Unwilling to die
"I always feel like I've been to all worlds, do I feel it again?" quickly recalled, those vague memories were more like hallucinations, and these memories were too illusory.
"Forget it, it's pointless to think about what to do, what you were before, who you are doesn't really matter, what you feel now is important. After thinking about it for a while, Swift gained this feeling, which made Swift feel good, and was adopted by Swift.
"How do you feel that you are a good person, that you are righteous, that you naturally feel like this, that consciousness, this feeling, has it been shaped? Or the ancestors are all good people, so that after the genes are gradually deleted and improved, to your own generation, you are also kind genes, good consciousness, and good feelings.
Fortunately, they are just cultivating kindness, and they don't think about abiding by not getting married and cutting off their feelings, so that a kind person like me appears in this world. "I decided to stop and tidy myself up.
"I just feel that I am a good person and a righteous person. My own behavior is not so clearly good, and if you look closely at your own behavior, your behavior is still full of evil, which is really interesting. In order to live, the body itself needs to evolve evilly, so what's the point of one's own consciousness, feeling the goodness of evolution?"
But why are you alive? Just because your body is still alive, you are living with it, thinking, looking, feeling, and acting. That's just terrible, being able to act on your own initiative is the reason for your own life, this is what your own consciousness wants, and the only thing your consciousness wants is to dominate your body, or everything in the outside world.
Therefore, the consciousness produces what it wants, the consciousness produces fear, the consciousness produces doubts, and then dominates the body to do it, and the consciousness thinks that this is its own active behavior. What the body wants, what the body fears, what the body doubts, or what the outside world forces are all passive behaviors that need to be resisted by the conscious mind.
It is clear that consciousness is not so strong as to resist outside compulsion. Therefore, it must be strong, the strength of consciousness lies in the strength of the body, and the strength of the external resources that the body has, which is why consciousness wants to continue to become stronger, continue to get more resources, the essence of consciousness is to take the initiative to dominate.
Today, I suddenly quieted down, as if I didn't need to think or be afraid of anything. So is it because of fear that you think? So when you are no longer afraid of anything, you don't have to think. How can there be such a moment of fearlessness in reality?
Is fear something that comes when you want something and then you are blocked from achieving it? It's not fear, it's just anxiety, it's uncomfortable. It is the moment of death, the threat and fear of the outside world, and it is an emergency response to death.
In addition to fear, it will make people think, and when they want to be blocked, they will also promote thinking, and doubts will promote thinking. Then there is no fear of death, there is no desire, there are no doubts, so that the heart is very calm, there is no thinking, no illusions, and there is no longer writing?
So why are you still writing? In fact, this is the thinking and writing caused by questions, and many times it is questions that are writing. The fear of death still exists, right? Because eternal life has not yet been resolved. That fear writing also exists, and fantasy, this kind of thinking writing, which wants to be generated, seems to exist as well.
Plus habitual writing. That's why I've been writing. But strange things, why do we do this, some people write it down like this, others also have feelings of fear, want, doubt. This should be the result of a logical combination of our fears, desires, and doubts, which combine the act of writing, and that's why we are in this situation.
But we don't think it's just us. It's quite strange why we wrote such a book, and why is it that we, and not everyone else? Is there really such a uniqueness? the uniqueness of complex combinations.
I thought a lot and didn't get many useful answers. If you are free, can you keep thinking about it, are you idle? You have to survive, and after you survive the problem, will you be free? What will you do with this free time? Do you think about these things all the time?
Or you can do something else, such as starting a family or something, doing something for public welfare, or working more and earning more money to save. Maybe find a hobby and indulge in it. These are all okay, no one stops the speed.
Don't think about it, go about it, at least get a general idea of the world first. At present, I only know that I exist, but I don't know what kind of existence this world is. I don't know much about my own abilities, as if I can think, and if I have some basic understanding about myself, what else will I do?
I can't think of it at all, I can't recall what I'm going to do, it's so scary, I don't even know what I'm going to be. What kind of ability is the ability to think, can I survive in this world with my thinking ability, is this world so magical?
Looking around, you find that you can recognize what exists around you, that is, you have a relatively clear definition of words, and it seems that you still have the ability to recognize. How did these abilities come about, I don't even have any memory at all, which is also terrifying, well, just think of it as if it was natural.
Hey, I even realized what these items were for and how to use them. This understanding seems to be very useful, seeing the existence for oneself, knowing how to use these beings, knowing that there are some beings that can be eaten, clothed, and lived, then it is not a problem for oneself to survive.
I quickly collected the fruits that I could eat, filled my stomach, and felt very comfortable. After eating, he continued to think about something, he decided to continue to move forward, to explore the world, well, the word exploration appeared, it was really an accurate description of what he wanted to do at the moment, and it seemed that words could actually accurately describe the logic of facts.
Met the first living creature.,Speed also knows all the relevant information of this creature.,It's amazing.,Before I met this creature.,There's no information about this creature in my memory.,I didn't remember this creature.,I can't list this creature in my memory.,It seems to be very difficult for your memory to activate itself.。
Killing this creature, suddenly such an idea appeared, and he quickly found that he seemed to have the ability to kill this creature, for example. Quickly kill this creature, Su just thought about it, for example, quickly rushed to the front of this creature, punched the creature's weak defensive position, and then quickly found that this creature was dead, and he was still standing in place, did he move?
Su has eaten enough, this creature, Su suddenly knew what to do with this creature next, this creature is valuable, and the items that will not be damaged over time will be quickly collected and carried on his body. Speed continues to move forward, and Speed now has a lot of confidence that he can survive in this world.
The ruins of a city, standing on top of a hill now, looking into the distance. In order to see the surrounding conditions clearly, Speedy deliberately climbed the mountain. Seeing the ruins of the city, Suzu vaguely remembered something, this memory was hidden in the depths, and as Suzuki tried to recall it, it emerged and slowly became clear.
The elves invaded the world, and the humans thought that they had stopped their invasion, but unfortunately, the reality was not what the humans thought, and in the end, the war finally became what it is now, which is the background of the evolution of the world.
Justice Express came to the place where Evil Speed worked, which was a biological laboratory, and Justice Speed's original work in the Justice camp was electronic design. His current mission is to accurately grasp the way the elves control humans, so that humans can control human consciousness with circuits, which is also part of the research of human immortality.
Everything went very well, and justice quickly mastered this way, but the war between humans, between humans and elves, had broken out. The Righteous Speed and the Evil Speed are ready to swap identities in one place, but what they don't know is that they have been invaded by a secret high-level elf.
This high elf created the body of Speed by using the speed of justice and the speed of evil, as well as the electronic technology created by the speed of justice to simulate consciousness. The reality is that it is now. Su now knows the origin of his body, but he can't tell who he is now, which shouldn't be particularly important.
Using the ruins of the city as the coordinates, he drew a road map in his mind, ending at the physics laboratory where Justice Speed worked. Go there, the quick awakening can at least trigger a lot of memories, and after the work you have to do over there, you can go to the biological laboratory where the evil speed works.
Trees block the view, and the mountain roads that are not easy to walk block the footsteps, which can make the speed of walking on the mountain roads get lost. Speed can walk a section and climb trees to correct the direction of the route. Based on this understanding, Speed created a pair of eyes in the sky.
These eyes allow Speed to avoid encounters with other creatures, Speed is not afraid of fighting, real combat consumes energy for a long time, and Speed doesn't want to consume either, so Speed behaves like this. Actually, there's another thing that makes Speed do this, and Speed is not interested in these creatures.
All the plans that the decision-maker believes, imagines, and foresees will try to carry out, and reality will tell him very realistically that reality may be completely different, or even in the opposite direction, and the consequences of execution will be worse sabotage.
Never tired of this is also the reason why people gradually transform the world, successful attempts will be passed on in the way of experience, and failed attempts will also be passed on in the way of experience. Of course, decision-makers don't necessarily have access to these experiences, and many of them are planning what they imagine and what they believe in.
It's a good thing, innovation, maybe it might succeed. This is a bad thing, and the destruction continues. Our attitude is still encouraging, but it is still recommended to think more comprehensively, listen to other people's opinions, and then make decisions, so that the probability of success is higher.
Why don't we oppose it? Because we are trying to overcome the existence of fear, the voice of the victor, the experience, the rules, the reality, are all the existence of fear, and we need to try to overcome these, which is also the natural direction of chemical reactions, and the natural direction of the evolution of the world.
What happens when the chemical reaction is blocked? It is to solidify and precipitate, wait for the end of time, and eventually disappear. Is it inevitable that this will be the case? If the world evolution is in the later stage, there will be a large number of such situations, this is indeed inevitable, maybe the Eternals have a way, after all, they are already a successful chemical reaction, and their existence means that the world evolution still has a glimmer of life.
The eye discovers a gathering place of elves. After the successful invasion of the elves, they no longer hide themselves, they will carry out a series of modifications on the human body, grow something on the human body, in line with their unique aesthetic preferences, that's all, most of these growths are of no practical nature.
The reason for the elves' invasion of humans may be that they are similar to humans in terms of aesthetic behavior. Human beings have created many objects that are only beautiful to look at, objects that serve to satisfy their feelings of joy, which is not of practical nature, and it is not particularly accurate. Because I feel joyful, I am happy to live in the world.