With a painful breath, Gu Beichen squatted down silently, and he looked at the circle of golden light that sprinkled at his feet like a traveling star. The broken gold flowing at his feet was like the first snow falling under Gu's street lamp.

"I'm incomprehensible, yes, I've always been a self-centered diehard. I have never changed this, ah, no, in the past, I was the first heir of the Gu family, and I was not lacking in work, money and status. But now, the lifeblood of the Gu family is in the hands of my brother, who is not related to me, and I angered my father again and swept out of the house. As far as the wanderers who have nothing, I still maintain the bad temper of the past, and I really don't know how to bow my head and be cheap. ”

Shirley didn't say anything, she just put her hand under her neck, and while she touched the necklace around her neck, she stared intently at Gu Beichen who was confused.

"Ah, what are you going to do? Sherry Cui, hey, stop. ”

Gu Beichen shrugged his nose slightly, and he aimed his chin at the top of Shirley's hair that reflected a circle of ripples.

An excited voice burst through the air.

"Break up, it's over between us. “

"Why, give me a reason. “

"Say that you still have Song Minghao in your heart, forget it, you always say those unconventional words, you are ashamed to say that you like my unique yuppie temperament, you say that I am very similar to the prince on the Sistine mural. I ask you what about him? You say he looks like a Peugeot British aristocrat. And then I lost everything I relied on, and I want to ask you, do you still like my proudest stubbornness?

Gu Beichen shouted. "If I had been a poor poor sour person in Qingyi, I believe you wouldn't even have the heart to squint at me. After a sharp roar, he slapped the table, and with a terrifying gust of wind, all the papers slammed to the ground. And three black lines immediately hit his iron-blue face.

"Sure enough, you're such a woman. ”

"Haven't you figured out the reason for the breakup yet?"

"I'm sorry, I know I've been losing control lately because I'm always thinking about those messy things and I'm blinded by anger for a moment. But trust me, I'll change it. ”

"Haha. ”

"Is it just a stinky temper that you provoke me? If you have some ability in an impetuous society, you won't be tight-tempered if you don't take it back. ”

Shirley kept staring at that face, and seeing his wide-ranging eyes full of surprise and unease, Shirley immediately continued: "You always use the past as a shield for your inprogress, as if the whole world owes you. Yes, you always lament that fate is unfair and it is not that you can't see the direction of the future. Do you think there is anyone who will stop where you are and wait for you? The vicissitudes of life are changing rapidly, and if you don't want to do it, you should think about how to make yourself live more freely, why do you still think about those things that are not boundary?"

"Don't talk to me like that, calm down. I've been trying to figure out how to get a better lucrative errand from him. After all, they are connected bloodlines, so they must be connected together. Even if he hates his father so much, he has to protect the family's face. “

"Haha. Shirley burst out laughing.

"Yes, but I don't think you're a bend or stretcher. Even when you were in the school orchestra, you were jealous of Zheng Muxuan, and you were also against Song Minghao, and even openly stood on the opposite side. Why, it's only been a few months that you've known to compromise. He's your brother, but does he recognize you? You ask yourself how much you and your aunt owe him. If the problem is with your respectable father, I don't think he even wants to recognize you, who has lived under the same roof for more than ten years, and your brother is not a cold-blooded animal no matter how utilitarian he is. What's more, your family is second to none wealthy, even if you receive help, your mother and son will also have no worries about food and clothing. Moreover, this Gu Xiaohui is the first to become a big artist, and blocking your mother's mouth is also conducive to establishing a selfless image for yourself. “

Gu Beichen saw her look at his eyes again, his eyes were calm and cold, he wanted to struggle in shock, he wanted to cry out in surprise. But he frowned slightly when he caught a glimpse of Shirley looking at him with a mocking expression that seemed to be a smile rather than a smile.

"Why did I say that I was pregnant, right? Tell me what you are going to do when you look back at home, it is really a negotiation with your brother, I think you are going to wash the Gu family with murderous anger. Shirley squinted at her, her moist and pink lips like falling cherry blossoms were slightly graceful, and her smiling lips lightly picked out a disdainful arc.

The two looked at each other for a long time.

"Haha. ”

Gu Beichen fixed his eyes, he looked at her with a smile, although Shirley lazily raised her face and met his gaze, it was a careless pretend. He still approached her affectionately.

Getting closer, getting closer. The warm feeling of losing her will slowly enveloped Shirley's trance-like eyes. From the cold fingertips, a warm current is slowly poured into the undetectable.

"You!" Shirley Hua's face was pale, "Gu Beichen, while I have a good talk to you, you'd be better." ”

He kissed his head affectionately.

Shirley's eyelids were a little heavy, and at that moment, even the bright and dazzling sunlight seemed to shroud her eyes with a hazy flush.

"You get out of !!" Shirley dodged, his dodging kiss in the air.

To be loved, you have to enjoy the nourishment of being loved, to love someone, you have to believe in him, accept him, this is the beginning of a good life, don't have too high hopes but also can't have a little expectation, many times ordinary feelings can be cooked well and become a soup of affection. Do you know, fool? Actually, you always say you don't care about anything. "

Gu Beichen looked at her sensitively with the afterglow of his lower eyes. "Gu Beichen. Shirley exclaimed without thinking. Then she hooked her fingers hard and pulled out the pendant. It was a necklace with an intricately carved rose in the center of a diamond-shaped frame, and the silver-white rose was surrounded by a circle of lake-blue broken gemstone beads.

Shirley shook the necklace in her hand slightly.

Gu Beichen was stunned for a moment, his movements froze in mid-air, and even his eyes that suddenly flashed a trace of pain were also stunned.

"This, this chain is a little, a little old, wait for me to buy another one for you." I'll have a lot of seams in my hands after a while. Gu Beichen deliberately changed the topic.

"COCO has a limited edition this year, just right for you? The swan neck with the Odin Orchid gemstone looks like little Monroe. He took a light breath and said calmly.

At that moment, a trace of evil thought flashed in his mind, Li Xianzhen. She didn't swear that she would stand on her side, and although her proposal was debatable, he wavered a little at the thought of going it alone in the future. Will he keep his promise and take Shirley away to Germany? Or will he stay and accept Li Xianzhen's arrangement? Is he really uninterested in those material things? As he watched his brother walk in the middle of the crowd with a crown of holy light on his head, he felt like a poppy in the abyss.

"Hehe, Gu Beichen, if you really have such a commission in hand, I think you should use it in the right place. For example, to open a store, we start from scratch. If you want to do it, you have to fight for a generation, otherwise we will really become a new poor person in the end of petty bourgeois life. ”

Shirley shrugged her shoulders slightly. "Otherwise, all I can do is return the things to their original owners, and the two will not owe each other. Beat me out of the door, and we'll be leveled off with Bamba. ”

"Well, Shirley, you sit alone for a while, I see the mess under my feet, I'll clean up. ”

"No, you'd better not avoid me. ”

Shirley leaned over his locked knuckles, and at that moment she clamped his hand firmly like an iron hoop, Gu Beichen pulled his hand again and covered the back of her delicate hand, squeezing it hard. "You, you. Shirley tried her best but couldn't break free. He forcibly threw her onto the couch.

"Gu Beichen, I'm really disappointed, every time I mention something serious to you, you are either busy with perfunctory work or trying all kinds of ways to block my mouth. It's like how annoying I am. I'm getting impatient with you. Really, I feel like I'm a failure in my life right now. It is said that a woman is either lucky in her career or married well. Now my work is a mess, and my feelings, only feelings have no tomorrow. Don't you know how trembling and terrified I am? It's like wandering in an open field, and I don't even know if there's a place to stay, and even if there is, what if it's a trap of bad people? Frankly, since I went to your house, your father has been a little disheartened with me. If you are still a young master who cares about the family, it is nothing for me to listen to some cynicism, now that you have nothing, I will follow you to live a life of using water as tea, and I will have to be pointed out by my classmates in the future. ”

"Ahem. Gu Beichen was covered in a layer of coldness, and he quickly buried his face in the collar.

"By the way, Shirley, I recently talked about a big cooperation, if I hook my fingers a little bit to win a game, maybe we can nourish a lot in the future. And if we want to do it, we will do a big business, a small store, I don't call very much. Gu Beichen grabbed Shirley's hands. "I remember saying that you liked Coach's new Flower Bag very much, I swiped the official website yesterday, and you said that you like both pink and dark models, right? I'll buy both of them for you, okay? Gu Beichen coughed dryly several times, then gently shook her tip and twitched her little hand slightly. Once again, she took her cold, frosty hand back into the palm of her hand.

"Don't you want to save face? I will definitely earn it back for you in the shortest possible time. ”

Shirley was there as if she couldn't hear at all, her eyes were silent, her gaze cold as ice.

Gu Beichen smiled bitterly, and when he looked at her again, his throat was a little hoarse.

"Did you hear that? I said I'd buy you the ones you liked. Also, I recently negotiated with my brother, and he said that he would give me some shares, even if we didn't leave here, as long as I withdrew from the succession race. ”

A moment of silence,

She clenched the fingers that were firmly pinched by Gu Beichen, and she turned her head to avoid his eyes, which were both unrelenting and did not forget to look at him tightly in a trance.

"I know you're not interested in any of these things, but what you really care about is what kind of life you can live with me. I all know, I just have to decide those things, and you, as long as you can stay by my side. It's like being so young and ignorant when I first saw him, I was breathing happily and smiling proudly. That's all you have to do. You should give us one last chance. ”

"You can't give me the life I want, so why should I stay with you. I think it's time to wrap it up. Just like your brother and Tae-hee-sensei. I'm just a passer-by to you, and now that the train is in the station, I should get back to the original track. Also, you weren't such a drinker. “

"Hey, what the hell do you want. “

"Shirley, you weren't such a girl in the past, I didn't expect you to be. Gu Beichen met her careless face, and secretly wept blood in his heart. At that moment, he once again vaguely recalled what Zhou Huixi had said, saying that women know women best, shrewd as Huixi or stupid as July, and their impression of Shirley is very bad. They even say that they don't want to be with them at all.

"No, no, no. Gu Beichen lowered his head, and the sudden fear forced him to stop the last trace of his affection for Shirley. At that moment, Gu Beichen quickly put away his sad expression. He quietly looked at the platinum chain that had been removed from her neck in her hand, and said in a deep voice: "My mind has been really confused lately, can you not always hit me like this." You're only driving me to my death. There are a lot of things you haven't experienced firsthand, and you just don't know that everything is different from what you think. Really, not everything will go your way. I've told you too much, and you still don't understand. “

"I don't understand anything, and I'm not an idiot. “

The scorching blood in his chest was surging and was about to vomit out of his throat. Gu Beichen's face was as bleak and frightened as the moonlight in late autumn. The hurried years always haunted him like a nightmare, and the most painful thing was hearing the word breakup from Shirley's mouth. But even if it came to that point, Gu Beichen still had to work very hard to maintain his last self-esteem.

"Forget it, I think I should calm down, I'm confused now, and I'll regret what I say later, so I'm not sure. ”

Gu Beichen lowered his head and turned around, and the dissatisfaction on his face was left behind by him. His chin tightened, and when he looked up at her again, he raised his eyebrows like those of an English nobleman. "Alright, stop being mad at me. No matter what you say or how much you slander me, if you say it, it will be considered my fault. Gu Beichen begged. Then he turned his head and smiled, the kind of unyielding and uncaring smile. "I was wrong, I was really wrong. “

Gu Beichen shook his golden hair very lazily, the dancing hair slowly fell on his white and almost transparent face, his eyebrows and smiles were very comfortable for anyone to see, he slowly approached her, slowly wrapped his hands around her waist, and he put his nose on her forehead with great affection. Slowly, as if ready to assert sovereignty, he continued to bow his head. The honey-soaked voice quietly revealed the delicate young man who was distracted, even the handsome young man who was as handsome as the English aristocracy was like a shy girl, his smile was as soft as a floating cloud, and the warm breath at his mouth was like an orchid.

"I really like you, even if you are really as humble as others say, I still love you without hesitation. It's just that you keep saying that you are willing to accompany me to love and wander away. Do you still count these words?"

Getting closer and closer, the heartbeat is getting more and more turbulent and creeping.

The rhythm of each heartbeat is hypnotic.

"Break up. ”

Shirley closed her eyes, and at the same time, her lips vaguely felt a warm breath, and her breath was short, and her mind was chaotic. Shirley closed her eyes slightly, and her love flowed down like a waterfall.

Even Gu Beichen still had a fragrance that made the women of the world fall and go crazy, and he opened his eyes again, staring at her with affection in those eyes. But she still wants to break the shackles of love desperately. She struggled desperately, but her eyes were full of the mechanical apologetic pearl.

"Ah!!" After a hurried scream, Gu Beichen licked his dried lips back and forth. Even the faint smell of blood slowly seeped into the nose.

A tense atmosphere hung over the two men.

"Enough, I said I've had enough. Please, face it, okay? Watching you go from canary to soup chicken, you don't know how depressed I am. ”

The cold wind carried a strong rain in her face, Shirley's tears ran uncontrollably down her eyelids, she stared at him with her sad eyes, and at that moment her heart was filled with words that she wanted to say but couldn't.

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to say that. “

"You don't have to apologize because you didn't feel sorry for anyone at all, including yourself. “

Gu Beichen understood Shirley's state of mind, and he looked at him with difficulty, and his eyes were bloodshot. But when the words came to his mouth, he still kept his mouth shut.

"Sorry, we're really out of place. ”

"You may not know me that well, but I'm really a scheming gi

l . Now I should switch sides. ”

"Really, from the heart. I'm like a clown jumping off a beam, if you don't have a chance to make a comeback in your life, then I can't hold my head up in my life, and the spit of those bastard classmates is enough to annihilate me. They will say how unknown my fate is, and how much I have become a broom for the Fang people. And don't they also know your situation? If I knew your family background well from the beginning, do you think I would cling to it without thinking about the consequences? Even if I really love you, I should cut off the inextricable ties with you, after all, I am not worthy of you at all. I know very well what kind of lowly life I would have lived when I went home with you if I hadn't been kicked out by my father, and your new sister-in-law alone would have eaten me alive, after all, your family is a world of people, and Cinderella wearing a crystal slipper is an outlier after all. I can't fit into your life, can I? I ate two more slices of salmon at the wedding banquet that day, and the smiles of those around me were soft and harmless, but there was no mockery in their eyes full of contempt. ”

Shirley said gloomily, not to mention how obvious the despair on her face was at that moment, as if the person who was alienated by fate was not Gu Beichen, but her, this world was very colorful but isolated her who was so eager for happiness, thinking of this, her heart was extremely sore, and she threw away her last reason in an instant.

Gu Beichen's stiff body shook obviously, and then, a stiff voice squeezed out from between his lips and teeth.

"Shirley, I just want to ask you that apart from the pros and cons of right and wrong, do you really have no true feelings for me? You just demanded from me, and tried your best to make my efforts change from passive to willing. You really love only yourself, and you like the thrill of the stars holding the moon more than anyone else, don't you? It's because you find that even if you are active, you can't be more than a person. That's why you're preoccupied with facing reality. What do you think you call this, do you feel calm and indifferent after seeing the clouds? It was a selfish attempt to think about returning to the same place. ”

"Me. Hearing him finish in a low, cold tone, Shirley began to feel restless.

"Shirley. Gu Beichenhuan's hand behind her waist stiffened slightly, and he looked at his face as pale as the moon in a daze.

At that moment, Shirley turned her face away, and Shirley's body accidentally touched the corner of the table, "Bang la!" The crunch sound of the glass breaking echoed around the smoke. At that moment, Gu Beichen's heart was also broken. It's like that glass that's scarred and skinless. The whimpering sound of swallowing saliva gradually became low, Gu Beichen raised his eyes to look at Shirley, and Shirley once again slapped him into his heart in a calm tone.

"Do you think that where did the city come from after all the classmates kept saying that I had seen so many cold eyes, do you think I really don't care about other people's comments? I am not so thick-skinned. Every sleepless night, I really hate to die of such a humble self. But I'd rather live a peaceful life than be lifted up and be so cheap. Really, I've been with you for a long time, and every time I quarrel, I can sense how much you look down on me, and you can't help but say that people from the bottom like me don't understand these and that. Really, I bet you never opened the door to welcome me into your world, after all, I just entered a room. You love me and I like me, but you still look down on me from the bottom of your bones. Even if you lose everything now, you still can't measure me as an equal. Isn't it?"

"Because you don't have the ability to change the status quo, you're betting on me like a treasure, right? And to accept a person is to be brave enough to accept all of him, whether it is my stinky temper or colored prejudice, did you appreciate it on the first day? Don't say that you are so fragile, you are not actually a kind girl like your face. “

"I'm your ATM when you're short of money, I'm your trash can when you're caring, and I'm your name-brand label when you're lacking self-confidence. You turned a deaf ear to me when you didn't need me, you turned a deaf ear to me when you needed me, and I really want to know why you ever cared so desperately about me? Right. You've had compassion for a machine you've been using for a long time, haven't you? Now that you've found out in your conscience that you're leaving me, oh no, you're sure that I'm not where I'm going, and you don't want to be burdened with that much more psychological burden. I didn't want to be so clear to you, but I found that you always overlay reality with what comes to mind in your heart. I'm giving you a headache like this. You keep telling me that you're insecure, and I really don't know what I'm going to do to give you back what the world owes you. Because you are always not satisfied with my efforts. It's like when you first know that I like you, and your idea is to stay ambiguous and indulge in the future. Now you don't like me and kick me away, haha, isn't it because you think I'm no longer able to stand up?"

Under the thin anger, Gu Beichen breathed a long sigh of relief.

Shirley inhaled softly.

The rhythm of her heartbeat accelerated to the point that she was a little breathless.

"Now that I've said that, I don't think I'm worth your attention. Since the memories I bring to you are stained with the stench of filthy copper, then. ”

Shirley grabbed Gu Beichen's shirt, and under the cold sunset, Shirley squeezed and rubbed Beichen's neckline with red eyes.

There was a "tearing" sound, and the sound of Gu Beichen swallowing saliva sounded.

Gu Beichen's eyes were gloomy, he was like being in a cold abyss, there was no light in his eyes, and there was not even a cruising shadow. He was abandoned by the world, and the boundless loneliness was like death.

"You are really irresponsible, I ask you to give me back your tie. “

He paused, and the voice in his hoarse voice was softly mixed with countless disturbing and confused feelings, helpless, heartache, unbearable, remembrance, and loneliness. wants to disappear, since you love each other, how can you be willing to let go. It's heartache, the past love and the recent despair are intertwined, and at that moment the balance in his heart is completely unbalanced and collapsed.

"You, unreasonable. I didn't realize how superficial you are until today. “

Shirley said fiercely, and she let out a long breath as she pressed her chest.

"I'm superficial, why don't even low-level people like you look down on me?"

Under the violent twitching, Gu Beichen's body shook slightly.

"Don't do that. His lips turned white.

"Do you think it's necessary for you to say this now?"

"Really, is it necessary?"

Gu Beichen's heart was cold, and then his stiff back shook violently. There seemed to be blood in his chest. Looking at Shirley's angry expression, the faint pain in Beichen's heart once again swept into every vein of his body.

"Do you know what has become of you now? You are like an ivy wrapped tightly around a tree, once you lose your life in the tree you live in, then you are not far from perishing without a helpless person. ”

"You, Shirley, don't overdo it. “

"I'm excessive. “

Shirley shook off his hand that was attached to the back of her hand. Looking at his handsome face that was gradually in a trance, and looking at the last light in his eyes was completely extinguished.

"If it's more excessive, you've heard it lately. Isn't it too much, isn't it too pale. ”

Shirley's voice floated through the icy air, her voice was so low that it was like a dandelion dancing without wind.

There was a sour undercurrent in his throat, and at that moment, Gu Beichen's heart was like being slammed by a sharp weapon, and the intermittent tearing pain slowly spread to his anxious heart.

"Gu Beichen, do you know how much I hate you since I was a child, I hate your birth, your rash appearance broke my original life trajectory. Do you remember that afternoon many years ago? Do you know how many times I tried to push you into the driveway, but in the end I couldn't help it. Yes, you are innocent as a brand new life, but blame your origin for not being innocent. There are times when you don't know how disgusting you are. “

"You are a person who does not need to appear in this world, and after you are gone, I will only regard this as an unnecessary past. Don't worry, I won't do anything to your mother, after all, you've always been insignificant to me. “

Shirley stroked the necklace as she approached his eyes.

"Do you all hate me so much? Gu Beichen's voice trembled slightly.

Shirley stopped, and she paused and said directly. She carefully stuffed the necklace into Gu Beichen's palm.

"I remember saying that I couldn't afford your gift, and even if I chose to be your girlfriend, I still couldn't afford it. Not for anything else, just for what her mother once said, she said that gifts are not completely measured by money, and what is more valuable than money is sincerity. Some people have no intention of you, so what's the use of giving you a palace? But now I feel more and more that I prefer realistic things, because I am tired of choosing feelings. ”

Shirley sighed in a resentful tone. "I've recognized you in just three months, and I don't want to spend my whole life trying to prove that my sixth sense is right. “