The wind was blowing on Zhang Yang, like a pair of gentle hands, caressing his broken heart.

Zhang Yang and Zhang Min sat on a bench in a small park.

Look at how good the air is outside, don't make yourself so depressed all day. Money can be earned again if it is lost, as long as the body is there, everything can be restarted. Know it!

Zhang Yang's mind was full of fragments of his own losses, like a demon drilling into his brain, no matter how he couldn't get rid of it, his heart was full of regret. Sigh non-stop!

A man has to live like a man, and if he falls, he has to get up and try to live the rest of his life well. Money is lost, not terrible. But don't lose your mind.

Think more about your wife and children, and think more about your parents. Don't fool around in the future, things can be one or two, the first time, you can be forgiven for being ignorant, the second time is stupid, if there is a next time, no one can help you, and no one can save you if you die. If you die, no one will live because of you. I'll think of a way to get the rest of the money, and don't let my family know about this matter yet.

I know, Zhang Yang said,

Go back and take a good rest, shave your beard, don't be lifeless all day, eat on time, have a body to do things well, and go to work tomorrow. I'll go back first, call me as soon as there is anything, and there is something we can't say between our brothers.

After Zhang Min left, Zhang Yang told himself that from today on, from now on, you must remember what your eldest brother said today, and you must be down-to-earth and take one step at a time. From now on, all the crooked ways will no longer be half a step closer. I'm going to suck the pain into my lungs, carve it into my heart, and inject it into every part of my body.

Toot ~ Toot ~ Toot !

Zhang Yang took out his mobile phone and saw that it was Liu Huanhuan who sent a video call.

Stabilize your emotions and try to show yourself in a normal state, you can't let her know about this gambling anyway, otherwise you really don't dare to think about the consequences.

Zhang Yang forcibly squeezed out a smiling face, hey, Huanhuan, it's okay at home!

Liu Huanhuan held the child in one hand, and tinkered with the mobile phone with the other, so that the camera could be aimed at herself, and she couldn't spare time to reply to Zhang Yang, and she didn't have a single mouth, shouting loudly, Zhang Xinyu hurriedly wrote my homework for me, don't know how to play.

It's okay, Liu Huan replied.

Zhang Yang was afraid that Liu Huanhuan would ask about his situation, so he quickly shifted the topic to his daughter Zhang Xinyu and asked Zhang Xinyu after school?

It's been released a long time ago, what time is it now!

Oh, so she hasn't done her homework yet?

Zhang Xinyu ran over and shouted happily, Dad, Dad, you and Mom promised to buy the birthday cake for me, you all forgot and didn't buy it for me. I'm angry, I'm ignoring you!

Looking at her coquettish daughter, Zhang Yang felt variegated in his heart, unconsciously his daughter was almost ten years old, how cute, time flies so fast, if he didn't do it, maybe he could end the days of drifting away early, go home early, and give her more companionship and fatherly love. Zhang Yang couldn't show his sadness no matter what, and said with a smile, Mom and Dad didn't forget, but it was raining so hard that day, so I couldn't go, Dad promised you, I will remember it next year, okay. Zhang Yang was suffering from pain in his heart, afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions and show his situation at this time, so he hurriedly said, you go to study your homework, otherwise you will be played again later.

Zhang Xinyu, you still don't write my homework for me, I didn't write it before dinner, see how I clean you up.

Zhang Xinyu looked displeased, but listening to Liu Huanhuan's voice, she still ran back to do her homework quickly.

Zhang Yang looked at the mother and daughter, feeling so warm and happy. What a beautiful life, but I want to do it, draw a circle to trap myself, this kind of bitterness that can't be said, dare not say, can't be said, this time I can only bear it alone. So Zhang Yang lied, don't say it, I'm going to be busy first. So be it!

Okay, then you get busy first. Pay attention to the body...

Pressure is always there, there is nowhere to hide, and there is nowhere to escape. Zhang Yang kept thinking in his mind about how to pay off this debt.

Zhang Yang sat alone in the dormitory for half a day, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't think of a way to make money, he had to work 11 hours a day, and he only had a holiday on Sunday, what could he do, only helplessness filled his whole brain.

Yes, I'm so pitiful now, I might as well go and beg. I can't think of any other way to go. Zai Yang can't care about any face now, just do what he says.

Zhang Yang found a waste milk carton, spread it out flatly, wrote four big characters on it with a pen, and begged to pay off the debt. Then I poked two small holes with my fingers on the paper, found a root and put it on my neck, tried it, and the height of the brand was just in the middle of the big chest...

Zhang Xinyu come here, your brother is going to cry again, hurry up and come over to talk to her, Liu Huanhuan shouted.

Zhang Xinyu has long been accustomed to her mother's call, and ran over quickly, Zhang Zhihang doesn't cry, well, my sister likes you, my mother likes you, Zhang Zhihang was amused by her sister and laughed.

Zhang Yang picked up the sign and packed it in a bag. I thought to myself, no matter how you don't want this face, you can't let the people in the company see it, otherwise what if you lose this job?

Zhang Yang carefully checked the bag to see if he could see anything from the outside, and after the inspection, he went out cautiously. Looking at the pedestrians on the road, Zhang Yang looked left and right and observed the pedestrians, as if he had a bag of money in his bag, and he didn't dare to let people know. Zhang Yang felt as if everyone was watching him, so he quickened his pace and walked vigorously. Originally, I found a place one or two kilometers away from here and started to take out the sign as planned, but when it came to actual action, it was always delayed. I have come a long way, I can't escape it, and I have to pay the price for the mistakes I have made.

The busy streets, the crowded platforms.

Zhang Yang found a bus stop with a large flow of people, slowly took out the sign, hung it on his chest, and revealed four big characters. Life is made like this, it is estimated that there is no one, Zhang Yang was ruthless, gritted his teeth vigorously, gently brittled down, put the bag in front of him, and shouted heartbreakingly in his heart, come on, let this inner pain come more violently first, let it be deeply imprinted there, and let this life remember the mistakes that have been made.

A lazy man, you see that he has hands and feet, and if he doesn't make good money, what kind of money is he begging for here, a woman said to the man next to him. And then left in a hurry.

Passers-by plucked one after another passed by, as if they had developed immunity to such begging people. There is no charity, there is only ridicule and indifference, occasionally one or two people will stay on Zhang Yang's eyes, but quickly shift their eyes, for fear that they will be pestered by him?

Hey, Zhang Yang, come back to the crayfish!

Zhang Yang stood up helplessly and took off the sign on his chest. He wasn't as flustered and scared as he used to be, because no one cared what was going on with him, no one really cared what was going on with him, everything was just thinking too much about himself.

I'm not participating, so go eat it!

What are you doing, didn't you say okay? If you have nothing to do, come over quickly, I and the handsome guy are waiting for you in a pot of fresh, Zhang Jiabao urged.

Zhang Yang had already made an appointment with them last month, and today a few people went out to gather and drink some wine.

But now it's like this, heh, I have the money to eat and drink, and now I am willing to be tired and walk back even for two yuan on the bus. Life, it's still beautiful not to do it.

No, I've already eaten, you eat and drink well.

Zhang Yang walked on the lost road with a tired body and mind, but he never thought that no one would give a penny. What to do now, what to do, at this time Zhang Yang thinks about Liu Huanhuan so much, thinks about her nagging, thinks about her laughter, and thinks about her everything. It turned out that he couldn't do without her for a long time. I used to think that I was only worried about Xiaofan in my heart, but today I found that I couldn't do without her.