Winter mornings are a little cold, and the sky outside has not yet lit up at six o'clock in the morning.

Han Chen, who hadn't slept for a few days, rubbed his eyes with his right hand, looking hazy and confused at this early morning when there was no light, and there were still people at home who were busy going in and out of his mother's funeral.

Looking at his father's lonely back sitting on the balcony, his growing loneliness was born from his heart, and he walked to his father's side, put one hand on his shoulder, and looked at the river that seemed to be still flowing, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.

Today is the day of my mother's funeral, and my heart is numb and messy, but fortunately, there is good news from Han Bin from afar, which makes his heart that has been hanging a little comforted.

"Han Bin, ah......"

Dad called him suddenly, and he stopped talking, as if he had swallowed back what he wanted to say.

He looked at his father, who wanted to say nothing, and wanted to ask but didn't say anything.

"Han Chen, Han Chen. There was a whole shout from downstairs, and he hurried downstairs again, listening to the elders tell him about the funeral he should pay attention to and what he should do.

The first time he experienced such a thing, it was always a little panicked, and he patiently listened to the various suggestions of his elders.

As the crackling of firecrackers sounded, his mother's funeral began, and a group of people shouted and carried to the cemetery.

Life is like a dream, from the landing to the quiet departure, we are all constantly experiencing and growing on the way.

Looking at my mother's body like this, bidding farewell to the sound of firecrackers and crying, maybe we are all soldiers, from innocent toddlers to the current confusion, but still struggling to live, or maybe we have never been awake.

When we were children, we were always curious about the unknown world, and every place was a clear temptation, from toddler to speech, from study to work, every contact with a simple thing for the world, which is still a huge challenge for us now.

He carefully tested the fragile self hidden deep in his heart, and he was surprised to find that fragility was the most fearless warrior, and he was born in danger, perhaps only by truly experiencing helpless despair can he survive the growth after surviving.

When we grow up, we all know that children without umbrellas must learn to run hard, no matter how embarrassing the process of running, no matter how hasty they are, they finally go through this youthful time.

Some people will ask, is it bitter? A little, maybe more I can't remember clearly, or maybe each of us is like a bank in life, and the interest of this bank is the fearlessness and the edge of our revolution.

As the crowd dispersed, he also walked back from the cemetery, only to find his hands empty and nothing on the way back.

Maybe this is life, life does not bring, death does not take away, why can't you do what you want to do in a limited time and complete the ideal in your heart.

After struggling a few times, he was still hesitating, like a lost child, standing at a crossroads, not knowing where to fall.

Time is moving, age is changing, from childhood to adolescence, we are all happy, from adolescence to youth, we are full of enthusiasm and dreams.

is now in a hot-blooded young man, but with a sense of helplessness, he talks about the vicissitudes that he shouldn't have at this age.

Life is like acting a lot of times, we go from playing tricks to supporting roles, and from supporting roles to protagonists, learning lessons in the ups and downs, summing up experience in the ups and downs, and unconsciously, we are mature, stable, and understand a lot of things, and see through many people.

From the initial anger to the later calm, from the beginning of the unaccustomed to the later indifference, along the way, the change is too fast, unconsciously, we have all changed, become no longer the childhood self, into the appearance of the childhood hate.

After the funeral, the crowd of people who helped at home gradually dispersed, and the originally noisy home became quiet, and people at this time became more sober and lonely.

Dad sat alone by the iron stove, his eyes staring at the TV screen that was constantly commercializing, not knowing if he was watching TV or thinking about something absentmindedly.

"Dad, Dad......" Han Chen shouted a few times before he turned around and looked at his emaciated and tired son in front of him, his eyes full of distress.

"I want to go ......"

"Go ahead, go buy a ticket, see if there is a car, buy one for Dad too, I'll accompany you, we should go and give Tranquility an explanation." Before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by his father, who had always understood his heart.

didn't say anything, when he went to buy a ticket, his father had already collected his luggage at home, and there should have been someone in the family just after the funeral, but they closed the door like this, took their luggage and set foot on the road to the county seat.

When I first went out, the air was a little cold, and I didn't stay under the sky seriously for a few days, but I found that the cold in the air was unexpectedly fresh, through the mist of the city, walking with some strangers who were also running around, and the mood was in line with the novelty in the air, and I found that it was a very beautiful thing to wake up every morning and see the world.

During the journey by car, he and his father talked a lot, as if it was the first time in two years that he was so serious and talked about so many topics for the first time.

Dad told him that in this life, he must do three things well, one is to know how to choose, find a path suitable for himself, and then go down bravely, and the other is to understand how to persevere, because there are few scenery on the road to walk, and there are many hardships on the way to the sparsely populated road, don't blindly follow, don't blindly follow the trend, and the last thing is to learn to give up and give up what doesn't belong to you, because in this era, what belongs to you is limited after all, and we must give up the stars in order to harvest the dawn.

Suddenly he understood that the road of life must be walked by oneself, and no one in this world can help us to complete the road of life except ourselves.

In this world, only you know what you really want, life, you choose well, you will go down bravely, on this road, no one is obliged to help us, even if you help, that is also love, to know how to be grateful, even if it is his duty not to help, no one should have any complaints.

Suddenly, he didn't want to care about other people's opinions, other people's thoughts, he just wanted to work hard to be himself.

He wants to rely on his own strength to walk the road under his feet, and he no longer wants to be pressed by the shackles of his mother's thoughts.

He took out his mobile phone very decisively and edited in the draft box: "Thank you very much for accompanying my mother, through this difficult time, I should have my own life, I want to live my own life and pursue what I want, Han Chen!"

In a few simple and clear words, he rejected Lin Xiaoxiao very decisively, and suddenly felt relieved and relaxed.