people use, the most basic, everything is used by me, words, bodies, technology, people, money, etc., what do I do with these, many things, some people quickly understand, like you can use my thoughts, use me to help you think.
Okay, I don't teach you badly, after all, people are good and bad, but after my thinking training above, I think almost the rest are good people, I can't care about it so much, after all, I want to know more about the world, I train my wisdom, use the greatest potential of people to find what I need, and you are different, teach you some things and don't know if it is good for human beings, let's do this first, think about this tool can not be lost, if you want to know more yourself, you should not throw it away, and train, so that you can know more things, I have a deep understanding, or I myself would not know so muchThis human society doesn't have these things to tell me.
None of this, just correcting some of my previous understandings, it was always strange in the past, the knowledge I got from thinking was not used by me, some I just looked at it, I didn't use it at all, what was the use of thinking, at that time it was just a vague concept, I vaguely saw something, and I didn't know what it was, now it is clear, this is just a tool I use, just like my hand, a tool that I use.
Then I'm very confused, I haven't even found out what I really are, the memory is not me, the words are not me, all kinds of feelings don't seem to be me, it's so weird, I block everything, I see the picture in front of me with my eyes, it's just the picture, the feeling is closed, the eyes are closed, it's really nothing, I'm not there, it's like I'm asleep, I don't feel that I exist.
That is to say that the baby is before birth and before birth, I do not exist, I do not exist, the baby also has feelings, and I can see the picture after birth, but I just do not exist, I know very well, I do not exist, I developed later, so what am I?
I'm a feeling, a feeling, a strange feeling, I can't describe it, it's a feeling of me, what am I being for? Of course I'm there for me, I'm not there, I'm not there, it's not just a feeling, it's not just a feeling.
It's a challenge to have a feeling that I can't describe, I like to challenge this, I'm going to try to see if I can describe it, the me that exists now, it's not my memory, it's not my thinking, it's not the picture I see, it's not the words, it looks like some combination of knowledge, it looks like the perception of internal organs, I know if I get into a state.
The state of self-forgetfulness, the state of self-forgetfulness I know that I can't feel everything in my body, I'm just thinking, and then I don't exist, then I just feel all about my body, and if it's just thinking, then I don't really exist.
Thinking is what I drive, so how do I sink myself into thinking, as if I was disconnected from all the other senses, and it was obvious to me that at that time, when I was thinking, I was completely unaware of my presence, I couldn't perceive my presence.
It is indeed very clear, I exist because I perceive my own existence, even if there is only one brain left, as long as I perceive existence, then I exist, physical existence is not important, then as long as I can perceive my existence in the operation of a system, I am existing.
Thinking, remembering, or anything else is just a tool, and if I have one, I can use it, of course, if I can control them, and use them, and I feel like I almost know what I am, but it's still not specific enough, it's still impossible to find, it's a kind of concrete discernment to find.
I exist, that is, I can perceive, I can perceive my existence, just as the universe perceives its own existence, if she can perceive her own existence, we will also say that she has me, whether she is me, because I perceive her existence, of course, it can also be said to be human, this seems to have become the so-called idealism, and it seems as if this is correct, continue to search.
I want to know what I am, and I want to know what the universe is, does that mean that the universe needs to know what it is through me? It's an incredible connection, it's really getting more and more subtle, I'm hallucinating, but how is it so real?
Don't talk nonsense, whether it's my perception or the perception of the universe, we seem to be a whole, forget it, I'll find out what I really am first, how do I feel fear, if I really find me, excited, not fear, it seems to be there, fear comes from the unknown, I don't know if it's a punishment or a reward after finding it, I'm not afraid of death, I'm not afraid of death, who said it, I'm afraid of death.
Do you have the courage to find, give yourself time to think, as if the heart wants the feeling, since it is my feeling that wants, then there is nothing wrong, this is the feeling you give me, it is my feeling, and it is also your feeling, I will take your consent, if you don't agree to talk to me, I won't look for it, or you don't have to tell me, just let me not find it, that's it, don't hurt me, it's not easy for me to grow like this, I'm old, and it's going to be a long time, wait for me to work hard.
Okay, give up for the time being, no idea at all, continue next time, and then the number of words here seems to be enough, make up enough, just rest, a day of work, writing, rest is needed.
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