Miscellaneous Essay - I feel that I exist
The definition of human beings is only a general description of the construction, and for each "I" existence, it is a different individual, and the definition of human beings is only to construct some theories that can be universally applied, and it is impossible to completely define every "I".
Obviously, my death is really my death, and I don't feel that I have lived this concept before, or I have lived in the last century, and I can't remember, maybe I can use a Meng Po soup to fool me, but it is also very difficult to be able to really be confirmed, at least I don't feel that I lived in the last century, since I don't have this feeling, then I can't believe in this thing.
My feelings are different from others, this is the difference between me and others, the evidence that my individual is different from other individuals, not to mention those cognitive civilizations, sometimes cognitive civilizations may be almost the same, and some special feelings can also be the same, so sometimes the feelings can also resonate.
But from the whole feeling of me, it is really different from others, maybe the world I see with my eyes is not exactly the same, and the experience is even different, which makes me special, which is why countless different people exist.
Is the self who has removed the common existence the real me? What kind of existence is the real me? I can't find me again, maybe it's just such a process, I keep searching, and only after finding a lot can I continue to look for more.
From the definition of commonality, it seems that all people are the same, why is this happening, but it is obvious that all people are different beings, this feeling is really, I do feel something, I almost know it, I have such a feeling again, I almost know it, but there is still something missing, what is still missing?
What is lacking is to continue to think deeply, not to give up this feeling, to think comprehensively, not to give up, just like that, there will be something to gain in the end, it is true, don't think about wasting time, wasting energy, etc., don't be distracted, keep thinking, it's this kind of spirit, you will get more, you will be clear.
The commonality shows that everyone operates in this way, which is indeed the case, but the commonality ignores the difference of external information, that is, at the same moment, the information around everyone is completely different, and this completely different information, under the same common operating rules, will produce a different me.
What's more, coupled with the difference in cognition in my memory, coupled with the difference in individual genes itself, all this leads to the operation of commonality and individuality, and the difference between me and others is reflected in this way, commonality is like a purely physical construction, and I am the difference that the information I have runs in the commonality.
What is the existence of me at that moment? I can create a common operating structure according to the construction, it is very simple, and it can be used continuously, and I can also make the commonality into an immortal state, so how can my immortality be generated?
Maybe it's easy to say that I am reborn in eternal life, but now it will be more difficult for me to live forever in this body, how can I be transplanted into the eternal body that is generated according to the commonality? Then at a certain moment, arrange that body in the same scene as me, it is exactly the same, even from the microscopic state, it is exactly the same scene, maybe it doesn't have to be like this, but all the information that the body can feel is exactly the same, and then instantly import all my memory and cognitive information into the memory area of that immortal body, then I will be completely copied.
But how can I arrange exactly the same perceptual state at that moment, before I feel the next moment? What is the perceptual time of man? This becomes the key, and if this problem is solved, the thing is half the battle, and man must have a perceptual time, and all sensations cannot be instantaneous, if it is instantaneous, then it will be troublesome, if there is no interval, then it will be troublesome, then it is impossible to replicate one's instantaneous feeling.
Maybe you can create all the feelings of a certain moment, you can replicate the scene that a person was in the previous moment, as long as you make the scene monotonous, like letting the person enter an enclosed white space, then it can be easily reproduced.
So how to solve individual differences, it is necessary to study all the parameters of the instantaneous organ performance of the individual at that moment, which can also be obtained, but it is also necessary to know those parameters, so that there is still the same, all the cognitive memories of the person before.
There is no need for this person to say what he knows at that moment, maybe it is necessary to say it, so that he can verify whether the copy is successful, but if it is successful, what will happen in the future? Of course, there will be a completely different me, indeed maybe the same memory as before, but it is certain that the me who goes in and the me who comes out will be different.
It's hard to say, maybe it's the same, the one who entered was destroyed, and the me who came out might still be the real me, and I knew that I was immortal, how I was born, would it really be like this?
It's really a crazy idea, is this what technology has brought about? It's just that it's really hard to determine if the me is a continuation of the original me, or if it's just another me, just knowing about it, pretending to be the original me, after all, no one wants to destroy themselves.
What am I? How can I exist forever, how can I be transferred? When I can't solve the eternity of this body, how can I carry out my transplantation, if the commonality and the individuality are really differentiated in this way, this transplantation is very likely to be carried out, and I can be transferred like a soul with a physical existence.
Many times, I myself feel that my thinking ability is superpower, if I don't know how I got to this point, there is a record, I myself will believe in such a mysterious thing, the day after tomorrow long-term training, find a useful way to train, according to this way, you can get these cognitions. It seems like this, so why am I gaining these knowledges? Couldn't anyone else replicate my training?
Maybe it's okay, as long as you find out how I train myself, but it's so messy, it's hard to find a real way to train, but, that's it, in fact, I can't say how I got to this level, just according to my way, according to my feelings, I did it, no foolishness, it's true, I will summarize what I can summarize, what I can clearly know, I write it, those I didn't see myself, I didn't think of it, and I can't express it.
If someone has to say how I did it, I can't think of it now, or I don't want to think about it, maybe I will know how I did it, but naturally, I selfishly refuse to think about it, maybe I am also waiting for a fate, and when the fate comes, it is very likely that I will write it naturally, maybe it has been written a long time ago, but it is scattered all over the book, whether I can get it, maybe it also depends on the chance.
I'm telling you secretly, in fact, I don't know it myself, I think maybe there may be traces in the book, maybe someone can really find out how I did it to such a level of process that no one in the bureau has noticed. I actually feel it, but I just don't want to think about it, I write about it, I don't know why.