Since then, Han Xu has been unhappy every day, turning himself into a ghost and a ghost.

She started to follow the bad path again, drinking, smoking, going to bars...... Again began to copy employment.

One day she was drunk at the bar, and it was late at night when she replayed the rental house, and she didn't know how she walked home, only that she woke up asleep in bed.

And her life-saver, who was in the kitchen, was cooking food for her, making porridge, soup, and all the food that was good for her stomach.

It was at that time that she was moved by this man who was much older than her.

He was very good to her, took care of her, she didn't know what kind of love it was, fatherly love, or love between men and women, she couldn't tell the difference, anyway, it was the care and love she had always wanted to have.

Another reason is that this man is barely a rich man and agrees with her standards.

In this way, she fell deeper and deeper into him, more and more unable to extricate herself, and always relied on his innocence.

Every day she will make up different reasons, trick this person over, accompany her to dinner, watch movies with her, go out with her, anyway, as long as she doesn't agree to her, she will be coquettish and cry until he appears.

One day she went to buy a community again, the security guard at the door made her have no chance to get close at all, let alone go in, the little girl was playing with balloons, running happily in the community, which was a joy she had never had.

Her mother was dressed in a flamboyant and delicate way, and sat on a chair next to her and watched her play happily.

At this time, Han Xu was standing at the door of the community, wearing a hat and glasses, almost covering his entire face.

Actually, she wanted to rush in, and wanted to ask her if she still remembered her daughter, whether she had a rich life and let her forget that she still had a daughter.

She herself didn't know how long she had been standing there, until someone called her, and she realized that she couldn't move when she tried to move her steps, because she felt stiff all over.

Later, she went to get drunk every day, and this person took care of her every day.

One day she came home drunk again, and in the middle of the night she was so scared that she pestered him again, and just like that, she made up her mind to be with this man.

So she was with him when she was drunk and hazy, because he had a family, a wife, and children, and she became a veritable mistress.

In fact, she didn't blame anyone for being in this position, because everything was what she was willing to do, and it was also the path she chose.

Later, she quit her job not long after she went to work, and stayed at home every day to eat, drink and have fun, just like the life of all rich wives, doing hair, maintaining her face, and getting a nail or something, and the day passed.

She enjoyed this rich life more and more, it turned out to be so worry-free, no wonder her mother would leave them and choose to live a comfortable and comfortable life.

At the beginning of the time, she understood her mother very well, and felt that everyone wanted to have this kind of clothes to reach out and food to open their mouths.

But as the time went on and the days passed, she became more and more suspicious of her choices, and more and more she felt that she should not be like this.

After that, she began to learn not to waste time, and began to learn to make tea, guzheng, and coffee every day, no longer just shopping, or spending money and other activities.

Occasionally, she would go to such a place as a while, but she would not get drunk, and she would come back on her own after a drink or two.

Then one day she was walking with him in the park, and was hit by his wife, who was still holding his wrist tightly, and as soon as he saw his wife, he pushed it, deliberately keeping a clean distance from her.

It is said that women are born with a sixth sense, so she, as his wife, must still be aware of it, and her face was gloomy at that time, as if the sky was about to rain, so dark clouds.

When Han Xu was pushed away, she realized that in the eyes of this person, she was nothing, and what he cared about was his wife.

Since then, he has spent less and less time with her, but he still sends money to her bank card every month.

As long as he has money, Han Xu doesn't have too many requirements for him, and she can collect money on time every month.

She fell in love with alcohol again, something that could temporarily make her forget her troubles, but she used to drink it at the bar, but now she drank it alone at home.

One day she got drunk again and called him in the middle of the night to force him to appear, but he didn't show up, no matter how Han Xu cried, it was useless.

After waiting for a few days, he didn't show up, and Han Xu also began to be disheartened.

A long, long time passed, and he appeared in front of Han Xu again, just thinking that this time, the roles between them had changed, he had become an alcoholic, and she was taking care of him.

But she didn't expect that after this man woke up, he told her that he wanted to buy her a house and a car, but the only condition was that she couldn't disturb his family life unreasonably.

Han Xu didn't feel anything wrong, so he accepted the house and car he bought.

At first, she thought it was good, and finally bought a house and a car in the city without much effort.

It is said that the steadfastness of life is to have a ticket in your wallet, a house in real estate, and a car on the road.

However, the ticket, the house, the car, she is gone, but she is becoming more and more unhappy and uncomfortable.

I don't want to go home more and more, but in this city, she has no friends, and even the few people she knows are getting farther and farther away from her.

It's not surprising that who wants to be friends with someone who can sell her soul just for money, not to mention that she has the most avant-garde name at the moment "Xiao San." ”

At that time, she had a classmate, and occasionally had some contact, but very little, and said a very realistic sentence to her, that is, "The first time I saw a person as a junior, I was so happy." ”

The more time passed, the less she understood herself, and the more depressed she became, she suspected that she had depression, and ran to consult a psychiatrist, but every psychiatrist told her that this was the same routine problem that a normal person endured, and there would be no mental problem.

She was getting more and more disappointed, as if she felt that if she could check for some problems, she would feel more deserved.

On the advice of her psychiatrist, she started looking for work again.

Lying in bed, Tranquility didn't know when she fell asleep, and when she woke up, it was already early the next morning.

Because it was a weekend, I didn't set the alarm clock, so it was all there