"The city is getting dark

When love passes

There can be a few happy ones

No one loves me anymore

No one waited for me anymore

I don't think I'll be lonely."

Shirley walked alone across the overpass, looking at a young girl selling calendula under a street lamp not far away.

"Sir, buy a bouquet of flowers for your wife. ”

"Yo, your wife is really more beautiful than flowers, clouds and moons, delicate flowers and beautiful women, that is a perfect match. ”

"Oops, don't buy, don't buy, let's go. ”

Seeing this, Shirley's eyes were as hot and uncomfortable as if they were stained with bathroom steam.

"The people of this city are too cold

Too fragile as a result

I'm the only one left alone

One person has gone too much

Tears kept rolling

Who saved the love for me"

"Is it really that I'm wrong? Is it that I'm wrong? I'm just afraid of living a poor life, why can't I get what others are born with? Is it destined that I will be inferior for the rest of my life? Haha, hahaha. “

Shirley's voice was as cold as iron, and after choking, she could only put her complaints in her heart silently.

"People in this world are destined to be divided into three, six, nine, and so on, and do I have to stand under people to see people's faces? “

"Forget it, accept your fate, look at the collapse of Gu Beichen's building, whether it is a high-rise building or flying sand is not a thought. The world is unpredictable. ”

Shirley looked at the starry sky silently, her face as white as snow looked extremely tired in the shroud of bright and dark street lights. And at the moment when she watched the girl's flowers being ravaged all over the ground, her eyes were as heavy as death.

"Uncle, look at my flowers, each one is carefully selected, and they are all the best flowers. “

"Auntie, don't mention how beautiful you look at this flower, uncle, you can take it if you see that Auntie likes it so much, if this bouquet of flowers is taken to the flower shop next door, it is not so affordable, uncle." ”

Xiao Shirley's eyes kept rolling, and she stared at the middle-aged man and woman tightly.

"Uncle, these flowers were just picked this morning, you are my opening customer today, or I will reduce the price for you." Take it. “

Shirley volunteered to jump in front of the middle-aged woman and added sincerely.

The man was slightly stunned, and then slowly stared at her, his throat loosened slightly, and he put his hand in his pocket expressionlessly, and then showed a reluctant expression to meet the woman's eyes again.

"Actually, I don't like it that much, I just passed by you, and I saw that your kid was very kind, so I took it and played with it for a while. Children, you see that your aunt should be older than your mother, holding a lot of flowers and not setting off the scene, like an old witch who doesn't know how to be ashamed. ”

Young Shirley didn't know what she meant, she only remembered clearly that the man's words seemed to be choked by saliva, and he pulled the corners of his mouth and snorted coldly. Then, his gaze once again moved from the little girl in front of him, who was weak, to the woman behind him who was gently holding his hand and holding him.

"Ah, sister, you are very young, you are a big beauty. ”

Little Shirley clutched her already trembling fingers tightly, and she hid her uneasiness in the bouquet huddled under the cold wind. After the "clucking" sound, her knuckles turned pale as if they were about to be dislocated.

"How come this kid isn't big or small. ”

After the middle-aged woman said this, she saw Shirley gently open her lips again, she suddenly felt an overwhelming sense of embarrassment coming to her face, and at that moment she looked at Shirley's persistence and was so surprised that she couldn't say anything more. A swallowing-like thrash sound kept coming out of her throat. Then, she smiled exaggeratedly and looked at the man beside her.

"You kid is a little bit unenlightened, even if you want to sell, you have to consider the feelings of others, do you think we are very much like a family, a family of two? Who taught you to buy and sell so strongly, and I have a husband and wife with her? It's just a good colleague, you kid, you deserve to toss all day and can't sell a copy. ”

Shirley didn't speak, and a thick layer of fog shrouded her eyes in the faint smoke of tobacco, and her eyes were pitch black after the white smoke. The strong scent of lilies surrounded her, and at that moment she felt that not only her heart but also her hungry stomach was churning with a tumbling pain. At that time, she had just learned to take care of her mother's business, perhaps because she was still a child, she changed her delicate posture just now, she chased after those two people angrily, and shouted angrily: "How can you curse others like this, you don't like it and others like it." ”

Time passed minute by minute, and the pair of tall middle-aged men and women were like two towering mountains, which made Xiao Shirley feel depressed. The air filled with embarrassment seemed to stand still, and every moment of staring at each other was like a clock slowly passing through half a century.

Shirley is like a flammable and explosive barrel, always waiting to erupt. Her chest was like a continuous mountain, and in the wind full of irony, she kept calming her emotions, and after the white expanse in front of her, she only felt that the world behind her was flying sand and rocks, and the world was spinning.

The only thing Shirley remembers was that before she was completely unconscious, the overwhelming invective came at her like a torrent of water.

Then, then her mind was like a swallowtail butterfly floating after gnawing off its wings, and as the fragments of those memories slowly pieced together, her thoughts broke completely.

"My heart is so cold

Waiting for you to come to hurt

And you don't understand it yet

In the cold night rain

I miss you so much

Everything is only in exchange for you to take care. “

Gu Beichen glued his whole body to the door frame very lazily, he picked up the coffee cup and drank it unhurriedly, while looking at Cui Xueli who was gradually running away with indifferent and cold eyes, at that moment he smiled indifferently, the gloomy light under the cumulus clouds and the indifferent light emanating from his eyes gradually merged, he threw a stack of photos into the air, and the photos fell incomparably lazily between his fingers.

He looked up, the dust of grace unable to hide the sarcasm that flared into his brow. He smiled, and his smile was as determined as if he wanted to swallow the world.

He couldn't forget those beautiful marks about her. Although there is not much emotional communication between them who choose lightning love, every memory makes him unforgettable.

"Little brother Beichen. Shirley ran to him cheerfully, holding a half-dried towel in one hand and pinching her waist with the other, like a normal housewife, busily calling him in a delicate voice. "Come here, let's clean the glass windows together. ”

"Just now we were playing guessing boxing, didn't you say that the losing side wiped the glass? I didn't lose, okay, I'm so tired from a day of work, I want to rest and rest. ”

Listening to the intermittent sound of the sprinkling of water as the bucket passed by, Beichen turned his head to the end of the wall, and forced himself to fall asleep as soon as possible.

"Are you sure you don't come down, then I'm going to change the rules, how about we win two out of three games?"

Shirley jumped onto the bed with a lunge, her little rumbling belly tightening. "I don't know who doesn't even let people eat a full meal, but I know that they are clever enough to call people to do hard labor. ”

Shirley kicked him with a feigned annoyance.

"Forget it, it's two wins in three games, when did I win it when I played guessing with you? Didn't I win this time, look at you, just this time I have to change the rules, it seems that in the future, oh no, how do I remember when I first met you, you were always willing to do all this for me. At that time, you wanted to seal me in the bedroom layer by layer, and then you did all the work. ”

Gu Beichen finally opened his eyes, but his heavy eyelids were still a little stiff, and he stretched out his little thumb and gently scraped the tear crystals hanging behind his eyes.

"Hurry, hurry. ”

"How many times have I told you that I am a person with a habit of cleanliness. I like to keep things neatly organized, even in the trash can. Maybe I'm terminally ill, but what can I do, the place where I live is messy, and my mood will be more melancholy. ”

"Okay, if the house is well arranged and your mood will be comfortable, then I'll take care of it all. ”

Beichen and Shirley sat with their backs to each other, "This half belongs to me, and the other half is what you do." For the first time, I felt Shirley's most real presence from my back, and Beichen's hazy tiredness was comforted for a moment.

dimly lit bedroom,

The yellowed photograph slowly fell from the sky on the ground covered with red blood,

In the red and bloody sunset, Beichen closed his eyes in pain.

"Shirley, come back, let's clean the glass together, let's clean the glass together, okay? Today is my birthday, so it's my last dream, okay?" “

The colorful purple chandelier decorated the dark night twilight, and under the blurry bright lights, Gu Beichen was half-lying on his side by the railing of the stairwell, and he held up a can of beer. Insolent and wanton laughter. "Hahaha. ”

The aroma of liquor gently stroked his lower abdomen with faint eight-pack abs, "Woo, woo", and his stomach hurt violently as if he was twisting and pulling with his hands. Gu Beichen's hand clutched the fence beside him.

Cui Xueli followed behind Gu Beichen and slowly moved in the direction of the rental room. "Why don't you come in? Could it be that you met me on the first day, or that there is a dreaded flood trap in the house?"

Gu Beichen didn't have time to blink, he gestured very seriously, he leaned forward slightly, and measured the size of her mouth very exaggeratedly.

"Oh, it's the first time I've seen such a big mouth, and if you open it a little more, you can swallow an entire adult American crocodile. “

As he spoke, Gu Beichen took another big step forward with a sly smile on his face, and he stretched out his hand to firmly block his slender arm against the wall behind Cui Xueli.

"Gu Beichen, don't be like this, I'm not in the mood to joke with you today, let it go. “

Cui Xueli's face darkened significantly, and she consciously took a step back. The back of his head hit the cold wall behind him, and it hurt to eat.

"It's okay, I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions. You show me if it hurts anything. ”

Gu Beichen said, slowly reaching into her thick black hair. At the same time, Cui Xueli, who was flustered, was so frightened that she hurriedly closed her eyes.

"Shirley, you don't have to close your eyes, I know that I can't promise you anything now, so please don't be so nervous, I won't be good to you. He was stunned for a moment, then turned his head and looked silently at the camphor tree under the street lamp.

"I know you planned all this in advance, even if you always deny it, but then again, what you really value is the money in my hand, and what you value is the aura of longevity that weighs on my back and makes me breathless. Compared to stumbling through life alone, where is there any lightness to climb my lesson tree. I have saved you from all your worries. Even I'm the ladder for you to carry. He smiled mischievously at her. Such an understatement smile as if nothing had happened to those unpleasant smiles. "I never cared, and I'll fight for you in the future, okay?"

Gu Beichen's amber-like transparent pupils were as dark and dead silent as a deep pool. He raised his head, and the look in his eyes slowly returned to his usual rudeness and roughness. But when he settled down, he was met by her increasingly empty and misty eyes shrouded in the moonlight.

At that moment, his whole body was like an electric shock. He withdrew his hand.

"Shirley, since I confessed my mind to you, I have found that you are like a different person.

"It's changed, every time you quarrel, you say that I've changed, which of us changed first?"

"Woo, woo" There was a pitch black in front of him, and at that moment, Gu Beichen's physical strength was almost exhausted. "Shirley, do you really have no true feelings for me?" his unusually collapsed face was like a morning mist that would dissipate at any moment. The red light shone faintly on his body, and his shaky posture was like a rose that would be crushed at any time.

"Hahaha, hahahaha. Gu Beichen grinned and continued to laugh fiercely.

"It's all a liar, I knew it was a liar, a liar. ”

Gu's huge living room reverberated intermittently with his feigned bright laughter.

"Gu Beichen, you stand up for me, if it's a man, you stand up for me. For the sake of a woman to make yourself in tatters, you really look down on you like this. ”

Gu Beiming walked through a winding corridor hung with a dazzling array of Sistine murals. "Boom. A beer can, which had been pinched and collapsed deep inside, babbled and tumbled to his feet. He slowly squatted down and raised his eyes to look at Gu Beichen, who was sitting in the stairwell of the cloister, pouring beer cup after cup.

"It works to drown your sorrows with wine? Do you save that woman? Remember what I told you? Such a woman is not worth everything you have to give for her. What about it? Because of her obsession, my father was dissatisfied, and now, has she accepted your affection? She has nothing to do with you. ”

Gu Beiming took out a handkerchief from his briefcase and carefully wiped his shiny leather shoes, then held the patent leather windbreaker in one hand, and gently pinched the beer can with one hand and walked straight to Gu Beichen.

"I'm right, once you lose everything, she'll leave you without looking back. “

Under the dim cloudy light, Gu Beichen smiled bitterly. He couldn't pay attention to Gu Beiming's persuasion, on the contrary, his aura became more and more silent, silent like a handsome sculpture. He couldn't seem to hear anything, he couldn't feel anything. Even if it was his most cherished brother. Gu Beichen once again struggled to tear open a can of wine, and handed the wine to his increasingly pale lips again.

"You can't drink it anymore! Haven't you seen this girl for what she really is? she loves vanity, she is eager for quick success, and she can give up everything, including your own heart, to achieve a certain goal. She doesn't deserve your love at all. “

"What is worthy, what is not worthy. Not every emotion can be measured by matching. The violent vomiting drained all the strength of his body, and his voice was weak.

"Beichen. Gu Beiming wanted to speak and stopped, he saw his feelings for her from Gu Beichen's eyes, which were thick into the bone marrow and broke the liver and gallbladder.

"But, however, it wasn't until the moment she left that I realized I couldn't live without her. Even though I could see all of her faces. Just like you, brother, Sister Tae-hee has such a background, have you ever disliked her? Sister Tae-hee has a younger brother who loves to cause trouble, have you ever thought about leaving her?"

In a dazzle, Gu Beichen looked at the jar of wine in front of him with a dull gaze.

"Don't mention it anymore when it's all gone, the only thing I know now is that you can't drink anymore. Of course, a drunken person's mouth can only be drunken words, so why should I continue to talk with you? Tomorrow when you wake up, you will forget everything, including her, of course. “

"Will I? Can I really forget all this? So brother, can you really never remember Sister Taexi again for the rest of your life?"

Gu Beichen gradually woke up from the dizziness just now, and he clearly looked at Gu Beiming's perfect side face in front of him. At that moment, he endured the sour discomfort that was faintly shining in the depths of his stomach.

"You're not like me, you can fool everyone, but you can't fool my eyes. You hide it from everyone, and in the end, you're the only one who really suffers. Gu Beichen said with a bitter smile.

"You don't have to take care of my business, I have my own measure, you better take care of yourself. Gu Beiming's eyes tightened, watching Gu Beichen curl up in front of him so embarrassed, like a cooked shrimp that had been stripped of its skin. His heart hurt as if he had been stabbed with a blunt object.

"Why do you want to keep such a painful secret in your heart? Isn't it good to get drunk like me? ”

Gu Beichen staggered to his feet, and his stomach slowly turned over the river and the sea under the violent shaking. He hurriedly reached out and held on to the wall.

"Woo. He vomited with difficulty, and his trembling right hand slowly touched his stomach, which was like someone was twisting it with his hands. After barely standing still, his body slowly slid along the handlebars and sat on the cold ground.

"Enough, anyway you can't drink anymore, give it to me, give me the wine. Hurry up, while I'm not angry yet. ”

Unable to bear it, Gu Beiming angrily snatched the wine jar from his hand, and then anxiously protected him in the crook of his arm. Gu Beichen closed his eyes slightly, and the afterglow from the corner of his eyes looked at the little red blood on the snow-white marble floor. He exhaled heavily, his pale face slowly twisting in pain as his stomach twisted uncontrollably.

"Brother, I'm not you, there's no way to turn a blind eye, there's no way to be so worried about it, but you must put on an indifferent face. ”

Gu Beiming didn't say anything, he suppressed his emotions and looked at him lightly.

"Say what you want. ”

"Brother, I want to see her, I really want to see her, just look at her from afar. ”

Gu Beichen raised his face, his face was as red as a red tide, and fine beads of sweat slowly seeped through his bloodless skin along the corners of his forehead.

"Can you take me to meet her? ”

"What are you asking me to say to you so that you can let yourself go? I knew that you were the one who would be uncomfortable in the end, and I would never have thought of tempting her with money. Because she's not worth it, do you know what she's fallen into now?"

"I don't care. Gu Beichen exclaimed reluctantly.

"I think you're crazy, your brain is broken, you're hopeless, when you went against my father and me, he went to Fengyue Field behind your back I don't know how many times, what do you want me to say about you, she and Tae-hee are essentially two completely different people, and what she can do Tae-hee can't learn in her life. ”

"Brother. ”

"Don't drink. “

Gu Beiming knocked down the can of wine in Gu Beichen's hand and stared at him with a straight eyebrow. His face was pale, and the gurgling light could not erase his own powerful and majestic aura.

"Forget it, go see for yourself. ”

"I'll arrange it, I want you to listen to that kind of poking thing a few more times. ”

Gu Beiming's lips pursed into an arc, and even his nervous eyes tightened in pain.