Chapter 52: Chen Yu is gone
Chen Fei waited anxiously for the news, it had been more than ten hours since last night, and his wife was still in the delivery room, if it weren't for the fire last night. It shouldn't have been launched so early!
At this moment, the door of the delivery room opened, and the doctor shouted, who is Li Yun's lover!
Doctor, I am, Chen Fei replied hurriedly. How is my wife?
Now I would like to inform you that due to Ms. Li Yun's emotional problems, the baby showed signs of premature birth.
The doctor, my wife and children, there is no danger, Chen Fei asked worriedly.
Don't worry, I'm here to tell you that at the moment, there is no danger. But your lover, due to the emotional instability before, lost too much energy, and now basically has no strength to have children.
Hearing that there was no danger, Chen Fei relieved himself a little. But then I heard that I didn't have the strength to have a baby, so I was a little confused!
I recommend a caesarean section, otherwise the baby may be in danger after a long time. You look at this form, and if there is no problem, sign it.
Doctor, can I not have a caesarean section, my wife told me before that if I can not have a caesarean section, I will not have a caesarean section.
We also understand that if the production can go smoothly, we also do not recommend caesarean section. But now there is a great danger, and I recommend that the sooner the caesarean section, the better. The doctor explained to Chen Fei very seriously. If signed, please hand over the form to the nurse's station and I will arrange the surgery as soon as possible.
Chen Fei told the doctor that he wanted to go in and see his wife.
The doctor told Chen Fei to go to the locker room and put on a dust-free suit before entering. So Chen Fei went to change into dust-free clothes before entering the delivery room, Chen Fei saw Li Yun lying there looking very weak, and Wang Damei was by her side.
Your sister-in-law, how is it?" Chen Fei asked Wang Damei.
The pain was terrible, but I couldn't give birth! I had fainted in pain several times. Brother, I'm so scared to look at me!
Wife, thank you for your hard work, you're okay!
I'm so tired!" Li Yun said in a weak voice. There was not a trace of blood on his face, and he was pale and white.
Wife, let's have a caesarean section, you have done your best, the doctor said, with your current state, if the delivery goes smoothly, you and the baby are in danger.
Li Yun didn't speak, wiped a handful of tears, she didn't know if the tears were because they hurt or because they were unwilling to leave them.
Wiping away his tears, Li Yun gritted his teeth and said with tears in his eyes, then let's cut it!
Chen Fei understood the bitterness in Li Yun's heart, and in an instant, he changed from a small rich proprietress to nothing. I have never wanted to accept the caesarean section, and I have to accept it. Who can put this sad feeling in their hearts without crying?
Wife, everything will be fine, Chen Fei comforted his wife and himself. Then I'll go out and inform the doctor of the operation first, you have a good rest, rest assured, everything is still with me.
Chen Fei is also extremely sad, after so many years of desperately operating the store, a fire has made him nothing. This kind of loss will really be unacceptable for a while. But now not only is it not strong, life is really difficult!
Chen Fei took a look at the risk notice, which means that there will still be risks in this operation, not that the caesarean section is foolproof. If you sign it, you are aware of it and are willing to take such a risk.
But is there any other choice now? No, Chen Fei reluctantly signed his name and handed the form to the nurse's station.
The head nurse immediately notified the attending physician, and soon the doctor told Chen Fei that the operation would be performed later, and then wrote a bill for Chen Fei to go to the payment office to pay.
Chen Fei quickly paid the money, and the operation began immediately.
Fei'er, what's going on? Chen Fei's parents had already bought it, and the newborn baby's things hurried over.
Mom and Dad, don't worry too much, there shouldn't be any big problems, but I can only have a caesarean section. Why didn't Chen Yu come over?
Isn't he here? He didn't come back last night. What is he doing alone in the store, there is no bed in it.
Chen Fei didn't want his parents to worry too much, so he didn't tell them about the fire for the time being, but things always couldn't be hidden. Mom and Dad, the store is gone, there was a fire last night, and it was all burned down.
What, it was burned, didn't burn people, what the hell is going on, Chen Fei asked worriedly. How did it catch fire?
Mom, you don't have to worry so much, you didn't burn people.
How it burned, it doesn't make sense anymore, everything has already happened. But everything will pass, and it will all be fine.
Chen Fei remembered that he kicked Chen Yu yesterday, and he was still very angry, but he should also blame himself, even if he killed him, what could he do, and he didn't mean to set fire.
Thinking of this, Chen Fei was very annoyed, but he still took out his mobile phone and called Chen Yu.
Hello, the phone you dialed is turned off!
What are you doing, and the phone is turned off, causing such a big loss and kicking you can't do it. Chen Fei thought that Chen Yu would be angry with himself again.
But he didn't know that Chen Yu had already left this world last night.
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After Zhang Yang left last night, Chen Yu looked at everything in front of him and learned that the fire not only burned down the store but also burned the money for the eldest brother's house purchase, and then his sister-in-law was taken away by ambulance. The heart has reached a state on the verge of despair. The only thing that left him with a glimmer of hope now was the gamble that caused the fire at the end.
Chen Yu's heart rose to his throat, and he was extremely looking forward to winning this handful, and if he could win, he would be able to pay off his debts. There is still hope for everything! I can still explain to my eldest brother that he just played with the fire caused by a mistake on his mobile phone.
If you lose, you will be in debt that you can't repay, and then the debt will erupt, and the eldest brother will know how sad and desperate they will be because of the fire caused by gambling, and what face will they have to face them and their parents.
Chen Yu found the previous website, but his hands were a little trembling, his mouth was dry, and even his breathing became short, and he was extremely looking forward to it, but he was also afraid. I didn't dare to click on it and see the result. He was really scared, he was afraid, he couldn't win! He really didn't have the courage to face the result, he didn't have the courage to face everything in the future.
After a painful struggle in his heart, after dozens of seconds of struggle, he thought that everything was a foregone conclusion, and God should not be cruel to himself! With the greatest hope, he clicked on the website and quickly checked his account balance.
A big "0" appeared in front of his eyes, but Chen Yu didn't want to believe it, he wondered if it hadn't been refreshed, or the state he was in at the time when he just bet.
So he quickly looked for his own betting game. Web buffering is a bit slow, Chen Yu is anxious!
After a few seconds, it finally buffered. Chen Yu couldn't wait to click on it, and the result showed that he didn't win the lottery. As if his heart was petrified in an instant, Chen Yu finally knew that he was unlucky and lost again. Despair filled his heart and his brain! He felt that God was unfair, why couldn't he save him once.
He, unknowingly, all this has nothing to do with God. When he entered the Internet gambling, he had already been targeted, and he had already become someone else's lamb. Letting you win a little bit in front of you is just magnifying your desires infinitely, and then going through an actuary to calculate how capable you are. How much can be raised. Eventually, when you press everything, they'll slaughter you. They are ruthless and cold-blooded, and in their eyes you are not a person, but a lamb to the slaughter.
Looking at the bleak night, Chen Yu kept staring at the abyss, he was really tired of living, maybe death was the best ending for him. He remembered the poet "Haizi", who was so talented and knowledgeable. Why did he commit suicide by lying on the rails, and why?
Chen Yu seemed to see death beckoning to him, and Chen Yu's heart was desperate. He thinks about Haizi and thinks about death. He was torn between life and death, he wanted to live, but he felt too tired.
A thought is life and death, Chen Yu finally did not pass the hurdle of "life", he used his mobile phone to write his last paragraph: "Big brother, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for my parents! I made an unforgivable mistake, that is, gambling." He hurt me, he made me lose my money, my faith, my heart, and finally my life. The fire was also caused by my addiction to gambling, so I'm most sorry for you, I can't face you anymore, I can't face myself. I'm gone, if there is an afterlife, we will still be brothers, is it okay? If I leave, my parents will hand it over to you in the future!"
After writing this paragraph, Chen Yu had already burst into tears, he wanted to live, but he no longer had the courage, he couldn't face those who loved him......