Chapter 430: Paranoia of Persecution Again

I stayed upstairs for a full ten minutes before coming down, Zuo Mi and Wang Yirou didn't know what to talk about in the car, and when they saw me, their faces were black, as if I owed her money.

"Why did you come down, it's almost nine o'clock, are you still going out to play?" Zuo Mi complained to me.

"Alas, I don't know where to go? Just the three of us, we can't get together a table of mahjong. ”

"You mean, you still want seven or eight to get together and have a good time?"

"That's not what it means, this place is good, Huanglongxi, Shuangliu is not too far, how?"

"Don't push it, let's drive. ”

Driving Jin Wenhui's car, along the way, Zuo Mi and Wang Yirou talked about all kinds of cosmetics and bags, completely treating me as air, and after more than an hour, the two of them fell asleep. It really gives me face and reassures me about my car skills.

I drove slowly, and I wasn't in a hurry, but I was in a traffic jam, and this luck was simple, I didn't move for ten minutes in a jam, which was really amazing.

Suddenly my other phone rang, I looked back at the two girls, sleeping soundly, I turned on the phone.

"Nod, hurry back. ”

I sent a message: "Why?"

The guide on this temper, did not reply, I carefully turned the car back and drove back, the guide did not listen to the words of the guide, the last time there was a lesson from the previous car, the gas tank exploded, the entire hot pot restaurant around all suffered, this time there may be some moths, until the country garden, I parked the car.

Zuo Mi rubbed his eyes: "Have you arrived?"

Wang Yirou also knocked her head and looked at me with resentment in her eyes.

"There was a traffic jam halfway, it was said that there was a car accident, and seeing that the two of you slept so soundly, I couldn't bear to wake you up and drove back. ”

"Ahh Zomi complained to me.

I didn't want to say anything, so I got out of the car and lit a cigarette and stared blankly into the distance.

Zuo Mi got out of the car and came up directly on my back: "Husband, are you angry? It's so stingy, we can't travel, let's go out to exercise, don't be angry, okay." ”

"No, I'll go out and do something by myself, you and Sister Rourou will study and study food at home, and I'll come back before dinner." ”

"You won't take me there. Zuo Mi was not happy.

"Okay, what an old man, and playing with a child's temper, didn't you just not travel, you think I don't want to go, if it weren't for ......" My mom, I almost told the guide, but fortunately my mouth was closed quickly.

"If it's not, you say?" said Zuo Mi.

I looked at Wang Yirou with a puzzled expression, and I rode away on my battery car.

Zuo Mi said to Wang Yiju: "Look at his stinky temper, I'm used to it, wait for him to come back and clean him up, Yiyi, let's go to the supermarket." ”

"Sister Zuo, maybe he has his own difficulties, we should understand him. ”

"Thank you Yiyi, my husband is such a person, maybe I'm too sensitive, let's go, let's go to the supermarket to buy delicious food and process it at night." ”

I didn't go far, I saw Zuo Mi and Wang Yirou happily hand in hand to go to the supermarket, I just rode slowly to the direction of the hospital, passers-by were picturesque, I rode to a park, stopped, took out my mobile phone to take pictures, the ginkgo tree is yellow, the park stands a golden tree, golden leaves, white dry, the most beautiful is its combination, the beauty in autumn, the beauty is better than the purple and red. Walking through the path covered by ginkgo trees, the breeze blows, and the golden leaves of a tree are like thousands of small birds dotted on the branches, which looks like a painting from a distance and a poem up close.

In the park, a circle of ginkgo trees surrounded a circle, and one of them was a sandy area. Next to it is a rectangular pavilion, there are dolls playing in the sand every day, the semi-circular shape of the sand pond city, the white sand inside is like scales, shining and shining, and the mother-in-law and young mothers talk about the beauty of the ginkgo tree while looking at the baby. At ten o'clock in the morning, the sun was warm, and several old people came here to practice singing, some played the accordion, some played the erhu, and some sang with a microphone, and the pavilion became a stage, and no one seemed to care about influencing anyone. At this time, the ginkgo tree became the best listener, standing quietly, the small leaves of the tree like open ears, listening to the music that flowed from the depths of the soul of these old people. Occasionally, a leaf floats down from the tree, as lovely as a butterfly, and a layer has fallen on the ground, and there is no sound when you step on it. The leaves of the ginkgo tree don't seem to wither, and their "withered" look better than not withered. No other tree can compare.

The ginkgo tree seems to have undergone a "transformation", from a green tree in spring to a golden tree in autumn, realizing a beautiful dream, all the wind and dust baptism and the sun and moon point to concentrate the golden texture. Taking off the coat of youth and revealing the gold of life, people like it This change, especially in the eyes of the elderly, such a life is precious. The first time I knew the ginkgo tree, it was in the Pingle Temple of the Central Plains Tour, its huge and hundred-year-old pine also covered the sky and the sun, so it got a big name; 100-year-old ginkgo, in fact, the life span of the ginkgo tree is more than 100 years, and it is common to live for 500 years, 600 years or even thousands of years. The beauty of love and hatred, the mystery may be here.

The pine and cypress give birth to yin, and the ginkgo biloba is to the yang, one yin and one yang, all of which are in line with the essence of all things. The leaves of the ginkgo biloba tree fell all over the ground, picked up and looked closely, it looked like a small fan, and like a shell, its beauty was colorful, no wonder the painter cherished the love of the writer.

Several young mothers and mothers-in-law, while looking at the baby, looked up at the ginkgo tree, and occasionally found a tree full of bunches of silver fruits, shouting, look, hanging fruit, ripe. Someone stomped on it with his foot, and a dozen ginkgo fruits fell, and the experienced mother-in-law picked it up, said, took it back to stew, and put it in her pocket cherishedly, and the ginkgo trees in the garden rippled in the breeze in the sun.

Now the ginkgo tree doesn't seem to be as precious as Mr. Guo's. It can be seen everywhere in the city, next to the streets, and in the park, perhaps because it has the reputation of "national tree", people only love it for ten minutes, cultivate it in large quantities, and the beautiful scenery is full of people's eyes.

Ride some distance out of the park and look at the ginkgo trees. It is like a forest, a piece of gold, above is a high blue sky, a group of white pigeons want to fly by the pigeon whistle, I feel that such an autumn is really a thousand gold, passing a wide office building, dozens of tall ginkgo trees in the wall, full of fruits. I picked it up and held it in my hand, thinking that I would use its medicinal properties to make a delicious soup, so that this autumn would be full of blessings from the outside to the inside

Before I knew it, I had already ridden to the hospital, and I went directly to the department, found Li Meihui, and took her to Zuomi's office.

"Wind chimes, do you have something to do with me?" Li Meihui looked surprised, a little surprised by my suddenness.

"I know you're not busy right now, and I want to ask you some questions, so don't mind. ”

Li Meihui smiled: "How come, are you still interested in the hypnotism that treated Deng Qiuju?"

"yes, how did you do it, I couldn't sleep at night. ”

"I'll tell you the truth, you went in the wrong direction from the beginning!" said Lee Mi-hye categorically.

"Wrong?"

"Deng Qiuju is not depressed, the doctor's diagnosis report is obviously wrong, Deng Qiuju's empty eyes are obviously frightened, in psychiatry it is called persecution paranoia, persecution paranoia is the most common one in paranoia, it is an important symptom of psychosis. It mainly refers to the fact that the patient is often in a state of fear and reasoning and judgment, thinking disorders, believing that he is persecuted or hurt, the patient often becomes extremely cautious and defensive, and often includes relevant people into his delusional world. Symptoms are that they feel like they have been talked about, framed, plotted, robbed, raped, etc. Among these symptoms, there are all kinds of strange things, such as fear of accidental death, fire not being turned off, gas explosion, electric shock, car accident, being shot by a murderer, being bitten to death by a dog, and all kinds of strange things. When I was treating Deng Qiuju, I found that the shadow in her heart should be related to her husband, who had suffered domestic violence or abuse for a long time, etc., causing Deng Qiuju to become like this, worrying and fearing death is human nature, and each of us has such a mentality. It's just that the degree and form of expression are different, because the people around you are old, sick and die, and death anxiety, in addition to external factors, most of them involve the previous personality characteristics, growth experience and the influence of the family environment. ”

I said lightly: "Deng Qiuju's husband has a big problem, according to what Ye Xuan and I know, he has a dirty disease, and it is said that he is taking drugs." ”

This is very clear, drug use can make the person's brain nerves abnormally excited, to put it bluntly, it is to burst out all the desires in people's hearts, which can also prove the evidence that Deng Qiuju has been tortured for a long time, Deng Qiuju is gradually recovering, I am asking in a few days, maybe the answer can be explained. ”

"Thank you so much, when Sister Wenhui comes back, I will definitely ask her for credit, I was negligent, I didn't think that there are such talents in the hospital. ”

"You're welcome, Wind Chime, I just did what I was supposed to do, and as for my hypnosis, I'm sorry, I hope you understand. ”

"It's okay, I'm not the kind of person who stalks, I've encountered persecution paranoia before, do you have any examples in your medical practice?"

"Of course, when I was still working in the coastal area, a Fujian man was killed by a leaf under a sidewalk tree, and an unrepaired king coconut leaf fell from a height of 10 meters under the erosion of wind and rain and killed people impartially. There are many people who think that this is just a small probability event, but if they think so, these people are really wrong, but it is this kind of small probability event, often as long as the conditions are ripe, it may cause an unbelievable accident. These small probabilities, I'll do the math for you, and you'll know. In a person's life, the probability of accidental death is 1 in 3 injuries, 1 in 6 in difficult births, 1 in 12 in car accidents, 1 in 77 heart attacks, 1 in 80 injuries at home, you have heard of some people who fall at home and smash into the bathtub and die, the attack of a fatal weapon is 1 in 260, and the death of a heart attack is 1 in 340, and for a person like me, there is a possibility of breast cancer, one in 2,500 people will have it, 1 in 2,500 people, 1 in 1,700 will die of stroke, and 1 in 2,900 will die in a car accident if they die of an emergency, fire, drowning, and suicide are 1 in 5,000, secondhand smoke pollution from lung cancer, stab wounds to death is 1 in 60,000, and death from surgical complications is 1 in 80,000. ”