I'm happy to go to high school, from a famous school to an ordinary school all of a sudden, and I'm happy that my loss is in my eyes, and my loss is in my heart.

I was happy to live in the school, and I came back once a week, and every time I sent him, I felt that he was sent to the cold Ningguta.

His homeroom teacher liked to be happy, he was chosen by everyone as the class president, he promised me to study hard and never fall in love, I nodded in belief.

My life became so simple all of a sudden, we spent a day and a night together a week. Looking at his confident appearance, my heart was temporarily relieved, after all, the college entrance examination is still three years away.

Happy is very attentive to the role of the squad leader, he has a strong sense of collective honor, and always plans this and that for the class. I told him my opinion, now you should concentrate on learning, don't pay too much attention to the things in the class, because you have so much energy, use more on this, and naturally use less on that aspect. He didn't think so, and I had no choice but to give up.

I'm glad he didn't want me to attend his parent-teacher conferences, and I didn't want to go to parent-teacher conferences either. I was glad that I had taken the first place in the class in my sophomore year of high school, and he asked me to go to the parent-teacher conference, and I gladly went, after all, the first-place parent always has a bright face. It is an indisputable fact that I realized that teachers, students, and parents are all very different from teachers and parents in prestigious schools. The strength of the school in all aspects has been crushed by the famous schools, and the test paper used in this exam is the midterm exam paper of one of the four famous schools, and the results of the happy school are the first in their school, but his results have not yet reached the average score of the famous schools. That's the gap.

Time flies quickly, and it's the third year of high school in the blink of an eye.

One afternoon, I received a strange phone call, the phone was from the mother of a classmate Gaoxing, to the effect that his daughter and Xingxing were in a relationship, and asked me to pay attention to it, and the college entrance examination was about to be, and it couldn't be like this.

I was adamant and told her that she wouldn't. On the weekend, I'll get back to her after talking to her.

I was still shocked when I received this call, and happily promised that I would not fall in love in high school, and that I would not make the same mistake twice. And I didn't see any signs from his weekly return.

I was happy to pick up the weekend, I talked to him openly and honestly about it, and I was happy to say no, but I was just closer to the girl, she sometimes asked me to talk about the topic, I was the class leader, and I couldn't help her. He called the parent in front of me: "Auntie, I'm happy, Xiaoqing and I are good friends, we usually get closer, but it's just that she asks me to talk about the topic, Auntie, I guarantee with my personality that I didn't fall in love with Xiaoqing." ”

After a while, I hung up the phone, and I didn't know what the other party said, so I didn't tell me, and I didn't ask him. I believe that happiness does not have this idea. But I guess the girl has this in mind. As her mother described, she was always in a daze when she was reading, and she was always looking at the phone on Sundays and was absent-minded.

This is a manifestation of the first blooming love of a girl. I was cautious and cautious, thinking about it, and I was still happy and discerning.

I said to Xingxing: "Mom believes that you don't have this mind, but it doesn't mean that this girl doesn't have this mind, so for your own sake and for this girl, you still have to say no when appropriate." ”

After listening to this, he said impatiently: "You adults always think too much, alarmist, how can there be such a powerful one." ”

I knew there was nothing I could do, and I knew that sooner or later it would affect my happiness, but I couldn't do anything about it. I even hoped that these two children would encourage each other and work hard to reach the college entrance examination as the legend says, but this was wishful thinking, and I could conclude that this child was a sentimental and thoughtful girl, and this sad mood would sooner or later affect her happiness. I was anxious and communicated with the class teacher, who also thought that I was too worried, and was happy that I was doing well now and was very motivated to study.

I can only worry about it, but there is nothing I can do.

There are still four months to go before the college entrance examination, and this kind of thing must not be taken lightly, so I can only do it and observe.

I was surprised when I took the college entrance examination with two months left, and I was surprised that I suddenly proposed to go home to review, but seeing that he was very resolute, I agreed.

In the two months at home, he was happy to get up early and go to bed late, like crazy study, his wall was plastered with various summary catalogs, and according to the needs of his various subjects, he hired a tutor.

The more he is like this, the more uncertain my heart becomes, but what can I do?

Time is like flying, and tomorrow will be the college entrance examination in a blink of an eye.

In order to facilitate the exam, my husband rented a hotel near the exam room in advance. In the evening, I was walking by the lake with Xingxing, and he put his arm on my shoulder and said, "Mom, I really tried my best in the past two months, don't blame me for not doing well in the exam." ”

After hearing this, I chuckled in my heart, but I still pretended to be calm and said, "It's what the exam looks like." ”

During the two days of the exam, my husband and I ordered meals in the hotel in advance, and every detail was taken into account, and the logistics support work must be in place, which is also what parents can do.

Finally after the exam, our family of three ate a street stall that we wanted to eat happily and early, and we didn't have to worry about diarrhea anymore, the atmosphere was very relaxed, and we felt relieved.

After two days, we started to get ready to move, packing our bags.

I was happy to go out with my classmates that day, and the car I was looking for was just about to pull a batch of furniture, and I saw that his room had not been cleaned up and went in, and it didn't matter if I went in, my heart sank completely.

I found more than forty letters in the cheerful drawer, all in the pen of one man. I wonder who still writes letters to children nowadays, and when I open it, my lungs are going to explode.

It was all written by the girl, almost one a day, each one full of thoughts, each one full of the misery of her family, each one full of her own misfortunes······ I sat down in my chair, and my worst fears had already happened. I know that Happy doesn't say "no", he is too kind, he won't refuse at first, and then he is trapped in this emotion, and finally he can't extricate himself from this emotion. I hated itchy, but it was too late, and I now understand why Happy insisted on going home to review and resolutely handing over his phone, which was because he was afraid of himself and hid in the last two months.

From the letter, I probably knew about the girl's family situation, her mother was in business, her father was idle, and her father sometimes drank and beat her mother. Oh my goodness, what a family this is!

Happy to go home in the evening, saw that my face was not right, and asked me what was wrong. I sighed, "Nothing." And he went out. I don't want to have any argument with him, because it won't help.

I had probably guessed that the happy result would not be what I expected, but I don't know how unbearable it was.