It's another place in the south of the Yangtze River, and the smoke and cold blowing geese can't go.

Even though it's not autumn, the drizzle that lasts for days makes people feel depressed and upset.

Shen Tian didn't take advantage of the situation to coerce me to go with him, but when Sister-in-law Fu came to serve later, she euphemistically explained this meaning - if we don't plan to get up and go to the northwest, then the Shen Mansion will send a few guards to watch the family and the courtyard, and there will be a few family members for us to call, naturally, these people are still from the Shen Mansion, and the money, grain, and monthly salaries are still paid to them by the Shen Mansion. For the sake of several things before and after, we were all affected by the surname Shen, and although he arranged it like this, although it may not be able to ensure that it is comprehensive, I have a strange feeling in my heart.

I didn't think he would give me a second option, but now it seems ......

It's me who thinks he's wrong.

Ping'er didn't come to ask me what I thought, she just cooked Sister Qiao, took care of her eating, drinking and sleeping, and read and wrote with Sister Qiao. I taught Sister Qiao, and Sister Qiao went around in circles to teach her. It's too difficult to don't teach the words, only pick the one, two, three, four to learn first, bookkeeping can be used, I sat there looking at the rain curtain outside the car window, they Ping'er and Sister Qiao held the yellow calendar to recognize the words on the yellow calendar, the carriage is not easy to get paper and pen, they gently stroke each other in the palm of the hand, fingertips in the palm of the hand, of course, it is itchy, so the two of them keep laughing softly.

When Shen Tian didn't tell me that I had other options, I hesitated. But when he said that even if I didn't go with him, he would leave men behind to protect us, and I made up my mind at once.

Ping'er thought about me at the time, and she thought that if she wanted to consider Shen Tian, the first priority was to be famous. Although I don't care about this myself, in this world, everyone cares, so you can't care less.

The day before leaving, Shen Tian came to this courtyard to look for me again, although he didn't speak, but I also knew what he was here for.

To go or to stay, there must be a decision.

He and I walked slowly along the verandah, and the air in the rain had a moist and faint sweetness, and I couldn't tell whether it was the scent of grass or flowers. The clothes were also stained with moisture, and they were a little cold and soft.

He was wearing a stone blue all-body long pleated round-necked shirt, with a lake blue three-inlaid white jade belt around his waist, his hair was neatly combed, his hair was pitch black, his sideburns were blue, and his expression was calm.

Flowers and trees in the courtyard are rained

"Shen Ye. ”

He stopped and turned his head.

"I live in the house, the Lord is not the master, the guest is not a guest, I enjoy tea and rice in vain and do not work hard, I am really uneasy. ”

He simply said: "Humble Jing died of illness, Aunt Mei is no longer there, and there is no housewife in the house." If you want, we will marry as soon as we arrive in the northwest, and your daughter, I will treat it as my own, you can rest assured. ”

His words are so straightforward, I ...... them I didn't turn my mind for a while.

But as soon as I saw his expression, I knew it...... He knew what I was bothered about, so he confessed his words.

But what he has said has already come to this, and if I tell him again that I am not going to go with him, then how can he be embarrassed?

He didn't want to be reserved, and I lowered my head to look at the hem of my skirt. I don't really like to tie my skirt too low, it feels like it's too much of a hindrance when I walk. But don't tie it too high, the best thing is to show the toe of your shoes when you walk, and the skirt covers your feet when you stand still, so it won't be rude......

At this time, I was thinking about the unimportant and irrelevant things about the height of the skirt.

However, my identity ...... "My current identity seems to still have the title of Jia Lian's wife, well, even if he is snubbed and abandoned, and we are separated, then there is still a letter of resignation to rely on." I can't give my husband's surname Jia, and I can't tell others that I am the daughter of the Wang family, I have become a black household. And his family background is extraordinary. If he is willing to give me a name as he said, how can the problem of my identity be solved? Is he making one up randomly? And I have a daughter, will he be willing to accept Sister Qiao?

"You don't need to worry about these details, I will naturally make proper arrangements. ”

"My luggage, there are still a lot of ...... left in the house over there"

He quickly said, "I'm going to let people move all of them." You don't have to worry about the house, you have someone to take care of it. ”

In his tone...... Well, is that unusual meaning, excitement, joy, or both?

I don't know, I just feel like my face is hot, and my eyes are fixed on the hem of my skirt and I don't look up.

I'm in ...... with this person. Private for life?

His voice was subtle and clear, and I turned my head slightly to look at the continuous drizzle outside, pursing my lips and not speaking.

"Miss Feng, if you have anything else to worry about, you can tell me clearly. ”

"People live in the world, they have a lot to worry about, and I won't mention other things, I ......" Wen Xiu was originally a woman, and I thought he had already seen through it, but since he didn't say it, I didn't make it clear first: "My brother Li Ji, he went back to the capital to inquire about the news, and I decided to leave with you, but if he comes back and finds that we are no longer in Jinling......"

"It's nothing, there will be people staying in the house here and in your house, and when he comes back, you can naturally tell him about it, or you can send him north to meet you. ”

"Hmm. I nodded. Before I made a decision, I felt that my heart was very messy. After making a decision, I felt ...... My decision was a bit reckless, there were many doubts and ambiguities in this matter, and I couldn't ask the most suspicious things.

In modern times, girls ask their boyfriends, "What do you like about me?" Do you like me for the rest of your life? These are very common words, and every girl can ask. But here......

My heart was full of questions, such as what was his identity, who was the one who came to the ship to stab me and wound me, whether he was there, whether he was on the border or something else, Mrs. May's words may be exaggerated, but the exaggeration must also be based on facts, he must have been on the battlefield, this is ...... What direction will I go in the future?

Looking into his eyes, I felt my heart beating fast.

I really can't ask that.

What exactly is he ...... Why do you like me?

And how long will this love last?

"There are a number of things, I have thought about carefully, rather than telling you now, it is better to wait until you return to the northwest, and you can see it with your own eyes and understand it. There was a calming power in his voice, I nodded, and asked softly, "So, where is this family? Is it here, the capital, or the northwest?"

He smiled slightly, warm and moving: "I grew up in Jinling when I was a child, I went to the northwest when I was a teenager, and there is also a gift in the capital, the lady I married before is a person from the capital, she is not in good health, she has never been to Jinling, nor has she been to the northwest, the house in the capital has always been her long-term residence, but I rarely have time to stay there, most of the time, I am still in the northwest......"

I was thinking about what Shen Tian said to me that day, Ping'er called me in a low voice, and I turned my head.

"Sister Feng, I woke up early and heard that I was going to Suizhou today, I don't know how far away from the city is?"

Sister Qiao is lifting the curtain to look out, it is very boring to hurry, but fortunately, our car is comfortable enough, and there are books and needlework to pass the time in the car.

I stressed it several times, and Ping'er finally stopped calling me a grandmother.

"I don't know. ”

Whether it was Sister Feng in the past or me now, I don't know anything about the Northwest.

There were attendants in front and back of the convoy on horseback to escort them, and as soon as they rode up, the emperor on the horse was the sixth son beside Shen Tian. He flew off his horse and said by the window: "Madam, the convoy should stop and rest for a while, and the master said that he would spend the night in Suizhou City and set off again tomorrow morning." ”

I nodded and said, "Got it." ”