For a long time, this matter has puzzled me, how did those cognitions that I didn't have before, I clearly knew that these were not seen from somewhere else, these cognitions appeared like this, a feeling suddenly appeared, but how did this feeling come about?

This thing always awes me, and only those who are in awe do not think and act without boundaries, and this is also good for me, and I emphasize that it is self-generated, but there is no evidence to convince myself to believe it. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

So it suddenly appeared, I was the same as everyone else, the words were all recognized, and nothing special existed, but why did I suddenly have a feeling, but other people didn't have this feeling, this is the most amazing part, if I know my feeling formation process, I can also describe that it was my own generation, but I just can't find this feeling formation process.

This gives me a sense of awe that this kind of cognition can be generated by myself, or whether there really is some god or something else that gives it to me, which is so confusing, very confusing indeed, and if it is not clear, it will definitely produce the same feeling of confusion as I am.

I know a lot of other sensations that arise there, like I'm hungry, I know it's a sensation transmitted from my stomach, but this cognitive feeling, what is the feeling that is transmitted from somewhere, and this cognition definitely doesn't exist in my cognition, so it exists outside, is it an external phenomenon?

In this way, it is a feeling that I have from the observation of external phenomena, which is the feeling that the picture memory, some definite cognition, and the external phenomenon work together to give me, and they appear together, creating a conflict, giving me a new cognitive feeling, maybe a new combination, a cognition.

So it's clear, it's a kind of ability of mine to understand and explore in such depth, and it's like training, like now, to keep going deep and deep, and not giving up, and to put in all the feelings, is this what it's like to think?

Thinking is a process of placing some cognitions, phenomena, and pictures together to produce conflicts and produce a new cognitive feeling, while exploration is a kind of curiosity-driven, wanting to understand clearly, is a logical deduction process, such a process, I have gained new cognitive knowledge, whether this cognitive knowledge is correct or not, at least I have found a process that can seem correct.

In that, we look at phenomena, pictures, some existing cognitions, and then acquire new sensory cognitions by thinking about this kind of new conflict, and then through curiosity to drive exploration, prove and deduce to obtain reasonable cognition, and then use this cognition to guide ourselves to do things and create.

It seems to be clear for the time being, whether this is really the case, to be further proven, so to be clear, just to give ourselves a seemingly correct cognition, in fact, we are just like this mixed life, not so clear, just according to this law of human activities.

Is it possible to break this process, change yourself, transform yourself, is this possible, whether evolution can be induced by yourself, this needs to be explored, done, to create, maybe it is really possible, human plasticity is very high, this is also the characteristic of biology.

Still can't avoid getting angry, some other emotions still exist, but when they are generated, they can be slightly controlled, and it may be that all the people who get along with them are avoiding this kind of conflict, so that the number of emotions is reduced, or they are avoiding the conflict.

In fact, it is very likely that I don't want to control my emotions, or think that emotions should exist, so I release control, control means always sticking to it, being vigilant, more often faith may be able to solve this problem of continuous perseverance and vigilance, for me who is pursuing wisdom, according to some current understanding, I do not believe in controlling emotions.

Only in this way can I describe my emotions every day, and I will find out what kind of change I have, a change in my thinking, cognition, and I can correct myself, and if there is no record, I think I can't know this change at all, and I think that I have always been my original self, in fact, I am no longer my original self.

If the original self has cognitive errors, then the current self is even more unlikely to be the original self, and will not want to change back to the original self, and it is even more impossible to change back to the original self.

Many times I feel that I am not living in the real world, but in the world that I have created, and in this way, the real world that I see with my eyes is an illusory existence, and when I look at those people who are active, I feel as if I am not the same kind as them, I am a bystander, and I do not interact with other people.

I must admit that sometimes when someone continues to support you, I always feel something, I didn't care about it at first, and then I always hope that the other party will appear, and I will try to update, sometimes I feel that I don't update, but I'm embarrassed, this is a real feeling, but also in order not to cause unnecessary trouble to others, it's better to maintain the status quo, after all, the book is written by me, if something happens, the responsibility is also borne by myself, and I don't want to implicate others, respect other people's lives, life must be the first thing to consider, know that some emotions will definitely arise, and because of personal emotions implicated to destroy the other party's lifeIt's not something I want to see, especially when it's caused by me, and it makes me even more restless.

I don't have so much energy to pay attention to this thing, I have a lot of energy basically put into thinking, sometimes I am in a state of self-forgetfulness, I will completely forget about the outside world, often suddenly find that I have returned home, all the reality on the road does not seem to have any impression, and it is not clear how I walked back, the old horse knows the way, people can walk back to the destination unconsciously, it is incredible, there must be many crossroads on the way, and I came back safely, which may be thanks to the traffic lights, and the driver who does not run the traffic light。

Actually, I didn't think about anything special and got fascinated, I just thought about it, I thought about it a lot, there were a lot of useless things, and I didn't record them, and I didn't have a useful cognition, and it seems that this is what I said, so there is no need to record it, and after recording it, it's like in my book, it looks like a lot of it is indeed some nonsense.

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