Chapter 53: The Hearts of the Women I The Sherman
From the darkness of the night to the dawn of dawn breaking through the closing of the cumulus clouds. All morning, Sherman slept in the same position, reclining on the hospital bed. She looked expressionlessly at the projection of the veins that shone coldly through the blinds on the bed next to her.
"Cui Xueman, please don't give up your life rashly, you must have surgery immediately, the doctor said that conservative treatment has no effect on the cancer cells in your body. β
"Okay, I got it. β
"What's the use of just knowing, what kind of dilemma in this world can be completely solved just by knowing and understanding?" the man's eyes widened, and he looked at Sherman, who didn't intend to avoid his fiery gaze this time. He rebuked her without flinching. "Or do you just think it doesn't matter anymore? β
"What do you want to say?" Hearing the man's sudden temper swell, Sherman frowned, but asked extremely calmly. Over the course of several days, Sherman's face became paler and paler, and she silently restrained the sharp colics coming from her body.
"You can't just think of ways to make money. β
Sherman didn't answer, she just shrugged her shoulders, raised the back of her hand and inhaled deeply, then looked at him stubbornly.
"I'm in this state now, do you want me, a patient who can't live, to find a way?
"Of course not, you misunderstood me. I just found a solution, and I just wanted to talk to you when you're feeling better. And can you not always compare me with the imaginary me, your appearance is more than a simple crisis of trust. You must know that there is no one in this world who can accept a suspicious woman. The slightest inadequate clue can be magnified unscrupulously into an imaginary appearance, do you think you are Sherlock Holmes? On the contrary, without the talent of Sherlock Holmes, you would not have caused this disease to yourself. β
The wine bag rice bag man's voice was extremely gentle, he held one hand of Sherman's small hands, and clamped one of her wrists with his knees. Seeing his eyes getting deeper and deeper as he approached his body, Sherman smiled calmly, although her heart was gradually moistening, she still chose to cut to the chase with boredom.
"What you mentioned is trust, okay. So my dearest love, how do you want to get money this time? Do you open the lock of someone else's house as skillfully as you do changing the code of your own door? Or stand on the street and look around to see whose handbag is more valuable. Oh my dear, since your money was all obtained by hand, I don't think you can save my life no matter how many times you succeed. for my life will last longer than your self-abandonment. β
Xue Man held back her tears and smiled bitterly.
"Enough I don't want to hear you say this or that kind of fallacy anymore, you never take your body seriously, do you know that you have such an attitude I am very, very, my God, I don't know how to describe it. Are you really going to fend for yourself? Don't you have no family behind you? β
The man sighed softly, his intention was still obvious: "Your sister Shirley gave you such a small fee, didn't she? She really doesn't know how important her sister is to her, so it's no wonder that you don't have confidence in everything. After a few rounds, the cards were lost. And then there's such a pile of rags, such a shivering thing, and your family can give it to you as a gift. β
The man muttered unconfidently, but Sherman said to him menacingly.
"Hehe, he and the man in the future have no means to remedy it and no financial resources to keep it, but at least he knows how long he can live and what kind of death he will have. Isn't it the last consolation for a person like me to have someone close to me to give me my last ride, how can I still pretend to be confused and use nonsense to coax myself that I will be cured before all this is a sure thing, and then I will unload the beams of the house and force my relatives who have never been exposed to rain and dew to nowhere to live and owe a famine? Forget it as soon as you leave, and leaving no hope for your family to the last is the most fatal blow. I am a person who has suffered, how do I not know that compared to living in darkness again and again, I have just had hope and a basin of cold water to extinguish the only beam of light, this is the deepest cage. β
"But you can't spoil me, your family is human, and so am I, and I am your current family. And even if you are selfish, Cui Xueli and they need to live, and I have to continue to live. Even if I have nothing to do, I have to live with a dead face. The man frowned, and slowly turned his head to look at Sherman's haggard, almost transparent face, which was turning his face.
"However, if everyone were as pessimistic as you, I think the rooftop of the Cecil Hotel would have been surrounded by people who had come to commit suicide and had broken their shoes. After all, compared to the terrible face of the disease, everyone knows from the moment of birth that death will come, isn't it the same thing? β
As soon as the words fell, the man continued to wait patiently, waiting for no reply, just silently looking at his Sherman. The more Sherman put on an indifferent posture, the more angry the man became.
"Can you speak well? Do you have to use nonsensical rhetoric to justify your incompetence? If I were you, with such a flamboyant tongue, I would be thinking of a remedy right now. Instead of standing here and opening your mouth at a patient in need of comfort, polluting the air. β
βOHοΌMY Godγ β
The man screamed, and just then, there was a knock at the door. The man was startled.
"Knock knock!" There was another knock on the door of the ward.
"Please come in. The ward door opened, and a serious, old-fashioned figure walked in through the door.
The man with the wine bag and rice bag was stunned for a moment, slowly turned around, and hurriedly moved the stool under his ass to the nurse's side.
"Of course, the effect of the drug also needs to be adjusted in a relaxed mood. In the past few days, you must persuade her to rest more, whether you are soft grinding or hard foaming, you must also ensure adequate sleep. Otherwise, not to mention the pain, even your bad habits will deplete your energy. β
Sherman's pale face slowly moved out of the man's arms.
"Thank you!"
"Today's weather is fine, and breathing in fresh air will also help delay the disease. β
The cold sunlight fell on the snow-white sheets, and the room was surprisingly quiet, and even the snow-white curtains collapsed lifelessly on the ground.
Looking out the window, the green grass blanket under the blue sky like a waterfall.
Tears fell silently from Sherman's eyes.
"Be a good person. β
"Then let me sincerely think of a way for you, and I should be grateful to you for not giving up for a few years. β
The man pushed Sherman's back, ready to help her out of the door of the hospital room. The hand of the man with the wine bag and rice bag gently pressed Sherman's shoulder against the wall behind the pillow, and he stood gently sideways in front of her bedside table, his fingertips and Sherman's shoulder seemed to touch, looking very ambiguous.
Sherman looked at his hand that was tightly gripping his shoulder and neck, and then followed his hand to watch him reach out and pull his phone out of Sherman's jacket pocket on the bedside table.
Especially when Sherman's name was displayed on the screen of Sherman's phone, Sherman gently nudged the man's hand on his shoulder, frowning.
"What are you doing! Touching my stuff again!!"
"I didn't do anything, I was just curious why your sister made so many calls, why didn't you answer all of them, could it be that you really didn't plan to tell her the news of your illness?"
"If you don't tell her it's my own business, please don't make up your mind for me in everything. Don't touch my phone, I don't like it. And I don't want you to go through my call logs. β
"Didn't you say that you had a strong sense of dependence, and that you chose me because you liked my opinion? Being assertive should also include making every decision for you. So what's the fuss about a mere mobile phone? β
Sherman glared at the man's hands folded in front of his pants, looking at his impatient face, Sherman's mood was even more unhappy. She pretended to smile calmly, deliberately avoiding the man's gaze. But the man didn't want to let her go so easily, and he said to her reluctantly:
"After all, they are biological sisters, even if their family was completely heartbroken because of you and me, but because of this bloodline, they can't and shouldn't stay out of it, and besides, your parents are hard-hearted, and the fire should be extinguished, and don't look at what kind of virtue their daughter's virtue is worthy of, and the poor jingle of their own family looks down on me in turn, it's really embarrassing. Could it be that they still want to sell you to be a family demon, isn't it, your parents don't look at it as incompetent, but if you take the accounting exam, I'm afraid there is no certificate that can show their superb skills. But the key is that your face is not worth the money of Jinshan Yinshan, otherwise how can you be covered with the smell of oil smoke after the green onion is fried out of the pan. β
Listening to the many provocations of the wine bag rice bag man, Xue Man was a little overwhelmed, and even said that she was very disappointed now. In particular, how could such harsh words be said in person? Although Sherman had made up his mind to accept his illness gladly, listening to his words that added fuel to the fire, Sherman's face could no longer see the calmness he had been. I watched the man yelling frantically while roughly arranging the bottles and cans on the bedside table. Sherman turned his head back to look out the door.
"Cui Xueman, unless you and their family have not only drawn a clear line, but even the household registration has been cut in two. But it doesn't matter, we can launch a crowdfunding, and then face the power of public opinion to denounce this kind of careless family, I think your surgery fee will be immediate, maybe even our house loan will be made up. You can rest assured that no matter what attitude your family members have, whether it is gentle or bad, we will always be invincible. But compared to such a fertile donation, I certainly hope that your family will sweep you away. In this way, I will have a big vote and I will not worry about it for the rest of my life. So this little profit, I don't need you to say that I will find a way to return it tomorrow morning. β
"No, you give me the phone back. Sheman stood up violently, and she was about to grab the phone, but the man grabbed her hand and pushed her back to the bed she had just stood up. Sherman was startled and hurriedly pulled out in fright, but her legs were extremely weak and could not support the weight of her whole body, and the whole person fell on the man's chest again.
"We just have to say that you were kicked out by your parents. As long as you still have the blood of that family in your veins, and you speak more earnestly and emotionally, everyone will stand on our side because of sympathy. After all, we are really fragile to that family who is still well fed. Because they may still be able to eat and sleep in the open, but we are really at the end of the road, and we can only look at the gate of the underworld. β
"You let go, I tell you, you don't want to beat my sister, and I won't allow you to disturb the peaceful life of their family. They haven't done it, and if you want to say that it's me, a woman, I'm sorry for them first. I thought you were really the CEO of a listed company, and I didn't want you to be a fake. But I still haven't disliked you. Sheman shouted in panic, because of the lack of physical function, her voice sounded extremely weak, like a breeze blowing across the sea, even though her tone was calm with a pride that had never been before, but when the man Huo Ran raised her chin and looked at her with a pair of eyes that were more stubborn than his own, Sheman still stayed in place.
"Have you really never disliked me? If I hadn't shown you my so-called work ID in the first place, wouldn't you have chosen me? So it seems that you have no evil intentions for me. Yes, in addition to the famous brand used to decorate my faΓ§ade, I really don't deserve your young beauty with my old body and decadent appearance. So it seems that the quality of life I gave you in the first few years is not as good as your aging appearance? Even if you look a little worse, you are still young. You just have the capital, even if you know that you are in such a depressed state for the rest of your life. β
Looking at the pair of eyes that used to be as warm as an elk, suddenly becoming cold, Sherman gasped, she closed her eyes, and her voice was as light as a flash. "Since the words are clear on this part, then we might as well open the skylight and say something. I don't ask you to be grateful to me, and I don't want to stimulate you, even if you have been brilliant, then after sunset, you are really a greasy uncle without the gorgeous new clothes you originally had. When the dust settles, what will happen to your self-righteous medals? Don't forget that after returning to the family, you and I are just the most ordinary people. I also blame me for being young and careless, and I didn't understand your work attributes when I was not deeply involved in the world, so I was full of admiration for you as soon as I heard the CEO. Then step by step fell into your love vortex. Why don't I have more eyes and a few more choices? β
"Don't make a fuss, aren't those things in the past, and we are still trying to figure out how to hurt each other in our original mental activities. You must know that our life is now countdown, is it still useful to say this? Like you can go back to the past and get rid of me? Besides, I was so good at the beginning, I can't find a mature woman who can develop a career together. Do you feel wronged and still angry? The man's performance was unexpectedly calm, and he looked down at Cui Xueman with disdain. The staring fish's eyes were full of contempt, and even the corners of his mouth flashed a hint of ridicule.
Sherman stared at the doorway with a dead face. The man's sharp eyes softened a lot, and he took the lead down the stairs.
"Even so, what can we do, we have been suspicious of each other for a few years, and even if you don't feel good for me, don't you still have the courage to be like the women in your bar? Even if you have such thoughts, do you think you are worthy of those really good people? I lied to you, but I am not a bottomless pit, and I don't have any bad habit of burning money. At least I didn't put the only little house we lived in together. Don't forget that I have you by my side, but we are also losers with nothing. We don't have anything to pass on. You and I are going to live on our own, and I could have ignored you, because I can't even take my own life now. But I didn't. I just want to start and finish with you. β
"Forget it, the more you talk about it, the more angry you get. I just don't want you to hurt my family. Listening to the whispers of people outside the door, Sherman said in frustration.
"Do you think your family's place in your heart is still more important than mine? With me, I've always spoken for these guys, no wonder you didn't allow me to buy gifts for my family at Christmas, and now think about it, it's because of the unequal gifts that even my family's share is deprived of it. You're still elbowing in the wrong direction, and your mouth is wrong?"
"Didn't you say that since they didn't agree, we wouldn't talk to the Cui family from then on? Even the people in the hallway held their breath, and everyone looked at Sherman, who was sitting stiffly on the bed. The man's half-joking appearance was completely gone, and instead, he quickly threw his coat over the woman's face. The coat hit Sherman's face, and immediately fell to the ground along her three-dimensional cheeks. At the same time, the eyes of the silent man became sharp and terrifying.
"The two of us live our lives behind closed doors, and I can listen to you for everything. But it rises to the level of two families. I'm telling you it just doesn't work. As long as I, Cui Xueman, can breathe this breath. Then you don't want to beat their family's idea, and even put all your crooked brains back on me. Don't forget, when I came all the way to you, I was ready to live a good life with you alone and not care about other people. And you and your family won't be able to go their separate ways as early as you are adults. If it hadn't been for the fuss, I might have left here sooner. β
Sherman's eyes became serious as he looked at the man, and even his miserable white face turned red, like two ruddy cherries at first glance.
"I ignore my family, and you should have some distance from them. You think my family treats you badly, but your family doesn't have prejudice against me. β
Don't say that such a sherman really shouldn't be too straightforward, the man subconsciously laughed out loud. Even tears streamed down her cheeks from this laugh.
"Their family, they are prejudiced, you really treat yourself as an outsider, compared to me, your family is the one who should provide for you. When we first got together, didn't your parents often secretly send you money to support you, didn't you take care of it behind my back? I think it's because of this illness that your family has completely cut off your relationship. But that's fine, I can just make a fuss about this little bit of triviality. I don't believe that the war of words of people all over the world can not be exchanged for living expenses for the rest of our lives. β
Shermanu gave him a slap in the face. But in an instant, she covered her mouth in fright. Because she clearly saw that the expression on the face of the man who was in the bag was still surprisingly calm. This made Sherman inexplicably frightened, and she looked slightly stunned at the blue and purple face that the man had turned back and glared at her eyes fiercely.
As soon as the phone was dialed, there was a beep busy tone. Sherman looked gloomily at the man who had a particularly firm stance this time.
"Tell me, where did you hide Cui Shirley?" The man hung up first. His gaze stopped on the call avatar that had just dimmed.
Sherman didn't want to continue to fight, and she would go crazy if she continued to talk about it. But she couldn't help but shiver.
"Dang Chang" sounded, and I don't know who was passing by threw the spoon on the ground.
"Boom la la ββ"
Even the sound of food falling to the ground after the plate fell to the ground splashed into the room.
"That's right, Shirley, the woman you have to call Auntie hasn't left Heidelberg yet, I have a hunch that she's looking for you all over the world. Wouldn't it save her a lot of worries if I let her know with a phone call?"
"How many times do you want me to say that you want to break the rules we set when we first got together?"
The man quietly pushed Sherman, who was frantically grabbing the phone, again.
"It's a rule I've made, and I shouldn't be too much to break it now. Besides, there's no statute of limitations, isn't it? Are we doing justice to such a home joke? It turns out that you really pointed the finger at my head from the beginning. The man pressed into Sherman's eyes with a vicious expression.
"Childish? ignorant woman. β
"You found her, right? You gave her my work address, right? Why? Why didn't you listen to me, you have to tell her, it's not fair to them. β
"Don't talk nonsense, you can't get in and out of the oil bottle, I get annoyed when I look at it. Since you can't take off your hand, it's good to have someone come over and take a hand. If it weren't for the love of years of staying, I wouldn't want to stay for one more day. Do you know if I could have anticipated our predicament today, I don't think I would have brought you to Heidelberg. Bad luck, it's really bad luck. Think about the time we spent together, by the way, you can't be sick, you should open another list of infections, so that I can also put my heart back in my stomach. β
"Hey, I said you don't want to stimulate me again and again, I don't believe that the good memories that the two of us created together will be in vain in an instant in front of my sick chronicle, look at your expression, you just take care of me day and night, and take care of me too hard, that's why you said such sad words. β
I see that you not only have physical problems, but also have psychological diseases. Don't think too well of people, at least I won't put myself in your shoes to write your fairy tale. Of course, when the dust settles, I think I can continue to sing the praises of my life with another woman in this sacred flower town. Emotional creatures are dedicated to love, but people, the public face is the same. β
The man suddenly took one of the photos of the flashing avatar and handed it to Cui Xueman.
"Shehman, what do you think of Shirley's photo?"
"What are you going to do, I warn you. β
Sherman closed her eyes calmly. She didn't want to pay attention to him anymore, she was afraid that she would vomit blood and die in a few minutes.
"Good dreams!"
"I'm already dreaming, but unlike you, I never dream. β
"It's also a slum out of the slums, what good dreams can a man have. It's just an empty dream, and when you wake up, don't you still have to return to reality and face the ruins of your home?"
Sheman didn't respond, and the man looked at Sheman with his eyes closed for a long time, and he really couldn't do anything about her. He had to drag the photos of Sheman and Shirley on his phone again and lie down next to Sheman, he stared blankly at the thin and misty blue sky like a snow cave behind the white fog, and then turned his gaze to look at Sherman, who was sitting in a position that he could reach.
"I can't stand it, I don't know what you have to do every day, except for touching cards. Then I'd rather you never end this game for the rest of your life. Don't let me see you, hear you, touch you. β
"I'm a wine bag and rice bag that everyone recognizes, what else do you think I can do? Do you really think that I will wear many hats like you, and gamble with my life that you, a rag woman who is struggling to survive, how many tomorrows will there be?"
"But don't worry, no matter how much you dislike me, I can't leave you alone. Especially now that I'm going to stick like a kraft candy. Oh, I forgot to tell you, I wrote my name on your insurance policy early. In this way, that sentence is really fulfilled, you are mine, and everything you have can be divided into half of me, or even more. β
"However, now, I just know that this ticket is more enjoyable than countless opportunities, and I have to make the start of such a wonderful game a little more exciting. In this way, I, the successor, can be justified no matter how I look at it. β
The cold sunlight shone under the shadow of the shade of the trees, and the eyes of the man with the wine bag and rice bag became deeper and deeper, and even the dark red old scar that slowly emerged from the dark corner was shocking. He calmly paced back and forth around Sherman, and wailed as he pretended to be aggrieved.
Sherman glanced at the man twice, and she was about to say something, only to see the man slowly stretch out his hand. And stopped again and looked at the man's hand. For the first time, she felt resistant to scratching it.
The man grabbed Sheman's coat and lazily collapsed his fat body on the seat next to Sheman. Thinking of the doctor's advice that Sheman needed the best nutrition and the most meticulous 24-hour care, he couldn't swallow that breath, he straightened up sharply, and then leaned up in front of Sheman's long-closed eyes again.
"Very good, so it seems that I only make money and do not lose money, and I can't afford to live with a patient. Originally, I thought that as a friend, I would pull you when you were in trouble, but now it seems that it is really a superfluous move, and I am almost kind enough to be a donkey's liver and lungs. Since you don't appreciate it and don't thank you, I think I will disappear in front of your eyes immediately, and you shouldn't be too sad. Don't forget, it's not me who abandoned you, it's you who didn't want me first. So it seems reasonable or axiomatic, I don't owe you anything, after all, we are not a legal husband and wife, I help you with love, not to help is the duty of duty. β
The man looked fixedly at Sheman's pale face, he pursed his lips, and his tone and stubborn eyes surpassed Sheman's at that moment.
"Goodbye. The man didn't say anything, just silently moved his lips to the shape of his mouth.
"Please, can you please not irritate me, you... β
From the time she met him on the Internet, and followed him across the ocean to Heidelberg, until now the two of them have walked together for countless days and nights, and in these long years, she has never heard the man speak to her in such a slightly ruffian-like tone. Sherman slowly turned her head to look at him.
"You, after so many years, now you don't have the original feelings for me, and you're only left with a naked calculation, right? You must abandon me and leave? Just because of the medical expenses, I said that I won't use your stinky money even if I die. Is it so difficult to accompany me and accompany me for a ride in the end?"
The cold sunlight shone on the face of the man with the wine bag and rice bag, and his eyes became deeper and deeper.
Sherman closed her eyes.
After a long time, she said expressionlessly, "Forget it, you can go." You go, we won't see each other again after you're gone, or we won't see each other again in another year or two. β
Sherman shouted in panic, her eyes red and swollen from the crying of Cheng Su, and she said the silent sentence firmly, and then covered her mouth and sobbed lowly.
At the moment when even outsiders couldn't stand it, a phone rang.
The man let go of Sheman's shoulders and got up to pick up the phone.
"Hey, it's my sister Shirley. β
"Doesn't my sister have long hands? Why did you answer her phone? I told you, you are not welcome in our family, and I don't understand the language with you, I don't want to talk to you, you give the phone to my sister Sheman. β
"Because we're together all day. There's something to say, though I won't necessarily convey your intentions to her. It really depends on my mood, because I'm in a very bad mood right now. It's up to you to see if your sister can replace your sister and make me happy. β
"Less nonsense, since my sister is not here, I will fight again. β
"Don't worry, your sister is terminally ill, no matter how much you call, I will take it. And the little girl, if I were you, I wouldn't be in such danger... β
Shirley hung up first. The man's gaze rested on the screen of the phone that went off.
The man froze in place. He suddenly felt out of breath, and just kept looking at Sherman lying on the hospital bed, his eyes widened.
Looking at this posture, it was not good that the two of them were going to fight again, and Shuli, who came to visit the patient, crashed into it without thinking, her appearance was always so inappropriate, but it was not just hostile every time.
"Sheman is still sick, can't he take a step back and let go? Hey, Sheman, Yabo is also kind. β
"Okay, how could I not know that what he just said was from the bottom of my heart. β
"No, no, no. Shuli was torn between the two of them.
"Cui Xueman, what we say is never the same thing. Life is one thing, feelings are another. They don't have a direct connection at all. Really, every time you mention this I get a headache, as if you're living in a vacuum, naΓ―ve and so neurotic. It's as if you have a direct relationship with your lover even when you leave. So I ask you if I caused you to get this disease? Is it me the only cause of your feelings? Feelings are obviously something you want me to do, why do you say it so high-soundingly, as if everyone's feelings in this world are the joy of fish and water, and the water will dry up and become a desert without anyone. When you were so sure about me, even if I pursued it tightly, you could disagree. I didn't put a gun around your neck to force you to comply. And if you find it difficult to choose between me and my family, you have had the opportunity to leave me for the past few years, and the plane ticket is not an expensive item. β
"Let's not say a word, this is a hospital, everyone sees jokes. Shuli was speechless when she heard this, but she still kept persuading the two people who were scolding.
"It's my own life that makes me so careless. In the past few years, I have worked hard to supplement our lives, and I have turned a deaf ear to my parents and sisters who are in dire straits. I think in the parlance of those on our side, this is the curse of fate. Because I am a man of great sin, I have to pay for it if I make atonement for my sins. β
"I don't care about you as a patient. β
Through the soft and dazzling sunlight between the frantically swaying leaves, it turns out that the fairest contest in this world is life and death, only in this one matter, no matter how hard you try to remedy it, or hollow out the darkness of your mind, everything that is covered will be exposed to everyone in front of everyone at the last time without any buffer opportunity.
(Part 02) from dawn to late night, and then from the next late night to another morning that has just been dispelled by the hazy incense wind.
However, even if he had been mentally prepared, the moment he heard the horn of the death overture had been played, Sherman's heart was as if a model of the building blocks that had been built had been suddenly knocked down, and in an instant, even the blueprints outlined in his mind were like pieces of scattered building blocks slowly turning into dusty ruins in the chaotic collapse.
Sherman leaned blankly on the sweat-soaked pillow on her back. She didn't speak or eat, as if she was deaf and couldn't hear anyone, she stared blankly at the bustling hospital corridor and ate and smiled. Even her amber pupils froze like the Dead Sea.
Outside the hospital room, the blonde man looked worriedly at Sherman, who was suffering from illness on the hospital bed. He had been standing there for a long time, silently holding his ten fingers together over his face, and through the thin sis between his fingers, his eyes were extremely empty looking at the soothing starry sky swimming in the clouds behind Xue Man.
The room door opened, and the man slowly stood up.
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(Hello sir, are you a family member of this patient?) If so, come with me to the office.
The door to the doctor's office was gently slammed shut, and the man walked in with a serious, slightly old-fashioned white coat. He bowed politely to the doctor. "Even if you don't come to me, I would like to ask you more about the treatment plan, after all, Sherman's physical condition has not improved, and it is getting worse. It's really anxious to see her so thin that she is almost out of shape. β
The man stood straight, and even his voice was muffled. Obviously, he has been tossing and choking enough in the past few days, but even if he is worried, he still knows that when he walks into the ward, it will not help Sherman recover his body much.
After the last dialysis session, Sherman slowly woke up from the intense pain, and with the gray glare in front of her, her reason, which had just completely dissipated, returned to her groggy mind in a painful way. At that moment, it was as if she was struggling under the weight of purgatory and ice caves, and her whole body was already swollen and painful as if someone had torn it open, and many times she could no longer distinguish between day and night.
"Hey, Shuli will go in and see her for me. β
"Aren't you going in? You obviously care about her, I can see that you lost your temper last time, and you must have regretted it, although you always give people the feeling of breaking the jar and throwing it, but I know that there is still a soft place in your heart. β
"But I don't think she wants to see me. The doctor said she needed to recuperate, but my presence was always arguing. Since catching up with the unemployment boom, you don't know how much energy she has been competing with me openly and secretly? It was I who dragged her down and became a look that everyone looked down on, and every day she went to places that she thought were inferior to make money. Forget it, she saw that my mind was always a nightmare that couldn't be erased. β
In the quiet sunlight, Sherman's increasingly clear face was as white as ivory and three-dimensional and angular as a Roman relief, a few slightly curly strands of broken hair stuck to her face that was so white that it was almost off after the pain, her eyelids were swollen like two transparent pink crystals, and the slightly curled eyelashes around her amber pupils were clearly glued to the upper and lower eyelids, like a layer of finely interlaced black lace. The sun shone on her white chiffon long-sleeved shirt that had been loose twice, Sheman lowered her face thoughtfully, and her whole body sank suddenly, and then every cell and every blood vessel in her body came from the pain of tearing and twisting, Sheman pursed her lilac lips, she closed her eyes, and at the same time that her mind was also cold and hot and uncontrollable, she looked out of the window in silence, desperately panting in a trance.
When the dawn sun shines through the pale blue sky again. Looking at Sheman's emaciated cheeks, there was a dampness peculiar to a high fever. Smith, the attending doctor, gasped and looked at Sherman, who was pressing his fingers together with his fingers on his stomach, with a worried frown. To the shock of Dr. Smith, the cancer cells in Sherman's body are like a flood that bursts the levee and threatens to submerge Sherman at any time. At the same time, Sherman, who was constantly writhing her limp legs and rolling like crazy on the hospital bed, gradually became silent as the sound of pain.
"Cui Xueman, where is your family now, I think it is necessary to have your former guardian accompany you, and besides, I think our confidentiality agreement should have expired a long time ago. Looking at Sherman, who was unusually weak in the hospital bed, the doctor's voice was sharp and calm. βNei
, ich b
auche
(No, I don't need to)" Shehman looked up and looked at Smith fixedly, her eyes stubborn and stubborn, stubborn with a resentment that she had never felt before, and stubbornness with an incomparably awe-inspiring and resolute taste.
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leid, als E
gel de
ke ich, dass de
beste Weg, um jetzt zu spa
e
, da
i
besteht, dass Ih
e Familie mit dem A
zt zusamme
a
beitet. Weil Ih
e aktuelle Situatio
u
mittelba
bevo
stehtβ
(I'm sorry, but as an angel, I think the best way to save the day is for your family to cooperate with the doctors, because your current condition is imminent.) οΌ
Sherman silently watched the mossy ceiling in the center of the recess as dense as a needle. Bright droplets of water rushed down in layers of white mist as white as ivory, and for a while, the severe pain accompanied by the same violent vomiting sensation made her breathing blocked in her chest instantly suffocate.
"The patient in bed 404 eaten. β
"Hey, is it Sherman? Is it my daughter Sherman? Daddy, he'd love to see you one last time, is that okay?"
"The patient in bed 404 should eat some food, the doctor said that your body is very weak, you need to recuperate, you need to ensure the nutrition of each meal, and the most important thing is that there can be no emotional ups and downs. β
"Doctor, doctor, please save him, I'll think of another way to get money, my daughter is rich, really rich, no matter how much she spends, she will bet on this shortfall. My other daughter, she, her presence is my lover's last wish... β
"404 patients, 404 patients. 404...β
Sherman's eyes were stagnant, half of her body tilted and she sat on the hospital bed, her face became more and more pale, and even her body was uncontrollably accelerating and trembling like a sudden high fever.
"Ah!!h
All night.
"Toot toot. A dull rush burst into Sheman's ears, and Sheman sat dumbfounded on the cold floor beside the bed. Her body trembled slightly, and her eyes were black and silent. She looked by the window at the fresh foxtail lily, the dew sparkling on the tender pink petals. After a long time, she slowly lifted her face to look at the silent and empty stars shrouded in the night.
"Sheman, I'm Shuli, what a delicious thing, Albert made it for you according to the recipe, eat as much as you want." β
The phone snapped and fell off Sherman's hand full of needles. Sherman clenched her fingers violently, and a sharp churning pain spread from the back of her pale, aching hand.