Chapter 51: One wrong step brings endless pain
There is no chance, and the money you asked me to prepare yesterday is gone?
When the proprietress heard this, it was like a slap in the face to her. She can still survive when the store burns down, because she still has savings, and now she hears that the money is gone. Everything is completely over, not to mention so many years of hard work, what to do with the rest of the life, even if you start again in the future, where does the capital come from in the early stage.
Thinking of this, the proprietress was dizzy and her blood rose. As soon as I was emotional, I suddenly felt a tingling pain in my stomach. A roar came out of his mouth automatically, ah, it hurt!
Chen Fei saw his wife's uncomfortable appearance, and cheered up, wife, are you okay!
My stomach hurts, maybe I'm going to give birth!
Wang Damei, call 120, Chen Fei shouted anxiously
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In about ten minutes, the ambulance finally arrived, Chen Fei and Wang Damei helped the proprietress into the car, and soon the ambulance disappeared.
The faint light on the side of the road shone on Chen Yu's depressed face, and Zhang Yang thought of the scene when he confessed to Liu Huanhuan when he was also crying and saying that he was wrong.
It's terrible to think about gambling, what a painful realization I have experienced, and then I have embarked on this terrible path again. Whether it's this thing or not, it really takes a person's life to end.
Ayu, "Don't blame yourself, all these evil consequences were planted by yourself, and you must admit them all, whether it is the store that was burned down by fire or the money you lost."
Zhang Yang's eyes were astringent, he choked his throat and said, I understand your pain and bitterness, I know how uncomfortable you are.
But you should also know that no one can help you solve these problems, no one will give you a sum of money for no reason, and no one can easily say, I forgive you! Because you can't do it yourself, right?
As long as you know your mistake and admit it, time will surely heal all this. I'm not qualified to say that to you, because I'm a failure. I just want to tell you, don't give up on yourself. Believe that everything will pass and always keep hope!
I'm gone, take care of yourself!
But it's only relative to yesterday, Zhang Yang looked at his phone, and the time showed 11 o'clock in the evening.
The bright moon in the sky, crystal clear, big and round, glowing with a wide white light, Zhang Yang opened his eyes and looked up with all his might, trying to find the shadow of Chang'e in the legend.
I thought in my heart, O immortal in the sky, can you be attached to me, a poor person, I really know that I am wrong, can you help me!
Fool, do you still have to dream? You don't know what's wrong, do you? It is your kind of thinking that you want to get something from the sky and get something for nothing, that gives the devil a chance to take advantage of it and lead you into boundless darkness, and if you are still obsessed, the third disaster will surely befall you, and then you will be a dead end, and even if you die, you will still be despised by the world, become the opposite of history, and bring endless pain to your relatives.
Zhang Yang shuddered, looked up at the sky and shouted, No! I don't want to dream! I must rely on my own efforts to cross the catastrophe!
The breeze was blowing the leaves, and the clouds were surging rapidly. Zhang Yang was deeply attracted by this natural beauty, and suddenly remembered his family in the distance, such a round moonlight, such a crystal clear white cloud, if you can be accompanied by your parents, wife and daughter, you can enjoy it together. How happy that would be!
"Zhang Yang, you're just too impatient. If you don't make two mistakes before, maybe if you work hard for another year or two, this wish will come true. Now you can't be impatient, you have to sink down, don't mess around, work hard for another three or five years, and these wishes can be realized. ”
Zhang Yang asked himself, and at the same time answered himself, because no one had anything to say about these words!
When some words are spoken, the heart can feel better. Zhang Yang is like this now, yes! He must be strong, no matter what, he must pass this hurdle, this family, he must let it be happy.
Zhang Yang stepped on light steps, looked at the bright moon in the sky, and walked all the way back.
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In the morning, the soft sunlight had already sprinkled into the room, and before the alarm clock rang, Zhang Yang had already woken up. Zhang Yang looked at the time and saw that it was only seven o'clock, because he slept at twelve o'clock last night, and he felt very comfortable today.
Zhang Yang saw that it was still early, turned over and closed his eyes and continued to fall asleep. After lying down for a few minutes, he became more and more awake, and he didn't feel comfortable lying down, so he simply got up and washed.
It's good to get up early, everything doesn't have to be in a hurry, thinking of the scene of getting up and washing up yesterday, Zhang Yang felt incredible. Everything is done, Zhang Yang gets dressed. Seeing that Wang Shuai and Zhang Jiabao were still sleeping, they took their mobile phones and related things and went out gently.
The morning air was particularly good, Zhang Yang stood in the corridor, looking at the riverside in the distance, where a cruise ship full of containers was moving. From a distance, they seem so small, but when you look at them here, are they even smaller!
Feeling the breeze blowing by the river in the distance, Zhang Yang deeply understands how small a person is for human beings, how small the earth is, and for the universe, is it just like human beings looking at dust.
In the past, I always felt that I was very powerful and smart, as if I could not be afraid of anything, and I always thought that I would definitely win with my own mind. Now I know that I am actually a speck of dust, and a random gust of wind can make me unaware. And his so-called mind has long been analyzed clearly by others. Let you win temporarily, and taste a little sweetness, it is just erbium sown by others, luring you into the trap set by others.
There is nothing in the world that can be obtained without work, and if one day, you come across something that you can get without work. Then please don't rejoice too soon, because it may be a demon, and when you get close and want to take possession, it will open its mouth and eat it, and it will not even vomit the dregs.
The cruise ship gradually moved away, and Zhang Yang began to prepare to go to the company. There is no need to race against time, Zhang Yang's steps became lighter, as if he had returned to his original self, but when he thought of still owing so many debts, heaven returned to hell in an instant.
The body did not add any burden, but the person seemed to be pressed by a thousand pounds. Zhang Yang exhaled heavily, his heart was filled with regret and self-blame, and his heartbeat was also beating faster.
Pessimistic emotions fill the brain, what to do with these debts, if you don't do it, you will be better off than many people, but now you are so depressed. Liu Huanhuan also knows her monthly salary, and she can't spare money to pay off her debts, and if she owes her brother, when will the online loan be paid off. Thinking about being unemployed again, how should I deal with all this!