I'm happy to be in the fourth grade, the principal really talked and counted, and changed to a new math teacher, this teacher is very concerned about Xingxing, and I can feel happy that I have the motivation to learn mathematics.

My husband and I discussed renting a family home in a school with a large plastic playground, and I didn't want to live too depressing.

I have to admit that there are problems in my study, for example, if a word is wrong, even if he corrects it countless times, he will make the same mistake next time; when it comes to memorization, he will memorize it for a long time and still can't memorize it; in the Chinese test question, it is said that Wang Xizhi has broken more than 200 brushes, and what does it mean? The happy answer is that the quality of the pen is not up to standard, and he should go to the sales association to complain. I couldn't laugh or cry, there was a word written wrong, I remember that this word had been changed by him no less than 50 times, I was so angry, I took a brush to sweep the bed and hit his arm, instantly his arm was swollen, scared I quickly drove to the hospital, the doctor let me take a film, fortunately did not hurt the bones, the doctor looked at me with disdain, warned me not to do this anymore, the child's bones hurt and it was troublesome, it is estimated that the doctors are doubting whether I am my own mother.

I told my husband that I would be happy to find a tutor to tutor, otherwise I would go crazy and the children would go crazy.

I was exhausted in my child's education, and in desperation, I searched for tutors on the Internet, and I wanted to find a male tutor, maybe it would be easier to communicate with Xingxing.

I happened to find a tutor surnamed Wu.,Maybe because of the surname Wu.,I thought it was a man and would be the kind of teacher I needed with more hobbies....

When I first met the tutor, I was disappointed because she was a girl and looked weak, reserved with stubbornness, stubbornness with self-confidence......

The martial arts tutor smiled and said, "Sister, the gender on my resume is very clear, you may be confused by my surname, since this is already the case, then try it or not." ”

I liked the opening line, telling her earnestly about my confusion and hoping that she would help the child.

In the next relationship, I like martial arts more and more, serious about things, very wise, love sports, mature thinking, every communication, I am deeply infected by her young heart...... Objectively speaking, the appearance of the martial arts tutor soothed a mother's anxious heart, and made me slowly have time to look at happiness from a different perspective......

The martial arts tutor's family is not good, she is in graduate school, because her mother has a bad illness, so in order not to add financial burden to the family, she works and studies at the same time. She is really an excellent girl, she has been the best in the group since she was a child, and she has been the highest scholarship all the way to graduate school. She once joked that if she didn't get a scholarship, she might not be able to continue her studies......

She said to me, "She's going to tap into the potential of being happy, so reassure me." ”

Looking at her confident appearance, I really don't know the bottom of my heart.

I can't forget that one day after the martial arts tutor finished tutoring, he stood in front of me and cried, saying that he worked so hard, and he talked about a question seven times, and the eighth time he was happy or wrong, and it was exactly the same wrong...... I don't know how to comfort her, because I used to be like this a lot, and I cried, and the martial arts tutor is used to learning and giving is rewarded......

The next day, the martial arts tutor who adjusted her mentality in time persuaded me that I was just not happy, and she was more patient and spoke a few more times.

I replied, "Let's all wait patiently for a flower to bloom......

In fact, only I know that my heart is already overgrown with weeds.

In order to be friends with Xingxing, the martial arts tutor took Xingxing to play badminton and took Gaoxing and her classmates to sing......

The martial arts tutor tried his best, and I saw it in my eyes and was grateful in my heart.

Before Xiaosheng junior high school, the martial arts tutor told me seriously, saying that he was happy that he had enough knowledge reserves, which reassured me.

Actually, I didn't report any hope at all......

Just like the martial arts teacher said, he was happy to be admitted to Guangming Middle School, the best middle school in the city, and the teacher said that he had the best results in 6 years...... The moment he was happy to see the results, he jumped up with joy, and tears came down, he was so hard.

Six years of elementary school passed like this, and during these six years, I felt that there was a stone pressing on my head, I was out of breath, and I was powerless to change, but the result was always good. In the long six years, there are also some things worth recalling, and I think those things may have a greater impact on the life of Happy Future.

When I was happy in the third grade, I saw an article about a primary school child jumping off a building, the content was that the child felt that life was too boring, except for homework or homework, there was no time to play, the child jumped from the balcony of his house, ending his life for only 9 years. After reading it, I was scared to death, and I was happy with my endless homework every day, and if I was happy, I wouldn't be happy at all, so I took my happiness to the music classroom run outside, and let me pick his favorite instrument, and finally I picked a guitar and took guitar lessons once a week, and I persisted for four years. My original intention is very simple, when I feel distressed in my future life, I can take out my guitar and sing a song to vent, instead of jumping in.

In the past six years, there is one thing that I remember deeply. It was a happy fifth grade weekend, and he said he was going to go to the playground to ride his bike after finishing his homework, and I said okay. As a result, he wrote and wrote, and finally finished writing, but it rained heavily, and he was happy to lie on the table and cry. I looked at the heavy rain outside the window, and I also felt that the child was so pitiful, just such a good time to play, and the result was ······

I patted my happy head and asked, "What are you crying about?"

He said sadly, "Mom, I've been wanting to ride my new bike this week, but I can't do it now!"

Seeing his sad appearance, I asked him, "Why can't you ride it?"

Happy and crying: "It's raining so hard·····"

I said lightly, "Who says you can't ride a bike when it's raining?" You can put on a poncho and go to the playground to ride, and your mom will accompany you with an umbrella. ”

He looked at me happily and hesitantly: "Mom, is this true?"

I looked at his tearful face and nodded.

I found him a raincoat to put on, he pushed his bike, I followed with an umbrella, and we went downstairs to the playground. There was a huge playground, because there was no one in the heavy rain. Happy to ride lap after lap, every time he rode in front of me, he would shout, "Mom, I'm so happy." ”

That day, I don't know how many laps I rode in the playground and how many words I shouted Mom, I'm so happy. I stood in the rain, watching his figure turn around the playground, so happy and so happy, even though it was dark, I couldn't bear to stop him.

In all these years, he had never been happiest.