Chapter 44: Worse

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, the mobile phone rang harshly, Duan Xiaoyu's eyes couldn't open, and when he picked up the phone, it was his father's phone, and his father said, "Come on, your mother can't move." Duan Xiaoyu's head coaxed, immediately got up, dressed, and quickly called his brother Ying Xiaoyang, saying that he would pick him up immediately, his brother seemed to already know, 4 minutes, Duan Xiaoyu drove to the door of his brother's family hospital, and his brother Ying Xiaoyang got into the car and said that he had a dream just now, dreaming that his mother walked into his room, turned around and went out, he woke up from the dream, and almost at the same time, Duan Xiaoyu's call arrived. Brother Ying Xiaoyang called his father, and then he figured it out, it turned out that Duan Xiaoyu sent his parents home in the morning, and his mother went for a walk with his father in the afternoon, but his mother's leg slipped and fell, and it hurt a lot at the time. Duan's mother must have endured to the limit before she called Duan Xiaoyu. When Duan Xiaoyu and his brother arrived, Duan's mother was pale and couldn't carry it, and his brother Ying Xiaoyang could only hold his mother from his back and go downstairs with difficulty, and when it was more than one o'clock in the morning in the hospital, pushing the mobile bed in the hospital, Duan Xiaoyu and his brother were busy until six o'clock in the morning before checking the list issued by the hospital. Duan's mother was diagnosed with a comminuted fracture of the patella, which had exceeded the optimal operation time and could not be operated, and was admitted to the hospital to reduce the swelling and then operated.

It happened so suddenly, Duan Xiaoyu didn't even have time to go through the discharge procedures of the neurology department, and Duan's mother was admitted to the orthopedic department. The doctor said that she would have to recover in half a year after the operation, and Duan's mother would have to stay in bed for at least half a year.

Something happened, Duan Xiaoyu had no choice, only to face it strongly. Quickly arranged, Dad was on the day shift, Duan Xiaoyu was on the evening shift, and his brother and sister-in-law Xiaoyuan changed to Duan Xiaoyu on weekends. The 3 patients in the orthopedic ward were all in bed when they ate, drank and slept in Lazar, Duan Xiaoyu couldn't eat in the first three days of the bed, but it was a physical job to accompany the bed, and on the fourth day, Duan Xiaoyu forced himself to eat, otherwise Duan Xiaoyu couldn't lift his mother. Duan's mother's mood once again fell to the bottom, and she couldn't face a long stay in bed. The days of hospitalization are always long, five days after the swelling has subsided, and finally the operation is going to be performed, when signing, Duan Xiaoyu did not look at the terms above, she didn't dare to look at so many possibilities, and after silently signing the names one by one, her mother was pushed into the operating room.

Everyone gathered in front of the operating room and waited anxiously, time passed slowly, that kind of waiting was a kind of sadistic torment, an hour passed, Duan's mother was finally pushed out, opened her eyes and looked at everyone, her eyes closed again, it was the effect of anesthetic. The operation was very successful, after a few days of fatigue, Duan Xiaoyu suddenly felt extremely tired, and his brother Ying Xiaoyang said, go home and sleep. That day was my brother Ying Xiaoyang and sister-in-law Xiaoyuan to accompany the bed, and that day was also the most difficult night for my mother, my brother didn't close my eyes all night, and Duan's mother was in pain all night.

In the following days of hospitalization, Duan's mother was in pain due to physical pain, lying in bed 24 hours a day, and the pain she had to bear was so tormenting. Duan Xiaoyu, who was by her mother's side, had to constantly help her mother turn over at night, always paying attention to the liquid, and going back and forth between the bed and the bathroom. Duan Xiaoyu slept on the ground with a yoga mat, thinking of telling jokes to his mother, his mother's impatience, and his unprovoked temper, Duan Xiaoyu tried to laugh it off, but his mother was disobedient and couldn't follow the doctor's instructions, and Duan Xiaoyu could only face it with a black face. As long as he listened to his mother's slight snoring, Duan Xiaoyu quickly fell asleep on the ground and stored some physical energy. Occasionally, for her mother's unwarranted accusations, Duan Xiaoyu would suddenly feel aggrieved and want to cry, sometimes, lying beside her mother, she thought with emotion, when she was a child, her mother could slap her ass when she was disobedient, but now that her mother is disobedient, what can she do?

The postoperative days were a hurdle for Duan's mother. The whole leg can't move, and she can't turn over, all the physical activities are to slowly shake up the bed, and it can only be 30 degrees, Duan's mother's temper is getting more and more irritable, the hospital bed is like her prison, she is desperate and helpless. And Duan Xiaoyu, this series of things, overwhelmed, she is always in a passive and busy state, a little leisure, where she leans on to take a nap. Duan Xiaoyu's heart seemed to be pressed quickly, and he had nowhere to vent, so he could only suppress it and try to be relaxed in front of his parents. But Duan Xiaoyu was really tired, his body felt tired, and his heart was even more tired.

Duan Xiaoyu went to work during the day and lay beside his mother's hospital bed at night, the days were long and helpless. That night, my mother was in a lot of pain, don't let my mother take painkillers, my mother can't sleep because of the pain, let my mother take it, the side effects of the medicine Duan Xiaoyu knew it in her heart. Move your legs like 2 cm to the left, and then 2 cm to the right, in fact, even my mother doesn't know how to be more comfortable. On the third night after surgery, her mother was in terrible pain, constantly humming quietly, Duan Xiaoyu was lying on the ground next to the bed, suddenly uncontrollable sadness, tears gushed out, she controlled herself, rushed to the bathroom, let the tears flow, she was so cowardly and incompetent in the mirror, she sobbed silently, she had nothing to do about her mother's pain, and there was no way to replace it, and all this, wasn't the initiator Duan Xiaoyu herself?

Duan Xiaoyu kept telling himself that the more disorderly his life is, the more he must be cautious and cautious, and he can't have any more accidents. But that day, Duan Xiaoyu left the hospital in the morning to go to work, passed by the brake pole and felt why the car was so heavy, and when she returned to the unit, she found that there were deep scratches on the left front of the car. Because of the tiredness, her reflexes and sensations were dulled to this point.

No matter what, Duan's mother's legs are getting better day by day, and she can sleep quietly for a longer time at night. But the guilt in Duan Xiaoyu's heart has never decreased, she has never been relieved, let alone given herself an explanation, all this is a pimple for Duan Xiaoyu, although her friend persuaded her that it was right to buy a bracelet, she couldn't blame herself, she had to hate the liar who lost her conscience. Duan Xiaoyu was never relieved, or she had no way to get out of this matter.

Duan's mother is about to be discharged from the hospital with 3 days left, and the patients in the ward are coming and going, and injuries are the main topic of conversation here every day. That day, a middle-aged woman was newly admitted to the ward, she had a little problem with her legs, and later learned that she was actually two years old when she was still two years old, but it looked like a vicissitudes of life, according to her husband, she was very capable, but she had a car accident the year before last, and this time she took the steel plate fixed in the body. The woman didn't say much, but her eyes were full of intelligence, and her husband looked honest, but he could see that his wife was his life. That night, Duan's mother fell asleep, Duan Xiaoyu sat cross-legged on the ground next to her mother's bed, the lingering sadness in her heart, and casually did a few stretching movements to stretch her body. With the help of the floor lamp, Duan Xiaoyu saw that the woman gently took off the shoes on her left foot, and the next action made Duan Xiaoyu creepy, she took off her right leg and leaned against the side of the bed. Duan Xiaoyu saw every detail of these movements, she could feel a chill in her back, her mind was blank, she didn't know what she should think. That night, she couldn't sleep. When Duan Xiaoyu returned to the ward the next afternoon, the woman's left leg had been operated on, and the nurse was changing the dressing, Duan Xiaoyu inadvertently saw the wound, from the thigh to the calf, and the sutured wound was still oozing blood, Duan Xiaoyu was dizzy and almost fainted.

Duan Xiaoyu's brain had been in a vacuum for a long time, and she couldn't think...... In fact, she knew that it was the woman's mutilated life that shook her soul, and the knot in her heart that she couldn't untie became a bit hypocritical in such a state of life!

Duan's mother's experience this year, starting from the gold bracelet, Duan Xiaoyu knows that her stubborn self is always looking for an explanation.

Duan's mother was finally discharged from the hospital, although she had to rest in bed, but leaving the hospital was a small excitement for Duan Xiaoyu. Father Ying is also very happy, he does not have to go back and forth between the hospital and home every day, and it is convenient to take care of Duan's mother. In the process of this matter, Duan Xiaoyu has always paid attention to his father, he has always faced everything that happened with revolutionary optimism, taking care of his mother during the day, and not being disturbed by everything, being able to rest well, ensuring a good physical state, always maintaining a good attitude, and conveying optimism with a smile to infect his mother and accompany his mother. What's more, Dad passed on a concept to Duan Xiaoyu, that is, what kind of love they need, and unceremoniously accused Duan Xiaoyu and his brother of doting on their mother. Although the word doting is not appropriate here, Duan Xiaoyu knows what her father wants to express, or gives the word doting a broader content, and she agrees. Ying's father thinks that the two children have gone through the formalities and go through the motions in the process of filial piety, and they have the mind of filial piety, and they do not really pay attention to the deep-seated needs of the elders.

After returning home from the hospital, Ying's father arranged the daily life of him and Duan's mother, and Duan Xiaoyu was somewhat relieved to see them get along with each other. Ying's father jokingly said: In the future, my mother will have to sit on the bed when she is ready to eat, and he will serve the food to the bedside to serve her mother to eat. This spirit of revolutionary optimism gives the whole home a more welcoming taste. Duan Xiaoyu knew that life had returned to peace.

Duan's mother is recovering well, and now she can take two steps on her own.

Duan Xiaoyu knew that objectively speaking, she was not wrong to buy a bracelet, and she still remembered the joy that the golden bracelet brought to her mother. But as my father said, love is principled, my mother is too kind-hearted, as the brain atrophy becomes more and more serious, the thinking is sometimes a little chaotic, and more and more like a child, she always wants others to know that her child is the most filial, so she wants others to know that this is not a show-off, but a lonely mentality, a sense of crisis that is afraid of not being noticed. Duan Xiaoyu didn't think about it so much before buying it, to put it mildly, Duan Xiaoyu had more or less some comparisons in it before buying it, because my mother bought all the girls who were small, how could my mother not have it.

Parents held their children's hands back then, meeting their children's needs and giving them the truth of how to behave. Nowadays, children are holding the hands of their parents to meet their needs, and while meeting their needs, they must also talk about principles and methods, help them obtain information about the times, help them, and make them happy. The most simple way to love your parents is to accompany them, help them cut their nails in the sun, tell them jokes, listen to them nag about old things, cook for them a meal they want to eat, take them out for a walk, give them time, this is what they need most.