The one who begs for life
People always have to find their own way to live, just like their own existence, they choose a profession, like a matchmaker, do some middleman things, these people don't have time to do these things, they are not familiar with the process of these things, so they entrust themselves to handle it, and they become such agents.
It is not easy to help the drivers of Guozi Village to go to the city to organize passengers, it is not easy to go to the city, especially here in Guozi Village, there is only one bus a week, the personnel must be full, and sometimes they have to be overcrowded, all in order to make money, these drivers are really desperate enough, and they also want to make more money, since the driver has no opinion, then of course he is willing to pull some people.
When there is nothing to do, I do some odd jobs, most of which are farm work, which can support myself, and this profession of helping drivers in Guozi Village organize customers can additionally subsidize the family, making life a little richer and easier, compared to people in other villages, I can live a fairly good life.
The village chief's house is the main place he patronizes, where you can often find customers who want to go to the city, the village chief sometimes has to find his own help, make money by himself, and collect some favors, this business is still cost-effective, sometimes this kind of help is help, completely free, this situation is not much, encountering such a thing, can only be regarded as their own bad luck.
What I express every day, like everyone else, these words, maybe my own thoughts at that moment, I can't remember now, these thoughts seem to be only instantaneous, and they can't be recorded by themselves, and I don't want to record them, let alone have time to record them.
After all, what is expressed is not the real thought process in the head, and the acquisition of new cognition is a dangerous construction process to build a new cognitive structure in one's own head, and whether this construction causes damage to the person himself, there has been no explanation.
As a woman, I don't know what the difference between my thinking and a man is, this is worth imagining, it must be different, but in thinking about things, this should also be different, this kind of thing is not good, and I am also forced to embark on such a road, with my own understanding, I think that this kind of work is the most suitable for my needs.
To be honest, this is definitely not the job I want, I don't want to work, if I have a choice, I just don't want to work, but the reality is no if, I am still doing this kind of work, every day from early morning to evening, phone calls one after another, fruit village is being developed, and people in the city come to play.
I make a lot of money in this way, and I don't know why they like to come over to play, there's nothing to see here, and the food is like that, and there is nothing particularly nostalgic about, I'm in a bad mood today, I don't know why, I feel irritable, I can't tell how it happened, if it's clear, it won't be annoying.
Work without emotion, it's difficult, I clearly know that my emotions seriously affect my work, even if I answer the customer's call, I have angry emotions, and I can't pretend to be very polite, but sometimes I find it, and then slightly suppress the angry emotion, and speak without emotion, which should be the best performance of myself in this state.
I really don't know what's going on with emotions, today you can be depressed to death, tomorrow you will become happy, this is also amazing, is it unique to women, no matter what, such a thing happened to me, how can I not solve it, it may be in a state of work, go home and rest and sleep, or entertainment, this can get rid of this troublesome emotion.
Speaking of which, of course, I chose entertainment when I went home from work, and I didn't want to do anything else at all, if work had the function of promoting human development, rather than destroying human civilization, then this kind of life was really good, and when I went home, I didn't need to think about these problems in the world, and I didn't need to think too much about my own cultivation, all of which would change at work, and I really wanted this kind of life.
This is still a relatively achievable reality, the kind of thinking about not working, which is unrealistic for many people, if you don't work, don't worry about survival, and have a so-called enjoyable life, what will you do?
Will you continue to enjoy yourself, do nothing, just enjoy yourself, then what kind of existence is yourself, and is there any meaning to exist? For yourself, your own existence has meaning, and if you look at the meaning of your own existence to others, it may not be true.
From the perspective of meaning, some of the sources of wealth that allow oneself to have such a state of life are obtained by the hard work of relatives, and they are just enjoying the fruits of their labor, and they are willing to provide these for their own enjoyment, so they do not need to have any mental burden.
Some of them may be their own labor in the early stage, and now they are rewarded, then they have no psychological burden, which is determined by the living state of the society, as long as it is legal income. And if it is on the other hand, illegal gains, then I will definitely have some worries in my heart, and I am actually unhappy in this way, but the temporary spending of money will also make me forget this worry.
Is it really meaningless to others in such a state? Enjoyment is consumption, spending money, this should be meaningful to others, they have earned money, the state has received taxes, from these two aspects, it is meaningful, if it is felt from the spirit and dignity, those who serve themselves must feel that this is not their own meaning, what is the meaning, it should not be counted, the meaning should be to let them get more benefits without working, not this equivalent sale of labor, or dignity in exchange for equivalent work.
What kind of contribution do you have to make, to contribute to humanity, country, society, civilization and the like, is the meaning of your current existence, this is really a boring idea, it can be regarded as a boring idea, the reality is that you are begging for a life now, doing a job that you feel okay to live.
Doing rational things, feeling like a man, these are doing things according to logic and machinery, maybe you are more careful, more able to find the subtle problems, this may be your own advantage in doing these things, patience may also be one of them.
What's more, I still have a soft feeling, unless I really have no choice, pretend to be strong to scare others, forced by life, and tired, this job is okay, in other aspects, compared to men, maybe women's appearance has a temptation, for those men, when working, they rarely dress up, which can be regarded as an act of protecting themselves.
When you think about your concerns, you can think about the things you care about very comprehensively, and if you don't pay attention to this matter, you don't seem to think about it, which should be normal, but when there are too many things, the focus seems to have lost focus, and you can't think clearly in one place, which will miss a lot.
If you really only pay attention to one thing, you can think about it clearly and comprehensively, which should be incorrect, and you may think more specifically, and the angle of standing is limited, and you can only think of things that you can think of from your own angle.
At this time, others pay a little attention to this matter, but provide an angle that they can't think of, this is the limitation of the individual, how to solve this problem, I really have no way to solve it, it is helpful for my work, but I feel that I can't solve it, I must find a way to do it, to try, maybe I can find a way to solve this problem.
I am also a person with a family, a person who has a family, I have to do all the housework when I go back after work, I really want to eat out, it takes a long time to cook, I don't have children yet, I can't afford children, I don't have a good life here, I can't rent a good house, I think about the future, I think about buying a house in the future, I think about getting sick in the future, I think I have parents to support, in other words, these are my own men's things, how can I think about it, this should not be distinguishable, it is already a home.
It's just that I'm very tired like this, thinking that men make more money than themselves, as for whether it's harder than themselves, I don't know, it stands to reason that they earn more than themselves, they should work harder than themselves, forget it, don't think about it, it's uncomfortable to think about it.
Let your man do these housework, I don't know if it's right, I don't dare to mention it, I've always been in a weak position, maybe my own character is like this, listening to others describe their lives, it's all good, men do housework, I can't figure it out, maybe this is my life.
I don't know what it would be like to propose to share the burden with each other, maybe this way is the best, and I can only fantasize about it, as for not working like the village chief's woman, this is my own luxury, and the life of others is good, but it is difficult to know what is the use of such a woman? I heard that the village chief also has a lover outside, maybe the village chief himself thinks that this kind of woman is just a plaything, is it that he is jealous, cursing others.
According to the history of my own view, there may be a reason for this kind of situation where a woman is expensive by virtue of her son, after all, she herself really has no role, raising an excellent son may be her best belonging, and her future status can only be guaranteed by this.
What can she do to get rid of this fate, even in an era like this, she can't get rid of it, sometimes her sympathy is superfluous, for her, this is her own choice, no one forced her to choose this way, this is the state of life she pursues, the price she must pay, and she must bear.
Among the personnel arranged this time, there is a city man with a robot butler who is a relatively rare existence.