The solemn and peaceful Song villa,

Song Minghao leaned lazily on the sofa, he looked up at the ceiling in a daze, and the clock on the wall made a sparse "click" sound with the swing of the pendulum.

He stretched out his left hand and gently covered his pale cheek, a loud brake burst into his tired ear, he followed the source of the sound and smiled bitterly and touched the cold air on the wing of his nose, and then sat up with extreme impatience to sit up his already sore body.

"Minghao, why does my precious son always look like he is not giving up lately? I heard that you went to Qingyi in the first few days, did you quarrel with July, or did there be a bastard boy who made you unhappy. ”

Mother Song walked in from the door with a distracting smile, and with a loud closing sound, the smoky cold air that shrouded her behind her was isolated by her. Perhaps because of the frozen, she breathed softly, through the rising white smoke, the skin that could be broken by the blow, the white and tender skin was almost transparent, and there was a circle of inky shadows under the slender eyelashes, like a clear eye as white as a pear blossom between the blue waves, surrounded by large and delicate pupils. Her voice was as soft as a weak willow supporting the wind, slightly better than that of Hakka women. Even if you can't help but laugh or raise your eyebrows and speak loudly, you can speak with grace.

She stood by the door, looking into the depths of the living room with curious eyes. "Hasn't your father come home yet? She was half-truths and half-truths and jokes that weren't funny.

"My good son, don't learn from your father eating in the bowl and looking at the pot, this emotional matter can't have two hearts, since I have chosen it, I have to have a heart in my life. Like when I was with your father, I was the daughter of a consortium, he was a little star on the eighteenth line, how did he rely on my mother's family to have today's momentum, even if the Yan family is down now, but how can such a big rain and dew grace be forgotten, in the end, it is true that he looks at the grace inside. However, you are much better, you and July are a good match, the background environment is very different, and the most important thing is that you are finalized through the relationship between your parents, no matter what kind of stumbles you have with the girl in July in the future, it doesn't matter, and in the end, she has no second choice but you. You and she have grown together for more than a decade and have maintained a friendly relationship, which is the greatest help. ”

Mother Song saw that Minghao still refused to look at her, and she seemed too bored to talk alone. She hesitated for a moment, her eyes staring quietly at the white world outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

"Okay, I know that you are full-fledged, not to mention this layer, it's a pity that you gave up the opportunity for further study in Germany so easily, my son is a prodigy that is rare in a century, and he can obviously go to the next level. It's really too affectionate for a girl, if you tell me in advance, I will definitely not let you come back so early, but come back when you come back, just don't slack off in your studies in the future, you are Song Mosheng's son Song handed over to you justifiably, but the board of directors can't take it lightly, don't be soft when you should do it to show the level, there have always been some rumors in my ears over the years, saying that it is about your father's other son outside, hey, forget about the old millet. I bought you something to nourish your brain... ”

Song Minghao threw his mobile phone on the coffee table with a "snap", and walked towards the bedroom with dull steps.

"Minghao, I just arrived home, and I haven't heard your report on today's situation. “

Ming Hao took three steps in the direction of the bedroom, and couldn't help but turn around and stop.

"Mom, it's because of your gossip that Dad is so dissatisfied with you. Please, can you change your temperament? Miss Qianjin should have a non-worldly demeanor. No wonder Dad is so unkind to see you now. Sometimes I feel sorry for you when he doesn't come home at night. But now it seems that you didn't make it yourself. Mom believed me, there is no man in this world who can accept a yellow-faced woman like a shrew in the market to live a life full of gossip. Really, not just Dad, I hate your superficiality. ”

"Oh my God, I raised you, and you dislike me for being shallow. Do you know that when I gave birth to you, I almost took my life? You have no conscience, your stomach doesn't hurt, and you don't understand your mother's sadness. As the saying goes, raising children can prevent old age, why did I raise you, a white-eyed wolf who eats inside and out. I'm concerned about you, so I'll talk to you a few more words. If you change to someone else, I don't care about it, you, don't be ignorant. It's really like your natural father, who doesn't understand other people's loneliness and painstaking efforts at all. ”

Minghao shook his head helplessly, turned around and disappeared into the white twilight.

For a few days, Liang Xia looked at July as a ghost, since Song Minghao came to campus, July became depressed, how many times Liang Xia really couldn't stand it and pulled her to the cafeteria, even her favorite dishes on weekdays were difficult to arouse July's appetite, and she was obviously thinner than she was enrolled.

And July became the target of everyone's attack in one day, and the abuse and ridicule were like unexpected typhoons, which were really uninvited, but it was difficult to leave. All kinds of scolding are overwhelming, and I don't even have an appetite for food in July. And she hasn't been back to the orchestra these days.

"If you don't like it, just say it, why do you hold it in your heart, are you afraid that your fiancée will come out, but you love another person, what does Mu Xuan think of you in his heart, or do you care about what kind of eyes your classmates will look at you. July sighed, buried her head deeper in the crook of her arm, and the moment she raised her head again, the white and tender skin that could be broken by the blow became more and more pale, and the white was a little transparent, like the sun on a midsummer afternoon.

"Forget it, there are two reasons. ”

What also makes Liang Xia puzzled is that Mu Xuan doesn't know what he's busy with these days, the first few days of July's mobile phone always lights up with a green prompt, these days he is like 100 degrees of water vapor once it rises into the air and evaporates cleanly, is it possible that the enemy is currently escaping, which can make Liang Xia despise it fiercely.

The moonlit campus is always as peaceful and tranquil as a picture, and there is a babbling stream in the depths of the dense jungle.

I'm afraid that there is more than one person who is sad and confused.

The beautiful young man like an elf prince sat quietly and stared at the flowing stream, and there was no longer the enchanting charm of the past in his gaze, nor was it like looking at a bay of spring water in July, but instead of a suffocating melancholy and solemnity. His thin figure was projected diagonally into the turbulent stream.

"I heard that you seem to like my fiancée, Zheng Muxuan. A high-pitched and arrogant male voice was the first to break the peace of the night.

"Huh, your?" was a warm voice filled with disdain.

In the murmuring stream, the shadow of another person appeared, and the long and narrow black shadow slowly approached the round shadow that had long been reflected there.

"I've inquired a lot about you in the past few days, no, I should have been following your actions for so many years, and I didn't have a sense of crisis until today. Your presence is really unrelenting. ”

"Hehe, to make the young master of the consortium pay so much attention to me, I think it is a great grace in my life. ”

Mu Xuan turned around slowly, and after he breathed a long sigh of relief, he pretended to look at the deep eyes that were honored as the new young master, For a while, Song Minghao's pupils slowly tightened, and the deep eyes like deep violets became even darker. And his fingers tightened in that instant.

"Are you scared, are you afraid that I robbed your fiancée so badly, or are you afraid that you won't get her heart or even people, and for the first time in your life, you can't get what you want, and you are unwilling. Or are you afraid of losing face? Just like your father who eats people and doesn't spit out bones, you are so unreasonable before love and interests, and you like to dominate everything. Mu Xuan's words were like a cold wind, whistling by.

He slowly stood up to meet Song Minghao's deep and lonely eyes, his brows tightly twisted into a thin diagonal diagonal angle.

Mu Xuan's eyes did not have the slightest hint of anger, and the dark blue eyes like a terrifying wave were like a bottomless pit that could capture people's souls, making people fall into it with no way back, and they were inadvertently teased by him.

"It seems that I guessed correctly, only then will you be afraid of my presence, and I am glad that you can rest assured. ”

"Hahaha" Mu Xuan sucked Lingxiu's nose, and the corners of his mouth and eyes were full of smug smiles.

"Don't think that I don't know what you're approaching July for, anyway, you remember that you're going to lose. I'll let you lose to the fullest, and then watch you walk out of the door as a winner. I will tell you what will happen to the woman who touches me with my actions. ”

Song Minghao's eyes were like ice cubes that could be splashed at any time,

For the first time, murderous aura flashed in his eyes,

Whenever you bump into that scene, it will make people chill all over your body.

"Oh, your woman. Mu Xuan was just stunned for a moment and then laughed out loud, as if it was a joke that was not ridiculous.

"Because of the family tradition, set a rule and meet a few more times, even if you are your woman?

Mu Xuan asked provocatively, and the corners of his mouth deliberately squeezed out that bewitching smile like a smile but not like a smile, like a thorny rose,

Apparently he was not afraid,

Wanton ridicule is always remembered.

Song Minghao straightened the rocker, the tight black suit clinging to his stiff and arrogant back, his head held high, and his eyes were as bright as cold stars in the night sky. is like a noble son who walked out of a British oil painting, with a look of disdain and disdain in his eyes.

Catching up with the delicate face like a cherry blossom, Mu Xuan in front of him didn't seem to eat this, he kept moving his body forward and approached Song Minghao who was walking towards him.

"Isn't it?"

Mu Xuan approached him with a little teasing,

The two pairs of eyes were as sharp as the eyes of an ostrich, the cold blue was against the deep and quiet dark purple, his nose was impartially against the bridge of his nose, and even every breath seemed to be an ice flower deliberately fixed on each other's lips. It was as if the air had been completely frozen in that moment.

"Don't be complacent!"

"How could it be unexpected. And that's not all. ”

"Song Minghao, I will definitely catch her, no, she is already mine. Mu Xuan's flowing eyes were like stars flying away in the air, and he leaned closer to his ear.

Song Minghao only felt that his throat was a little tight, and his hands were already clenched. It's like a sword ready to be unsheathed.

He seemed a little impatient with Mu Xuan's provocation, and he tried to quickly think of a way to reverse the situation that was not in his favor.

"You are such a person after all, much like your mother, like a living prostitute. Song Minghao said in a deep voice, just one sentence is cold to the bone, and it can make people fall into the dust.

Anger churned in his chest, Mu Xuan's hands were clenched together, the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, and some words were swallowed raw as soon as they reached his mouth, and his chest rose and fell violently.

"A prostitute? It's a singer who everyone wants to step into the cracks of the ground. But according to what you say, in the eyes of the same man, a prostitute can be equal to a young lady. Haha, how noble can that woman's son be?"

Song Minghao didn't want to look at him again, and let Zheng Muxuan's contemptuous tone echo faintly around the silent Qingxi.

glaring at each other,

For a while,

Mu Xuan finally let go of his clenched aching hand.

He smiled, with a bit of sadness and a bit of pity in his eyes.

The night sky without stars is lonely. In late autumn, when there is only a waning moon, even the bleak north feels weak.

Sometimes a person is lonely, but there are hundreds of people around him, and he still feels empty.

Because the people around you have never understood you, sometimes not letting the people around you understand you is the greatest protection for yourself.

"Mom, why can other children have the love of both father and mother at the same time, but I don't. Mom, can you tell Mu Xuan where Mu Xuan's father went. ”

And his mother's answer always made Mu Xuan's heart fall deeper into the abyss, he clearly knew that he was an outcast, but he didn't know that he studied so hard and worked hard to make himself an excellent child, why his father still didn't like him, he wouldn't even go to see him, a year, two years, five years, ten years, until Mu Xuan grew into a handsome teenager, he never appeared in front of him, as if he didn't have Mu Xuan's son.

He only knew that he was dispensable in his father's heart, but he still didn't know anything about his father's voice, smile, and life experience. And his expectations for his father have long been disappointed day after day, and he has no illusions.

Until that day, a sudden disaster befell the child again, and she remembered a photograph of a amiable man with an amiable face after the car accident in which her mother struggled to find out of her bosom in her underwear with all her strength.

He was stunned, it turned out that he was not as useless as his mother's white lie said, he was not poor but prominent. For a moment, the five-flavor bottle was overturned, and despair and resentment came to my heart one by one.

When he followed the address behind the photo, he searched for it from thousands of miles away, and everything in front of him made his heart hurt as if it had been torn apart.

Why could they easily take away the happy life that belonged to him, he only knew that the scene in front of him was overwhelming the last trace of kindness in his heart.

He wanted to forget, his mother's sad look on her deathbed, and the secret sobbing when he longed for his father, he couldn't forget.

Those unbearable pasts are like yesterday, and he can't forget them.

thereupon

He hated him, he hated him as much as he had hoped, he hated him for being selfish, cold, and ruthless.

"I'm afraid, will I still be afraid when there is no one behind me?" Mu Xuan looked up at the starless night sky, and laughed out loud again, but his heart was hot and painful. His deep blue eyes were filled with sorrow that did not match the age of the flower. The laughter was not hearty as if he was deliberately laughing at himself, yes, his 20 years were a joke, like a clown in a drama club.

It's just that the clown also has the opportunity to compete on stage,

He is unwilling, he will not admit defeat in this game,

He didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, whether he was really in love with that girl, or if it was just a fight against fate, in short, he wouldn't let go.

In the middle of the night, the rising white mist swirled towards the bright distant moon, and everything under the moon was washed like a dream.

"Bang" I don't know when, July quietly came behind him, she conjured a can of beer from behind like magic, handed it to him, the crystal foam naughtily jumped out of the aluminum can, she held the can of freshly raised wine and shook it in front of his eyes, more foam gushed out with the shaking.

He turned his face sideways to meet her concerned gaze, but he was still as careless as before.

But presumably only he knows that his state of mind is no longer what it used to be, and even the pretending to be strong eyes will not be able to hide her bright pupils.

"I didn't expect July, who seems to be elegant and delicate on weekdays, to drink. The tone of the pretended relaxation still had a thick nasal voice that had cried.

July was stunned, and for a moment, she smiled and sat down next to Mu Xuan, "Yes, I drink very early, and sometimes it's the most enjoyable to drink a glass of cold beer when I'm upset?"

"So, you're good at drinking", Mu Xuan asked half-provocatively, still with that eternal incomprehensible smile on his lips.

Mu Xuan took the beer from her hand, leaned his neck and gulped down the can of beer, then he hooked his fingers and pulled a can again, he held the wine to July's hand, and with a crisp collision sound, the can of wine was drunk by him again.

I don't know how much they drank that night in front of each other.

The crisp sound of "touch, touch" is like a gorgeous movement constantly intertwined.

I don't know how long it took,

July's cheeks became more and more ruddy, the broken hair on her forehead was like a swirling leaf trembling with the evening breeze, she squinted slightly at him in a fog, her clear eyes became brighter and brighter, she held the beer and tilted her head to look at him, her delicate red lips were like ripe cherries.

She was drunk, slightly drunk, frightened fawn-like eyes sometimes bright and sometimes misty, and looked at him teasefully and unexpectedly.

She gently touched the can of wine in his hand, "You know what, I like you. At first it was curiosity, then it was amazement, and then it was pure love. ”

She was surrounded by a faint aroma of beer, intertwined with her thin iris scent like morning dew, and the light smile that bloomed on her lips was like the morning leaf dew carelessly intoxicating.

Mu Xuan's eyes were stunned, his mind was blank, as he approached her side, he only felt that his breathing became more and more rapid, and his heartbeat was beating uncontrollably, he slowly approached her, and kissed her thin lips tightly.

When her lips really felt a warm breath close to her, she subconsciously closed her eyes, and quickly turned her head, skillfully avoiding the kiss that was about to fall.