"Am I dreaming?"

Shi Xiaofeng asked again in his heart.

How could there be such a beautiful picture? Is she a mannequin?

The boy pinched his thigh hard - it hurts, it hurts, it's not a dream!

The stunning beauty suddenly showed a faint smile in her dream, as if she was laughing at this hairy child who had never seen a woman. Her smile is still fascinating even in her dreams.

The young man suddenly gave birth to great courage, and walked towards the beauty step by step like an evil spirit, squatted down, and crouched beside her.

His blood rushed to his head, and he suddenly kissed the delicate and full cherry lips - this was the first time in his life that an 18-year-old boy kissed a woman's mouth.

The beauty snorted softly in her nostrils, her head moved slightly, and her jet-black hair hung down like a waterfall.

The boy was startled and sat on the ground.

The beauty did not wake up, and continued to snore slightly, and the pair of towering saintess peaks rose and fell slightly with the snoring.

The young man's blood was hot, and he suddenly had an irrepressible urge to climb one hand up to the Saint's Maiden Peak.

Beauty finally woke up, slowly opened her eyes, and looked at the young man in front of her in a daze.

The boy panicked, suddenly snatched the door out, and rushed downstairs.

No one chased him out, he was safe, but he was still deeply blaming himself.

"What's wrong with me? Am I really evil? I've never done anything like this before......"

Self-blame is self-blame, but that beautiful scene keeps appearing in the mind of the young Shi Xiaofeng, which always makes his blood run high. But after that night, the stunning beauty never appeared again.

The models in the office building still show off every day, but they never see the beautiful woman again. She seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, and it was as if she had never existed, and the beautiful scene that night seemed to be a teenager who had a spring dream.

Shi Xiaofeng was lost for a while, thinking that he would never see her again in his life. He didn't realize what kind of entanglement his life would have with Na Liren? He didn't realize that the "Peach Blossom Tribulation" of his life had begun.

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Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, Shi Xiaofeng has been in college for three years.

In the past three years, he has focused almost all of his energy on studying, and he has not even had a girlfriend. The young man can be said to have lived an ascetic life like an old monk for three years.

He was abstinent, first of all, because of family changes. The father who was a police officer died in the line of duty in his freshman year, and the family lost its breadwinner, and his mother was too sad to work and retired early. The young man matured overnight, and worked three part-time jobs after school, not only earning tuition and living expenses, but also sending money to his mother every month.

The second reason can be said to be "once the sea was difficult to turn into water". In the past three years, he has also had a heart for women, and some girls have taken the initiative to show affection, but as long as he compares it with the "dream goddess" (his name for stunning beauty), he is not interested.

**College beauties are like clouds, but none of them can compare to the goddess of dreams. What's more, the mysterious and beautiful goddess of dreams is still the object of his first kiss!

At the age of 20, Shi Xiaofeng discovered a crazy thing - the physiological needs for vigorous growth are getting stronger and stronger, and no girlfriend is deadly!

He quickly found a way: masturbating while imagining the goddess in his dreams. He is easily satisfied, and never dares to imagine that he will have the opportunity to kiss the goddess of his dreams again in this life.

At the end of his junior year, at a social gathering, Shi Xiaofeng met Chi Min, a senior sister in the first year of high school, and the young man finally bid farewell to his single dog career.

Chi Min is one year older than Shi Xiaofeng, not pretty, a typical female academic bully, excellent in character and learning, and has a demure and steady temperament like a sister next door.

remembers that Shi Xiaofeng took her to see her cousin for the first time, and her cousin said that she was very much like "squad leader Bai Xue" - my cousin said that it was thirty years ago, the heroine of a youth drama that was popular all over the country, and she was the goddess in the hearts of most young men in that era.

Shi Xiaofeng asked if it was also your goddess, brother? My cousin smiled and said that I was only in elementary school at that time, and I was not disabled yet!

Shi Xiaofeng looked at his cousin, who was less than forty years old and had become bald, and couldn't make up for his appearance when he was "not disabled".

After all, the goddess in the dream is too ethereal, and Chi Min is Shi Xiaofeng's first love.

Shi Xiaofeng has been independent since he was a child, lived in school when he was in junior high school, and lacked the care of his elders, so he subconsciously accepted sibling love more easily than his peers. In fact, there is another reason that he himself doesn't know - it was at the age of 18 that he met such a mysterious, mature and stunning beauty, which left a too deep imprint on him.

But he also gradually understood that a woman like the goddess in his dream was weak to describe as "one in ten thousand", and he didn't dare to hope to find a girlfriend who was even half of her.

The world is unpredictable, and the encounter is fantastic. A few years later, he actually met the goddess of his dreams again and had a love affair with her...... That's a later story, so I won't mention it for now.

Shi Xiaofeng's three years of hard work paid off - he got the opportunity to study MBA for a total of 5 years. In the second two years of the MBA program, the school required relevant work experience, so he found a more formal job, working part-time.

His feelings are also slowly progressing. Ji Min has a quiet personality, and he has been dating him for more than a year, and there is no vigorous, mountain alliance and sea vow, and the two have not even had that kind of relationship.

When the graduation breakup season came, Chi Min graduated from graduate school a year earlier than Shi Xiaofeng, and according to his parents' plan, he wanted to return to his hometown to accept a comfortable and stable job.

That night in the school's "love corridor", Shi Xiaofeng kissed Chi Min frantically and said You wait for me for a year! A year later, I got my MBA degree and went to apply for the civil service examination in your hometown, and then we can really be together.

Ji Min looked at him gently and said I'll wait for you, I'm sure you will pass the exam!

The next day, Shi Xiaofeng invited Chi Min to dinner as usual. The aunt of the female graduate student building said, "Chi Min? She left the school last night. ”

Shi Xiaofeng didn't believe it, and said in his heart, "Leave your sister!" When he came to Chi Min's single bedroom, it turned out that the building was really empty, and all the things were taken away!

For the next few days, he couldn't reach her by all means. It wasn't until a week later that she received a letter to the effect that the relationship between the two had been greatly resisted by her parents, and she was powerless to resist and could not be an unfilial daughter...... The last sentence is "I'm sorry for you, forget about me." ”

Shi Xiaofeng knew in his heart: Chi Min's parents disliked his poor family and did not have the right door. He let out a long sigh, said "Brother doesn't care", and went to the Internet café.

He couldn't remember how many days he spent in the Internet café, but he remembered that the boss said that you had broken the record of continuous Internet access in all Internet cafes in the school! A junior high school student next to him looked at him with admiration and said, "Brother, you have cleared the same game three times!"

He was shocked, and rushed to work after checking out, and the result can be imagined: he was fired a week ago!

His character is not weak, but the continuous blows are unbearable for a while, and he wants to use his own methods to vent.

He was not interested in eating, drinking, gambling and the like, he suddenly rose up and wanted to pretend to be forced.

Well, by the way, let's go to be a "hermit" for a few days!

He bought enough buckets of instant noodles, biscuits and bottled water to eat for an entire month, hid in his rental house, turned off his phone, and began to meditate.

Less than ten minutes after the meditation began, he fell asleep sweetly.

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After a few years of memories flashed by, Shi Xiaofeng finally got up from the mat - he couldn't sleep anymore, because he was already sleeping very hard.

He looked at the note-taking note on the wall and muttered: Damn, the rent is due in 4 days!

Can't be decadent anymore, cheer up, get an MBA degree first, and then look for a job again—— Shi Xiaofeng made an inspirational gesture and shouted.