Lin Xiaoxiao kept knocking on the door of Han Chen's house like crazy, but the building was already empty.

Principal Lin is always a little unbearable to see his daughter in such pain, but he also understands that on the one hand, he feels sorry for his daughter, and on the other hand, he feels sorry for his son, both of which are sad for parents.

Under Lin Xiaoxiao's bitter pleading, as a father, he couldn't refuse his daughter's request, and he took her on the road to the county seat.

Lin Xiaoxiao promised him that he only needed an answer, in fact, she also knew in her heart that no matter where she chased, Han Chen's heart was always not where he was, she just wanted a reason to make her more desperate.

The sun outside the car window is warm and warm on the car window, sparkling so that people can't open their eyes.

She stretched out her fingers, the sparkling light passed through the fingers, the little starlight shining on her face, and with a slight movement of her hand, it disappeared in a flash, like everyone's life, a little change that she didn't pay attention to in a certain link, she missed it in a flash.

Life is like this, always walking on the road, seeing red eyes, the years that have passed are the most delicious.

Dad told her: "In a person's life, there is not much time, you can wait for a person for a long time in the same place, in different years." ”

Sitting in the co-pilot, she listened to her father's words silently, thinking about it, there is also a certain truth, if a person really cares about you, no matter what age or era, there will always be a period of time for you.

If Han Chen was willing to spare such a period of time for her, it would not be too long, and she would not need more, she would also be very satisfied.

But now she is unwilling, he is the goal she has lived in her heart since she was a child, even if she can't be with her for the rest of her life, she has to follow him to watch one fireworks after another in his best years, and walk through one city after another.

In the eyes of her parents, she is the only one who is reluctant to let her suffer, but she is willful again and again, unreasonable again and again, and always hurts her parents who feel sorry for her.

Many times, gradually she began to understand what the world was, just like she was happy to say goodbye to Han Chen just now, but in the blink of an eye, it seemed that she really said goodbye.

The more she thought about it, the more unhappy she became, and the moment she got down, she couldn't help but tears falling on her pants, rolling on the leather pants with the shaking of the car, and the crystal clear and transparent tears still had a warm residual temperature, and she could feel a little bit of its temperature through the pants.

People say that people want to look forward, they must learn to grow, in order to usher in tomorrow, people are rare, years are short, as long as it is not the end of the world, there is nothing that cannot be passed...... However, she understood all the truths, but her emotions still fell into the swamp.

Over the years, she has listened to a lot of advice on Han Chen's matter, and she has swallowed a lot of chicken soup for the soul, and when someone advises her to give up, she will always say: "Because you haven't experienced it, you don't understand, it's really hard to give up a person you have always liked!"

So she is willing, even if there is no result, even if it is his sympathy, even if he feels indebted, she is willing to continue to like him and continue to follow him for no reason.

She has always been very glad that her instant liking many years ago has lasted until now, so she has been looking for his light intermittently all these years, quietly interpreting her life that is slowly depressed in his world.

In the past ten years, her hardships have been buried, and her youth has also been buried, and it is a willing choice to pay for the people she loves, and she has always held such an attitude.

She really wants to look at this blurred world with a tolerant heart, but every time she faces him, she can't look at the world tolerantly, especially in the face of tranquility, she can't see his unique love for her, and his unique eyes.

Every time she experienced such a picture, she silently said to herself in her heart, "Give up, he doesn't belong to you!" But every time she blink an eye, she forgot everything.

Since high school, her birthday wish every year is that she can spend it with Han Chen next year, and she can be Han Chen's girlfriend before her birthday next year.

Day after day, year after year, she is still her alone, and she is always alone in his eyes.

But after every blow, she silently said to give up, and even she didn't know how many times she gave up, but every time she gave up halfway.

When he saw him sad and sad, she wanted to unload the suffering he had endured and replace it with a bright and cheerful state of mind, and when she saw him confused, she was the same as the bright hand, the bright lamp, which could light the way forward for him, and let him see a piece of light.

There is a kind of distance that if the heart is there, you are still the original person, if the heart is not there, you are just a stranger, and there is a distance that there is a heart, but you can't touch it with your toes, and you can't touch it with your head down.

The winter sun is gradually falling in the west, and the cold wind blowing in from the car window is so piercing.

She couldn't help but block her eyes blown by the wind with her hand, and took a deep breath, as if she hadn't breathed such air for a long time.

Counting these years, even if I have worked very hard to do things, I can't achieve the desired effect, I have been doing it for him, but I don't know what I have done.

"Here, eat something. ”

Mom handed over a piece of cake from the back seat, but she felt that she didn't have the strength to look at it, and closed her eyes tightly, leaning on the seat, she was afraid that when she opened her eyes, tears of anger would come out.

Lazily stretched out a hand, took the cake from his mother's hand, and took a bite in his mouth, as if he didn't have the taste he wanted to eat.

She glanced at the cake in her hand, and asked herself silently, is this the cake she usually likes very much? It is not attractive to her at this moment, she tries hard to force herself to eat, but she doesn't know what the taste of the cake in her mouth is, eating seems to be the process, and the result is gone.

Although Dad was driving, he kept looking sideways at her to see if she was crying, to see if she had finished eating the cake in her hand, and to see how she was feeling at the moment.

"After we arrive, you have to be sensible, after all, they are going to the hospital to see Tranquility's father, who is still lying on the hospital bed with uncertainty about life and death, and you can't make trouble in the hospital anymore. Mom said to her from behind.